 I just want a hug if you can give that to me. Whenever I was meeting with the elders, they invited me to pray. Like, you know, I invite everyone to pray and I'm like, you know, Heavenly Father, he wants to listen to you. He wants to hear you. But when the elders invited me to pray, I loved my elders. So I told them, of course, yes, I'll pray. And then I came back the next day because I love me with those arms almost every single day we met. And they asked me, they were so eager to hear how my experience went, they said, did you pray? And I looked at them and I laughed at them. I said, no, I didn't pray. And they said, well, why didn't you pray? And I was like, elders, I don't pray. And they tried really hard to figure out why, but I wouldn't tell them, I wouldn't budge. And then we finished the lesson. Finally, at the end, they cracked me in. I told them why they said, just tell us, why don't you pray? And I said, honestly, I just don't think God cares. I don't think he cares enough about me to listen to what I have to say. Why should I care about him? And then one of the elders, he got close to me and he said, I've been where you've been. And what I want you to do is I want you to pray to God and ask him for a hug. And I was like, that's the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard. But I'll do it. And I went home that night and I knelt and I sat on the floor for a really long time. It felt like hours before I actually got down on my knees. And I asked God, I said, God, I know that everyone tells you, that they love you. And I know that everyone says that, you know, you're a loving father in heaven. I know that I don't get what you have for me, but I just want a hug. And I just felt the warmest sensation around my entire body. For me, I didn't even have to pray to know if the church was true or if the Book of Mormon was true. I went back the next lesson and I told the elders I need to get baptized because I felt my father's love for me. And because of that, that this gospel is true and I wouldn't have felt it any other way.