 It's open to the spirit within you and say, teach me, show me how to live as if there is no world. Let me be so inner-directed that I don't have to adjust and adapt to the world. It can just be given to me. Because people will say, how can you live without judgment? That's not practical. What if it's given to you moment by moment? That's the internal way is the way to live. You can move through time and space seemingly as if you're in the world without feeling a part of it. That's the answer to be in the world but not of it. It was in the Bible. That as is. So I think it's very, very practical. You start to realize that hearing this voice and getting these intuitions and this guidance is so important because you can move through the world, so to speak, as if there is no world. You could be lighthearted. You don't have to worry about being early or late. You don't have to worry about what's going to happen. We were just talking with Raj and Susan. They were sharing about the story when they were in Manhattan. There was an anthrax scare. They were the last fairy to get over there. And then all of a sudden they had this whole thing that unfolded. And they found out kind of secondhand all this stuff that was happening. But you were clueless to it and just really oblivious to it. And that's why I use Mr. Magoo a lot. You know, Mr. Magoo is so happy. But he really is clueless. He's kind of living as if there's no world. As if there's no danger. As if there's no fear. And it just radiates out. It doesn't matter then if your parents think you're crazy. It doesn't matter what people seem to say or think. You have this gentleness about you. This sense of warmth and glowing welcome and friendliness that just in the end wins over everyone. Regardless of where they seem to start. The love is so strong it just wins them over. It just swallows them up. Gobbles them up. There's no defense against it. So I think that's the thing where whenever you have that doubt about where is this going to take me. It's very, very practical. It's not what they say airy-fairy kind of wishful thinking. The ego is wishful thinking. This is very solid. This is not a blind faith at all. It's something that's worthy of your devotion. And you shall know by your experience how it feels. It was such a big turnover for me when I really did this. Even my grandmother, I was like holding on. Stick them in the pocket and say, I need the whole deck. This has to be a total re-deal. You can't hold on to anything. It seems like a leap of faith when you hand the deck over. That's kind of like with the past. You're really handing over the purpose of the past. It's not that you won't see these people again. I was even told by the Holy Spirit, some of the old cards will come back. But they will come back completely new. You will see them in a new way. You will see them in a way that's blessed. And some of the cards will disappear. So it was that trust of, okay, I'm not in charge of that. I will let you deal the deck. I will let you bring the witnesses into my life. And it's been glorious because there's been thousands of people. You're all dealt back to me. It's a wonderful experience to have these blessings of love. It was really impactful because I remember talking to Sus about this. And it was just a point where her son had been kind of arrested on August the equivalent over here of DUI and driving. Drunk driving. Many times. This was almost like... They may throw the book at him, throw away the key. He was never caught on Monday morning and he was either going to jail or not. And after that story, you know, Sus just was going to call and the Spirit from handing over the deck would speak through, not as a worried manor at all. What I would... It was funny because everybody came to stay with us. And I had... What happened with my son, he was arrested for that and then, you know, just go free. He came in the court case. And it took almost two and a half months for it to come up. So he had a long time to burn. It was incredible because it never occurred to him that he would run out of luck. He would use up all his chances. And he came to stay with me. He's an incredibly good-looking boy and he was so terrified of going to jail. He knew what was waiting on the other side. And he was staying with me and everything. And we'd be having really good fun and he would look at me and I would just feel like the fear run down over him like ice and his eyes would fill up with tears and he just would have to go away and be on his own for a while because he was so frightened. And coming the weekend before his court case I knew he wasn't getting a lot of support from anybody. I was in Queensland. He was down in Victoria and he kind of burnt his bridges with his brother. His brother gave him a morning but he didn't really want to stay and support him and his dad wasn't supporting him much either. So we were talking. They'd tell us a lot over the weekend. Anyhow, David was staying with us and I was not sharing this. And Raya said to me in the end I was kind of running upstairs sobbing my heart out, splashing my face in front of them downstairs and trying to be the jolly hostess. It was really, really incredible. And in the end, Raya said, so we were sitting down in the office and he shared this and he shared the story with me and I really got it in the core of my being. And I knew that what I needed to do was shift to a place to absolutely trust God if it was Ben's highest good to go to jail and I needed to be there absolutely in love with that possibility. I had to absolutely trust God and say whatever happens I should really give up control and give it over to him. And it had to be true. It had to not be because I'd pretend to give it over and really with every cell in my body had to say, you know, I'd give it back to you. And it had a good friend and a happy environment. Yeah, that cascading miracles came from that. Every time I would talk with her, she would say you wouldn't believe on the way to the court case he met this woman and it was in such joy and certainty that he said, don't go to jail. Can I take you out for dinner and this and this? She's like, yeah, yeah, well, guess who he's with? They're engaged. He did get a sentence, a three-month sentence that was commuted for 18 months with behavior. He was on a parole probate being one of you call that. He lost his license for four years which was so perfect. All from one thing, handing it over. I am not going to be worried and concerned about this. We've talked with Una, we had that one-on-one and there's been cascading miracles that came from just handing it over. And people say, well, what does it mean to hand it over? We mean really hand it over. We mean don't think that your worry and concern is actually benefiting the people and the situation. It's a joke about the worrying Jewish mother. Don't think that worry ever did add anything to anyone's life. It makes everything down. Worries like a rocking chair goes back and forth and goes nowhere. I'm going to say a few. What did we both decide on? Handing 52 pickup in fact, the real essence of that is the attachment to that relationship. Yes, the attachment to control. I would say that the way that ego is set up the world it's loaded with past associations almost in a karmic kind of sense. Where the people that you meet it's like you've met them over and over and over like the deja vu thing. You're just replaying the same unholy instant. And when you come to the world and you just play by the ego's rules you just find grievance after grievance after grievance. It's like in the Bible when even Jesus would talk about forgiving he would say things like forgive 70 times 7.