 In spite of all that I have lost, I myself am present. I love life, ferociously. I love life for life's sake. Birth gives us the green light. Man helps us with the red. Birth gives us the green light. We can say the sky is available no matter where you are. It's the same sky, whatever country you are living in. You can't move any farther if you are insecure. I go through the leverage world and then through happiness. Last time I used to work at the WP department and one of the workers there used to live in Chingford. So he used to pick me up from all of them so that's how I learned the route. Coming and going, like the distance that there is between people when you walk alongside them. Once I came out of the UK, no one checked my passport. I went into Switzerland and I came out of the train station and no one checked my passport. I was like, wait, maybe I've done something wrong. So I went back and spoke to the guy and said, hey, is there like a passport? No, no, just go. So that was the first time in my life that I could travel freely and I just couldn't believe it myself. It felt amazing. I just felt like, then I realized that maybe I was the same as everyone living here. That was the first time I felt like that. Because every time whenever there's something to do with trouble, I never do it because I know I have to apply for a visa and the process is long, so I never do it. But this time after I left London, I felt like that. Going out of London and coming back to London was the hardest place of the whole journey because of the immigration stuff. But once I entered Europe, it was just like, I was an ordinary person. It's like cargo, really. Bing, bing, bing. It's like everyone's in a box. We're not there yet. We have never really arrived, never quite there. We have not completed the journey yet. The goalpost is always further. You've done this, but that's not good enough. We need you to do this. A lot of people have done this. It would be great if you could do that. No, it's not about restrictiveness. It's about safety. So safety of your children is a basic step. You can't move any farther if you are insecure. Yes, it's one of the places where sometimes I sit at this time. I sit here drinking coffee, watching people. That's the entrance of the famous Berry House. Yes, it's an amazing building. It's a great place. London is too... Because there's too many people that look like you to feel unsafe. They may not... The status thing, it's not apparent. Let's say if someone first looks at me, they won't think or it doesn't have a very safe passport. So there's so many people that look like me If you think that racial abuse does not happen in the UK, we'll think again. And it happens not only in the UK, but here in London and here in Canada. I didn't see Buddhism anymore. I went from one... We were going on the trains and then we were like, oh, we just entered Italy now. But before you see Buddhism as big rules and big restrictions, there has to be a Buddha control. We entered for one to another country, like it was the city. So that felt really nice. In my free time, what I like to do is just go into charity shops and then I just shop there. On my day, do you go weekly or maybe go once or twice? We like to make a bunch of clothes that are in good condition and then we just send it back to Buddhism. We are Muhammad. That's how we spend our day. And we're off. 14 of wine. 15 of spoil. 16 to live here. 17 to show you. 18 to wear you. Welcome to my life. Oh, that's my friend Muhammad. We just finished that gym. We're going back to Berry House. To have the famous food. Catch you later. We pay £90,000 a year, but then they don't let you in. They just say, we'll go to the library. But we're just going to stay in the room and do work. We're not going to do anything else. And then they'll kick us out and lock us in the next day. If I get any later than after the night passes, which is like two hours ago. So it's like I have a restriction there. Over here, we sit in the afternoon and we gather and spend a good time. Also here, it's the smoking area. That's the famous place where I live. There's no life to rigid. You have to find the beauty in such places to keep one going on. Like you were saying, you watch the airplanes. Yes, you watch the airplanes. Sometimes you just need to find a way to spend your time. Otherwise, you'll get crazy. Sometimes, nothing to do. You just go to the park and feed the dogs. There's a very beautiful, huge park and they have dogs and geese in it. Feed them bread, feed the pigeon. This is the country you are living in. No matter what the weather, the sky is always available for you. You know, the sky represents freedom. Yeah, no. While man is unable to, how do I explain to you how a painting never refused a war, not a war, a painting? Actually, it's not a verbal way to express yourself. You don't have to explain. And also, sometimes we can't explain. It's just there. Or we can't understand. But you can express yourself, relieve yourself through expression. I think this is a very, very healing process. My psychology and also my own expression through art made a big difference in the healing process and understanding, given what is going on. It was interesting because people will see how we are living our lives. So we spent our day. Unfortunately, I couldn't record more because a lot of people with no please want to be recorded. And my friend Ali, he never goes in any pictures. So I thought that I'm going to take a picture. When he saw the camera, he moved backward. So it's hard to record people everywhere. But it will be really nice so people know how we live our life. How asylum seekers spend their time. What do they do in their life? What are the opportunities that they can have? Because right now, we are in a status quo condition, which is not moving, sitting in our place. We have a lot of things to offer to the community and to help people in different ways. It's the opportunity to do that. So that's what we're looking for.