 hey guys welcome to my channel please put a like and subscribe if you are new also go over to my other channel moon pie tarot where you can get daily collective reading my readings always start on the 30 minute mark you can come in earlier if you want to wait chat with everyone but they always start the 30 minute mark so just pop in at the 30 minute mark the reading will begin all right let's get into your reading hey Virgo all right you guys let's see what's going on for you I'm gonna take a look at the next 30 days so the time you're listening to this reading until oh let's see November 25th okay all right let's get into this what is Virgo need to know also go over to my moon pie tarot channel if you want to get collective readings what the hell you got this the other day come on the mirror hold on I gotta switch my glasses out can't see damn thing I say it every time mirroring each other self-image relationships reflect our wounds and introspection okay you got the chaser okay okay the sword and the rose an addiction okay so you and a person are mirroring each other you're both chasing each other now that doesn't sound like your situation does it fear of abandonment issue okay um okay hold on give me a second I need to entreat it I need to entreat it clarity truth revelation so solidarity force honor protection power and addiction codependent obsession possession controlling has a black has a block restraint okay perfect this is exactly what it is coming to terms with you both chase each other but not simultaneously you both have a fear of abandonment but you both have a fear of getting close so you both do this little dance where one of you gets real close because the other one is avoidant so when one becomes avoidant it's because they're feeling too close so they pull away and then the other one has a fear of abandonment so the one who's fearful of abandonment chases and then the one who's afraid of getting close runs even further so the one who gets tired of chasing says I'm not chasing anymore and then retreats and then the one who's avoidant is like okay well now I've had enough time out here in the desert by myself where's Virgo or where's my person and looking around nobody's there so the avoidant turns around and starts chasing and the one they're chasing has now become avoidant so there's this chaser runner back and forth mirroring each other but not simultaneously so you both are like holding the mirror but you're both looking into it at different time is there anti simultaneously you're both looking into you're both holding the mirror but looking in it at different times it's a two-sided mirror I don't even know like you guys that there's an addiction to each other you can't let each other go because you've created this dynamic there's a dynamic that has been created in this relationship now this dance this paradigm you've got this dance now where the only way to break this cycle is you don't have to leave the dance floor you just have to stop dancing you just have to stop dancing that's all the dance consists of freaking out because of fear of abandonment or running off the dance floor because of avoidance the only way to break the pattern to break this cycle is to just stay where you are and don't dance you can't have a dance partner if they're on and off the floor all the time like what are you doing well I'm just getting a drink okay but we're in the middle of a dance now I'll be back in three years okay I'm just gonna stand here if somebody else comes up and asked me to dance I'm dancing with them I'm not running off the dance floor I'm here to dance baby so that's what that's what I feel like is happening here with this and it's just wow boing big-time realization big-time realization here like holy shit that's what's going on I'm in this addictive cycle with this person so they're running off the stage and I'm chasing off the dance floor and I'm chasing them and chasing them and chasing them and we're running all over the building and running around the block and then running through the town in the streets and this person and I'm tired I'm tired and I'm tired I'm tired so now I'm leaving and I'm going home and then you go and then this person goes back to the dance floor and you're not there nowhere to be found and then they start chasing looking after you and you're nowhere to be found and then they get tired and they stop chasing and chasing and then you're like where the hell are they and then you go back to the dance floor they're not there in this cycle every once in a while you guys actually come together and you dance for what five minutes out of ten years six years four years I don't know what's going on enough is enough look at this you got the seven of wands don't get close to me don't stand don't stand so don't stand so close to me this total avoidant right here total and you're both in and out of this energy it's not just one you're both in and out because you share this energy mirroring each other and if you're like that's not me at all then it's not your reading and it's okay it doesn't have to be you and that's why I say in the readings don't force it to fit if it's not you then it's fine it's not you I'm fine with that it's totally okay with me so this is avoidant somebody's avoidant here this is the avoidance dance like push back push back push back don't stand so close to me don't get so close you're stepping on my toes I can't breathe you remind me you're like my mother I'm your but you're not like but but but the you're not but I'm I'm afraid that you're gonna be like my mother because my mother was smothering I had a smothering mother my my smothering mothering my smothering mother my mother was smothering me all the time so whenever I see a mother I think she's gonna smother me but no that's not what's happening the Empress in the upright is not a smotherer somebody's just got PTSD from a smothering mother or yeah whoever someone does so that the for soon as they see that or as an ex and as soon as they see that they're like they go into like you know fight or flight or fawn mode they panic somebody's in fight mode they push back or they flight they take off it's definitely not fawn mode or freeze definitely not freeze it's fight mode they push back they run away nope nope nope nope okay there's a page of swords oh the try the clothes are done oh my goodness this is like this craziness this is an energy of someone who is like go away but let me know where you're gonna be go away but keep your Wi-Fi on so I can keep tabs on you keep your distance but don't go too far stay away from me but let me know how long you'll be gone what the hell's going on this is this person or maybe it's you Virgo I hope not but if it's you we have to talk you need to call me sure you you can be free yeah you could do whatever you want I'm not jealous I'm not spying I'm not looking now I'm not doing it I'm not like that no I want you to be free I want you to be happy where are you going who are you going with who are you talking to can I see your let me see your phone it's very back and forth this is a very back and forth this is very unstable and someone here is not unstable this is someone here is very stable I don't know who it is but someone on the outside I don't I don't know it's like turns I feel like this whoever this is it must not be you Virgo I don't know they're giving me this back and forth energy I feel like you both take turns I feel like when one person gets super super super insecure the other person feels very secure and stable and it's like fine and then it's it flips so I feel like you guys even take turns feeling secure within yourselves based on how the other one is behaving it's crazy one person gets real jealous and wants to ask a whole like what are you doing here you're talking to one person come not doing anything everything's fine calm down relax you're acting crazy and then it flips and the other person is I don't know that it flips and then the other person is like what are you doing here you're talking to me and the other person's like nothing stop relax and like you guys what the hell what's going on what's happening what is going on in this relationship codependency obsession possession controlling y'all need to take break y'all need to like get some distance and figure out how to get secure within the self and maybe not be in a toxic relationship I know that I'm not talking to everybody but this feels very toxic and I'm not listen much look Virgo I love you I want you to be healthy I want you to make healthy choices I want you to make healthy choices there's codependent the word codependent is here twice some of you already know this some of you are like waking up to this yeah reflecting on this like oh shit I'm playing a role in this I may not be as bad as the other person but I'm I'm probably paint playing a role in this in some way I'm probably not making this any easier by hermitting and not communicating but I can't communicate because when I try to talk my other person gets jealous or they get questioning and then they're pushing me in a corner yeah so there's a whole bunch of like crazy back-and-forth energy okay but some of you I feel like you're gonna be talking about this with yourselves with your spirit guys here like alright this is not this is just too much crazy for me in my life right now I'm not being who I need to be I'm not being my best self this is not who but but I love this person but I can be better and that we're not winning how can I make this better how can I make myself better you might be connecting with another Virgo maybe another Libra or a Taurus I need to move on like Virgo I feel like you need to get some distance could have connection with an Aries or a Leo or Sagittarius who's the Emperor oh boy I'm seeing a father and a brother there's a father and a brother figure showing up here somebody's calling their father or their brother or a father figure or a brother during this time or they're or they're calling you Virgo or they're trying to tell you to like wake up about something there's like maybe some advice heed the warning they're saying heed the message they're trying to or they have been trying to tell you about this connection or this relationship or this person whether there's a friend or our love relationship whatever it is you've been trying to tell you they're sending you the call they're sending you the message or they want you to come visit could be one or both or just some friends there's some there's some males or brothers or someone trying to tell you could be parents some family members about this connection it's not healthy yeah they're trying to tell you need to get out of this put an end to this thing like fast pronto yes for the kids or for the kid or come stay with us we need some help with our child just cut them first cut them off yeah there's just I mean I know people give advice you know everybody everybody tells everyone what to do and it's real easy because they're not in the other person's shoes it's real easy to dole out the advice you know but I feel like everybody's situation is different and I feel like it really just you know some people can just they don't have nothing but a lease but some people have like 30 40 years worth of belongings in a house in a community and they put roots down so it really everybody's situation is different some people just can't cut loose very easily some people are willing to take a credit hit and some people are willing to just like duck out on their lease you know and some people just they can't leave because they have like family members or kids in school or they have you know they're taking care of elderly parents you know it's different for everybody and so people just tend to dole out the advice based on what they would do but you know not everybody just kind of sits there and says well tell me what your specific situation is so that I can help you you know so that's why you got to be careful like be objective when you're asking for advice and consider the source of people are telling you things you kind of have to be like okay well where's this coming from because have I given them all the information when I'm seeking advice because you have been really mindful you know as your situation is there a addiction involved is your situation something that's just easy to cut out of you know do you require more help than just someone saying hey just come stay with us for a couple days that's not help that's a reprieve that just gives you a little time and just kind of maybe gives you a little that's a little R&R that gives you that's a little breathe little breathing time but that that buys you time you know if you need that but if you're in a situation that's like you need a chest move staying with someone for a few days might get you out of harm's way but it's not a permanent move you know so I don't know exactly what your situation is but I do see there are some people here who are definitely on your side as far as wanting you to make better choices or wanting you to be happy with regards to you know whatever your whatever this relationship is this mirroring this addiction this codependency thing going on that doesn't seem to be you know it just it just seems like some kind of virus that it's just getting worse they're saying it's like some kind of virus it's getting worse you know you know like when a virus in Bades gets into your nose and then it attacks your sinuses and then it gets your upper respiratory tract and then it goes down to your lower depending on how you take care of yourself you know and then it gets your headache and then you know it just kind of just makes its way all around the town you know it's it's kind of like what I feel like is here you know this situation the longer you're with an infected soul the more infected you're gonna get and you you gotta get out get out of it and go get a brainwashing and get a cleanse so to speak you know and I'm not saying that this person is infected I just feel like with addiction here and there's codependency and there's some toxicity going on here there's like this sword in the I always said sword in the stone the sword in the rose there's this little bit of like that rose represents compassion that sword represents to me like clarity you know the rose represents the heart the bleeding heart like suffering even suffering and you're back and forth with this person and you guys are just it feels like you got like this whole dance floor but you're the only one on it you're the only one doing the mambo number five bump bump bump little bit of sunda here I go I don't even remember the words I can't even sing that song I don't even know a little bit of Jessica on a long yeah the only one on the dance floor and this person is on it and then they're off again and then you leave and then they're on it and then you come back and they're not there like kind of gives the appearance that they're there you know like yeah no I'm here I was there I was there where were you what do you mean okay I don't know what's going on here I don't even know yeah look make them plans it looks like you got it looks like you got some ideas here but I feel like you got to make some plans first about you know you're at a crossroad are you gonna stay should I stay or should I go if I go there will be trouble but if I stay it will be double so what are you for seeing your future like where you going this is all about ideas right here you know this is standing at the crossroad here so I go left do I go right but it looks like the new year is coming what do you want to do start trying to materialize your thoughts and your dreams your ideas you know this is materializing your dreams your ideas start thinking about that in the new year you don't have to do it tomorrow you don't have to pack your bags and go tomorrow you know but I mean it's like time to really start thinking I feel like okay you know how's this working after you forget the emotions like just for a minute that's what they're saying just forget the emotional aspect of things for a minute right because the way I feel like this situation right up until this point everything that you've done is not worked out so you need to do something different so if everything you've done up until this point involves your emotional thinking then from this point going forward remove your emotional thinking and try to think practically about this situation is this a practical situation that's going to work for you in the future sure your emotions are always going to be there how you feel about this person is not going to change so that's fine it's set set match it's fine put it over there on the kitchen counter and just leave it there okay got it this how I feel about this person you love them you care about them got it but let's look objectively is this a compatible relationship is this working are you on the dance floor by yourself you have a dance partner or no does that work for you if it works for you and you like being out there solo with an occasional dance partner then hey this isn't the reading for you and you should just go back to business but if it doesn't work for you because relationship is not just about love it's about compatibility and working being able to work together you know it's unfortunate when there's love there it's kind of like when you have a child or an adult child that you love very much that has an addiction you don't have a working relationship with your child that's suffering from a heroin addiction you love them very much but they're not functioning in society especially if they're stealing from you you can't have them in your home you can't have a functional relationship with your with your child your adult child you can love them you will always love them from a distance has to be and try your very best you can send them care packages you can send the cards that you love them you could you can do all that stuff but until they're healthy and well you can't be an enabler and you can't be in a codependent relationship with them and this is similar to this kind of relationship because when you're in love with an addict an addict is going to be in and out of your relationship they're in and out of the dance floor off and on the dance floor that's what an addict does they come back when they need a hit or they need something and then they're gone again so you don't have to have drugs involved in the relationship to be involved with an addict some people have just the addictive type personalities they could have addiction to anything they could have an addiction to I don't even know there's so much there's just so much but someone that is like has that healthy you know they they can have that healthy relationship where they're present to the relationship they don't have to be there 24-7 but they're present consistently at least available as much as possible as much as they can be check in with each other there's just this is just like this level of consistency so if you got some kind of relationship with an addict of some sort this sets up for this codependency you know maybe they are an addict maybe you got something you know it's very unhealthy for you right and that's why I said you know you don't have to get off the dance floor if you're if you're in a situation where you can't leave the dance floor and I use that as like a euphemism you could just stop dancing okay so a lot of people who you know they're married to alcoholics they can't leave their home because they have roots placed they get kids they whatever so they go to codependent are they good at what do they go to they go to those anonymous meetings for spouses of alcoholics I forget what they're called but you know what I mean they go and they get their help and how to learn how to live in that situation so I'm not giving you advice I'm just telling you you know so far what I see transition the end to suffering is upon you out the old and with the new no one said it would be easy or has been the season in your life is transforming bringing you into a new hemisphere allow it to happen and go with the flow it's now time for change so this is pretty damn profound oh you need a girls night out or guys night out or friends night out sisters or brothers yeah you need a little reprieve remember I was saying you got some people here like come on come with us giving you a call not a not a massive change here change is coming it's time for you you got to start thinking about what you're gonna do here but a little reprieve isn't you know it's definitely gonna I don't know I need a little sparkle of some sort in your life a little color in that rainbow little paint refresher what else do you have here okay love offer beautiful you couldn't use a love offer family celebration wedding engagement party very nice this feels more like a I don't know what kind of reading this feels more like a life reading more than a romantic reading getting together with family financial decision playing out for you coming up yes remember it's going into November so we definitely have holiday season coming up as well so you might have some parties or celebrations or events family friends holiday celebrations all right Capricorn cancer oh we had the Sun nice okay 1988 someone is 30 someone is 31 someone is 39 wow we're hitting all the 30s someone's 64 someone is 44 someone is 52 someone's born in 71 someone's born in 78 okay someone's from Texas okay did I say that the other day all right someone's asking for a plea deal okay play tax someone's no longer using play tax I can tell you that those days are over someone's hitting a plateau okay I just heard you're hitting a plateau if you're dieting and you're hitting a diet plateau I just heard you can eat all right so hmm they said eat more carbs I just heard load up on the carbs for like a day or two if you're hitting a diet plateau like you're not losing any more weight jack up your carb intake I heard okay play tax those play tax okay oh I know what that is all right somebody's just washing their plate somebody's having a latte somebody's also having a malt beer malted beer okay someone's getting here late late that's great someone's name is Pete Peter Peter Peterson Norm Peterson okay what's up Pete all right someone's getting a lap dance hey TMI okay I don't need to hear that all right someone's just flown into or flown out of LAX okay your ex is showing up someone's going out to eat or just came back from eating out okay we have Patrick or Pat or Patricia okay hmm Leah I just heard Leah lay lay Lex okay someone's what are you doing with that axe hold up hold up we don't need any murder scenes unless it's Halloween okay someone's getting their taxes ready or does taxes maybe does taxes for a living or okay they're giving me latex here what are y'all doing with the latex what's going on okay all right let me squish this all up again and see what else they come up with okay we got the initial J we have an F we have a B letter V's in Victoria we have the letter O we have an E and the letter T okay more signs okay we have Scorpio and I always confuse that that is cancer and I don't know why this is showing up I don't remember what that is is that mercury I don't know I never memorized my symbols is that mercury I should know what mercury is shouldn't I yeah I think it is I was expect to see the little arrow coming out of the top but then that would be the Prince sign wouldn't it that would he who shall not be called Prince or something like that the dead guy my prince purple rain alright let me get a charm for you guys and then we're gonna call it a night tomorrow I'll be back with your weekend reading and you guys I know you're gonna kill me but I have to say what I have to say first of all if you complain about like I don't know why I've been excusing like making excuses but yes my readings have been a little bit short and somebody in the comments made a comment like oh the readings have been getting shorter and shorter and someone was so kind to respond and say they'll listen to the peanut gallery the readings what's more important is the message and if the message is really good it doesn't matter how long the readings are and I really appreciate I don't know who it was that said that I meant to reply to her comment but I really appreciate that comment because definitely a sign of maturity and compassion and if some of you know I just have been having some medical issues ever since I got COVID and so yeah I know I'm only here once a night five days a week but I appreciate the patients I do I don't normally let the comments affect me I don't read them all that much but when I do sometimes it's just like I feel like people are becoming more and more impatient I don't know it's not really I guess I don't know if it's a younger crowd generally like I've been on YouTube long enough to know when people are just trolling and I can tell when people are trolling because you just know there's an essence about a troll and when you've been on here long enough you know when people are trolling but I don't know I think maybe it's just because I haven't been feeling all that well so I appreciate all of you guys have been putting up with my antics here on my channel and a little bit of my back and forth I'm sure at some point all of the stuff that I've been dealing with will get results and all will be well and I just want to say thank you so much I greatly appreciate all of your support as you guys have stuck with me all this time especially to my mods who have been so generous to show up here every single time I do a reading even on the live streams and they've been showing up on the moon pie channel I'm always so grateful I must gift them a little gift very soon I must give you all the mods something they're so amazing I love you all and even my old mods I hope they all come back because I miss seeing them so yeah and you guys just my regular subscribers and members just amazing people the peanut gallery can just you know whatever I don't care whoever's making those comments and not even subscribe to my channel anyway let me get a charm and quit my rant all right let's see oh this is nice nothing wrong with a little little guitar little like electric guitar so many plays a guitar little electric guitar music going on can you imagine a guitar that was like completely gold dude has that ever been made that would be very expensive I think I don't know what the most expensive guitar is are they less less Paul I don't know I have no idea anybody know if you know what the most expensive guitar is please leave a comment leave it in the reaction there down there but yeah so many plays a guitar or there's a music connection with humans you or someone okay very strong music connection whether that's lyrics or someone makes music for other people or plays in a cover band or yes very strong musical instrument maybe owns a music shop I just want to get one more oh actually they gave me two so you got a blue star and blue star and a hanger okay maybe somebody has a like a boutique I'm seeing a boutique and this blue star makes me feel like baby blue little baby blue what's it called a baby this is part of my illness lately I haven't been able to remember things can't remember short-term memory what are those things that hang over a baby's crib that and they have music I can't remember the word it's so bad and it has musical lights and little yeah I want to say cradle but that's not the word I think you guys know what I'm talking about and I appreciate all of you who leave the comments and filled in for me makes me very happy but yeah that just it's the image that just came to my mind I can't remember what it's called but yeah maybe somebody's having a little boy there might be a pregnancy a little boy baby blue star and then they just give me that old song baby beluga little baby somebody might be shopping for baby blue clothes okay and I know in this day and age it's not gender or gender neutral I guess but somebody really likes the pastel blue or pastel blue colors or someone's doing a child's room and glow are they're seeing are using glow stars for something okay so I'm gonna leave that there you guys yes and I will again see you all back here tomorrow for your weekend reading and yeah love you all very much take care