 Hey y'all I am getting ready to go run a few errands. Y'all want to go with me to run some errands? We have now you you need to be mindful of the time girl. We have exactly one and a half hours to run this errand. There's errands now let me tell y'all what we're going. We're gonna go I'm gonna go to McDonald's so I can get some coffee. Yeah y'all I've been on the coffee thing. I don't care where I get it from. I just now I'm back on coffee but you know I limited one today I have some coffee now Starbucks has this new vanilla bean with coconut milk. I love it. I love it but it's expensive so we're gonna go to McDonald's hold on y'all so you can see me. I took my hair down let it breathe out a little bit because I'm gonna wash it's gonna be tomorrow and I want to try and get in two reviews. Can you see me? Does it look blurry? Oh now I got my face recommend recognition on so it should be okay. You have to do two videos tomorrow I'm behind I was supposed to have done them Wednesday what it is what it is and because of that I want more than likely shit let me think I gotta go into the office Monday these almost curse these lovely people at my job but just not telling me that I am on an old system. Well hell that explains a lot my system keeps shutting down I'm in the middle of work in the middle of closing out stuff and my system just reboots and I'm like what the hell what's going on so I'm finally gotten to contact and they're like oh we all switch to another we're on other systems you on one of the old ones I'm like yeah I know that so I have to go down to our tiki I'm gonna be down there by your Rhonda on Monday but I just don't go into the office look y'all I am a mess I'm not gonna be showing up and ain't gonna ain't nobody gonna be there with me so I asked one of my co-workers and she's gonna be down there she said yes and I sent a message to my good Judy Nick and asked him if he wants to eat if he wants to go out to lunch Monday he's like yeah I'm like okay cool so now I have someone who can be with me at work on Monday and I have someone to go to lunch but for Monday yeah I'm a mess so anyway once I tell my okay so running errands today I don't have a lot of time so I need to shut up too but gotta go by the bank gotta go by McDonald's give my little grub go to my credit union I don't know if I'm gonna time to do a car wash I don't even know if I want to do that quite frankly because it's still kind of raining here storming every every other day so then I have to go to my credit union to deposit some money and then go pick up JB I want some tacos in between that they may not happen so I may have to make some tacos at home y'all I'm craving tacos hey y'all I went and got me some tacos work it's going crazy I stopped by y'all believe what I stopped by I haven't had this place in years but I live in an area it's a pretty nice area first of all we don't have a lot of fast food restaurants that razor can y'all see us go to isn't a hood I have not had taco bell in when I tell you it was like the early 2000s that's a lie 2006 2007 my friend and I wonder whenever we go out we will go to Taco Bell afterwards now I only eat the tacos oh yeah this may make me sick and I only eat it with I only eat it fresco style mm-hmm but look let me see if his name is on this receipt you know how they typically have whoever catches you out have your name what's his name on here Diego's girl no that's Spanish um I don't know who it was but some brother all tatted up maybe it says Lindsay maybe his name is Lindsay because Lindsay can't be a male's name anyway I'll tell it up when I get through when I drive up he's like dang beautiful he must have called me beautiful at least five times give me my give me my tacos I'm hungry thank you but give me my food is that alright then beautiful young guy I got a lot of younger guys talking to me I don't even know if I mentioned this hold on early 20s early 20s the youngest was in high school one guy recently not recently last month I took JB when I took him to a indoor playground he worked there young guy he was like oh are you doing your homework he thought I was in college and you could be older in college but he kept talking to me and I caught him a few times looking at my little in my titties and maybe that's why he thought I was young you know I'm 37 I'm about to be 38 but these these dresses is a sitting up at 25 years old girl order three but I can only eat one you know why because it tastes a powder that they use to mix on that fake meat look y'all when you don't eat y'all see me out a lot eating but I can't eat like this all the time I can't eat the rest of that I don't even know how they make it but I can taste a powder in substance not what I will do is finish this watermelon slushy they gave me girl top this off with some rum or some Patron y'all keep me in your prayers cuz that's ratchet as hell all right y'all yeah I'm at Walgreens cuz we have time I mean it's a good oh that honey comments on sale for 188 yeah I'm not gonna get any coffee I'm not gonna get coffee unless it's on sale is it on sale oh god should I get it y'all let me see if they have creamer yeah I'm just blowing time I'm gonna see if I I can find something for JB he don't need nothing but David one thing I will say about my child my child is very very very humble I could buy him something like it doesn't matter I could get him something like that and he's think he's giving me a million thanks you know it doesn't have to be even this there will be something he really loves I know but which one are we gonna do first look at your your your milk has spilled can we pick that up please he's child out of control y'all look I don't think I mentioned this but the scoring on my love first of all every woman those you it may be more significant than others one we are baby one breast is always bigger than the other one so my left breast was bigger than my other one so the scoring is different the scoring right up underneath the cup of the breast is kind of keloining a little bit and I all my surgeries it did that but then it slowly went away but yeah it's raised more so than the other side so I'm gonna order me some vitamin E oil has more shea butter here I went through all that stuff of course like that I even when I'm going to JB stash so I'm gonna buy some more stuff and tea tree all I've been making my own squad cream basically because it's starting keloid I'm good making shirts y'all it's Friday it's Friday and I'm ready to sing swing bang gang okay that doesn't sound right y'all I have an attitude problem two reasons I've been up since 230 I have insomnia and normally almost every night I wake up around two and three and I can go back to bed it didn't happen this time around now I did go to bed at 30 so I got roughly about six hours to sleep but I am tired the noise you hear in the background is coffee brewing I dropped JB off which I'm gonna get to that in a minute because that has me having an attitude I dropped JB off and then I went to Starbucks and there's a line like eight people in front of me I'm not to help with this let me go ahead and give me some coffee give me some cream up give me some coconut milk give me some caramel sauce and make my own damn coffee y'all I've tried I've tried hard not to buy any coffee and put it in here because I will drink it every day at this point excuse me second reason why I have an attitude when I go to drop off JB and I've been dropping him off inside there's two ways I see people going through the gate and then people who go through the building one of the teachers stopped me today and I kind of sort of known I don't know his name but his kid used to go to Jamie's old school so I've seen him at birthday parties yada yada yada nice guy today though he's like he's like you know um why don't you just you know you don't have to go through here you guys don't come through here you just drop him off he knows where to go he knows to go down there and I said I didn't say anything first I was like okay I said I'm going to talk to the teacher right now he's like okay you know where there's email and he starts laughing first of all I don't like people who laugh at their own jokes one two I've been coming into this building all week greeted by people in the front not none of them help us told me that you couldn't do that so I you know verified the process with the teacher she's like yeah they prefer if you drop them off here at the gate I said well okay that's what I'll do let me get my coffee is that good enough let me park turn off the car it's not too too too hot inside the car y'all let me let up this one window I'm gonna get it together sis I am let me put some lipstick on these dark lips y'all sometimes when I look at my videos again I'm like girl your lips yeah my lips are naturally and this is my mom's side of the family they we all have dark lips like we've been smoking black and mouse for 300 years so those you don't know cigars little mini cigars at least it look evenly evenly dark now so my manager poor thing my manager y'all you want to talk about a modern day job I'm not gonna get give her business all I'm here because you never know who watches your videos like I said before but my manager has gone through so much over the course of the past year she has she has had multiple losses both of her grandparents have passed away both her grandmothers I like I literally think it's about four people that have passed away this year her husband was diagnosed with cancer her husband is and they're young like I think that she's in her 40s her husband is in his 50s to me that's young so yeah she's going through a lot I'm so sure she at the council I want to one this morning and so that's why I had rushed back home and I mean first I was upset because I literally was planning my morning afternoon around to get this one on one done cuz I am plus I had some things I wanted to tell her but that's fine you know we go through personal stuff you know that's life so at this point your girl is running on empty and the only reason why I had all that coffee was to give me some energy for that meeting if I wouldn't know she's gonna cancel that meeting I wouldn't have had that coffee and I would have laid down I'm not a napper I can't nap I think that the last time I was able to go to bed before 5 p.m. was when I was pregnant because I was tired and my belly was swallowed but I can't nap you guys now I will lay down and close my eyes and pretend like I'm sleeping but I'm not so at this point I'm gonna you know go run some errands completely forgot that my husband's birthday is near my birthday I didn't forget why my husband birthday is on the 12th my birthday is on the 11th of next week so we don't give anything we don't we like to eat that's traditional for us we go out to eat to one of our favorite restaurants and I make a cake that's what we do now we'll make it each other cards but we stop giving you know birthday presents a long time ago although I know he's gonna give me something I know he is I tell I ask him every year not to get me anything but he does before it gets really really hot cuz like I said this is around 90 degrees let me hold up this camera y'all cuz this is a mess I'm going to go ahead go get my nails done now since I'm not in a good mood I really need for Tina and Tom not to ask me a hundred questions I mean y'all I'm in that mood to wear I'm gonna be at the nail shop with my earphones and looking at a movie because I'm just one of those type of people when I'm in a certain mood of course I'm gonna be cordialed and all this was my phone at but I really don't want to talk when I'm getting my nails done yeah I'm a need for I really want Tina to do them because she's faster than Tom but when it's been a long time Tina and Tom on my nail technicians you guys and when it's a long time when I when I haven't seen them she gets mad at me first of all they don't even say hi it's a it's always long time no see long time no see honey what you what you mean that why you why you don't get your nails done here I'm like hello good morning long time no see it's not that's not how you say hello in English Tina alright y'all I am done get my nails done now these are a little bit these are short for me can I see that these are a little bit shorter than what I would like them but my nails grow pretty fast I don't like them too short cuz then they look might make my pants like sausages you see that I look shot short and stubby so but they my nails grow pretty fast and so they'll grow out but my birthday girl they'll grow out excuse me my voice is tackling Tom is a hot mess girl why won't I go in there and you know you first thing when you go into a nail shop you get your you pick out your color now I already had it on my mind to pick out purple right and he's like no you need lucky color you pick up color for luck I sit within what's the color for luck then he says blue I'm like cool do all my nails and then he's like yeah this is this is good color um he's like you know Chinese is the color for luck it's red but I'm not Chinese I said I know that you're Vietnamese is that yeah I'm Vietnamese he said but blue is my favorite color it's a color it's my lucky color I'm also blue is not a lucky color at all it's just your favorite color just making up shit I might as a lucky lucky color no it's his favorite color basically so anyway I'm up here at Staples I need to fax this stuff over it is still early like 1030 and then I'm I think I'm gonna go to the Dollar Tree and get my husband his birthday card there yeah I am cheap I am on a budget right now okay so I will be going to the Dollar Tree to get my husband his birthday card they got good birthday cards there so yeah I'm gonna get his birthday card there we were supposed to have gotten the promotions and our yearly raises back in March well in March they informed us that everything's gonna come through in July cool right now I've been working diligently and hard to put my spot in for a promotion clearly it didn't come through didn't come through but everyone would be getting a raise you know but why is it you know they have a certain app within our country a country our company's internet where you can see who was awarded promotions and your department on your team why did I look and saw that someone got a promoter and I am I'm shocked that this person was able to get a promotion I'm happy for her but at the same time I'm like how to do to get a dang on promotion y'all I feel like I have done everything now and I will say three years ago I literally went to my management because at this time I was doing the job of three people right now we have a team for the learning management team it's a team of five of us there was no one but me so I was able to negotiate and get a pay increase that was nearly 4,000 what I'm making now so and at this point I'm in my position for six years and there has been that was three years ago right there has been no excuse me no movement and I've taken on more more responsibilities I'm doing a lot more and I'm like because I look girl I look at that announcement for a long time and I was looking I'm trying to figure out okay is this done in era like seriously I guess a part of me did not expect anyone to get promotions this is where I'm coming from because we've had layoffs in the department and it's been you know quote-unquote slow I didn't expect anyone to get promotion promotions later on let alone this person I'm like what in the hell I'm gonna change my attitude towards it if you want to make a change you got to be a change that's in Tony Robbins self-talk right now but if you want if you want to make a change you got to be the change if you want to see a change you have to be the change so let me not complain about it I'm a congratulate the woman she's on vacation right now I'm a congratulating when she comes back and all sincerity I will congratulate her when I come back and I need to have a heart-to-heart conversation with my manager yeah it is what it is let me go up in here and I gotta retwist my hair tonight cuz like I told you I'm going to the office on Monday I'm getting a brand new computer so I don't know how long this is gonna take but we schedule it for 9 30 I'm having lunch with my friends around 11 and everyone knows look Vivian's gonna be in the Phoenix office which is way up that's an hour away from me with traffic so then I'm off for my birthday next week now y'all I'm gonna tell y'all about the cake I'm cooking in a couple more minutes let me go in here and I'm flexing all right look stopping by the mall was not planned yeah okay JB but when I ended up stopping by Forever 21 and I got me a birthday shirt this is really cute they have pick-a-boo shoulders right here and the shirt was $12 I found these cute little gold earrings for three bucks and this cute little gold necklace for three bucks everything together and JB got some candy was less than $25 I budget myself y'all I said if I'm gonna buy me something I'm gonna do something that's less than 25 bucks so I have some cute little snake skin copper-like shoes and I'm gonna wear some jeans okay I will try to do that all right oh yeah like I said we are home we've been home for a while yeah no no no no no no okay let's put that up actually please um yeah as soon as I came in I could smell the trash and y'all I don't like smells stinky smells so instead of being like a normal person and taking off the trash and bleaching it no I didn't do that oh I did that in some I took out the trash I bleached it I cleaned the floors bleach the floors I cleaned the bathroom sinks and I cleaned the toilets and the showers because I want to make sure that I make sure I get out the spots bleach down the countertops so I did that it took me about an hour to do all that because I'm like heck no I know so anyway um peppa pig it's on y'all have voted for the lemon velvet cake now that is a cake that I found on a blog and this woman has created several different type of velvet flavored cakes I think she has like six of them a raspberry strawberry and a lemon that lemon looks very good and don't do that the only thing that kind of bothered me by her recipe is from scratch by the way the one thing that bothered me with her recipe and talking is that she used vegetable she used shortening and she used vegetable oil it doesn't make any sense to do both I've seen recipes that call for butter and vegetable oil but to shortening and vegetable oil yeah doesn't make any sense so I called my best friend a couple of days ago and was talking to her about it she's like no don't do that and I want I want to call my mama here yeah we we're cooking help us we make it a big deal I'm not a big deal but I'm not gonna do it from scratch just because I can't find well since it's it's her recipe I don't want to do it from scratch and do it like I'm not gonna do it instead I'm going to use a box cake mix but there are certain things that you could do to a box cake mix to make it taste homemade look y'all like I shared in my Instagram photo I've been I know how to add stuff to a box cake mix so I can fool some people I actually used to fool one of my co workers when I used to work for hospice I would make the birthday cakes a really good cook and he went on to attend cordon blue here in Scott still I mean he's a really good cook and he would even say your cakes are some of the best cakes ever had so I admitted to him later on that I said those are actually mix cake mix he's like my mix cake mix don't taste like that I said that's because I don't use vegetable oil all the time sometimes I do vegetable oil sometimes I do butter off the time I would use one more egg sometimes I use three eggs one egg white to make it fluffy so not sure girl with this particular cake it's gonna be box cake mix and plus I think it'll be easier for y'all to follow but I'm gonna use buttermilk I'm gonna find some really good vanilla we're probably will go to I want to I want to see if I can find some Mexican vanilla I'm really good quality vanilla and lemon lemon extract and pure lemon zest we will go out to eat Saturday because boo boo's coming up with us out to eat Saturday don't do that baby you're interrupting my my vlog yeah so we're gonna go out to eat no you cannot eat that why because I said you cannot eat it you already had one um yeah he has his candy in the shape of a toilet oh no tomorrow there I'm a choke you which ain't no way to go around to save you either or brown ain't nobody around to save the baby anyway so anyway y'all since my husband since this man is off we need to go to the mall to find him something to wear because he's talking about all his suits he's saying don't fit he says that they're too little he's well he's he doesn't like the way they fit I said you you you gain away how much do you weigh player let's go away your fat bus he gonna choose my fat I'm like he's athletic bill and he works out every day but his stomach is getting bigger low-key I flip flop my neck hurts okay move out the way I don't want you showing everything come on and we're gonna be staying in most of the day I'm gonna go to the gym later on this morning and then we're gonna go to the sweet we're gonna go to the grocery store that's rice we are below this is why I've been taking notes for my purpose-driven life video regarding focus focus focus I make sure I do three things every morning when I get up I stretch I pray I do several things actually but I stretch I pray slash being my Bible verse and I drink water I didn't know you had a third I didn't know you had a list of things that you do when you get up you do two things when you first get up you drive me crazy and you snuggle I'm a type of person when I want to show I either bench watch I can't watch multiple shows or I will stop like right now over the weekend I'm bench watching Orange is the new black and come Monday I will stop meeting tomorrow I will stop because I'm doing claws and power I don't have time for that Queen sugar I wanted to get into however I can't because of one thing Kofi when I tell you y'all that young man is so fine and the episode I saw he came out on the porch just in all white I literally had I was I was like it was like in slow motion I was like what is this what type of sorcery is this look at this creature this man but he's so young so yeah I'm not gonna do much today because gonna have to go to the office all day tomorrow can you go feed your fish please yeah let me show you out this book one of the books I'm reading him let's show them then inside it is so isn't this cute can y'all see it it is so look at that afro so cute let me open it up the illustrations in these books or let me show you one page just beautiful it's not beautiful yeah this is just a beautiful book look at that beautiful chocolate I love the illustrations this one is cute too and this is one that we've been reading the library book very very adorable you know what I'm trying to do it okay this is how this is how youtubers do their thumbnails they pause for a little bit sometimes I forget that's why my thumbnail sometimes my mouth be half open and stuff JB you ain't doing it right I will I want to spend time with my husband so I won't be vlogging that much this coming week I probably released this vlog the week of my birthday but I will show the cake and I don't know I don't know what I'm gonna do I'll show that you know that's what I'll do I'll show my cake and I'll show I'm getting ready and where we're going but I don't want to vlog throughout the week alright y'all see you in a couple more days