 101 people he will kill. People said, don't go this way, this is an animal. Then Gautama said, if I don't go, who will go? He said, rubbish, you are definitely an insane man. Then Gautama said, you must go into the town, from which you have killed hundred people. It happened that there was a man, his original name we forget. The name that people gave to him is Angulimala. Something happened to him. He felt the society has been unfair to him, became an angry man. You know, when you're young, you think everything is unfair to you. So, he became very angry with the society and he took a vow. This town which has been unfair to him, he's going to kill 101 people. 101 people he will kill and he will cut each one of their thumb and wear it as a rosary around his neck, a garland of fingers, thumbs. So, he went about doing this. People were terrified to go this way. He's housed in a jungle, but this is the pathway to go to many other places. People got killed. Over a few years, he killed 100 people. He just wants one more to satisfy his lust. So, one day Gautama Buddha came to this town. So, by now, because he's wearing a garland of these fingers, they called him Angulimala. That means one who wears fingers has his garland. He just needs one more finger for him to complete his vow. Gautama came and he was to go that way. People said, don't go this way. This is an animal. This is not a man. This is not somebody you can go and give teaching or make him meditative. Just don't go because just one more life he wants, we don't want yours to be that one. Then Gautama said, if I don't go, who will go? And he will remain unfulfilled. He just needs one more finger. If I do not go, who else will go? Let me go. So, he went. Angulimala was sitting on his… on a rock. He saw this monk. By now, he's enjoying his reputation. People are terrified of him, he likes it. Just the mention of his name, people tremble. He's beginning to enjoy it. So, sitting there on the rock, this is your end, coming. Gautama looked at him, kept walking with a smile on his face quietly. He didn't like this. Usually, when they see him or when they hear him, people run helter-skelter, wanting to save their lives, he likes that. This man is just walking. He didn't like it. He jumped off the rock and came and stood in front of him and said, Who the hell are you? And, you know who I am? He showed his mullah, all fingers. You know about Gautama said, Well, I've heard a lot about you. What about it? And he kept walking. Where do you think you're going? You're still going when I'm talking to you? Gautama said, I stopped going long time ago. My going stopped long time ago. I have arrived. You're the one who trying to go somewhere. When I'm going, mullah laughed, he said, rubbish, you are definitely an insane man. I am standing still, you say I'm going. You're walking and you say you're not going. What's wrong with you? He said, no, no. I have arrived long time ago. I'm not going anywhere. You're the one who's trying to go somewhere. But, you don't know how to go there. You want my finger or you want my neck. Hang my head as a pendant, you know, as a pendant. You've got fingers, you can hang my head. Now it'll be a good pendant for the necklace because I'm done. I have arrived. It doesn't matter whether I'm physically here or not, you can do what you want. See, the pleasure of this killing is only when you're terrified and you don't want to die. When someone wants to die and they don't care, how… what's the use of killing this guy? And it looks like even if you kill this guy, you're lost for hundred and one lives will not be fulfilled because this guy doesn't give you the pleasure. Then he said, Wait, you tell me, what is this about? You're moving and you're saying you have arrived and you're not moving. I am not moving and you say I'm moving. You're looking for fulfillment in your own way, hundred and one. I'm fulfilled, it's a big difference. And you can take my life. If you think you're going to be fulfilled, do it because this is my work to fulfill people. If it's going to happen so easy that without a teaching, just by slashing my throat, you're going to be fulfilled, just do it, what's the problem? Now Anguli Mala became his dark disciple. Then Gautama said, You must go into the town from which you have killed hundred people. In a small town, hundred people means almost every family has lost somebody to this man. So he made him into a monk. Gautama's monks were called bhikkhus. Bhikkhus means beggars, literally. So he gave him an yellow cloth and a begging bowl. He said, Go, look for some food in the town. So Anguli Mala came into the town as a monk. People saw this and they were terrified. They don't know why he has come. They all went and stood on their terraces. Because they're afraid what he will do. Then when they saw, he's become tamed. He's not the same fierce man. Then they started throwing stones at him because each family has lost somebody to him. So he continued. Stones hit him, he was bleeding all over. Then when it became, stone throwing became little in excess. Gautama came in, asked the people to stop and said, This is not the same man. This man is an extension of me. You're throwing stones at me. Just stop. There's no point killing this man because this man in a very hard way has come to realization. You can't waste this man now by killing him. And Anguli Malar became as I said, a star disciple. Went all over the country spreading Buddha's way of teaching, you know, living and knowing. So it doesn't matter what kind of fulfillment you're looking for. You think it will happen with education or at least you thought. The moment you got educated, you felt like a fool. If I don't have a job, what is the use of this education? You got a job. You felt great. Then after some time you felt like a fool. What do I do with this money? If I don't find that my dream man or dream woman, that happened. After some time you felt like a fool. This goes on. The desire is simply to expand. That's your desire. If you choose physical, material ways to expand, you can go that far or that far or that far. But still a little will be desired. Yes. If I make you the king of this planet, you will look at the other planets. If I give you the solar system, you will look at the galaxy. If I give you one galaxy, you will look at the other galaxies. Now, what you're looking for is not this or that. You're looking for expansion. If you look at it consciously, you will become yoga. Yoga does not mean twisting and turning. You will come to union with the rest of the creation. If you do it unconsciously, it becomes compulsive desire. That's all.