Fan-vid for deleted scene from Act II. This song was released via Jay Electronica's YouTube channel @ jayelectronica on July 6th, 2010. The song, inspired by the mother of Jay's daughter (Mars Merkaba), Erykah Badu, was ultimately scrapped from Act II.
LYRICS
I said I love you baby, but you don't act like it,
Squeeze my feet, kiss my neck, rub my back like it,
And on the phone it's just you gon' hit me back right quick
First we was straight now it feel like we jack-knifin',
Kamikaze love, self-destructive patterns,
Mercury in retrograde, four house of Saturn.
Nothing makes me sadder than,
Hailing cabs alone goin' home on a Saturday,
Bumpin' Donny Hathaway, questioning my choices,
Thinking 'bout marriage, carriage, and horses,
Man on the hectare, land like a fortress.
I hope you understand me though,
I'm cold like New York,
My heart is warm like Miami,
I'm just trying to build a Kingdom for my people and my Family.
Sometimes I don't know what to say,
The pain never stops, the cloud never goes away,
The rain never drops.
It's a luxury,
Be grateful that a mustard seed,
The faith is enough to be,
Enough to move a mountain,
My pen is an artery,
My heart is a fountain.
I apologize