 What's the experience that I'm asking for and what do I believe will bring it to me in form? And that was something I had to do in the early years of my working through things because I would ask the question, what is it for? Why am I in university? Why am I taking all these classes? What am I putting all this work and energy into? I had to start to work it in to what I believed I needed in order to get the experience that I wanted and kind of sort through that because I think that's where a lot of you could seem to in this world spend years doing things to achieve certain goals and then with economic turns and earth changes and all that's happening suddenly what you've worked 30 or 40 years on could be kind of like a a mandala like the Buddhist where the broom comes in and just sweeps it away and you think that really gets you to start to re-evaluate what you believe you're after and what you believe will bring it to you. And so we do, Glenn was bringing up the thing, ask if you shall be given, that's a common thing that Jesus said in the Bible and on another level we feel like prayers are answered but it really comes down to that central question is what am I asking for? That's the way you get more towards the core of the mind. What is it truly that I want? What is it truly that I'm asking for past all these layers of thoughts and beliefs where I can seem to get distracted into, oh I want this thing, okay I got it. But I still have another one, or there's something behind it. Behind door number one, door number two, door number three going deeper inside. I guess David is a very basic kind of example level. What occurs to me is when you hear people talking about, oh I wish I could win the logic. There's not really the money that's counting in last year. It's the experience of abundance that they're really desiring, I think. It's not the money as such or even the notion of meaning, but I would like that experience of abundance so that I don't have an experience of lack perhaps. That's good, that whole abundance like thing is interesting too because people have so many different experiences around money and things. They seem to be very, very content and happy with what seems to be little, especially in some of these third world countries where you go down and they take all these photographs of these children that are standing there with barely anything on his clothes and living in a little fast-rust thing. If they have anything over their head and they've got these big beaming smiles and then you look at Wall Street and some of the major cities where people are carrying their briefcases and their power suits and their lips are very tight and their faces are very tense and it's like, wait a minute, they're the ones that seem to have so much material but it's like why are they so stressful? Why are their faces look so tense? Why are they always looking straight ahead and not making eye contact with people and doing the things that the little children can do that seems to have extreme poverty conditions? And I think, and again this comes down to the experience of the experience of love like the Beatles said all you need is love the more that you experience that sense of love there's this sense of such ease and contentment and fulfillment that it's almost like the very things that you might have been asking for the moment before or five minutes ago are gone from awareness like you forgot what to ask you forgot what the question was you're just so filled up that it's like, wow what was that that I was pondering or asking for and it's a little bit, Les was sharing last year at NUSA that was something that we talked through quite a bit the desire to fly the jumbo jets and it was like one of those last remaining goals in form that was really hanging there and wouldn't go away and then recently he was saying that he had an experience being with Helen and I being at your house and then also going down to Tilba, down to Sue's place where there was such a sense of plea and joy and he kind of got swept away in the love so much that all of a sudden the jumbo jet goal just seemed to vanish like a cloud that evaporated and it had been kind of a persistent thing for several years like a prominent thing and all of a sudden it was gone and I think that's really what we're talking about in terms of an answer to these kind of questions is we want that experience we're really calling on that experience of that divine love and then the questions start to disappear Jesus made these rules for decision where he basically, I mean it's really great when you get rules for decision of how to live your daily life from Jesus Christ and he gives seven rules for decision which is like oh, number seven comes up again seven rules but he says really the first two are the most important kind of like here's the 10 commandments but the first two are the most important and the first one is decide the kind of data you want that's pretty direct and straightforward decide the kind of day you want what do you want to feel what do you want to experience decide the kind of day you want and then number two is say if I make no decisions by myself that little I if I make no decisions by myself this is the day that will be given me well if you were talking about a formula for having a happy day those are his main two decide the kind of day you want and then save yourself if I make no decisions by myself this is the day that will be given me that's why I've talked about recently being open to be 100% intuitive and 0% analytical wow that's because if you are 100% intuitive you could just be given by your higher self by the Holy Spirit your entire day whatever would be most helpful would be given intuitively and you don't need to figure out anything imagine going into a restaurant and the waitress comes and plops down on these big thick menus it's a half an inch thick and you look at and just going ah or I didn't even need it I know what I want we all know the feeling of how fun that is to go in there and just boom boom boom this this this and then you can just eye gaze the rest of the time with the waiters and the waitresses and the chefs or whoever you don't even have to sit there go through and all this and that and try to figure it out that's where this is leading it's leading to a state of becoming so intuitive that everything flows and one of Jesus's other steps in his rules for decision is basically I have no question I forgot what to decide what that's a step you know he's like well you've already slipped off if you slip off the first two it's not going to be easy to get back he says to the top two because that's an easy track it's like an oil slick down there the oil spilled out of the tanker it's already there and you're just trying the best you can to get back on to some firm footing and so five through seven are little mini steps but that one of those things is you know I forgot what to decide I had no question it's this idea he says when you have asked a question by yourself that's when you're really taking a detour ask a question by yourself means the ego is involved and of course it's going to be a detour from the simplicity of salvation once you go on that detour so basically that question what is that question that you ask by yourself and it is this of these illusions which do I prefer it's got a lot of potential answers from an ego perspective you can see how it gets very frustrating when just like with a menu suddenly you have a menu of choices and it's a vast menu and now you've got to narrow it down and whiddle it down so what we're working with when we talk about mind training is getting deeper and deeper inward to your sense of purpose