 mom's been driving my car again. those that don't know, i am five foot three on a good day and i'm shrinking and bob is six foot one so when he drives my car it requires a lot of readjustments of everything hey everybody it's about 9 15 a.m. sunday morning march 6th don't get excited i'm in front of the ipad i'm having a little trouble getting going this morning this is my bathroom sweater thing that i wear just fyi um i don't sleep well when bob's not home and consequently if i'm not home and he's here he doesn't sleep well we don't sleep well when we're apart from each other i think we've been together too long anyway um he should be home by about lunch and um i guess i better take a shower do the it is monday morning march 7th it's about 8 35 a.m. it is foggy as crap outside i'm headed over to the dentist i have time to get my permanent crown installed crown number six so we're gonna go take care of that this morning it's only thing really on the agenda today other than maybe doing some art and stuff and chores um i should probably grab my please don't squish me aka reflective straps but i didn't so we're gonna just be very cautious anyway because yeah it is that foggy out all right obviously the end of the street it's down there i promise i was gonna say let's go see if there's any water and no ducks in the pond but i can hear them hold on i think maybe sort of wondering why i haven't put any corn out in a while hey rocky of course i do realize me feeding the wildlife does not help keep the coyotes at bay but you know anyway i came out the door and started filming not to see the squirrel to just talk about my day um so i got a lot of stuff done when i got home including a couple journal pages and some little embellishments i made inspired by an instagram video i saw someone doing some pen and ink work i think in a planner and i don't remember who it was and i stupidly didn't save the video but i'll put a picture of said embellishments here and if you guys recognize the technique using brush pens for the most part let me know whose instagram that was because it might have been a company it might have been a private artist i have no idea i only know i saw it twice neither time did i remember to save it but you know just before lunch tuesday march 8th um i don't think i vlogged yet this morning anyway i just had a chill relaxing morning and came upstairs and did some computer work and then i took all of the little embellishments i made yesterday the brush pen these i scanned them turned them into a jpeg and printed them on sticker paper i got some more journal pages done some embellishments made and things like that rocky has been out here setting me up security cameras off because he's been at the corn bowl hold on he's just sitting on top of my neighbor's fence probably eating said corn anyway um i'm gonna go check the mail turn the computer off for the day i need to do today's daily art practice um so i'm gonna go inside after i get the mail he's sorry distracted by the squirrel um go inside after i get the mail and do that sit and do that hopefully bob doesn't get off too late tonight he was working until well after 8 p.m last night talking to not korea vietnam um so yeah that might be a regular monday thing for a while so i'm glad i went walking yesterday morning because we didn't get any walking done last night anyway all right that's it for the minute did i get yesterday's missing mail i did that so that's not good all right i'll be back bob is done with work and it's not eight o'clock at night go figure it's also not dark yet no but that's how you know spring is coming it's about 5 45 p.m and if we were in the dead of winter it'd be dark outside already anyway you hear that that's a airplane we are sort of on the flight path to pdx kind of anyway we're going to go for a walk and get some steps in i'll be back march 9th it is just about 11 30 a.m so just before lunch and um i did a couple of journal pages already this morning both of whom i love the way they turned out i did this one i did this one the papers in the background of both have been made with some art foamy's not mine designed somebody else's anyway the art foamy's website is linked down below um i also started if you're watching this quick you saw the clip of me working on the easel and painting the background i got this handmade modern magnetic canvas frame thing at target a long time ago i think i've had it since before covid i think i think it was like on a clearance aisle or something and anyway it came with this flat piece of primed canvas and then it came with the top and bottom piece um to hang it by and you sandwich the canvas canvas between these pieces of wood which have magnets on them can i open it one hand it is the question because the magnets are like super strong so they have magnets and you like put them together with that canvas in between anyway you get the idea so there's this one for the bottom and then this one for the top um i finally decided to take it out and paint it and i have any photo in mind to be inspired by that's just the first layer the photo is that one right there so we'll see how it turns out anyway i did that answered some youtube questions and all of that stuff did some bookkeeping confirmed my therapy appointment for tomorrow hello everybody it is just after lunchtime on thursday march 10th obviously we're in the car i haven't gotten a whole lot done today i had a sort of a late sleep in which i'm okay with and then a counseling appointment so i did all the normal checking on social media answering the questions all of that jazz before my counseling appointment my bone broth i haven't had lunch yet i need to run to the grocery store really quick we're doing family dinner night tomorrow but we're doing it at one of the kids house which is great um but we need to bring a couple of things and so i'm going to go run out and get them i'm not going to do all the grocery shopping i'm just going to get some stuff for tomorrow we'll do the rest of the grocery shopping on saturday and yeah so then after lunch i'll see about getting some art done and do some more art therapy my counselor is very happy where i'm going with that now i'm progressing i'm doing pretty well i think and i'm learning how to cope it's not gonna go away ever but i can learn how to cope with it and deal with it and handle things in a healthier manner and be kinder to myself which is all the goal so anyway we're gonna go run just to safeway really quick i don't really like shopping at safeway but it's close it's a little too far to walk at least back with a bag full of groceries so on a knee that's not super great all the time so that's it for the minute i'll be back once we got past the morning round of counseling phone calls bill paying because again in case i didn't say monday's mail got lost somewhere there were bills in there that needed to be paid so anyway take care of all that answered some phone calls forgot something at the grocery store had to make a quick trip to the grocery store as you all know for family dinner right tomorrow but i forgot one thing told the kids said i can go back after eating the lunch might need to eat lunch one of the kids said jenny said don't worry about it mom i gotta go to the store anyway tonight i'll get it she's such a sweetheart they all are anyway then i ate lunch and you know what i just sat my butt on the couch of course there's no mail this doesn't mean we're not supposed to get any i don't know anyway so i've just been relaxing did some laundry and some dishes it is brighter than snot out there can y'all see that right there there's sun right there right there it's really bright anyway mom has masonic watch tonight so we won't go walking at least i won't go walking after dark uh by myself i don't do that i am brave but i am not that brave anyway um we're like a walking now i don't know i have to think about it all right i'm gonna get a picture i'll be back i am wearing my new deluxe trading company cargo pants and they are loaded with pockets they are stretchy so they're comfy and i don't have to bring a handbag this one thing covid has gotten me out of doing is bringing a handbag i love my handbag collection and i'm not getting rid of it but i don't use them that much anymore i would rather be hands-free and not have a bag and i love the idea of women's cargo pants so yeah if these work out the way i think they're going to i'm gonna be buying a couple more pairs yeah they're not cheap but they should last anyway and i'm quite a few sizes smaller than i think i am so there's that anyway we have a new pat in the family jenny and brian got a cat jenny is our adopted daughter former daycare baby fyi for those that don't know and lifetime childhood friend of my daughter they grew literally grew up together anyway she and her husband brian got a cat so we're going over there tonight for dinner and just like we do with lily quite often where we bring her toys lily is the grand dog that our daughter rebecca and her husband paulie's have anyway we're going to bring biscuit the cat's name a toy so there's also a visiting baby at their house so i'm going to go get the baby it's a one-year-old little girl one-year-old is she just before one anyway i'm gonna go get her a little stuffy or something so we will do both of those things this morning before we do anything else today colonoscopy is on tuesday and nervous isn't the right word i guess nervous i'm not super like anxious about it i'm dreading it of course no because it's painful i just you know you want them to find nothing and every time i've had one i've had two they find polyps they're benign but i mean you'll see what happens i my anxiety is not off the charts about it which is way different than normal and i did print one more copy of the calming technique i spoke of in last week's vlog and printed it kind of small and put it in my wallet so it's in my pocket right now i talked to my counselor about it she agreed with me that was a good idea to have that with me so i do anyway all the road construction and stuff i wouldn't be back obviously we're in the car yeah i think that's where we're at it's 10 27 a.m saturday march 11 march 11 we are out running errands we were at cosco which is a big box wholesale place in the u.s for those that don't know over to polys's house polys is working on a old Mustang and we want to see we um he was talking about some of the progress he's made on the car so we're going to go see that today and then we have to go to the hardware store and the grocery store and try to find a reasonable place to fill up the car with gasoline which i don't think there is such a thing right now but we're going to do our best to try anyway we'll take you with us where we can where is interesting i'll be back this is future jeana here i guess and reviewing the video footage for last week's vlog which i need to edit this morning i either forgot to film a closing segment or thought i was filming but the camera wasn't on just something that happened i do this occasionally so i'll write up there with not knowing exactly what date is so you know anyway uh wasn't interesting week as usual with the decade of strangeness but you know it's all good and um this coming week we've got some stressful maybe interesting things coming up i don't know we'll see anyway if you have any questions comments or concerns do leave them down below don't forget to like share and subscribe be kind be safe be healthy be creative don't forget to go out and do something nice for yourself because you deserve it i'll see you next week bye guys