 Hello Hey, what's it you guys welcome back to my channel? Hello. What's up if you're new here? Hi? Hello, why not hit the subscribe button down below if you want to help you just in a doctor right now If you want to tell you'd have gone to therapy by now if you wanted help you'd be on medication by now I can't be the only one who's had someone say to them if you wanted help you'd have seen someone by now I can't be the only one who's had someone say that to them This is what when I lived in Lancashire and I've got a whole video coming out very soon I'm talking about Lancashire like this video is about dead and told that I wasn't trying to get help to anyone Who doesn't know you can scroll back from my channel and see that every time I need help I fight and fight and fight until I give all and that's like all let's offer it in patients So I lived in Preston was under a GP practice that didn't give you like a specific doc You see different doctors every time you went down which was it was crap. Don't be wrong So I went to this GP appointment with this female doctor and I went because I was feeling suicidal You know funnily enough I turned to the appointment said hey my thoughts are getting really bad and I feel like acting on them What should I do and she didn't want it if you wanted help you'd have tried to get it If you wanted help you'd have tried to get it A GP who was made aware that I was going to that appointment because I was suicidal because it was but last minute I'm not sure how to inform you this I went to that appointment to see someone I ended up walking out of that appointment I can remember very vividly I got up and just walked out A day later I was de-sectioned and that happened in Dewar I want to talk a little bit because I've had people online say this to me as well And they was like if you'd want help you'd accept what you're given or if you wanted to help you'd go and see When the video is like me phoning like one-on-one or a crisis keep to guess the ball Am I not trying to get help? What do you think if I'm phoning like the crisis team in a video and they hang up on me And you comment if you want to help you'd ask for it Believe me picking up the phone in the first place was asking for the help But hey what do I know but I've had friends say this to me as well I say friends they're very much so ex-friends It was always like oh if you wanted help you'd go and see someone You know good you wouldn't be still be struggling all these years later And at the time I was really trying to get help And this person was so unsupported and was actually the sole cause of some of the issues Essentially it was like if you wanted help you'd have got it Like why are you still struggling? Like you don't have a reason to still be struggling it's been five years And it's not something that simple like it's so hard to get help Like you have like especially in the UK I don't know about everywhere else It's so hard to access mental health services And I've said this in a few videos and videos where I've shown me trying to get help How can I cope until I reach the top of the weight unless when right now I want it out And like I said it's hard to even pick up the phone for some people My university when I was in Lancashire at UCLan The university was not the best at dealing with mental health That's why I'm not in UCLan anymore because of how badly I got treated because of my mental health I want to say this if you've ever had anyone say that to you Literally take it as a pinch of salt Don't let it get you down So yeah I'm going to end this little video And this little I'm going to end this little rambly video here Because I feel like I've talked enough about it I want to know your opinion, thoughts and everything that you can think of about this subject And subscribe, give the subscribe button a bit of a back Hit the notification bell to be notified when I make a video I hope you have a good day And with that I'm going to end this video here Peace