 good morning y'all so today is vlogmas day 16 i believe it is i don't know i'm not keeping track i'm just uploading but um but so today is sunday it's like 9 30 in the morning i'm about to go to the mall because oh my god y'all so i filmed last night and my lashes broke and i was so mad like they tore there's a lily lashes in miami because you know Sephora has so lily lashes if you want to send me some lashes or anybody want to send me some lashes because y'all last night those are my only pair of lashes and they broke so i couldn't finish my video so and it was so late that was my only pair of lashes so i was so mad so i have to redo the whole video which sucks but that's all right um because i'm gonna just go i have to go to support anyways to go get some more bubble cream so that's what i'm about to do now y'all i feel like one of those people that want to be at the mall like like right when it opened like i never thought i would be like that but i gotta get stuff done so but that's okay so once when i get back i'm gonna um oh my god my battery's gonna die um so once i get back i'm just gonna finish filming but i'm gonna take y'all with me i apologize if my vlogs seem boring like honestly there's nothing i do in wisconsin there's nothing to do like i can't wait to move but you know that's just what it is y'all i should not even open yet and i'm in a fucking mall they have the fucking gates seal up everything who the fuck does this online but i'm about to get all my shit because i want to get done early so i can have a fun day so i can put in the vlog so yeah let me just get my shit together i like how my camera makes me look crazy but um and they didn't have the fucking lashes i was kind of upset but y'all i just fucking crazy on this bum bum cream like i got this parade i got this spray and i got the hand cream just so it can be in my purse when you always and then i got the big bottle lotion but y'all this stuff smells so good this might not even smell the same oh it do y'all this stuff is just i'm just so obsessed with it like it just smells so good up who like i don't know what it is like highly recommend but i'm about to go to ulta beauty right now then i'm gonna go home for my videos and then yeah it's gonna be fun after that because i don't want my vlogs to be boring like all i do during the week is you know work and then and then my weekends are like film video days like go go go and it's just like i don't have time to be fucking around because i got shit to do but i'm gonna get all my videos on early get my ass up and have a cracking ass vlog so so it's later now we're at the at home store and my i don't know what's wrong with my bag y'all but something happened to my bag it is like cramping i asked my mom she gave a massager or something she had me up in here like trying to crack my back lifting me up in the air but no seriously like something is wrong my bag like i don't know yeah like yeah it's like a pain i don't know y'all i feel like something is on my back like on the um what's that scary movie when it was something on her back when she was taking pictures yeah working it's not working but this is my outfit let's do outfit cam um this shirt is some collin terry and then this jacket is from forever 21 then i got these hanes um sweat pants from walmart and then he stops in my videos sweat sure sure so yeah my back is really hurting and i work retail the fucking malls open regular hours today till 10 for two weeks hell more than all hello johnny and these fucking people you're trying to be standing don't like to feed y'all putting you on camera so okay so y'all we walk into the mall you know um you know and um they like to give out free samples like the chinese restaurants so my mom like talk to your people i'm like girl by and she's like what if you are i'm like what do you mean like the what do you mean what if i am who you've been fucking on who you're fucking on uh picture first she's true man i need my picture my mama is dragging me at every fucking store and it's so fucking packed now we're at z gallery y'all i'm in love with my outfit but i'm not finding good lighting for a good ass picture and i'm getting irritated but hopefully z gallery has some good lighting because i must have just taken my picture here i don't care i'm cute i love z gallery so fire look at this couch i love it and this rug oh my god look at that y'all i want this couch i think yep jasmine has this couch but in gray i'm so in love the gallery has the best furniture if you have never been to z gallery go to the gallery but you probably have because it's the best ever y'all my back still hurts all these lashes are horrible if y'all want to send me lashes go ahead because i need them i need all the meat lashes okay y'all so i just got home i'm about to film a video or two and then i'm gonna eat my food and then y'all i just be so fucking busy and tired and it's just so fucking annoying well not really because i know it'll pay off one day but i don't know and i hurt my back today i don't know how i think i was getting because i was getting selfies for a thumbnail for this video but yeah that's this shit it hurts like this needs to get better like when i twist my head that way like i can feel it but i don't know it's kind of scaring me but i just got off the phone with ruby like i love her so much that's like my first youtube friend like she really helped me do like a lot and i really appreciate her i don't even know if she even watched this vlog right now but we literally talk like every day like we talk about like our future our goals like you need a friend like that you need like a friend to just vent to about like your goals and like and if they're if you don't have a friend like that going into 2019 you need to let them go because like i said in my last vlog i think i posted this post of this um man like i think he was like a preacher and he was talking about like um like people show you who they are or whatever whatever but you need to surround yourself but around people that really want to see you like when you know what i'm saying not even hate like me and her like are like grinding to get like good on youtube you know and like social media platforms and like if she's doing something good i'm not gonna be like if she's doing something good i'm not gonna hate on her i'm gonna congratulate her even though i'm grinding to get on a good level too you know you know what i'm saying like me and her are grinding together like i don't see her as like a competition i don't see anybody as a competition honestly like and i often congratulate everybody that is just trying to get it and go get it like you know what i'm saying you don't need to hate on anybody trying to um do better in their life you know and you just need to surround yourself around people like that but i don't know it's just good to have a friend like her because i don't know it's just good to have like um her around because she like gets it and like people from wisconsin like they don't get it they don't get like this whole social media like how you can create like you can create your own world through social media create a business make money all this stuff like people just don't know but like anybody i talk to obviously but um or like anybody in moscow to like i don't know it's just good to have somebody that you know gets it but yeah i really need to edit my video i mean like film my video because i just posted this picture make sure you follow me on instagram but yeah y'all wisconsin is so boring like i can't even put the video what is life why is this not focusing so i was reading my comments from yesterday's video i'm still in the bed y'all and um miss fan c m z fan c f a n c y y two y's she commented on my um video and she was like um can you watch one of my videos and stuff like that y'all i watch everybody's video like i was in y'all shoes before like i click on y'all i click on my people that i comment i click on your um um i go to your page and i'll look and see if you have videos posted and if you don't um thing you don't but um if you do i do watch some videos and i am supportive like i was in y'all shoes like i had to hustle to get subscribers like i had to you know do what i had to do push content you know like and then these big youtubers trying like be think they too fucking good to reply to a comment like no you're not too fucking good like answer my fucking question no i'm just kidding but no like you're never too good to interact with your subscribers your subscribers make you use so i don't understand like i don't know but that's just me you know but i'm just about to get up and do what i gotta do but yeah make sure y'all go check out subscribers channels and support each other because we in this together black queens we rock done because i have to get the sun the life of para i mean okay black mom must be like bring your ass to the camera and i'm just kidding what bitch i'm done filming for the day okay now i can eat and relax i'm probably gonna watch the real high fives and eat my food so yeah so i'm probably just gonna end the vlog here because i'm probably not gonna do anything for the rest of the night but edit and i'm about to take my makeup off for sure right now because i'm exhausted but don't forget to like comment subscribe y'all so much and i'm gonna see y'all in the next vlog so