 I want to welcome the lovely Bryce, you all know her and lover. I'm pretty sure most of my followers are your followers or subscribers. So I just wanted to have Bryce on today just to kind of do a little bit of like a video on her backstory. Cause I feel like, you know, we're all focused on what's going on in the world and everything right now. And I think it's just like really important to like know who you're talking to. And we all love Bryce. She's great. She is very much a very much a pivotal person in my journey in YouTube, especially. And even like with my clothing line girl, like you've been my best support person. All I wear is your shirt, really all I wear now. That's all I wear now is her shirts. I mean, for real, like I love your shirt so much. So, and I just, I know, and for people on my channel cause I'll put this on my channel too, I'm going to put the code passions. Yeah. Yeah, it's a discount code for 15% off anything you buy like collectively. But yeah, I offered it to Catherine Edwards when they started doing the passion series. So for all of Bryce's subscribers, that's also there for you as well. But yeah, so yeah, you've been super monumental in my shop and, you know, in general, like, no, it's great. It's awesome to be able to like, actually like promote something that you really love. And it's my friend shop too. So. Sisters from different ministers and mothers, but you know. Okay. We've worked our lifetimes together, it's fine. Probably, I'm sure. But yeah, so I just kind of wanted to like start off and ask you like who I'm curious to know who you were like as a teenager. I just find that super interesting to like hear people's backstory. And I just like, I like to see other people's point of views of like who they were as opposed to like who you are now. Yeah, it's interesting. Cause I think the core of who we are never really changes. Yeah. But I think that a lot of us on this journey, I was a weird kid, but I don't know if I, I had a lot of friends. And I grew up in a very small private school. So, you know, I think that's a different reality than kids who go to like these big schools where there's thousands of people. And literally I grew up with the same group of kids, my whole small intimate group of kids, my whole life. And so, you know, their siblings were like my siblings, their parents were, you know, we were in and out of Joe's house from the time we were kids to teenagers. And so in that respect, you know, I think about like high school and you hear these stories of like cliques and mean girls. And yeah, there were mean girls, but when your school's so freaking small and everybody knows each other and has known each other for years, you don't really get that same, I don't, that same type of angst, I don't think. But the interesting thing is, I don't have, I have like full memories of middle school, but I only have select memories of high school. And that was because when I was 15 years old, I got really sick. And no doctor really knew what was going on with me. I was the beginning of my sophomore year. And I remember sitting in my chemistry class and I was sitting right behind John Perry. So John Perry, if you're listening, hello. You know how we remember our friends from out of their first and last name? I remember what I had on, what I was wearing. I was sitting in my chemistry class and I hate science. I'm not a math science person. I was, I'm always go figure English, philosophy, or it's my thing, history, my thing. Story telling. Yeah, story telling. So did not, did not enjoy the chemistry, but I was sitting in chemistry class and all of a sudden I felt like the area around me just like everything just changed. And all of a sudden everything looked like I was in like a fish bowl. And all of a sudden I got really, really tired. And that afternoon, my mother, we had required after school activity at school. And that's because in the high school, the upper school half that was boarding, boarding students. And so we were required to stay on campus until like five, six o'clock. They'd do sports, all that kind of stuff. But for that particular afternoon, I was leaving right after the academic day for some reason. And I can't remember why, but my mother was picking me up. And I remember I got in the car, my mother was like, something doesn't look right. Are you okay? And I was like, I just feel really tired. Well, a few days keep going by and I'm getting more and more tired. And I was running cross country at the time. And my coaches and my mother decided, my parents decided that I wasn't gonna run for a while. I would just watch the meets and cause something was going on. And I'll never forget, I was, we were running against Westminster, which is another private school here in Atlanta, one of our biggest competitors for everything, two private schools. And we were at the meet. And my best friend was the manager. And the meet was being set up, but I literally had so little energy that I remember sitting on the ground outside. And when you're from the South, like it's hot as hell in September, October, like it's hot here. And there are bugs and insects everywhere. And I remember watching this bug, like crawl up my leg and not even having any energy to like take it off my leg. And we got back to our school, our parents came to pick us up. And my mother was like, okay, you're gonna sleep in that day. We're gonna take you half day. Something's going on. We're gonna let you sleep in. So I did. And I got up that morning and I was in the shower. And I remember there was this big lump under my armpit, like a golf ball. And I ran out of the shower. I thought I had like breast cancer at 15. Like I was like, what? My dad was at home. My mother, he took me to my mother and she felt it. They took me to the doctor. It was my lymph node was swollen. And so I ended up staying the rest of the day at home. Well, the next morning I had this armpit swollen and all not from my shoulder to my body down, like all these lymph nodes started to swell up. And I kept getting weaker and weaker and weaker. Well, at that point, because I was at a private school, by the grace of God, my parents had a meeting with my teacher and the headmaster. And my teachers basically just sent my work home. And so I started doing, before Zoom was around, this was before any of that. So I was literally doing my homework from the sofa at my parent house. Well, my health kept getting worse and worse and worse and worse. My body temperature dropped to like 92, which my body temperature rests at like 96 anyway. I have low body temperature. But, and then the strangest thing happened is I started waking up with these like scratch marks all over me, which I just showed you a picture from the day before. It was like literally all over my body. It would be every morning. And my mother was starting to freak out about it. She took me to the doctor and they'd be like, oh, she's scratching herself. My mother was like, no, she's not. In the meantime, I was having spinal taps. I was tested for everything, diabetes. Like they literally were testing me for everything. I went to an infectious disease doctor, which most of those doctors deal with AIDS patients. So I think they were kind of relieved to have a 15-year-old girl. They know what could figure out was going on. All the tests they ran came back negative, negative, negative, negative for everything under the sun. And then with the scratch marks, my mother would sit up and watch me at night and they would just appear. These scratch marks would just appear. I would be laying on my bed at night and I also wouldn't be able to like move my arms and my legs. I'd start screaming. I'd have to come and literally like punch my arms to get movement back. They tried everything, putting magnets under my mattress, all sorts of stuff. And then it got really bad when the scratch marks started to appear in my eyes. And at that point, the doctor saw that. I remember the doctor was like, I don't know what this is. She's obviously not doing this. Nothing ever came of it. I just got better. Eventually just got better. But it was so traumatic that I think as I got into my 20s through school, moving out to Los Angeles as well, I kind of like tried to ignore it. Now, my whole life I've seen spirits. I've seen ghosts. I've seen angels. I've seen demons, but it got really intense after that happened. And I kept trying to forget about it. Like, oh, that was just a weird thing that happened. And actually it was one of my first hero card readings I went to in Los Angeles where it came up in the reading. And the lady was like, something happened to you. And it was spiritual. And that was the first time anybody had said to me like, this was spiritual. What happened to you was spiritual. And for a long time, I thought it was something negative like I had been attacked. But as I started to get older and started to investigate more and more and more, no, it was like a rite of passage. It was a shifting of consciousness for me at least, which I now believe brings us to where we are today. Now, of course, in my 20s living in Los Angeles, I didn't want to talk about that. I didn't want to talk about that weird stuff. I was more interested in boys and nightlife and all that kind of stuff. Then talking about the God moments. But it makes a lot more sense now at this timeline shift that we're in. I think a lot of us in this community, I know you've had your spiritual experiences since you were a kid. I think a lot of us who are in this community always had one foot in one side of the veil and one foot in another. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, it was out of the means of survival in a sense. For me, there was a part of me that was very much there and knew it was real. But at the same time, I wanted to be a teenager and be normal. I literally would be like, why am I not normal? I'm not in the world. But yeah. So do you think that that was your pivotal type of moment that kind of opened your, believe it or not, he's asking for popcorn. Ooh. He's enjoying the show. Yes. But do you think that that was kind of your pivotal moment of like, oh, this is real. I'm not crazy. That kind of took you into diving further into it? Yes and no. So I think it was pivotal in the sense that it changed my path. Because I think where I was headed, the path I was headed on was the path that was expected of me. At that point, I wanted to go to law school. Like, that's what I was going to do after university was go to law school. I was already looking. I mean, if you're a private school kid, you know that they're constantly, from the time you're like in fifth grade, they're pushing colleges. You know, what are you going to do? What are you going to do? I mean, I didn't know that university and college was an option until I was in it. And someone dropped out. I thought that you were just, by law, required to go. Right. That was crazy. Yeah. You know, and my parents, both my parents went to college. My dad's a veterinarian. Both of my grandmothers went to college. You know, my mom's one. They're all doctors. So that was always very, education was very important. Even not so much to the extent of extreme, they still wanted us to have a social life. In fact, they always said our social life was really important because that's how we learned how to communicate with people. But I think if that, that, it's like my subconscious shifted to become, slowly become more conscious. And it shifted my perception of the world. And it kind of, without me really even knowing it, it took the path I was headed on and did a left turn to go to the path where I was supposed, what I was supposed to be on. Which then, of course, after living in Los Angeles for a long time, I ended up just high-tailing it over to India and spending a great deal of time in India having a ego death and a, you know, darkened. Yeah, so what was your decision for going to India? That's. I was sitting in the attic. I was at my friend's house going through artwork and a voice told me go to India and study yoga. And so I did. Nice. I love that. I love that. That's basically what happens. I get this voice that I've had since I was a kid and it's a very interesting voice and it tells me to do things. And it's never violent. It's never like bad things. So I don't even make commenting that. It's always like, this is what you have to do now. It's the same Mary Magdalene voice. I have when I was 16 years old, I kept getting the name Mary Magdalene stuck in my head. And as I said at the same, my Magdalene series. So I knew that was a foreshadowing. And to now looking back, that was a foreshadow into the missing book series I've been doing, which that was the voice too. I was live on David Zublik's show and if the voice told me, read the missing books of the Bible. And I just said to David live, do you want to read through the missing books of the Bible? And he was like, yes, let's do it. I was like, okay. And that let us down that journey. So yeah, voice in my head said, go to Indian study yoga. That's that divine feminine intuition thing. I literally just made a video today about that for all my show. I was like, it's like, you know, it's like that thing that just kind of tells you, oh, maybe she go this way. And you're like, oh, okay. Yeah, it's very gentle too. And I think I even said to my friend, that particular friend is watching right now. I think I even looked up and said, I think I have to go to India and study yoga. Like it was just about freedom. Like we were going through art. And I was like, I think I have to go to India and study yoga now. Like, I can't go. That's awesome. I love that because that's very similar to mine because it was good Africa. And I was like, why in the world would I go to Africa? Like, and I was like so against the like missionary thing of like, I don't feel called to Africa. Like, what the heck? And then I ended up meeting my husband. You were, the voice told me to. Literally the voice was telling you go to Africa. Yep. The voice was like, let me give you a different dream. And I was like, okay, go to Africa. I was like, whatever. I'll travel, mine as well. And I did. And I met my husband and started this whole completely different direction of life. And I feel like that's what happened with you. Cause obviously your times in India are like, you know, you talk about them a lot. Cause I mean, that's where yoga started for you. And you know, all that. I was already practicing before I went. In fact, the school that I go to, my school that I'm authorized through, you have to have letters of recommend. It's very hard to get into. And like when registration opens about, they open it at midnight at a particular date in India for the school. And about 2,000 applications will go through in the first five minutes and only like 200 people get accepted. And so the fact that I got accepted to begin with is pretty, pretty awesome and very divine. And you know, it's, it's funny. I was actually talking to Katherine about this today. It's interesting because in the spiritual world, especially with spiritual disciplines and practices, you have to have a teacher. You have to. And it's because we all have blind spots. And you know, I am a teacher for some people, but I also have a teacher myself. And so, and that also helps check your ego. If you have an ego, the ego is the fault sense of self, fault sense of reality, egos are fragile. Egos can't take criticism. Egos can't take the dark night of the soul. The dark night of the soul is what crushes the ego. There's a difference between confidence and ego. Like I said this with Stephanie today, which a video that's going to air on Monday, we think about like Mr. T. Like everybody thinks he has an ego. He doesn't have an ego. If he had an ego, he wouldn't be doing what he's doing because holy shit, you know, look what he's been through. Yeah, he's got about him. Yeah, he's got confidence in what he's doing. It's not the ego. And so when we, when we're, when we're living in that fault sense of image, that fault sense of reality, which is the ego, then we're not spiritually attuned at all. That's when we can be deceived. That's when we lack discernment. That's when we're not connecting with our intuition, all that kind of stuff. And if we allow that to shatter, which is hard, that's not easy to do. I mean, I literally had to go to freaking India and in order for it to happen, just sit in a corner. I had to go to Africa. Yeah, like I really had to like go sit in a corner in another country in a situation where, you know, it's one thing if it was like going to Europe or like Canada or Australia, which Australia is one of my favorite countries in the whole wide world, it would be easy because it's a lot like our lives here. Like there's not a lot of discomfort. But when you're in a culture that's so vastly different from your own, even that shatters your ego. Even that brings you to a place of being uncomfortable. And that's what I tell my students all the time that come into my courses, you know, because part of my job teaching, I have to like break their false ideas about yoga. That's the first thing I have to do is like be like whatever you learned in that vinyasa flow class, forget it, because 99% of the yoga you see is not actually yoga. Yeah. It's not. Yeah. It is not about being comfortable. If your yoga teacher is saying, do whatever feels good to you, that's not yoga. You got to be uncomfortable. It starts with your gross body. It starts with putting your leg behind your head and sitting there and being uncomfortable. And then watching the thoughts that come up around that, which you usually have to do with the fragile ego. Humbling yourself. And we're in this world of like comfort, mass comfort. And it's so strange because like even when I've talked about detox and stuff on my channel, I'm just like people are like that, you know, or like have mentioned like tools that people can use to like release fascia and like all that stuff. They're like, that's so painful. I'm like, yeah, it's not gonna be comfortable. It's not gonna be comfortable. Like you can't change if you don't change. Right, like what change comes out, comes out of you like sitting on your couch or like laying in your bed. Like absolutely nothing. Yeah, there's no magic pill. There's literally no magic pill. It's hard work. And it's scary. It can be very, very scary. It can be very daunting, but when you're able to come to that place of vulnerability and humility, that's when the real magic happens. Right. And that's what I'm grateful for this practice that I do, the lineage that I practice it is so physically challenging that everyone gets their ass handed to them. And so the first level of that is having the beautiful practice. And I myself, I'm pretty athletic. I'm pretty coordinated. I'm not competitive, but that never was super hard for me. But this practice brings you to a place of literally crushing you to the point where you're gonna be humbled at some point. And when that happens, you can find that vulnerability. And when you find that vulnerability, then you can move forward in understanding who you truly are. And what's funny is like, I totally 100% agree with that because I was very much a type of person that didn't like being uncomfortable with anything. And then I kind of like started to do uncomfortable things. And then I got addicted to essentially doing the uncomfortable things and seeing the change that actually happened when I put myself out there and let myself fail or let myself be in pain. It's so funny because I have such a switched mindset now from it. And I feel like that's the kind of mindset you need to heal and to grow and to actually be of service in this world, basically. You gotta give her that ego. That's really the thing that has to go. It has to go. And I feel like the new world we're going into, there's no room for that because it's a false sense of self. We're going to a lighter density, so it has to go. You have to figure out who you really are because the ego is not who you really are. It's an illusion. And yeah, it's look at long-distance runners like marathon runners. It's one of the most uncomfortable things you can do. But so many people, I mean, we were talking about this with Shanti and there's so many people I personally know who are long-distance runners, not just for their health, but for their mind. Because it brings them to that place. Because when the ego is active, when the ego is active, there's panic, there's fear, there's obsessiveness, there's aggressiveness. But when there is no ego, there's calmness. There's allowing. And when there's ego, that means that there's no trusting in the universe, right? Or God, source, right? Because... Yeah. I watched a great video yesterday about ego and it was this lady asking a question of like, is there really a difference between my ego and my soul? I think I was like, yes, absolutely. And the reason why it's a problem is because you're putting your ego in the place that your soul should be. I was like, yes, that's exactly it. Like it doesn't wanna do the job that you're making it do. And when it does, it's afraid of everything. Yes. Well, that's the main concept of the Yoga Sutras, the main concept that was written 5,000 years ago. We haven't changed 5,000 years, we're about to ascend. Procreti, the three stars are Procreti Purusha Ishvara, those are Sanskrit words. Procreti is nature. Purusha is the soul. Ishvara is God, okay? Procreti nature is God. Excuse my language, what the fuck all to do with God? All right? Procreti is just the Shakti, it's just the expression of soul, right? But it's not soul. Procreti has the two, the two, that's how tired I am. I did that in the other show. I think it was a catholic too. The two, the two rules of Procreti is it has a birth, a life and a death. And because it has a birth, a life and a death, that means it's always changing. It's forever changing. But the soul, Purusha, is eternal. And therefore never changing. You also say, okay, so you can say that Procreti is the sea of both. Purusha is the seer. Procreti is the watchable. Purusha is the watcher. So one thing we have to understand is that the ego is Procreti. And what we, the delusion that we're under as human beings is that we think our identity, our Procreti, our nature is who we really are. But if we're eternal beings and our Procreti is destined to end, then that's not who we really are. And that's where human suffering comes in. That's when the human condition comes at place because we forget who we are. And we put all of our eggs in the baskets of nature, of our identity. And so when something doesn't go right, when your partner leaves you or you lose your job or you just have a dark night at the soul, if your whole existence is put in this ego, then that's gonna cause major suffering. Because you can't control that change. The only thing you can control is yourself. And that soul is something that's just watching it happen and learning from the experience. And if you could- That's, yeah. Oh, keep going. Well, say if you could tap into that, watcher, be the watcher, not the judge, be the viewer. And then you learn how to like experience your emotions, feel your emotions, but not act them out. Because you know that they're just temporary. Yeah. Because you shall pass. And so that 100%, your ego has nothing to do with your soul. Your ego is the fault sense of self. And that's where your delusion is. That's where your suffering comes from. Yeah. This great teacher that I listened to, I've talked about him before. His name is Ian Clayton, but he talks about, you know, you essentially have to be really dead before you can be really alive. And I think he's essentially talking about that. Like the two shall pass. Yeah, exactly. And it's funny because you just touched on another thing that I talked about about emotions, how sometimes the emotions are not ours. Yeah. Like we are like a porous being. Like we have holes everywhere. Our skin is like holes. And you know, things and vibrations, emotions, which are vibrations come into us and they go out of us. And sometimes they're not ours. And like acting upon the ones that we think are ours when they're not causes so much destruction. Yeah. But yes. And how many times do people tell you like when you're angry to go away for a minute and collect yourself? It's so that you can process it without projecting that out, right? Right. And that's what yoga teaches you too. And again, a whole surrendering because Ishvara God only connects to Purusha, right? Cause God is eternal and we're also eternal. So that's the two. The property, the nature is just a Shakti. It's just the Shakti of that expression. It's not the eternal. It's just the Shakti, the expression of the eternal. Right? And so, yeah, and I feel like where we're going in our timeline shift, more and more people are gonna have to deal with this because this is up our vibration. You know, and Sri Swamy said, Sri Swamy Satchitananda's comment here, I have over here the yoga sutra. He talks about when you truly understand this, when you truly start to understand this, you can really enjoy life. You can see life is just something that's fun. In the good times and the bad because you know, it's not permanent. It's not whatever. Yeah, I love this. I passed by this video on TikTok that this girl was like, you know, what's like the best life hack? You know, when something crap happens, just being like, this is a great plot twist to the story. You know, just kind of like looking at it like a narrator point of view. Like, hmm, what a good plot twist. My boyfriend just dumped me. What a good plot twist. I was like, wow, she is odd to something. She's so much deeper than I think she realizes. Yeah, well, let's do, we talk about triggers. Like right now the narrative is don't trigger people. Yes, do trigger people because that's how you're going to learn. Triggers are a slingshot. Yeah, what triggers me is not going to trigger Liz. What triggers people watching is that's unique to your your patterning. And we all have these particular patterns. So when I feel triggered by something, my responsibility as a human being as an evolved spiritual soul is to go interesting. Hmm. Yeah. When that person said that it made me feel this way. Why is that? Because I'm sure that person didn't mean it that way but why am I reacting? Let me, because those triggers are all attachments that are disconnecting you from God. Yep. It's like your button to ascension. Yeah. Exactly. I love that metaphor. It's like someone triggers you and they hit a button and it's your choice. Are you going to ascend or are you going to descend? Which one? Are you going to investigate? But why? Why did I react that way? And yes, we can get to like past life memories. We can get to trauma from this life. My trauma therapy was essential to my evolution through this. It doesn't matter. It doesn't matter. Then the day doesn't matter. It's just you understanding that. You being aware of why you're and then taking responsibility for that. You know, it's not, you know, and that, and that, that's, and it's also, you know, I just said, if you have ego, if you have big ego, then you don't trust God. You don't trust that you don't if you have a big ego because the universe, God's source has a plan for every single human being. There is a Dharma. And guess what? You signed this little contract before you took this body. So you also made this part of this plan as well. Everything that happens to you, everything you go through in your life has already been assigned to you. And so I think when the ego gets involved, it's because we wanna try to then like take over the steering wheel of that. We wanna try to, we don't trust God. We don't trust the universe to provide for us. We don't trust the, and so our ego comes in. But when we actually trust, when we actually trust the universe and trust God, then we can be calm because things will fall into place as they're supposed to. What is Mr. T saying? Nothing can stop what's coming? Yep. That's true for all of our lives. Nothing's gonna stop. My, one of my teacher's teacher, Guruji used to say, practice all is coming. Practice all is coming. Well, you know, you could see that on a very low dimensional level if you practice makes perfect. Keep practicing it. But also know what he meant was practice all is coming. The good, the bad, the ugly, it's all coming. So keep practicing because all is coming. Eventually your death is coming. You know? So do you feel like, so do you feel like what you're doing now is like essentially your soul's purpose or like what like makes you come alive? You know what I mean? Yes. Or is there something else that you like see in the future? The role is a plot. I think we all got a few plot twists coming our way. For sure. For sure. Not bad plot twists. I think they're gonna be, I think as we start to ascend, I know I'm having more memories. I think we're gonna start to understand things more fully because you have to remember coming into a third, this is a very good planet. I, Catherine and I did a video with Dr. North the other day and she called it a game. I watched it. We all got a game. I love it. I love it. I was like, she said that I was like, it's a game, it's a planet. Like we're living things, there's paradise right now. Like this is- Yeah, I have a vision for it and everything. I'm ready. I was like, holy crap, that's it. Cause we know earth is like the Mac Daddy of dense planets. You know, if you've studied any of the law of one, any of the other, like all the other third density planets are nothing compared to earth. Like if you volunteer to come to earth, I really see it like the hunger games. You're like, I volunteer as well. Like this is not the planet people want to come to, you know, for third density lessons because it's so dense. And so, but part of that too, is you come through with a neat amnesia. And we know that the matrix system, we'll just say the matrix system because it's YouTube has done a lot to try to, you know, entice the ego, entice fear, entice all these low vibrational qualities to keep us from understanding who our soul really is. You know, and so, and that's our job is to be like, now I'm good. I'm gonna go focus on this over here because that's not really who I am or who any of us are in humanity. So, so yes, I do think that there's a great teacher who passed away in 2019 because he was really old. Rom Doss, the one who said, we were all walking into your home. And, you know, I remember reading one of his books once, I can't remember which one, there's, he's written many of them, or he talked about, you know, you can go through your life and things will happen to you. Like, why is this happening? But then a few years later, you can turn around and say, oh, that's why that happened. It's all stepping stones to the next thing, the next purpose, the next journey, the next chapter in your journey. And so I can turn around and look at my life, and I'm sure you can too, and I'm sure all the people watching to see how you got to this point in this. This is one of the most important things as humanity we've ever gone through. It's something we're all focused on and this is a true battle for our souls. And I think everything that's happened to me in my life has brought me to this particular point right now at 4.07 p.m. on Friday talking to you. You know, well, what's to come? Plot twist. I think it's gonna be a whole lot of stuff that we aren't prepared for, but are gonna be excited about. Yeah, for sure. There is something else. Okay. Oh yeah. I have like a list. I wrote questions. It's organized. I try. I was gonna say, okay, so this is kind of like a, what, like, if you could pick three defining moments, what would they be to get you to where you are now? Three defining moments. Well, when I was sick and I was in high school, going to India and probably, so if you had asked me what year we were in 2020, so if you asked me two years ago from this date that I would be, I was already kind of thinking about starting a YouTube channel, but it was more gonna be like just storytelling, just for fun. Cause I had a shawl. I was running a program I was running. If you had told me that I wouldn't be teaching Mysore anymore, and I would have full time on YouTube and only part-time teaching courses, I would have not believed you. So I think the lockdown that holds that hand of God would be the third one. Okay. What about you? Oh, how was that? I was so excited you asked me back. Plot twist. Oh. You gotta make a plot twist feature. I knew. That's a good one too. I knew. Let's see, defining moments. For sure going to LA, because that took me out of a whole like religious world that I was in. Then going to Africa for sure. And then the birth of my son, 100%, which he will be to on the 22nd. Was it 18? Yep. It'll be two on Tuesday. Birthday. A big astrological day. Yeah. It's huge for him. And he's like the perfect child. I swear to God, he's so beautiful. Like aesthetic. He's getting a little feisty. He's getting into the twos, the transformative twos. We're gonna call it instead of the terrible. But yes, he's great. He's great. But yeah, he, I definitely like something, which what's your name? Doctor. Sure. Yeah, you talked to yesterday or that was the video was up yesterday. She said it best like when you have a child like you as a woman completely change. You are a complete, you go through a birth, a rebirth basically. So I definitely think it was going to LA, being in film school, it brought a whole lot of healing. Going to Africa on another level of healing and then love met my husband and then the birth of my son. I definitely think those are all cause the birth of my son very much gave me this, I don't give a F attitude. Like I'm going to do what I want to do. Like no one can tell me differently. Like not in a rebellious way, but like a I know who I am kind of way. And I know my body and my baby. I freaking created a child. I created a human. Like are you a portal? I don't think so. One of the comedians did a whole standup about like, hey, listen, I'm busy making an eyeball. Like when she was pregnant, like trying to get her husband to like do things. He's like, I'm tired. She's like, listen, I'm busy making an eyeball. Are you growing an extra brain in there? Nope. Trying to tell me. I'm cooking a human. You can take the trash out. I'm a portal to another world. Be careful how you talk to me. Thank you. Literally. Absolutely. Oh yeah. Those are definitely my defining moments, yeah. The woman's body is amazing that the whole molecular structure of the body is made to actually bring something through, you know. Yeah, for sure. And that's incredible that the body can do that. That, you know, a sperm and an egg can actually, and they say, you that told me this, somebody told me that. So when the sperm and the egg actually meet, there's like a spark of light. Yep. There's a literal explosion, which is that they can't actually measure. Yeah. And they call it, it's like in the Hebrew, it's called the yikita, which is the spark of life, like the all spark kind of thing. Yep. And that happens with my body, your body, not a man's body. I'm busy making an eyeball. I'm busy, busy bringing a being into this dimension. Like you're just eating a sandwich. Can your body feed a human? Cause mine can. I'm giving all kinds of woman empowerment, birthing shirts. My sister's three kids. Every time she's like, I'm just the McDonald's. Like I'm just the milk lady. That's all I am to my kids. I'm literally the food truck. Milk lady. They're like, where's the milk lady? Like when they're babies, they're like, where's that milk lady? Yeah. I literally, I just stopped nursing Levi and it's been the most freeing I've ever felt to me. I love it, but my God, I'm so, I'm so happy not being touched 24 seven. Yeah. Well, I have all three, my nephew, my two nieces, when they're all babies, I would be holding them and all three of them tried to nurse for me. Like we're going, Yeah. I'm like, I don't got nothing right now. Yeah. My top is closed. So yeah, but that's pretty amazing. You're the problem is watching, like and for husbands watching honor your wives because they made your kids eyeballs. We're pretty boss. We're pretty boss. Okay. So who are the most inspiring people? That you, okay. You can do like three that you don't know, like people you've read about or in past or in the three people, you know. That's a really good question. I love, I feel like this says so much about people when they answer this. The first person to come to my mind is Mary Magdalene. And I don't know if I can say I know her or I don't know her because I feel like I know her. Right. She's like in the middle. Yeah. I've had these orbs around me and I have so many people saying, Oh, it's me. I can feel it. It's Mary Magdalene. I feel like she's the one doing the series on my channel. I'm just the conduit. So I feel like she's in the fact that she came into my head at 16 before I even really cared. I feel like she's been very pivotal in my life. Someone that I knew, literally knew would be my dad's father, my grandfather Ed Watson. He had a near death experience when he was in his 40s before I was born. So I only knew him post after all this happened but he always had this like certainty about him. He didn't fear death and he was so integral with everything and he was like six foot five. So he was like this huge man that just, you know, larger than life but he was so integral and he had so much character. Another person, probably my dad's mom and I didn't, my dad's parents growing up, we didn't see them as much as my mom's family but my grandmother, Marianne, who just recently passed away in October, she was kind of the original black sheep. I think she kind of paved the way for me because both of my families are very traditional and she grew up in South Georgia on a dairy farm and she, I asked her once because she tried to teach me to meditate when I was like eight years old and I asked her once, I was like, grandma, how did you learn how to meditate? Like what did you, you were from South Georgia like in the 30s and 40s, like who was teaching about it? She goes, well, you know, growing up in South Georgia it was so damn hot. All we had to do was just sit out there and stare at something like we kind of couldn't do anything else, it was just so damn hot. She used to hide all these books on reincarnation under the bed for my granddad. Like she was, you know, she played the piano at the church every Sunday. She was like really into like the spiritual faith. She was very well-educated. She went to college, graduated valedictorian in a time when there are no women were going to college. She ended up going back to school, became a therapist, always worked. She was like the first woman to join the Rotary Club, the Business Mint Club. She was very, very, very strong but she was also very feminine as well. I think she kind of made me through osmosis as well, kind of inspired me a lot in my journey. And I think, you know, when I started going off to India, a lot of my family were like, that's why she's doing this. And my grandmother was very supportive of that, of me doing that. I often think maybe that's something she would have done and she were younger and had those opportunities. You know, if it was socially acceptable for her, which it wasn't when she was young, you know, so. Well, I just had a thought come in. Like, so you said she died on October, right? Okay, so what I find interesting was you had kind of your tower moment after she died. And I think that maybe she died when she did to like help you through that. Like she, you know, because I totally believe that like a lot of our family, not all of a lot of our family becomes like what I call your like cloud of witness behind you. Like your guides or your team or whatever, like they're there with you. And I kind of, I just had that sense that like she's there. She's come through her, my grandfather, her, my grandfather have come through. She's told me many times that we've had many, many lives together. So yeah, I do believe that as well. Her, my grandfather, my mom's mom who passed away when I was eight, about nine. And I've seen her around me ever since then. Like she's been around, I grew up on the vaccine. My grandma, mom's dad has already reincarnated into another, and I know who it is, but I won't say it on the air, but I know who it is. Yeah, so, so he's already back in a body. And it's so funny, because the person, it turns out he is, I always suspected, it's one of my cousins. I always suspected that was him, because I was the only grandchild that really got to know my grandfather on that side before he passed away. I was like, just random, like that. So yeah, but so the three of them, yeah, they've come through in channelings a lot, these past few months, very much so. So I think they are very much around on the other side, helping in this moment, for sure, for sure. We're dead people, let's see, are people adding? Yeah, people, people, it's hard, because our history now is so freaking manipulated that I can look back and say, I don't know if that person- Well, I just figured since you've done all the missing books and whatnot, I figured you might have had a few that you've read about like that. Well, Yasha was very fascinating to me now, because, oh, this wasn't his name. Not his name. And I know I've been saying this more, I've been more comfortable saying this more and more and more, but I'm finding my research, he was never crucified. That's satanic, that was a satanic ritual that they tried to loop us into. And so I've been really researching who Yashua really, the Christ really was. And of course we- Well, on that note, the leg never crucified, I find it interesting that like a lot of Christians, especially like really religious ones, they focus on his death, but he didn't die, because how do we measure death? Your body is dead, he didn't die. Like he's still alive. And that's one of those things that's like, even if he was or wasn't crucified, like he's not dead. And the truth is you have the blood, the communion, like that's all what they do at that campsite, I'm not gonna say the name of it in California, that's what they do on those islands in the tunnels. Right. Right. Yeah. Like all of a sudden it's like, oh my God. And of course I did a deep dive a long time ago into myth-rightism, which is basically what the Christian faith is, it's myth-rightism. It's not at all. I know that the, you know, I did a huge deep dive on Zubalic's channel. I think I put a little on my channel about the King James Bible, that all of our Bibles, we have our variations of the King James Bible. King James was a Satanist. He was a total Satanist. I love what you said the other day about the, ha ha ha. Oh yeah. Yeah, I was like, yeah, I can see him. I can see him say that. No, we were messing around the pendulum board and we were asking something about the Bible, about how source felt about it. I literally thought, you know, my idea of source is that it was gonna be some profound message. H, A, H, and I was like, what's he gonna say? A, and I was, and it stopped. I was like, ha ha. He literally just said, ha ha, about the Bible. But you know, he is, what I think, I know Liz, you and I have talked about this, like people who are super fundamentalist are gonna have such a hard time with this. We haven't seen the Bible. No one has ever seen the Bible. It is underneath a Vatican. Yes. This is not the Bible. No. This is propaganda. Yeah, exactly. This is propaganda. And I know for me, I don't even think the Old Testament, that's not even the same God. Yeah. That's luciferous. I've heard that, yeah, too. I like, it's one of those things that like, I don't, I haven't done research in and haven't like, really dived into it, but it's like there, and I'm just gonna let it sit there until I like, feel like it's, Yeah. I mean, I, We can discuss these things, but we don't have to be solvent on them guys. Right, right, yeah. I know people are gonna ruffle feathers, but we have to look at these things. This group, this matrix group, is in all aspects of our life, including the church, right? Including the church. It doesn't mean that, that God is not, absolutely, going through with all this, even seeing what's the Bible and doing all this research has actually strengthened my faith. Yeah. It's made me more faithful. It's made me more loved, I feel the love more from stories than anything. And I mean, even Abraham, I mean, Abraham was not a good guy. He was not. Anybody, and Jesus in the gospel of holy 12, Yahshua says that very clearly, more than one wife, not good. Not good. Not the way that, that's, that's this whole, that's a, the, you know, when we have, I'll say this coded, you know, in Atlanta, we have a lot of traffic. When you have a lot of wives, you have a lot of T word, you know, you're doing basically, that's what you're doing. Yeah. The 12, twice a bit, 12 tribes of Israel are not earth based galactic. We all carry the DNA of the galactics. What's your tribe? It would make sense with the Zodiacs and all that. I think they're all based off of that. If not that. Yeah, exactly. Even that Ian Clayton guy that I've talked about, he talks, he calls it the Masaroff, because that's what hebraically it's called. This, you know, the stars and the constellations and whatnot. And he says that we came from, where when we decided to come to this realm, we came through one of those houses. Yes. And we have families in those houses. Yes. And, you know, your families, the like soul family or part of the soul family that you have here on earth is those that you were with before, basically. I 100%. It's interesting too, because my research into the 12 tribes of galactic tribes, something that's gonna start to happen. I know I've said this on other shows before, but I find it so freaking cool. We'll start to know who each other's, who we are by our coloring. So like the Liren group is the house of Judah. That's the lion. The Liren is the lion. Okay, the lion of Judah. That's the group that carries the Christ consciousness. Okay. They have a golden look to them. There's a golden hue to the Liren group. Anyone who's Liren. Well, what did they say about Mr. T? Yeah. Orange band. Orange band bad. No. That's Liren. Do you have a little bit of an orange glow? I don't know if you can't. No, yeah. I know I've done, I know I'm wearing as well. I know that's where my, I know I have the DNA of a lot of Palladian, but my soul is Liren is what I've been told. And that's wild because you do, you actually have soul parents too. So you have parents that are not your biological parents. It's wild. It's freaking wild when you start to break it all down. But yeah, I know, I know I'm Liren. That's where my, I know I'm, it's one of the oldest groups. The Liren group is like the oldest souls. Yeah. I feel like I'm, I don't know what galactic tribe it would be, but it's the tribe of Gad, and which is what David was a part of, apparently. I don't know which. I'll show it. I know people. I know people who are, I know people. Oh no. Are you okay? No. My husband just called. Oh my God. It just switched off. It just like moved and I was like, oh no, I lost it. No, no, you're good, you're good. Okay, cool. I can look into that for you though. I know people who are way more well-versed in this than I am because I never. Sorry, I made a mistake. Hi Levi. Do you want to say hi real quick? Do you want to say hi? I guess I'll just point it out. Do you know that out of all the male disciples, Levi was the one who protected Mary Magdalene the most? Oh really? That's cool. You respected her because she was, Yasha was chosen companion. And so he respected her, even the other disciples did not because she was a woman. Levi did, Levi protected her. Yeah. He is my little protector. He first, I call him my bodyguard. You know, I always wanted a brother. I always wanted an older brother. That was the thing I always, I'm the oldest, but I always wanted an older brother because I thought it was so cool that my friends, my girlfriends had older brothers. Yeah, me too. They would like body slam each other at their houses. My sister and I would just be together, but their older brothers would like protect their sisters, but Lord have mercy to give body slammed all the time. I mean, my name is Jacqueline Charlie. I mean, they is a baby, so, but Charlie, my nephew, he'll body slam Jacqueline. And Jacqueline will just be standing there and he'll body slammer. She'll just take it. She'll just take it. She can't, like, She's laughing. She's laughing. Except, like, he takes the body slam. Oh, there's that handsome face. You're so, he's looking like a little boy now. He's really, I don't know. He's crazy. He's crazy. Very handsome. He picked out his outfit today. He's really proud of it. Let me see. You are a little, you're a little vogue model. You did a good job. I like that. He's got a little polo on. Very stylish. Okay, little loud boy. I think my third person are, not my, yeah, but third person, Yashua Mary, that I never met would have been Rob Doss, the one that I quote a lot. He was a big influence in my life, reading all of his books really changed me. Again, he's the one that kept saying, we're all just walking each other home. We're all just walking each other home. I highly suggest, if anybody's more interested in yoga philosophy, but don't necessarily wanna go deep into yoga sutras yet, Rob Doss' books are really good, especially polishing the mirror by Rob Doss. Really, really good. He explains, he's the one that gets, like when something triggers you, instead of getting triggered or acting it out, just saying, oh, interesting. That's where I got that from, was Rob Doss. My, this book, his commentary on the Bhagavad Gita is one of the best commentaries ever. I've reread this thing so many times, you can actually see in it, where I've like taken notes and how old it is. It's literally, he is literally one of the, probably most pivotal teachers of the, I would say 20th century, even though he died in the 24th century, he was in his 80s when he passed away, but he left, like he exited right before it turned into a shit show with the, he was like, he was like, I'm done. I'm done. I'm done. I'm out. Have fun. Have fun, yeah. Rob Doss, like for sure, if anybody's looking, and it's easy read, he doesn't write too complicated, you know, he was a Harvard professor before ever going off to India, and becoming his birth name was Richard Albert. And so he, even though he's highly intelligent, he doesn't overwrite, he doesn't write over your head. And so if anybody's interested in understanding more Eastern philosophy, Rob Doss is a great person. I just, I need to read that. Yeah. I like books that aren't like over, like, like they're not trying to prove anything by how many big birds they can use. Well, I've shown you his ego is gone, I didn't have, there's nothing to prove, right? Yeah, yeah. It is what it is. And so that's three, what's my third, my third, probably David Greek, would be my third that I know. He was my original teacher, a stronger teacher before I went to India. And even though I take philosophy classes and Sanskrit classes and all that stuff in India, everything I learned, I learned, I learned basically from him because he's a brilliant teacher. He's in the Philadelphia area. And I would fly up to Philadelphia and practice with him and then come back and he's absolutely amazing. David Greek. So people, I'll be the third. Well, I'll end on a fun one and just say, if you had three wishes and you can't wish for no more wishes, what would you wish for right now in this current state that you are in of your life? God, I don't know. I feel like, I would wish, I guess, for like literal peace between people, like no drama. I would wish for the truth to come to light for people to see the truth more. And finally, I guess, because there's literally like, I'm very content in my day-to-day life. Like literally, I mean, that's the one good thing that your practice gives you as you kind of become a minimalist. And I'm very, I'm so grateful to, I mean, think about it. Like I feel like my whole, I know you probably feel this way too, Liz. Like our whole lives have changed being on YouTube. And we've got a whole new, I mean, I feel like at you, Catherine, Steph, like all these people I, they even do like all these shanty down in the queries rising Africa. I know I'm forgetting somebody, but all the people we've become. Taylor? Taylor, yes, Taylor. I'm like, oh God, so many. Like all these people that we've share all, everybody that we've gotten to know, it's like all the, none of these people, none of you guys would have come into my life if it wasn't for the tower moment of 2020. You know, I'm so grateful. I'm so freaking grateful. And so, yeah. Well, I think it was good note to end on. I asked most of them, I think maybe half of them, but it's, I was just trying to over, you know, over repair. I always tell, and I have to get you back on my channel too. And I would do, would you want to come on one day with Stephanie and we do some terror reading and stuff? Yeah. I've also wanted to, I like really like feel like I vibe with Taylor. I like her too. She's really busy right now. She's had to back away a little bit because of her quantum healing. She goes under for like five hours with people. So when her schedule clears, she'll be coming back on the channel again. But yeah, she's super, super swamped. So, such a like a positive like healer, vibing type of person. I'm like, I like you girl. I feel like we can be friends. I'll have you over at my house. I think Taylor is amazing. So, yeah. Yeah. She's great. And I've watched her do some quantum healing before. She's tapped in. So. Yeah. Yeah. I can tell. But yeah, I totally would. We can do that for sure. He's just dancing over here. I love it. I love it. I love it. You can do it. I have people. Oh, yes. I let the bee be stuck in my head this morning because somebody put a compilation together. I know people might be offended by this, but you just have to have a consumer. It was the North Korea Army in the way they march and they put a compilation of staying alive by the bee bees. Oh my gosh. I was laughing so hard. Like I was having to get on a film and I was like, oh, I was like, I was like, do you know how to do that? I just, oh, people are funny. You got to. You got to laugh. I love stuff like that. That like you're like, I would never put that together, but that is hilarious. Yes. People are funny. I did it, Levi. You dance the way you just see your heart's content. You know what, Levi? Every single morning at like 5 a.m. before I practice, more like 4 30, I listened to Broadway show tunes and I dance around. Oh yeah. And I'm 39 years old. So nice. Nice. Nice. I do the same thing. We have lots of dance parties here. He's a, he's turning into a little drummer boy also. Fantastic. Oh yeah. Fantastic. Yeah. All right. Well, I'm so glad we did this. So hopefully people know a little bit more about you now. But yeah, I'd love to come back on your show anytime. Yeah. So you know you have an open presentation on my show anytime you want, girl. You just got to shoot me a text if I get it. My friend is so screwed up lately. I'm like, I don't know. My phone keeps, I'll go to my texts and my phone, my phone will say like downloading messages from my cloud and I don't get them. And I'm like, Yeah. Yeah. Sometimes I'm like, should I send her two texts? Like, should I do it like multiple times? Don't respond right away. Send me another text because chances are my emails been messed with almost. So yeah. I'm just, You know what? It's fine. It's just nothing can stop what's happening. It's all gonna happen. Right. Right. All right. Well, thank you so much. Bye everyone. Have a good day. Bye guys.