 Today I'm going to the cafe walk. It's not a walk. I don't know if it's completely a sport. I don't know how I'm going to do my life. That'll be the feature of this video. I originally wasn't going to vlog on an internet because I don't know where to go. But I'm going out and want to see how it goes. So I thought I'd vlog it. I will start it on fun nasopans today. Some anxiety because of how much I hate my nasopan. They put me on fun nasopans. That's what they asked me. I've just had my first dose of that. And then maybe I'll have a walk later. So I did my makeup. Itch. My makeup looks kind of bad. I'm going to be the one moving today. So I'm going to do my makeup. And I'm going to do some eye makeup. Let's face the back. I'm going to have a picture because I'm out of stuff. And I'm going to say it's not good. I'm trying to do something so you can't hear me from the back. Going out into the community then. And the attrational virus doesn't mean I'm ready for it. So I overhauled my nasopans. I'm going to start it on fun nasopans today. And I'm going to enter it. It looks really bad. I don't like it. And after that, a whole excursion adventure outdoors. I wasn't ready for it. But I tried. My support came by and gave me some more flavoured water. And one of you doesn't know me. I live on flavoured water. Like the fizzy flavoured water. I love living on my own. She also got me some vegan snack bars. I love vegan snack bars. They are amazing. I started taking clear nasopans today. I'm really tired. Going out today is really hard. I broke down. I'm still going to lie down for a bit. I'm going to just see what the day goes. It's currently like 6pm. Even though it's been like 4 hours. I had a complete night out now. I don't know if it was before that. I don't know. It was very serious. I don't know what day it was. I came so close to getting some good news. And an hour ago, when the school in myself came on, she was like, how long have you been on this water? An hour or so. And now I'm all drugged up. I'm going to nasopan. I'm going to nasopan. I'm going to fizzy. I'm going to put a tiny bit. I'm going to get me next. I'm suffering. I'm suffering. It was too early for me to go out. I didn't realise how hard it can be. You don't realise how long it has to be before you're at that point. But are you dead now? It's a really, really hard place to be. I'm not going down this evening. It was waiting. My eyes couldn't handle it. Yeah. That's it. I will see you guys tomorrow. I'm going to talk to you. I'm going to talk to you later.