 You can now follow me on all my social media platforms to find out who my latest guest will be and don't forget to click the subscribe button and the notifications bell so you are notified for when my next podcast goes live. I had a look last year and I think my total views of like my porn hub and not just like for one scene for like my scenes on there was something ridiculous like 61 million or something like that. That was just porn hub like that didn't include the others so it was it was a lot but the reason I actually got into it was because I had an ex that cheated on me five times and I thought well do you know what you're going to cheat on me five times what's the best way to get you back? I'm going to go shoot a porn out. I've never done anal. I've been in the industry 11 years and I've never done anal scene and people go how the hell are you still in the industry you've never done anal scene because I still have that thing of one day I'm going to do an anal scene. I couldn't even tell you probably thousands, thousands so that's a lot of dig. As far as I know I'm in the only job in the world where women get paid more than men and that's a fact and that's true porn I'm not doing anything wrong I'm not doing anything illegal I'm not hurting anybody I'm not hurting anyone you know so what's what's wrong you know I'm I'm just going and doing my job. Bimber on and today's guest we've got porn star Miss Brooke Wimblo. Brooke how are you? I'm good I'm good thank you how are you? Yeah really well thank you first and foremost thanks for coming on the show. No worries. Pornstar ones always do well they're fascinating mad stories kind of crazy to be but very interesting as well it's good for people to get an understanding like people it's funny because in the comments porn stars always there's always somebody's always got something to say but it's a more search thing on the planet so yeah people do watch it I think people maybe get a bit embarrassed where they don't want to admit they watch it some people. Why do you think that is? I don't know I think it's an English thing you know well UK thing it's like a stigma here like everyone's a bit proved whereas you go to America and it is in your face everywhere no one cares people are just out there like yeah I do porn for a living like and then you know the Americans like oh that's great like you know who'd you shoot for but in England it's more like oh you know what you do for a living oh you go oh I do porn they go oh right oh you do porn oh okay and then that's like a dead-end subject I just think it's a bit prudish still we haven't caught up with today's times kind of thing like people just need to get with it a bit more. Before we get into it I always go back to the start of my guests where you grew up how it all began. Grew up in London as you can probably tell by the accent with both my parents who'd been married for years and years and years still are married and I went performing arts school my whole life and I had a great I had a great upbringing I can't lie and went on holidays Florida everything I had everything I wanted and like I said did performing arts school so I grew up in performing arts and that was my life performing arts was my life even when on you know Saturday Sundays when I'd finish performing arts school that week and doing my normal weekly stuff like Monday to Friday Saturday Sundays I was rehearsing I was rehearsing for shows I was in in the West End or whatever was up coming like it was fully just performing arts and and then growing up I performed all over West End really I performed in Her Majesty's Theatre in London singing and all over the place it was it was great. That's quite surprising to hear them lose all the porn stars you know yourself it comes from the daddy issues the broken homes that a lot of people have been abused male and female who have interviewed who's in that industry like that's quite surprising to see you've came from a stable household you had a career in performing arts like why did you choose porn how did you start off as a stripper like how did what was the step? So I've always been a bit of an exhibitionist anyway and performer obviously performing arts school days always wanted to be the centre of attention and stuff like that you always wanted the main part you know but the reason I actually got into porn and I've never kind of looked at porn and gone oh you know I hate it or anything like that I've always been like you know there was a hot in it like I've always sort of seen it more as acting anyway but the reason I actually got into it was because I had an ex that cheated on me five times and I thought well do you know what you're going to cheat on me five times what's the best way to get you back I'm going to go shoot a porno and then I'm going to send you that porno and I'm going to get paid for it and that's exactly what I did and I did exactly that did my first scene and that was meant to be it it was kind of like one of them things like yeah haha that's it the next thing I know brothers from America called booked me in for shoots and then the next thing I was in America shooting in LA and my career just took off and here I am I'm still here 11 years later so How old were you? I was 21 What did your mum and dad say? So do you know what everyone always asks this and when I first told them they were actually okay with it they kind of were like do you know what you're over the age of 18 you're technically an adult you're old enough to make your own decisions now and we have no control over it as long as you're safe and you're happy we're happy and when they could see that I wasn't going down a bad route with it I was doing well from it and that I could potentially make a life out of it and they were happy for me they still are now like you know my mum even says to me now she's can't believe how well that I've done you know and things like that like everything that I've got now is from porn and I wouldn't be living the life I have now or I have the house I have now or the cars I have now or anything like that had I not done porn it has made my entire lifestyle and I can't fault it for that basically What was it like doing your first porn scene especially if you're doing it for revenge like do you think that was a good thing good thing to do and your mind at the time I was shitting myself as you would be on a porn set I walked on and I was like oh my god like what the fuck am I doing like what am I doing like and I was obviously you're kind of like I want you to do it but at the same time you know that oh shit it's porn like oh it's porn you know once you do that you can't go back kind of thing like it's once you've done that it's out there forever there's no going back and I remember just questioning that in my head like once I do this that's it like are you sure you want to do it are you sure you want to do it so I was excited to do it but it was more the whole stigma side of it like coming into my head of like should I do it should I not do it because you sort of always told always bad and this and the other but then once I started and got on set and they just flowed it's just natural to me and like I said you have scripts and stuff like that so it be acting I loved that bit anyway and then afterwards the guys that I was working with I did I did a four something as my first ever scene so I went straight in at the deep end and they were like oh you're a natural have you not done you sure you haven't done this before and I'm like no I'm just very good at what I do what was your sex life in that like beforehand was it crazy or were you especially if you're so natural something man you must have been yeah I mean I can't lie I was very experimental and a sort of in my younger years not now I'm probably really boring now compared to what I was but I mean my normal sort of sex life in those days was free sims four sims you know I'd meet someone a night out and you know have some fun with them everyone's like that when they young do you know what I mean like I had fun with what I was doing and basically yeah so it wasn't like this is when I went on set and it was like a four something it wasn't like oh my god this is the first ever four something I've ever had I had four sims in my personal life but this was different because it was on camera but once I found that I actually really enjoyed it being on camera and it was it was fine yeah it's like and the strange thing is this is what people always think about porn they're always like oh my god like and you know you're having sex with someone else and this any other bit it's not like that on set like it is so different to what people think and I always say if you generally enjoy watching porn never ever ever go to a porn set because it would ruin every fantasy you've ever had upon absolutely it would ruin it because in real life it's not like how you see on Pornhub it's not I mean there's so many like stop starts and you know they'll be like oh stop you know you be in like doggy position and they'll be like oh stop we need to change the lighting stay in position though because they're sort in the lighting you're be in that position bent over and you literally stop moving for a minute and you're talking to like you know the guy you're working with and you're like so what you doing after here then and he'll be like oh me and the wife are just going out for a meal I'll be like oh I just got to go Tesco you know and then you're just having a normal co-worker conversation it's so weird and then they're sort of say oh well back to action and then you go back into it and it's like you're back in action again but it's so different to what people think so I always say if you enjoy it don't go to a porn set you'd be severely disappointed. What was your ex saying once he cheated on you and you made that one or to get back at him? Well I never he never said anything I never heard from him about it however I think he's probably very well I hope it I hope it upset him yeah what can I say but I mean yeah it's I do believe that everything happens for a reason in life and a very big believer in that I believe in fate and I believe in everything happens for a reason and I think that the reason I had to go through someone cheating on me or whatever was to do that reaction to then do what I've done now which has led me on to so many different things like even to the point of meeting my husband and stuff like that hadn't gone into porn it probably wouldn't have met him so my whole life path has evolved from that so I do believe everything happens for a reason so for that reason you know I'm glad it happened Do you think you've got a chosen point if he doesn't cheat? I think I potentially would have always gone into it I mean it's always interested me like I said I've always been a bit of an exhibitionist anyway and I'm not one of the people that shy away from stuff like that like I think potentially it would have been on the cards eventually if I hadn't gone into porn full-time I definitely would have been doing OnlyFans now as like you know the housewife What about your husband but how did that relationship start how does he handle stuff like that because as men we're all protective we're all jealous no matter what men say they can say I'm not jealous we're all jealous because we're protectors at the end of the day like how does your husband is he a porn star like? He is now he wasn't when I met him so when I met him he was just personal trainer that's what he did he didn't do porn or anything like that and then when I met him I kind of like took him to that dark side you know I was like oh do you fancy just shooting a porno with me and actually how that happened he was completely thrown on the spot so we was going to a porn shoot well he was driving me to a porn shoot because then we were going out after or whatever and it was meant to be two scenes that day and the guys were both booked and basically what happened is on the way to the shoot and it was all the way in Birmingham so we were driving quite a while and the director rings me and she goes oh the guys that were meant to come in they've had to cancel or whatever has happened so basically we haven't got a stud now and she was like would you and he was my boyfriend at the time she went would your boyfriend step in and do it and I was like well I could ask you know so I sort of sat next to him and I've gone oh would you mind doing like a porn scene with me today and he's like okay like whatever and then I'm like and then so I said to the director I was like oh you know yeah he'll do it you know this that and the other and then she turns around her name was Laura and she turns around and she goes oh would he mind doing two two scenes in a day now bearing in mind he's never done a porn scene so all of a sudden she is now asking him to do what is really difficult for most studs that have been doing it for years two scenes in a day two come shots in a day and he's been put on the spot like can you do it like can you perform we need this scene and he was like okay I'll go for it and that's kind of how it happened but it was dead awkward right because the first scene obviously it's all scripted and it's scenarios and stuff like that so we got there and then we turn up bearing in mind I've never done a scene like this in my life I haven't done one since in this scenario so it was just weird as anything she goes oh it's a wedding scene right here's my boyfriend I've been with him for about two months or something she's like you gotta wear full wedding dress I'm like no like how awkward is this right so I'm in this wedding dress he's sitting there to do like it's first ever porn scene and I turn up down like downstairs on the studio in this wedding dress like hey like you're gonna shoot a scene with me dressed as a bride and I'm like how awkward like you don't want that to happen with your boyfriend after two months like it's funny now because we're married but looking back at the time we both had that awkward kind of like oh this is a bit a bit awkward you know and but yeah it was it was good and he did it and he did a great job and then they basically wanted to book him for lots more work so but this is the thing people always go oh you know how do you how do you cope with each other shooting with other people do you film with other people was it just you two together of course we film with other people we do porn and it's our job like it doesn't mean anything like there's sex in real life and then there's sex on set porn sex is completely acted out is completely fake you don't really have an orgasm people don't want to hear that but you don't like whereas sex in real life is completely different and then you've got making love which again is completely different on top of that you've got three different aspects of it you've got porn sex which is acted out no feelings no emotion no nothing you both just acting a scene your actors you you're creating what people want to see you're an actor then you've got sex in real life which actually means something can you have that emotional connection and stuff like that and then you've got making love which is on a whole different level which is I believe can even go down to the thought of a spiritual connection you know like it's it's deep it's really deep it really means something you can feel the the passion and the love and everything like that is completely different so yeah like sex like you know when we do porn and he's shooting with the people and I'm shooting people it's nothing there we don't it's work we're doing our job how do you separate the two of all that if you had done that scene being with men and then go home do you take the night off or do you still feel fucking frisky at night I mean it depends how late it is at night we're talking you know if I get in at two in the morning then you know I'm knackered I'm going to bed but most of the time actually like my husband always says for a guy and when he's done a porn scene and even though he's like you know he's done the come shot and everything like that when he gets home he's actually horny because he feels like he hasn't actually released if that makes sense like he's come but there's not been that feeling there so he's actually horny because he needs to sort of come in real life that makes sense so it's you know a lot of times after we've worked together yeah we will have sex at home and but obviously like I said it depends on other things as well like the time of night it is stuff like we're old now but I can't go all night anymore do you ever get jealous though? no never never like what would there be to be jealous of like it's it's a job like I'm not gonna be jealous of that like no way I mean I've directed some of his scenes and he's directed some of mine he's filmed some of my scenes and you know I was behind the camera at one point I was a director we did this whole movie and I literally wrote it directed it everything it was a full-length James Bond parody that's what we did and I directed and he had like three scenes and I directed them all and I was behind the camera literally going no do it harder like we need this position now like you know do it like then I was literally like that like a proper director behind it like there's no jealousy or anything I think the thing is the reason people think that there would be jealousy is because most people are insecure in their relationships and I think if you've got that security and you're completely secure as a couple in your relationship you wouldn't be jealous but most relationships and most people are actually insecure in their relationships and that's why I think they get a little bit jealous because they have that little inkling of what if he goes off with someone else if you're completely secure that wouldn't even crush your mind do you have all relationships, are you just completely faithful how does it work in the porn industry yeah so me and my husband in real life we're obviously completely faithful like we would never cheat nothing like that obviously then we both do porn for our jobs but that's it but in our personal life we're not the type of couple that would do swinging or anything like that we wouldn't do anything it's just not something that interests me really do you think he would be still together if he didn't do it? yeah of course how was he at the start? no he liked it, he's always been one of them I think to be fair even if he hadn't met me he might have gone into the industry anyway he was kind of around the industry a little bit like through Twitter and that he used to speak to a couple of the girls and stuff because he was a personal trainer so he used to train some of them so yeah I think he enjoys it what's the hardest scene you've ever done? oh god when it's just a long day like the hardest scene I've ever done is where we had to do two scenes in one day and we got on set and this is what people don't realise about the industry we got on set at 9 in the morning for hair and makeup we did not leave that studio till 2.30am in the morning it was crazy and that wasn't because we were fucking that whole time it was messing around studio changing the scenes changing the lighting the acting bit had to be done about 20 times because people couldn't remember lines then one of the guys had an issue and was up down, up down, up down which slows up a whole scene if you know what I mean up down, up down you can't really work with that very well so days like that I think you know it's just too much too long, too long a day I'm tired I want to go bed but that's like the hardest it's the long days, the days like that but scene wise they're all pretty easy really but then I'm one of them people I like to go in, get the job done and get home, that's it with me it's like go in, get the scene done as quickly as I can get the hell out get my job done, get my days pay I'm very like that and I think if you're like that then you'll be fine obviously my industry has two sides to it there's the good side and there's a bad side and there is a bad side to it it's all great, it's all flowers and daisies and stuff like that however I'm on the good side of it there is a bad side to it but it's all about when you get into the industry knowing what you want knowing to keep your head screwed on and making sure you are absolutely you know, strong minded as anything and no one you know, sort of put you on the wrong track kind of thing you've got to go in, you've got to know what you want, you've got to do what you want you've got to put your foot down and you can do well out the industry then there's another route you can go down which isn't so great but you've just got to be clever about it basically have your head screwed on and you can do well I've had people on who love the industry I've had people on who absolutely hate it what are the good points of the porn industry it's fun, I love what I do it's fun, I've met some amazing friends out of it, like my co-workers are fantastic and like most of them I've known for years and years so when we shoot together we've all known each other for years it's just like being back at the office the money can be amazing if you do it well it can be amazing but it's about how you run it there's so many girls that come into the industry and they'll give everything away straight away they'll go straight into anal, DP this, that and the other straight away if you do that straight away your careers washed up, you're done because you've given them everything they want you've given your fans everything they want there's nothing more that you can progress to and once you do things on that level because your fans have seen you doing that well now that's the hardcore side of you they're only going to want to see that so this is where people mess up I've never done anal I've been in the industry 11 years and I've never done an anal scene and people go how the hell are you still in the industry you've never done an anal scene because I still have that thing of one day I'm going to do an anal scene for top dollar but people don't know that so you're always interesting so I still get booked for normal normal scenes, normal sex scenes because I don't do anal but people still think one day she's going to do anal one day she's going to do dp one day she's going to do anal it's still exciting what's dp? double penetration funny no I wouldn't do it I couldn't do it, I couldn't handle it fair play though because I always thought porn stars was kind of a free-for-all and just willing to do whatever it takes to get money so fair play for having some standards for yourself and some boundaries and then I went back over to do anal I've been offered a huge amount to do anal before from browsers and I turned it down for one scene I got offered about 12 grand and I turned it down who offers the most money? it depends this is the thing, it depends I'm contracted to a company now but it literally depends on what the scene is and you know who the company is so basically what happens is someone will call you up from a company and they'll go hi Brooklyn I've got this scene with this guy, this scenario do you want to do it yes or no and then you say yes or no and then they tell you the fee and then you can say yes or no to it and that's pretty much how it works so you pick and choose what you want to do but it just it varies, it completely varies and the American companies pay the best would you have a go to America? I've been there I couldn't live there because I'm a homebody I'm a proper loser in real life everyone thinks she does porn, she's a porn star she must be so much fun in real life don't get me wrong, I've had my party in days and I was really fun but now you will catch me on a Friday night sitting at home with a glass of wine watching Netflix doing absolutely nothing chilling on the sofa with my dogs you'll get me on a Sunday morning walking the dogs down the beach like I am so boring I'm like a proper married family woman who's making dinner every night at home and people they can't put them two together and that's what's so funny people just can't put a porn star together with a wife and a mother people think you can't be your free but actually, yes you can I'm living proof of that, here I am yes, I'm Brooklyn blue and I do my work and I do my scenes but my real life my personal life I'm a wife and a mother and I live in the countryside and I'm really really boring and I am your typical wife and mother I don't walk around with my hair and makeup done all the time I'm walking walking around hair up, no makeup on, track suit like I've just rolled out of bed that's real life, that is real life and I have them two completely different my job is my job and then I've got my real life and that's where it's about keeping your head screwed on in this industry don't get caught up in something when you can make something out of it and have a great life of it basically not at the moment, no people always say this, they go you're getting older and I know some women that look absolutely amazing, like 40, 50 they look banging, I mean you can get fillers these days in Botox which is a help, right but I mean, maybe 40 40s, something like that I will stop the day I don't like it anymore the day I don't like it anymore or the day I don't get any work anymore because I look too old then I will stop I couldn't even tell you probably thousands thousands that's a lot of dick but to be fair a lot of them would be the same people but it's a lot a hell of a lot then you're still not tired of it no, it's my job it's like any job if you were an actor in Hollywood films and you've done James Bond for you keep appearing in the sequels of it would you be bored of it still different every time, still a different script yeah it's got to be a turn on for you there's got to be a feeling where you've got to enjoy it because there's a lot of people who haven't interviewed that are still doing it and it seems as if they can't get out and the same as Botoxers they can't stop, it's a feeling that's obviously different it's kind of the same as well there's a feeling there where they feel as if they can't stop because then you've been doing that so long and you take that away from your life then what you got, obviously you're a mother you're a wife, I get it but you've been doing it so long you're so used to doing it that you've not even got a cut off in your mind yeah, I mean it's a part of my life it's been such a good part of my life and still is a good part of my life I'm not going to lie I have a really good life off it I do, I generally do we've done well I have my dream car I have two of my dream cars I have the house that I've always dreamed of everything I ever wanted I've got front porn and that's what I'm saying there is a lot of people in the industry that don't do that but it's about playing the game right and going down the good side of it rather than going down that bad route because there is a bad, there's good and bad in everything, in every job in the world there's good and bad, in everything in life there's good and bad it's about making sure you stay focused and going down that good route and keeping that tunnel vision of what you want, what your goals are and stuff like that but yeah, I mean it is a part of my life, it is and I'll never, even when I do retire from it if I do I'll be in the Brooklyn Blue, of course I won't she's a part of me I'll always have that side to me but I don't know what else I do that I enjoy as much if that makes sense I couldn't be one of the people that sit in an office all day I'd be so bored and I can't work for anyone I'm terrible at that I just, I only want to work when I want to work Yeah that's the best It's beer on boss and be independent and be your own master your own universe and achieve what you want to achieve but how do you feel as if it will affect your kid as he gets older? So I'm always going to be honest with him at the moment obviously he doesn't know because he's too young however when he gets to that age where he needs to know I would tell him and I'd be honest and I've always been about being open about things like that I don't want what many parents are like with a very taboo about things I don't want him to be in his teenage years and be scared to ask me anything because he's worried to talk about certain things with me I'd rather know that he's safe and be honest and open with me and if he has anything he needs to tell me or anything he wants to ask me about things he doesn't understand or anything like that I want him to be able to ask me and me be able to respond and teach him like be a parent you know I mean like my mum for example she never even spoke about sex she wouldn't talk about it like she does now but she would never talk about it ever and I feel like sometimes that's actually worse because then you could go off down a rebel side and get yourself in trouble kind of thing I'd rather have her sat down when I was 15 or whatever and said look this is what sex is this is what happened these are the consequences that could happen I would rather have that she didn't want to talk about it so I'd rather not be that and be the person that you know my kids could come to me and ask anything and I would be honest about it and you know hopefully guide them in that right direction but one day I will have to tell him and I think you know it's one of them things I'm only fans and stuff like that now and if I just say to him what I've always planned on saying to him he has the life he has because of what I do you know if I didn't do that he would not have the lifestyle he has he would not be going to Lapland on holiday he would not be living in the house he lives in he would not have the education he has everything he has is because of you know my job and staff and me and my husband's job he does the same job we provide for him from our job and I think he will appreciate that and I think as long as he's spoken about in the right way I don't think it will affect him badly if that makes sense I think when you hide things and they find things out and you've hidden it and then you're still trying to hide it off they found something out it's worse you seem very sensible, you seem very level headed which is good to see, I think the point is a very bad rep that's what we'll talk about that side of it I know a lot of girls that has been used to getting buttons for basically doing all these scenes yeah and it happens have you ever came across any of the bad stuff from that industry? yeah so obviously being in the industry I have seen the two sides of it I haven't personally been a part of the bad side but from girls I've worked alongside and stuff like that I have seen things heard things more like not seen it but heard things and there is that seedy side to it and stuff like that and that is more the amateur side and this is the thing that always annoys me and I'm very pro I'm very like pro my industry I love my industry and I want to support my industry and I want to be able to support everyone that is in my industry but I hate the fact that the most stuff you see about my industry on like the documentaries on the TV, on interviews and everything like that is always this really bad picture of it this is really bad picture of the industry, this portrait of the industry you think people hear it and they think everyone in the industry is damaged everyone's come from bad backgrounds everyone's been abused everyone's been this, everyone's been that that's the image that the media portray of the industry and yes that is a side to it but that's the amateur side where of course in anything if you've got a load of amateurs amateur producers as they call themselves or directors as they call themselves all these you know vulnerable people going oh let's shoot a porn scene I'll pay you 300 quid and they're going oh yeah you know I'll do it I mean of course back in the day you know I used to get a couple of them even when I worked for Brazzers and I used to get a couple of the amateur porn producers messaged you going oh hey Brooklyn would you like to do a scene with me like it's at my flat I film it myself 300 quid of course I'm not going to do that like I'm not stupid are you crazy camera just wanting to get off you know but yes some girls would do that and think that's a real scene and that's that is the bad side of it so when I always say like it's about being you know tunnel vision and knowing what you want and keeping your head screwed on about things you can do well of it but you can be caught up in the bad side it's about being smart about it and just just common sense really but obviously the thing is they never show the good side they never they never in media show the good side of porn because people don't want to hear it they don't want to hear that someone can be in porn and you know do well from it and also be married with kids and have a normal life people don't want to hear that people want to hear everyone in porn's fucked up that's what people want to hear because that's what the media has portrayed it should be however that's not the truth of it there is a lot of girls in the industry and guys in the industry who absolutely smash it you know there's a lot of people in the industry that are married that are married with kids there's so many people that are married with kids in the industry they never show that it's mad I had Dan on he says he's straight and he does gay porn yeah I struggle to believe that but again he's a fucking world champion bare knuckle fighter as well I'm not going to disagree with that he's such a good guy man and I got a lot of time from him and a lot of respect for him but he does the gay porn he's straight he's got a missus because the gay people love that kind of thing straight men fair play I'm listening because porn is active I don't get any grudges or any grievance with anybody in the porn industry even these podcasts my job is just to let people tell their story you're probably the most level headed porn star I've had on I've had a few on the rest are all fucking I love them all even my Scottish friend Georgia I own that she's doing well she's got a kid now she's doing her own thing but a lot of porn stars as well you can see they're messed up you can see they're fucked man and with the life they've got now growing up you can see the struggle and the pain they've got and do you think a lot of people can use that job as well as a escape yeah I think so and like I said obviously there is size to the industry there is people like that in there but however that's in every job that's all over the world isn't it you're going to get that not just in my industry if you worked in Tesco you're still going to have that you're still going to have people that have come from different backgrounds and a different you know you're going to have that everywhere but I just feel like in my industry they really shine that light on just that certain person in my industry who's can represent it in a completely different way to not what it is I mean if they did I've always said they should always do a reality show with all the married couples in porn you know living their normal lives like you know being married with kids in their family homes like being completely normal women people would be shocked they would be shocked they'd be like hang on a minute how does that happen how can you be doing how can the porn star be like that how can the porn star be it's so bizarre to people and they just never show that and they never want to talk about that even when I go on the news a lot I speak on GB news a lot about the same issue and they always put me on with feminists that hate me they hate me they come out of all kinds of things of how I'm degrading myself and this, that and the other it's always the same thing they never change their story things I always have the same blunt response but they all come out with it and it's like no actually do you know I'm in the only industry in the world as far as I know you might have to google this for correction but as far as I know I'm in the only job in the world where women get paid more than men and that's a fact and that's true and my wage has always been more than any bloke I'm working with on that day always I don't know any other job in the world where women get paid more than men and then you know the feminists like to sit there and go oh you know it's this sat and the other to women and all this and I think well hang on a minute I in a way consider myself the biggest feminist out there if you want to call a feminist a feminist I am a feminist the biggest one you could possibly get because isn't a feminist about being equal to men about all this kind of thing about a woman being able to make her own decisions and stuff like that well if that's the case and that's what a real feminist is then I am exactly that because on set if I do a scene I will get paid more money than that man I'm working with I will also be completely in charge of that scene I will choose the positions I will choose the come shot I will choose absolutely everything is that not what a feminist is they just love to morning complain if I'm honest all you hear now is about masculine and femininity like this is all you hear in life nobody's got the answers what you should be for me be who you want to be as long as you're not harming anyone especially kids then be who you want to be but don't force your agenda and your opinions on other people be who you want to be as long as you're not harming anyone because nobody's got it figured out who is anybody that you judge who is a feminist to judge all I see is the majority of them shouting fucking morning playing victims like just get on with life like understand that equal rights and I believe women are more powerful on this planet than men men create the world women bring life to it which is the most powerful thing like women make a house a home and I genuinely believe as men and women I believe the whole world is kind of in turmoil because nobody knows what the fuck is going on there's so much information out there now I think it's making people brain dead people ain't focusing on what's really important that's working on themselves try to be a better version of themselves but it's so difficult because there's so much information out there that's just frying people's fucking head do you find that a constant battle trying to prove that who's anybody to tell you what you should be doing what's right and wrong do you know what I mean do you find that hard sometimes to constantly be going trying to prove yourself but trying to see what you're doing is right I mean since I started in this industry which obviously like 11 years now I've always had it I've always had the comments the people that want to slag you off because you do it nowadays I generally don't even acknowledge it like I don't even if I read it if I read a comment I could not care less there'll be people on this little comment you know oh look at her you know of course they will I don't care say what you want I don't care but I mean there always is that and that's the thing I always say as well like I generally think that my industry is one of the ones which is actually what's the word I'm looking for I always say this as tweets as well and I can't remember what I'm thinking now it's gone up my head it's people always sort of you know slag people off and say this and say that and say what they want to say and you know keyboard warriors and whatever and I just think do you know what like I don't care like I think people that have got the time to do that they're not doing it because they generally think what they're saying I think they're unhappy in themselves and that's why they want to project that onto other people I think if you're generally happy in yourself you wouldn't bother with other things with other people to be honest and that's just the way I think it is why do you think men are so angry towards porn stars in the comments you just don't angry men and I'm thinking shut up don't watch that it's like I believe it's the perverts who get more upset it's the ones who watch porn relentless I believe it's the ones who've got hairy palms by all the shit that they do they get so angry and frustrated that I understand like human emotions as well I understand that seeming sacred and seeming retention and watching porn can damage the admigdial scientifically proven that but do you find a lot of why the men are so angry towards porn stars see I haven't I know what you're saying like I've seen comments about things like that but I find that most my fans they all love what I do and they're all really positive about it and stuff like that but I know what you're saying I've seen like on porn hub and that when I've been scrolling yes I got on porn hub I don't google myself on there that would be weird but like I see comments and things like that and I think the only people that do comment and stuff like that is I think generally because really secretly I think they'd like to be doing it themselves and they can't so they're a bit jealous maybe that they can't do it or maybe they can't satisfy their wives at home there's a fair few men that can't satisfy their wives at home that go on porn hub and like to moan I tell you that do you see that a lot when you're doing a scene like do you watch it back to see if you've done a good job or is it just a case of once it's done you don't watch it again I'll watch the acting bit but I won't watch sex bit but it's so cringey like honestly I think I've scrolled through it once and I was like oh shut up I'm so bloody loud like I literally was watching it like shut the fuck up like I'm loud but obviously I'm acting I'm not like that in real life but I mean like yeah I find it really cringe like cringe you know that when you hear your own voice back like you know when you record yourself and you hear your own voice back and you used to be like oh my god my voice like it's horrible it's cringey that's what I'm like about the sex bit but the acting bit I'll happily sit there and watch the acting bit and the scripted bit you know and go oh that was quite good I'm quite good actress actually what's your worst ever scene worst ever would probably be this is such a gross story you're gonna be like oh my god it's the realities honestly we did this the same the St Patrick's day in green gunge this is going now and it was this wrestling so it's me and this other girl it's a freesome scene it was for brothers and me and this other girl we had to wrestle in green gunge it was absolutely freezing right because they put us in this studio with no heat in it was a middle winter so bloody cold and the gunge was obviously made with water and that was absolutely freezing it was horrendous and then we were wrestling in this gunge and then like the guy in the scene was like the referee kind of thing typical porn scenario obviously green gunge were getting covered in it this that and the other he ends the wrestling by basically saying oh you know let's work it out outside the ring kind of thing and work out who's won or whatever we obviously went and showered and stuff like that before the sex scene but green gunge gets everywhere it generally gets everywhere I don't know if anyone watching this has ever had been in green gunge before but they'll know what I mean so it got everywhere in places it shouldn't be and as we were doing the scene oh my god it was so gross oh this green gunge was coming out disgusting oh this green gunge was coming out everywhere oh my god the director was like trying to film it and he's like show this like this green gunge coming out of places it shouldn't be it was all over Danny's dick it was all coming out everywhere and it looked like the worst case of gonorrhea gone wrong and we're all on set and we had to cut and try and wash out all this green gunge until we could kind of like get back to it actually because you can't use that obviously in a porn set and that was probably the worst scene it ever did it was just so it was so cold as well we were so cold and just the green gunge everywhere it was so unsexy so unsexy and it was just a disaster and put it this way they never ever did the green gunge again they never did it again why do you think it's more accepted than America than the UK do you think it's just the UK in a hole that's just a miserable bastard I think it was just still prudish here like it's still like a subject that people don't want to talk about here like the Americans are really like I don't know if you've been to America but they're so like out there they're so like you know they just say it how it is they're so loud and proud and they don't care like they're literally no filter you know whereas in the UK it just tends to be really like oh you can't talk about this or you can't say that you can't do this and I think we're like 10 years behind still like catch up you know with society now and I do think not only fans is helping with that to be fair because I think it's become a little bit more normalised they're doing more programs on it and stuff like that now again not they're not showing the best side of it but I mean even like it was last year it was a big channel like it was channel 5 actually decided they were going to show a good side to the industry for once right this has never happened before so we were all like okay this is different normally all documentaries in that are all showing the really shitty side of the industry they decided they're going to do a reality show same as Taui right and they had the Taui producers come on to do it and they were doing this big show they casted it I was one of the cast and there was 5 other girls in it it was me Gemma Massey Stacey Lacey there's a few other girls all really big names again all women that were even married or in long term relationships all with kids and had like normal family lives and they were going to do this big reality show filmed the same as Taui where it was in between sort of selling Sunset and sort of like Taui and the Housewives Real Housewives of Cheshire kind of thing and they were going to film a reality show based on our real lives like not actually showing us doing porn but sort of showing us going off to work and little you know safer work sort of bits but actually showing us in our normal lives like obviously they were going to throw in some drama and like some arguing at dinner parties they planned all these dinner parties and they were like all we need some drama right and they were going to be like little arguments and stuff like that you know like they do with these reality shows what do they call it I don't know it's like scripted reality isn't it so they were throwing in all this but what they were actually trying to do is show us all with like our husbands and family women and this normal very very normal life with like drama in it so it was juicy to watch but yet we were all porn stars for a living we got to two days before filming literally everything was sorted it was like months and months down the line they took us all down to London and everything like that two days before filming they pulled the plug on it because they said that society wouldn't like seeing the industry in that light and basically it was too soon nowadays to show that side basically and then they basically just decided to in the end scrap the whole thing and six months later they did a documentary showing all the bad side of it again or we were all fuming we were really angry because then literally they just cancelled it on the fact of they didn't really say much they just sort of said it's too soon it's too soon to portray that that good image but it's just portraying people's lives like you say any industry is full of evil and full of good too many judgmental people on this planet and that's why it's sinking instead of just embracing people for who they are as long as you're not hurting anybody even hurting yourself or especially hurting kids then be who you want to be anybody can be who they want to be who's anybody to judge we all see this world differently we've all been raised with different methods and different ways of thinking I don't know what's right and wrong anymore but as long as I'm not hurting myself or hurting my kids or hurting anybody around me as long as I can be a better person than I was yesterday life is alright but where the fuck are we just constantly judging constantly putting people down like that's why these podcasts are decent as well so people can get an understanding people can always make their own assumptions and the majority of people are struggling in life so people are going to be angry people just fucking like to hate on people happy but how do you how are you treated on the streets normal people know what you do though yeah some people know what I do I mean I've never really had anyone say anything to me but people know what I do and some people like to have an opinion about it but like I said I don't care I don't care what people think this is the thing and it goes the same with what you're saying I mean porn I'm not doing anything wrong I'm not hurting anybody I'm not hurting anyone so what's wrong you know I'm just going and doing my job it's safe there's no harm to anybody nothing like that so what's the problem I don't get it but I've never had anyone sort of say things to me mainly sort of people that want to say anything they do it all over the internet now don't they don't want to actually say it to you how do you handle that so actually the thing is I don't actually hardly see it anymore I've got an amount of following on Twitter it actually filters it all out so people can comment as much hate to me as they want I probably won't see it it sort of filters it all out to about five or six mentions of sort of what it randomly decides to show you so if people want to send me a load of stuff load of abuse which they probably do I don't actually see it so kind of wasting their time so what's all the the kind of usual suspects for the UK brazers like the fake taxi have you done all that yeah done all that so that's obviously filmed more like you just kind of get on with it whereas like all the other sets like the big companies it's very like stop start there's scripts there's this set and the other fake taxis really quick you're literally filming how it is I mean like you're in a taxi there's all cameras set up and they kind of just let you get on with it they kind of just say right get on with it basically go in the taxi and do the scene and that's pretty much it and you are literally just left to do it and it's in the middle of a field they do it they used to do it in the car park and then they got banned by the council but literally yeah that they sort of that's the one where it is a bit more real because they kind of just let you crack on basically it's a nice quick scene that how much do you get paid for that one well it varies I mean obviously like it's only a quick one that one so that one you might be looking at I don't know like 600-700 you'd be there for about an hour the cash in hand? no they don't do that anymore that hasn't existed for years like it's all bank transfer now and you wait two to three days so fake taxis are more not amateurish but you know what I mean kind of and I know it's not as scripted who owns fake taxis I mean the boy actually messes me to get your dad on the podcast the way back last year so it did yeah so it was a guy from my area who actually first thought of the idea of fake taxis and then I think it eventually got brought by somebody else but I first shot the theme for it before it was even out so we were sitting like in we're sitting in his like in his flat about to like go down and shoot this scene and he was telling me about it and I was like this is weird like it was completely it was something back then it was something completely new like most of our scenes up until that point were always shot in studios and shot professionally this was like the first time that they were sort of bringing sort of amateur like sort of amateur angles and cameras to a proper shop owner if that makes sense so we were sitting there we were talking about and we were going well I remember saying it will even do really well because people will think it's real they'll think it's a real taxi driver or it will foul miserably because everyone will know it's fake but no one knew which way it was going to go of course it went the other way and did absolutely amazing it absolutely smashed it and they made an absolute fortune of it they really did but it could have gone it could have well gone the other way and everyone could have been like I was absolutely sure it was so fake see some actors that do films sometimes they get a percentage of how much money the film takes that are you just getting paid for your scene and say it hits millions of views do you get a percentage of that also? No so I get paid per scene unless it's something that I've directed myself so a couple years back I wrote and directed two feature length films which obviously I own so those ones they went out into like sex shops all round Europe they went all the way round so they're still for sale to this day and I still get paid on the sales of them but those were ones that I actually directed and did myself and wrote myself and got released to myself so that's the only reason I still get a paycheck from those ones any other ones it is just literally you get paid per scene so see that porn hub and actually what's your most views what's the biggest scenes that people love to watch? I think I had a look last year and I think my total views of like my porn hub not just like for one scene for like my scenes on there was something ridiculous like 61 million or something like that something like that that was just porn hub like that didn't include the others so it was a lot so yeah because I know I don't want to shoot scenes so people's first scenes they keep them back because they'll be worth fortunes after they become famous they do release them later have you got a lot of stuff in the cupboard storage? not a lot of my stuff's out there but I mean there is a lot of scenes so if I go and shoot a scene today it won't come out tomorrow you probably won't see that scene until six months down the line maybe a year down the line it will come out that far away kind of thing because it goes into it and then they've got other things that they're releasing and stuff like that so whenever new things get released they are generally old but yeah sometimes they hold certain ones back but I don't think there's any not that I know of unless one appears on porn hub tomorrow but unless that no I don't know what's the most men you've been with one day? I don't really do the crazy stuff it's going to sound really boring now I literally am like the most boring porn star you'll ever meet I don't do anal, I don't do DP I don't do this so probably the biggest scene I ever did was an algae scene where there was 10 of us in that scene and that was in America and that's it, that's the most tired after it? I was like 22 at the time I had loads of energy like nowadays do you know how men take the anger of the get injections I've had men on and I have to get injections like is there anything for women to take? not that I know of we just use spit what happens if you're on your periods or that? so there's a trick to that because actually the first time when I first got in the industry obviously I didn't know like I didn't know obviously about stuff like that so I was actually booked into a scene and I came on my period and I kind of was like I rang them up and I said oh I can't come in I've come on my period and they put it was one of the women and she came on the phone she went oh no you can still do the scene I was like how because you can't have blood in porn it's illegal for many reasons because it represents violence so basically they were like oh you can still do the scene I was like how and then they said oh you sponge it so basically what that means is you buy a sponge like a natural sponge cut it in half put that up and then you can still do the scene it's getting it out after which is a difficult part I ended up in A&E once for that reason it's a very funny story so basically I did this scene it was a boy boy girl scene so two guys in May sponged it because obviously I was on that week and afterwards I was on a sponge could not find it and don't get me wrong people are great on set like I'm not going to say this for every guy in the industry because I don't want to make them all put them all in a position they don't want to be in but from what I've come across is if you get it stuck and you can't find it most the studs after they've done the scene will help you find it they will get up there and get it out if you need to so I had the stud he was trying to get it out he couldn't get it out everyone's up there like hands are up we're trying to get this sponge out it's not coming out there for ages no one could find it I was like oh my god I'm going to have to go to A&E I'm actually going to have to go to A&E so embarrassing because you know if you go to A&E they make you go up to the reception desk first and they go oh hello what's the problem and they kind of make you stay in front of the whole waiting room and instead I was like oh well I kind of got this sponge stuck at me and she was like I'm sorry well I can't hear you and I'm like I've got a sponge stuck at me she's like I'm sorry I don't understand basically I do porn and I put a sponge up there and it's gone missing we can't get it out just go and sit down anyway I had free nurses I was literally in this bloody hospital walled thing free nurses legs right back they were all up there trying to fish this bloody sponge out no one could find it nobody could find it right it even turned out one of the nurses said to me she went are you sure it didn't fall out because we can't find it I would have known it's still there somewhere how far can it go let's be realistic if you look at a woman's body in places it can go it's not going to be up here it could only be a certain height eventually the even more embarrassing thing was I had a boyfriend at the time who had only been with for two weeks and he's sitting there in the hospital with me in my next pack watching these nurses fish it out and I'm going it's just a normal day just a normal day at work for me and they were asking him to help the poor guy the bastard traumatised traumatised him I think whereas you know my husband now he'd be made to sit there and help but yeah they found it in the end it had gone really far up but yeah you do have situations like that that happen on set and it is a real thing that happens and people don't realise it that's certain things that go into it seeing you're sleeping with these men and obviously someone on my fucking massive down the stairs like is there an enjoyment with that do you get kind of tired of that is it true that the bigger it is the better or do you find that I mean that's just a myth I think that came from men you know I think men were the ones who always said like oh the bigger it is the better it is for her I think that's because men like to boost their ego men are obsessed with how big their dicks are I've never understood that literally do not understand it size doesn't matter and everyone watching is going to love me saying that it doesn't matter I think it's about how you use it and the angles you use it and as long as you've got length to do stuff with you haven't got a problem I've been like the really big guys there is guys in the industry which are like God some of them are like 11 inches and people go how do you take that like that must really hurt but do you know what it's a real dick so it has even though it's hard it has flexibility in it and it's soft you know like soft soft but it's flesh you know so it bends a little bit it has a bit of movement whereas a dildo which is 11 inches is rock solid like that that bloody hurts like because that is like you know like that that really hurts but a guys dick which is that big because it does have that movement in it and stuff like that it doesn't actually hurt and the thing is most the guys on set they know how to have sex if that makes them like they know they're big so they're not like a rabbit hammering away you know they're not it's all about angles and even on set like to be fair most time the full length doesn't even go in because the angles so if we were to go fully in so say I had the guy behind me and we were doing a sexing for him to put his full length in the camera wouldn't see anything we should be no good for a porn set so we actually go at angles we're actually normally he's actually more to the side of you so he's sort of going in if I'm here he's sort of going in at an angle here so only half his dick sort of actually going in because the camera needs to see the dick going in do you know what I mean but if you if you think about if you have sex in real life you're directly behind the woman as a guy you're not to the side but imagine you were filming that and you're directly behind the woman the camera's not going to see anything so it's all about angles so yeah it's camera tricks a lot of it is camera tricks what's a day like on a porn set it depends it can be long or short so it's just an average day so what do you have to do do you get up showered or do you get showered on set do you get tested like what's an out just a day or of a porn star so my day would be I'd get up I would do normal stuff do breakfast get in the shower do school run put my dogs out whatever and then I would drive to work get to set getting hair and makeup sit there and hair and makeup having a coffee because it can't work without coffee or a Red Bull have to have one or the other or do not function and sit there and hair and makeup for like a couple of hours getting that done then we go out on to set we do pictures first so they're like your glam still so that's like glamour pictures you know like it's all like page free glamour stuff you do all that then you have a break then you do all the acting bits then if there's a scripted bit you'll get all that acting bit out the way that will all be filmed once that's done you'll have a lunch break then after lunch you go back on set you do all the sex stills which is the photographs of the scene so basically when you see photos of a porn scene it hasn't been taken during the scene we've done we've posed all the photos for the actual scene so we do all them and then straight after that we'll do the sex scene and then the come shot and then I will go home basically and make dinner put cleaner hands have a shower have a shower first then drive home and then cook dinner clean the house put the washing on load the dishwasher that's about it very boring what about your friends and stuff Brooke people from the porn industry or people from all walks of life bit of both I've got friends obviously in the porn industry who I've met in the industry is that easier for your life to have people that kind of understand your life not really because my best friends are actually people that I've grown up with I went before in art school with them they've been around my whole life and they get it I'm so open about it anyway they know everything they know every little DL stuff like that so my two best friends are actually people I've grown up with and then I've got like other friends from the industry and stuff but I think as you get older you have a smaller circle of friends anyway I don't have loads of friends I have about probably three or four close friends that'd be it maybe not even that amount I literally am a family girl that is literally me all my best friends and my husband that's as cheesy as it is he's my best friend and me and him are a team we work together, we build together everything we do is together I'd like to keep you both on together yeah he's great honestly we provide a whole family life together that's our normal life but you should definitely have him on he'd be good people are understanding in their life, like you're the first porn star that's come on that's not been damaged if I'm honest it's not to put anybody down but I can only speak facts from what I know from the industry like they come from fucked up backgrounds and they kind of choose that path of kind of strip or escort porn whatever it is they've done it's not that bad people man because they're great people like genuinely there's some of them that I don't, but they always check in as well they're still keeping in contact how do you then like you say there's no cut off date for you in that life that you ever get you see you doing it in your 40s 50s me and my husband we have a plan ideally I've always said when I'm 40 I don't really want to do anything we've always said maybe when we're 40 we might just like buy a villa out there and move out there I'd still keep my house in the UK because I'd like to come home and do like 6 months here 6 months there and that's sort of our plan really just to sort of buy a place abroad and maybe sort of do whatever we want I'm about working to live rather than live to work I think you get one life bloody live it and do what you want to do and live it and I am totally on that so I think our plan is eventually when you know when I do stop doing this or whatever and when he stops doing that because he does porn too so when he stops it as well then we probably would just be one of them couples that you see when you go on holiday to Greece in the restaurants every night drinking a glass of wine going back to our villa and not really doing a lot that would be us semi-resired basically simple life see because people know you're a porn star I know some porn stars because people think that porn stars are sluts and it's genuinely not that they will only sleep on set and they'll do fuck all that you say it's simple life if anybody ever tried to put it on you because of your background of being a porn star thinking you'd be an easy target yeah of course like you always get guys that try and chat you up or try and say this or say that I think that generally that I'm going to fuck the neighbour or the plumber of course I'm not I'm a married woman like I have morals thank you and yeah you will get that but the thing that I turn around it always works I don't even need to say anything else just go I'm married sorry and then they're like oh shit I didn't realise and you want to see my husband but so a long time like the family I proved you come from a good background like where do you go from here then like they just keep working and just obviously you've got to tell your kid at some point as well like where do you go from forward for the future you've done already the big scenes you've done all the big industries like what's left for you to do see that's the thing but if it was like do you know what like I'm so like happy with what I've done like I am like generally when I look back at what I've achieved in my career I can't like you know I've done everything like I generally have like absolutely everything I wanted to do everything I wanted to achieve I have done it like you know I've just got other goals now that I'm setting but I'm very goal oriented I like to always have a goal and go for it kind of thing and I think you have to be like that in life because I think you always need something to focus show and always you can get distracted and but I mean yeah I generally just think I will just carry on doing what I'm doing I'll carry on obviously on contracts here to now so I'll carry on shooting my scenes for them just carry on doing exactly what I'm doing and I want to get like a couple of houses I want to rent out so eventually me and my husband spoke about maybe doing that so I might go into that but yeah I'm just quite happy I'm just sort of sailing by doing my thing I haven't really got any more major goals from it like whereas my original goals was like go to America and you know get a name for myself and stuff like this I've kind of done that so now it's just about maintaining it I need to just maintain my image and I don't mean like my physical image I mean my brand my technically Brooklyn blue is a brand it's a business and I need to maintain that and keep it going until the time I want to turn around and go no like I'm done kind of thing it's just about maintaining it I think now no no I used to worry about getting old but now do you know what I'm not that bothered I just think no I mean I don't even go to the gym yet so I thought when I hit my 30s I thought do you know what I'm gonna have to start going to the gym now because the metabolism slows down it's all gonna go wrong haven't started that yet I keep saying I'm just gonna go I haven't done it yet how does the contracts work you contacted to do five films ten films how does it work you contacted yearly yes so yearly and they have to renew the contracts each year and so I'm contracted to do a certain amount of films this year so basically then I have to do those films like I can't get out of doing them obviously that they're on my own levels and stuff they wouldn't tell me I've got to do this or got to do that they sort of still renew and say this is what you're doing and but yes I'm contractors do about five movies this year with that company and then any other companies I'm very picky now like about who I work with there's certain companies I work with in the past I would never work with ever again certain companies I've fallen out with well there was one company back in the day and the guy who ran it was a dick so and yeah never worked for him again ever and basically it was when I first started in the industry actually and he was one of the first companies that I started shooting for it was a company called Kilogram and started shooting for him not any problems with shooting for him or anything but then I decided I was going to go and do my own production like my own production team kind of thing and that's when I wanted to like release my own like I said the feature length films and stuff and then I kind of told him about it this sat on the other and he just got really funny about it really sort of jealous about it and started saying he didn't say anything nasty or anything but I could tell what he was trying to do and he sort of said oh well you know you've got to be careful in this industry because you know what people will say or you know what some people will try and break you down in this industry and will try and you know make your DVDs so they don't sell and all this kind of thing like basically trying to warn me of fake stuff basically to sort of put me off releasing my own stuff obviously because he didn't want me to go and make more money myself and I was just kind of like okay whatever I don't care I can see through what you're doing and he said all this and then that night and someone's written a forum about me like there's like industry forums right and I thought oh that's funny isn't it right he decided to write something really bad which would have ended my career could have ended my career and basically I've seen it one of my friends at the time Kai Taylor who was a very good friend of mine God bless him but he contacted me and he said have you seen this on the forum I said no he said what he sent me the screenshot and I went oh right well that's funny because thingy from Kilogram was telling me about this earlier today when I told him that I was going into production right telling me I'll be careful what people will say to put it off like to stop people selling it and stuff like this so I've gone I know he's done that so I messaged him right whereas some people wouldn't look into it what I do you don't fuck with me you know I'm not having that so I messaged him and I said why are you putting this on this forum he said oh I haven't seen anything on the forum what are you talking about and I was like don't be fucking stupid I know what you've done remove it or I will absolutely destroy your company and I will like I could do anything to destroy your company do not do that to me if you're trying to break me down I will do it ten times harder and it got removed and I was like and he still says to this day he never wrote it on that forum but don't know who removed it then there's a lot of sleaziness behind the scenes as well a lot of top producers he's the only one he's the only one I've ever come across and that was a full time ban never work for you ever again that's it for me cutthroat no never work for you again and you get tested before every shoot yes so we have to go and get a search where basically we go and get a full STI test and then we can't shoot without that certificate if you turn up without a search to set you wouldn't be able to go and set basically who's the biggest porn star on this planet my idol would be Jenna Jameson I loved her yeah absolutely loved her probably I think she's probably done the biggest name and when I first went into the industry she was the one that I always said I always wanted to sort of be the UK version of her I wanted to make a name for myself as big as she did kind of thing probably her Lisa Ann obviously it's more the American people I think but then there's a few like in the UK which are you know are big names but I think honestly truthfully I think my generation of porn stars so like me and other people that got into the industry on the same time I did we're like the last sort of big names you'll ever get from UK porn I think because after that it kind of started filtering out into like only fans and anyone can now put videos online and become a porn star as they say you know there's so much of that now when I first started that didn't exist like you were a porn star because you were on set shooting for big companies constantly you were filming four or five times a week in studios you would go into all over the world I've shot all over Europe I've shot all over the world that was your career that was your job that was porn that was what the porn industry was now it's not like that because now everyone's just on only fans and putting stuff on many vids and this and the other and I generally think I don't think there's any sort of names now that have come out for it sort of as big as sort of my last generation if that does that make sense? I think if you think of UK porn scene the names you would bring up would be sort of maybe me and then like other girls that started when I did anyone that kind of started after that you don't really they're not then big names you know and I think that's because it's been filtered down by not working for companies anymore by just releasing your own content basically people are making more money as well aren't they who's the fucking woman next door could be doing all the fans it's mad sex sales doesn't matter what people say it's the biggest seller on the planet what makes a good porn star? enjoying what you do of course I think being a good actress as well and a good actor I mean if you look at a few of the people that I know in the industry like on my side the good side of it a fair few of them have come from backgrounds where they did acting or they weren't performing arts and stuff like that I think that enjoying it really playing the part getting into character playing the part and making the viewer watch it and enjoy watching it because he knows you're enjoying it does that make sense? if you've got a fan to the pay also and not mark up because it's acting women it doesn't matter at all I mean men it's a little bit different they've got to have at least something that they can get hard over they don't have to fancy the woman but a lot of them have certain niches so there'll be some guys in the industry that can only work with women that have got big boobs because that's their focus there's other guys that they can only work with women that have got big arses so a lot of the guys in the industry have a focus like that it doesn't actually mean they're not actually fancy in them but they've got something that they can look at which can get them to that level they need whereas women no not at all just a bit have you ever been asked to do a weird shirt? yes I've had rude requests from like fans and stuff the stuff they say is bizarre some of it the weirdest one I ever had was the guy who messaged me and he said hi Brooklyn I'm a really big fan I'd love to be able to meet you and would you stand on my balls and crush them and he was like yeah in heels I want you to wear your biggest heels stand on my balls and put all your body weight on them and he generally was serious he was 100% serious and I just thought what the hell how can anyone be turned on by that please explain to me that sounds like you're going to end up that does not sound fun at all I generally I get people who have fetishes and stuff and I get some people maybe are into a little bit of pain or whatever but that come on I had bizarre what's your biggest turn on I'm good at sound so boring I like a bit of bondage to be fair but you know what I'm a proper romantic I really am and my favourite sex generally is making love just that cuddly kissing hugging that romantic sex like what you see in the movies that's my favourite sex what's your biggest turn off smell I've come across a few you ever get that and the porn scenes smelly dicks like yeah there's been a few occasions we're like obviously like you have things on set happen where certain things are not clean enough or you know a girl needs to freshen up because something's not quite right but to be fair in the industry we're all really nice like most of us I don't speak for everyone but most of us and if you ever were on set and somebody that had that issue the other person that you're working with or you whoever I say I was on set with someone and they had an issue like that you would just tell them nicely you would just say oh look baby no this is a situation like you just need to go sort it out like don't worry about it it's not a thing you know and generally a lot of people in the industry we really do care about each other we really do care about each other's like safety and health and stuff and we would generally just pull them aside and say that you wouldn't embarrass them not at all you would just generally be nice about it what's your dream your dream kind of set your dream kind of job with whom or where what's your dream for the born industry what's that one dream that you would have to do have you kind of completed at all I always wanted to work for the biggest companies in the world and I always wanted to travel the world filming doing porn and I did do that the one thing I would probably love to have say that I've achieved is more awards and also just maybe maybe becoming a household name for it and also being known for trying to put a positive light on my industry I do generally love the porn industry and I really generally love everyone in it and it really infuriates me when they do always show bad sides to it and I do really hope that by the time I'm done with porn and that I've helped change people's minds on the stigma of it basically and hopefully people will see that we're not all what they think we are and there is actually some really genuinely nice people in it that are just hard working wives and parents who generally really care about their family and are doing whatever is best for their family see fake taxing stuff see if you go to a field or whatever they go planning permission or how does it work or they just find an area that is quiet when they first started they got in trouble because they were using them a public car park on the top floor and then it was actually someone from the council found out right but they found out and they said because when they saw one of the movies they noticed it was like it was in Sutton it was filmed they noticed it was the Sutton skyline and everyone was kind of like well how would you notice that if you weren't watching it so obviously he was watching it and then decided to he obviously worked for the council and then had to admit to the council this was going on so they banned it and they actually stopped all taxis going into that car park for a long time and then they moved to a field which was privately owned where they had permission from the owner and they'd pay the owner like a certain amount to use that field that day and that's like with all locations really they're normally rented out so they'll pay the owner to rent the house for the day or if it's a big studio obviously studios are owned anyway what would happen if you get caught and then you never had permission I don't think to be honest I don't think they'd really do much I think if you generally got caught and the police came out I think they'd kind of just say come on move along no one wants to see this off you go not that I've ever been in that situation so I don't know but I generally think they'd be like that to be honest I don't think unless you were really really sort of like doing it really badly of course you'd probably be arrested so going forward through the future be like what's your plans what's your dreams what's your ambitions carry on doing what I'm doing and basically yeah probably by a villa abroad and sort of live sort of half Greece half England and just like chill just chill that's it yeah like stay married to my husband hopefully how do you deal with the mental health side the things like I say you quite level head you don't seem as if anything really affects you would you ever get affected by it would it be a load days or anything I have days where I have to motivate myself that's what I struggle with motivation I can get lazy like I can and I'm like you know some days I'll wake up I'll go and I'll be booked in for a shoot and I'll go I can't bother going today I'm not going to go in and I won't which is really bad but do you know what it is it's because I've got the choice in my industry I can't just not turn up well not not turn up I'd have to sort of tell them but that is the bad thing about it however you can't do that too much obviously you'd have a really bad rep but that is the downside to it but I do have to motivate myself to sort of that's why I said I like to set goals I have to have goals and I do really stress myself over goals to the point that it annoys me actually I annoy myself because I do know that I do it so my side of it would be more the fact that I set myself a goal and if I'm not hitting it but sometimes it's a fucking crazy goal you know but if I'm not hitting it I'll really stress myself out over not hitting that and then I'll be like I need to do this I need to do more I need to do that whatever and I'll really stress out that not hitting it and then I kind of got to the point where I'm like I need to just stop doing that and just take a step back and just be grateful for what I've got and just chill the fuck out because I do do that a lot and then it's just motivating myself really to get out of bed Are you doing OnlyFans as well? So what's the difference? Obviously, Paul and OnlyFans you're in control but is it just the kind of same daily routine just to get your content and just be there? Is it more hands on though with people messaging? Yeah it's full time so like the messages I'm messaging like all day every day like it is a full time job it's difficult to fit it in it's more difficult when you go on holidays so like we went to Lapland at Christmas and obviously I was on a family holiday so I didn't want to work like I didn't want to be on my OnlyFans because I'm you know I was on Husky Slays and stuff enjoying myself so I kind of didn't log on for a couple of days but the problem is when you do that as a job is then couple of days of not logging on you've lost a load of income because you haven't been active so then it's like you have to play catch up but then you know some people say why would you not get someone else just to log on in them days but then why would I do that because that's not me I'm not going to have someone else talk to my you know talk to my fans pretending to be me that doesn't make sense so that's the only thing with it like you can't ever get a day off like I can never have a day off never ever ever have a day off and then trying to sort of schedule content I have to sort of book a day in the week where I go right I'm going to do content on this day and then I'll get up that day and go well I'm not doing it today and then I'm like no motivate myself I've got one of the Alexa's now and I tell it to motivate me I'm like Alexa motivate me and it gives me really rubbish motivation quotes which make no sense to what I'm asking it to do what sort of content is on your OnlyFans is it kind of porn side of things or is it just photos of yourself porn so all porn and then I mix it up so I do a lot of like really sort of like professional shoots but then I do a lot of real raw footage so just like you know real videos that me and my husband have just taken together like that real sort of amateury stuff or things like that so I mix it up basically I like to keep it as real as possible and I'll answer people back as real as possible and there as well like you know what you up to you know some girls would say oh you know I'm just in the car stuck in traffic so I've got my dildo out I wouldn't say that because it's not true I would say oh I'm in the car in traffic and I'm really fucking bored like I'm just very real on it but I think that's what people like and I think that's why I have like the fans that I do because I'm just very real rather than fake you know I mean I look fake real person sort of thing like I'm not a fake personality what's all your social medias and stuff that people maybe want to follow you maybe get involved, talk to you find out about the industry because like you say you promote it on a positive level what's all your social media links so Twitter, Instagram Instagram I don't use as much because they seem to ban everyone who does glamour modelling or porn so mainly Twitter Twitter, Instagram I'm not on TikTok because I should be I actually signed up but I hate it I really hate TikTok I just I don't get it like I don't get it and it's like I've never got into it and everyone's like you need to be on TikTok you need to be on it like it's so good to promote you know get traffic to you and everything like this but I'm like I just hate TikTok there's a lot of traffic towards it man I used to think it was for kids but it's just good for myself with clips from podcasts and it's good for getting traffic but I don't do that anymore I've got some deals to do that but it is a good market too man I just don't like doing the I never know I've scrolled through and gone I don't know what video to do I don't know what's trending on there I don't know but would you like to finish up on anything Brooke? No just that's it I hope you enjoyed the interview you're a decent person you've got a good spirit good energy I genuinely wish you all the best for the future and chase all your dreams and keep going for it and you'll have to have me and my husband on it together God bless you Brooke Thank you