 Walking through the first door coming back here, it was just scary, you know? Oranges as a new black just came out when I started this so everyone's like, oh my gosh, Brig duty, you know? I Was so nervous to stand that first watch even though I was under instruction Sitting down and standing that watch in front of those prisoners was very scary at first Well as a Brig duty officer, I'm leading my entire section and I get here about 4 a.m I go to my locker. I put on my uniform and Get ready for the day I'm the fire warden the evidence custodian I'm the sexual assault victim advocate for the command Basically, I was Brig duty officer for one section which is usually anywhere from seven to twelve people and then as operations chief I put the watch bill together for the entire security section So I won professional of the year for the ACA American Correctional Association I'm still in shock actually like It's it's a really big deal in the corrections world control all conditions normal You have to come in here with an attitude that's going to make you look strong and make it so that people aren't going to walk all over you when you're back there because if you're Pinpointed as weak then you're going to be treated like you're weak And you don't want to do that in the corrections field You have to be the one who's leading not just the staff but the prisoners I'm constantly learning every day. I learned something new