 Yo, what's up? Do you guys even remember me? I'm a youtuber. I post videos. I do five nights at Freddy's All right, so I haven't uploaded in I think it's been about a week now Probably more um, and I thought you know, it's just not fair to you guys to just leave you guys You know with nothing so I'm gonna make a quick update video if you follow me on Twitter Main account or my alt account. You'll know that I am sick right now I've been sick for about a week. It sucks the worst part is I'd like to say that I'm feeling better, you know I'm getting better. I'm not you know, I'm not getting sick anymore, but honestly, that's just not the case I still feel like crap now in full honesty. I could probably record I could probably be editing right now, but I just don't feel up to it. It sucks I really freaking wish I was not sick and it may not seem like I'm sick But I am and it freaking sucks because you know, I Don't like missing uploads and I know that's kind of stupid to say because I miss out on a lot of uploads And I'm sorry for that. I I realize that uploads have been slowing down very significantly And it's just 100% on me. I'm I'm sorry again I really don't like not uploading because you know, I've been doing this for four years Which is crazy to say and we've been able to build such an incredible community And I'm so so thankful for everything that we've been able to accomplish in those four years and so Missing uploads not delivering on promises for uploads and streams and stuff like that. I hate it I hate it so much because I owe Literally everything to you guys and so when I have to miss an upload when I'm not able to get out of video And it's not like I do daily uploads or anything. Usually I try to get a video out every other day But again, that hasn't been happening and it hasn't been like that for a couple months I want to say and whenever I miss videos and especially now that I'm sick and I've had like a full week to just Be with myself because there's not a whole lot you can do when you're sick Especially when YouTube is literally my job and if I don't feel well enough to Record and edit and upload a video. I don't really have anything to do in my day So I've been thinking a lot about the channel and YouTube and a whole bunch of stuff And I realized just how freaking lucky I am like I thank you guys so much for the incredible The incredible support it really means a lot You know like I freaking love doing this and again I know it seems stupid to say because I've been missing out on so many goddamn videos But I feel so so sorry I hate missing uploads I hate saying hey guys not gonna be able to upload or hey guys not gonna be streaming tonight Sorry, I hate that because I freaking love doing YouTube. I love streaming. I love entertaining you guys I love talking to you guys on Twitter and Discord and so when I can't upload and I can't interact with you guys I feel horrible. I hate it But for some reason this illness that I've had for a full week at this point like legit I think I went to school maybe one two maximum days last week. It was that bad. I felt terrible I still don't feel good. I hate it so much. So I don't really know what this video is Just a quick little update video a quick vent video. I guess which I never do anymore I feel like when you get to a certain Growth on YouTube, you're expected to have like this persona, you know, and that's another thing I've thought about dealing with the maintenance of Of the character of the persona. You guys know me. I'm honest, right? If you watch my FNAF AR videos, you'll know I don't like the majority of the things in that game and I express them greatly, you know I don't overreact at trailers or anything like that I'm pretty honest, but even still there is that expectation that I have to have in videos And I feel like the larger a creator you get the less Types of videos like these you can make and maybe that's just me Maybe I've been led into like a false sense of security breach, but I don't know I miss being able to do videos like this I miss being able to do like couple minute long videos just saying all right. This just happened in the FNAF community Here's what happened. All right. See ya. You know now I got to compile all the FNAF news into one video and all that stuff, so I don't know I guess Again, I don't know what the freak this video supposed to be so bear with me So I guess don't be surprised if I do more like one-off videos on FNAF news and with the lack of videos I'm still very behind on FNAF news And I was gonna record a bunch of videos last weekend, but of course I had to get freaking sick But like a great example would be Lady fizzy who was one of the FNAF Ortus has been releasing like strange pictures. I'll put them up right now quick Like I'd love to do a video just like theorizing about those talking about those looking over those, you know analyzing it seeing All right, what does this mean? What could it be for instead of you know throwing it into a FNAF news video saying alright Here's what ladies fizzies do in you know here are three images moving on I guess the shift of content has been something that I've been trying to deal with you know And again, I bet my voice sounds just terrible in this video because I'm freaking sick I've been sick for a week and again, I couldn't make more videos But do you honestly want to listen to this voice and all these nasal? For 12 minutes no, I'm sorry Uploads have been gone for a full week at this point. I honestly truly did not want that cuz goddamn it I'm already behind on news. I cannot afford to be sick right now This is the worst time to get sick and just overall I'm sorry for the lack of content like I said I'm just so grateful, you know like it's it's hard to believe I've been doing this for four years And you know like the stuff we've been able to do as a community, you know The amount we've built this channel is crazy in four years That's crazy and yeah, some other people have done it faster some other people put out more videos than I do But I'm content the way I am. I am freaking so thankful for you guys It's it's crazy and even though I'm sick I have a lot of passion for making videos right now, which sounds dumb because you know this whole time I'm like I not making videos right now guys sorry for the lack of content But I really want to get back into making videos. I want to get back into streaming, you know With all the security breach stuff coming out I want to get back into doing security breach week Which I really want to get out by the game before the game comes out Which might be and I have to delay the FNAF jeopardy show that I've been talking about for a couple months at this point I'm sorry again. It's kind of a strange video since I know a Lot of you guys have not been here for when I made videos like this But I think it's important to you know break the fourth wall a little bit give you guys an update You know talk to you guys honestly not just about FNAF AR but about what's going on That's kind of my stance with the channel. I don't know I'm in kind of a weird place right now where I'm like kind of miss doing You know the stuff I did back in the older days But at the same time I'm like so thankful for the attention that videos nowadays get Yeah, I thought I'd just give a quick update since I have not posted in a week and I I hate that I hate that idea and the worst part is it's like I'd love to say oh, yeah, you know, there'll be a video tomorrow I don't know if there's gonna be a video tomorrow because I hope I don't sound like this tomorrow because trust me Nobody wants to listen to this for FNAF news video. Just nobody. So yeah, I gotta find some way to either get rid of this or Find some other temporary solution to Videos well sick. Thank you guys for bearing with me. I know this sucks and again I feel terrible not posting anything it eats me up inside because again I've been doing this for four years. You guys have been like eternally Amazingly supportive of me for four years and again, I don't care if you've been here since like yesterday I don't care if you've been here all four years No matter where you joined if you just watched one video doesn't matter You helped in some way and when I can't give back in making videos on time and properly I feel like crap and right now I feel like crap not only because I can't make videos But because I literally feel like crap because I'm sick and I know videos have like severely slowed down since I want to say Second half of the year But I really want to get back into it because I owe you guys Literally everything and right now for the past couple of months. I have not been Returning the favor. So I'm gonna stop rambling on if you guys have been watching me for a long time You know I can talk forever and ever dude if there's one thing we should take out of this video Is that you got to watch arcane on Netflix? God damn it, bro If there's one thing that's been able to get me through this sickness. It's arcane, baby Can I be a league channel? Anywho, I think that'll just about do it for the video again Hopefully I can be back soon, but I honestly don't know make sure to follow my Twitter Selfless plug for updates specifically my alt account because that's where I like mostly update like personal stuff and also YouTube scheduling related stuff. Yes, it's the one with the furry girl picture You don't need to tell me about it. Yeah, hopefully I can see you guys soon Thanks for watching this quick update video, and I'll see you later. Bye