 Hey, I have no camera. I don't know why there's no camera on here. This is crazy Hello, welcome to above-life channel. The purpose here is to inspire your spirit and fill you with hope. I have a black screen That's interesting. Not sure why that's happening. I do have my camera on it says it is on Let me just take a peek here and see what's going on Good morning to you. It is a Monday. I know it's a clips I know I know it's a clip season. I know it's becoming a big thing. Oh I can't see but you can see me Well, that's weird Okay. All right. Well All right, whatever it is what it is. I guess at least you can hear me and see me. That's fabulous. I Know that it has taken me a couple of shots here to get in this morning I don't know. This is like the third link I have so Interesting maybe it's stuff going on. I've actually gotten Reached out to by two different people already last between last night and this morning. I am gonna be doing this session this afternoon now because of the whole stuff going on with the energy and the shifting and the communication and things coming up for clearing so Yeah, so that's interesting how Things are moving in to shake in so it's so weird not to see myself. So I don't know It's gonna be kind of odd. I guess. Good morning to you Maybe I should set up my camera so I can kind of see it on my phone here just So I don't look so weird it's so it's so strange Let's see. Here we go. I'm gonna set it right in front here Now it doesn't look so weird. I have my phone in front Oh Maybe the we are the ancestors That we are the ancestors Topic today, maybe that's what's shaking things up Remember when we talked yesterday in our Sunday morning coffee. It came up like that I was gonna tell you that last week was just a really Deep dive week for me really feeling into like my own mortality and all sorts of deep stuff Healing wise on my journey with my body understanding this whole Shock and surprise that I got with my The finding out that like this major vessel in my body is not Not functioning as properly as expected and anticipated and because of that it has really caused me to have to take charge of how I want to Frame of my life moving forward and each day is important and also simple and Appreciated and so There's a lot for me here And I wanted to share a little bit with you about this ancestral piece and I know there's a lot spiritual wise about Ancestors and how things are let's just check here. Let me see how Let me just play this here Just a minute. Let me turn this down Like the third link I have so it's so weird to do this without saying myself. I gotta tell you it's really odd So the ancestor piece has been something that Came up for me when I have said this a couple of times to some of my psychic friends that we are the ancestors Like I am the wise woman. I am the elder. I am the sage in a lot of Context and at the same time I feel like I'm just I'm Kind of not qualified for that role, you know, it's a unique perspective that this whole Experience has brought to me Being in a state of in between Understanding that the energy between the worlds and this concept of heaven and the afterlife The reality of it for me and how close it really is for all of us Which brings some comfort but also Confusion because I can't I I just don't know how to process it I don't know how to process it and I'm working on Sharing some day-to-day things with my counselor, but I'm also Really feeling into How I have to get to a place where I can come to terms with All what all has happened for me because I'm so so different and I Have so much that I want to share and content that I can I could create content every every day of the week all the time and And also the contributions I want to make to my family and provide for my family because I need to do that I have that responsibility and that desire, you know financially and and emotionally and As an ancestor that is living breathing walking this earth now So I don't think there's really a qualification of ancestor I don't think there's a Certain place that you have to get to with a certain number of wrinkles or saggy skin or post menopausal or Or have your face be looking like an elder or your body be a little hunched You know a little sore a little crickety in the morning I don't think they're that constitutes elder or that constitutes ancestor Nor does death death doesn't automatically make you an ancestor. This is interesting because like I said the concept of ancestry and ancestors Is all over spiritual work and it has been for a couple of years now In fact, I have a dear dear friend that really focuses on this or works deeply in this and I have so much respect for her and her work and the way that she handles this so much integrity and I think It can be very challenging. I know it can be very challenging because For me personally in this lifetime in the context of this lifetime, it's hard to think back to my ancestors here you know like the ancestry.com thing because I don't know. I really don't feel identified with my family of origin. I mean I do Feel a kinship connection with my dad and my grandfather So like the masculine energies on my family I feel aligned with And so I'm doing all sorts of work around that myself and So too might you also do work around the balance of the masculine feminine within our bodies Because regardless of how you identify in gender or label in gender or express physically ethereally in gender Energetically You have both you hold both. You just maybe have one that's a little more dominant the other and then the other or not Maybe you have this perfect blend of energy And and wow, I mean I've seen that for years in sessions this gorgeous mix of just fluid and vibrant and and flowing Expression of masculine feminine interwoven. But so I have been doing work now To support me in my development and my personal growth and I have a spiritual mentor that I'm working with in my personal growth And because of the embodiment piece that I need Need to really master and have now need Need to be so reconnected with my body in all the ways on all the levels And I'm so sensitive to the ways that it is not working properly And some of you can really relate to this if you have a chronic illness or you're diagnosed with a terminal disease You understand This is something you like have no control over and yet you also Can work with at an energetic level and I am tasked with having to master that so That is quite the feat for me Because I'm like go go go go go and I can't I can't when when the the cardiologist Said to me. Oh, oh, no, you can't strain. Oh, no, no, you can't lift heavy weight You can't lift I'm like, well, what about 10 pounds and he looks at me like He says I'm not going to give you a weight He says you have to use your judgment feel your body And know that if it if it's any even a little bit hard. No, don't strain I'm like, what I'm like, you mean forever like forever What are you trying to tell me I have limitations because that's not a place I want to be talking about mister So this concept of support Through this wisdom that is passed down from generation to generation to generation doesn't Feel all roses and cherries for most of us Does it because when you look back on your ancestry, you might be those people that were taken land from other people Or pillaging or whatever all the horrific things that we hear about in our history is that Some people are quite proud of and it's coming back around now and becoming a trendy topic to just take things just dominantly powerful Look at me. I'm filled with hate And if I act like an angry jerk, then you're going to be scared of me and fear fear fear fear Right and who wants the legacy of fear who wants to inherit that nobody So feeling into that ancestral energy You can think of it a couple of different ways. This is how I've been trying to to to Be able to be in relationship with ancestors and the concept of that Because it's weird to me. It's weird Because I don't feel like I have go-tos in the family of origin. I haven't had that I was born as like the parent and some of you can relate to this right and to no faults of my parents They did the best they could and they were good people in their own right and working through a time in society that was very different than it is today and Oh shoot. I just lost my there we go okay, I'm right there and There's a lot of You can't compare you cannot compare I can't compare my life to my parents life just like my children can't compare their life to my life I can't compare my life to my kids life. I can't compare my life to my grandparents life Yet we do we do because we naturally want to learn and understand The differences and what makes people tick and so we kind of look at that Right the time of life that they grew up in the way society was did women have the right to vote then? I mean now, you know, we don't have a lot of We have some challenges with the body piece and maybe that's why the body is so Precious right now in the ancestral realm And one of the other ways besides your actual physical ancestry with your family of origin whether you know your family of origin or not perhaps An easier way to connect is through the body through yourself your sacred self your soulful self through this channel of you and through your wisdom your remembrances Your affiliations that things you're pulled to like for me, you know, I love. Where's my alhams? Where are they? Oh, I think they're out in the living room right now. Are they? Are you guys down there alhams? Are you down here? No, they're not You know, I love the tree wisdom You know, I love it and I love the Celtic energy And no, I was not named after the goddess Brigid But I do love the fire element although this year I'm working with water as you know if you've been around a bit I feel That for many of us there is an invitation here to feel into the ancestry Of the wisdom the depths of knowledge and wisdom within ourselves through our soul Remembrance through our soul our soul connections and ties through our soul connections to our spirit guides to our soul families to ourselves as guides for us We are the ancestors. I am the ancestor. I have an ancestral version of myself that is Call that I call the blue priestess because that's what I look like. That's what she me looks like this just beautiful kind of glowing light Faced being with a big beautiful vibrant blue Cloak over her and I've seen her for years years and years and years and she is a version of me She is my higher self An ancestor or a future self. However, you want to look at that the past Ancestry or the future We are the ancestors for our lineages moving down. So maybe it starts with us Think about it that way. What if it starts with you? What if That's the deal right now. It starts with you I'm just going to check in the chat to make sure everybody can see me. Hello, sonny. Hi, lisa. Hey, nice to see you Hello miss sly from seattle. Oh, I love washington state. I've been there many times my friend I've been there many times and you can see my Some of my experiences there at bruce lee's grave. I have videos here on above live channel from that And at kurt cobain's house So, let's see nan. Nice to see you sending you love back isabel. Hello, isabel. Hi rebel If i'm not mistaken, you're all that way to carol nelson get out of town Hi, shan. Nice to meet you. Oh my gosh carol nelson get out of town it girl. Oh my god I think I just died everybody. I just about died right now Oh my god, carol miss carol nelson Girl nice to see you So good to see you. Oh, thank you same same to you beautiful Oh, thanks. Yeah, sonny, right kurt cobain you guys remember um, you may or may not know this you might just be finding above life channel for the first time And if you are you're gonna see a lot of different videos here. I have been online first So long i'm ancient And you will see the evolution of above life channel and part of the work that I do is channeling after life celebrity guests because it's fun It's interesting And they give some really great advice and it started publicly with prince in the afterlife. Yes, I live in minnesota about 40 Maybe 45 minutes from paisley park I actually lived my first real house out of college when I got married the first time was actually maybe Five six minutes from paisley park. I drove by there on highway five Every day to get to work How interesting is that of course the back in the day as you know, if you're an old school viewer of above life channel, I did not love prince He's kind of like a bro to me now or just a brother Somebody that I respect is a an energy that is trying to do his healing in the afterlife and wanting to help the people Who followed him who who loved him as fam? Heal and that was what inspired me to work with him and he just kept talking to me And I needed a place to have an outlet and so I started sharing and then Started working with other celebrity guests as well, which is easy because I've done that for years I was a michael jackson fan. I have channeled michael jackson. So you will see In the playlist all these different famous people Very cool from different walks of life, you know, we've got nelson mendella in there Martin Luther king jr. Yes, we do We've also got wane dr. Wayne dyre in there louise. Hey Debbie ford. We've also got um Oh Who are some of my favorites? I'm sorry. Well, of course we have freddie mercury Elvis maryland Monroe I think I did marlena detrick. I remember that. Um and kerry fischer, of course, love her love kerry like Um very much so And then I mean just so there's so many there's so many So you can go look at the bruce lee stuff that I did that specifically related to washington state, seattle and I visited his grave and I channeled with him a couple of times plus his his son brandon And then also, um, I have done Work, um, yeah, and I did also I channeled curt cobain. He felt like a little brother to me. Oh my gosh It was so hard to being with him and channeling his energy was really heart heavy for me I know i'm getting off on a little bit here and we're going off on a detour here, but It was really heavy. Um, just sad. He felt like a little brother to me Like he could have been a little brother kind of to me And I remember when I was in college when he died Um, my boyfriend at the time was like, oh your boy He's like, oh your buddy died or something like that. He said your buddy your good buddy died I'm like what he's like her copain. I'm like what? And I didn't really like follow nirvana a ton or whatever I just had this connection to him like a little brother kind of how it felt Although he's probably older than me, but And uh, so that was a tough one to channel, but I did also share I walked I was right there by the house I had my sister drop me off and I wandered around and Took pictures of the the park and the bench right next to that and all that So if you're interested make sure you check out the playlist Okay, you guys and you'll see the evolution of my hairstyles too Oh Several years All right Okay, so back on track with the ancestors This also rings true when we think about people that are famous and celebrities people that we put on this pedestal this icon status Maybe just maybe our ancestors feel like that too like hey, I'm just your grandma. Okay. I'm your nana I'm not some wise person that walked the earth at the time of jesus I'm just your grandma right and don't we all kind of feel like that right now like we're just people We're just people which is part of what makes us so authentic And able to connect with one another and the ability to be compassionate and heartfelt and empathic you and I empathic So if you think about how you are the ancestor right now for what who is next It is important for you then to gather The information and the wisdom that you have and to feel into the essence of who you are And recognize that you are changing and evolving and growing and even if the people around you are uncomfortable with that That's because they're not Embracing their ancestor vibe Okay, so your job is to be here Be present experience what you can experience here and now and if you're in alignment with your Your the purpose for the moment great and if you're not Great because when you fuck things up you'll learn a lot about yourself. Don't cha Yes, you do But sometimes we don't always learn so we keep repeating that because then we get really good at it Understanding each time we mess something up each time we experience the same kind of pattern or thing We learn more about ourselves About our healing team about our spiritual support helpers about the world and how it is Like just made up of a bunch of people just like us that Sometimes pretend they know what they're doing sometimes feel Like they're in alignment and know what they're doing some days. I do some days. I really feel like hey I got this man. I got it. I got it. I got it and then about two o'clock. I'm like Yeah, not not so much. I think I'm gonna take a nap right now or go for a walk or something I need some tree time some nature breathing that kind of thing Because we're human and being human is filled with a lot of experience Which is what makes us incredible ancestors with lineage with legacy with Things to pass down and it doesn't have to be physical things It's not like you're a state if you think about it this way right now The experience is that you're having your soul is creating an estate a library a collection of wisdom wisdom tools and insights and books and things of that nature To pass along to your great great grandchild to Other people who are tapping in to seek some wisdom about whatever it is you've been dealing with Maybe you're dealing with addiction. You're becoming a master of that And so in the future other people that are tapping into that Can utilize the wisdom that you have gained and and may very well benefit from that So there's there's so much that we can do to connect with one another and support ourselves and bring forward This recognition that we are you and I are the ancestors. We are it doesn't mean mastery in the moment That's not what i'm talking about I'm talking about that if it's true that you are a spirit living in a human body having this experience Then you have access to what your spirit has access to and the way that you access that Is abundant? That's why there are so many different types of healing modalities and different kinds of practices from paganism to wicked to shamanism to different types of of of religions and studies of metaphysics and the body and different kinds of spirit guides from from from from the earth energies the fire water air to totem animals, they're so Much available to us That we are very very very supported in this soulful Experience we're gathering the information and we get to have enjoyment We get to through our sensory bodies because we're sensory beings. We get to feel And sometimes feeling is hard and sometimes it's awesome. Like I get to feel how good it feels to eat a chocolate cupcake Which i've been feeling that very well lately Too much maybe but hey, you know, it's all about balance and alignment, right? And so too you can feel the breeze on your face or the sun on your skin or a hug From your grandbaby or a friend And so much of what we have here is through that sensory in exchange And so That's why like when you ask me well, why am I here then why am I here if it's so hard? Why am I here? What's the point? I don't have an answer for you because the answer is yours The answer is it's about the experience. It's about the connection. It's about the relationships It's about all of it. It's not about one thing. It's not about one purpose. It's not about one moment It's about all of it It's about all of it So I told you I was going to share a little bit about my ancestral journey last week So I'm named after a great-grandma who is on my dad's side. It's my grandma who died last year It was her mother So my great-great-grandmother And I told you this story before you've heard it many times that I used to go up there at my great-great-grandparents house up Central northernish minnesota It's kind of hard to describe where it's at but um More north than central probably um And I used to play in the cemetery you've heard this story, right? I used to call the big monuments my grandpa's trophies and I Went back there to that exact place that I used to play last week I may have talked about this. I think I shared about this a little bit last week That I spent some time there and um I went I stuck out like a sore thumb. Let me tell you that's for sure. It was really cold It reminded me of the day that I actually met the grave digger there To bury my dad on october 1st 2004. Yeah, he died two years before that But you've heard the story that he didn't we didn't actually bury him until a couple of years after that and It reminded me of that same day. It's the same kind of weather. It was chilly and um But it was sunny this time so that was nice and I parked my minivan and i'm literally right in line with the Right and it's not that big of a cemetery anyway, and there's no like fence or anything like that It's like super small town like 200 people kind of vibe actually probably maybe three I don't know. It's like really old school vibe. There's not even a gas station in the town and I get out and i'm like, huh, I better I gotta have to look for the the family the petersons and i'm looking and and I realize that I literally and of course I walk far like to the opposite side and I literally parked right in line with my dad's headstone. I'm like, oh great. I couldn't see it though because it's flat but Yeah, I figure go figure that when I met the guy that uh It didn't take long. I was not there even 10 minutes I think I I think I've shared this before because it feels for a while You're gonna have to bear with me because you know, sometimes my brain does this now because of the medications. I'm on it's getting better, but sometimes it gets worse for a little bit when i'm changing meds, but um It's new blood pressure meds by the way. I'm trying to go down I'm trying to drop them a little bit because I don't like what they do to me Um, but I need to have them in order to be alive To make sure the blood flows through the aorta all the way to all the organs. It's super important for me It's not because my blood pressure is high. It's because of the flow Of my body inside. That's why that's what I was explained So i'm like, oh, okay, so All right But About yeah, I was there not even 10 minutes and some guy comes up and Decides to cut Tree limbs down. I'm like, okay and I knew him he looked really familiar and we connected and um he He said uh, oh, are you a peterson? I said, yeah, I'm a peterson. Yeah. Audrey was my my grandma He's like, oh, do you know so-and-so and I said, yeah, I think they were cousins and he said, yeah Yeah, well so-and-so is not doing so well And so I'm trying to figure out what plots they purchased because I'm on the cemetery committee And I think that they're right here and I'm thinking you're asking me to tell you if there's bodies under there It was just the weirdest thing, but it's small town small town rural minnesota I was like But also humorous Kind of funny kind of funny um So I feel like This desire for me and I don't even really I'm not really sure what it was hoping to I wasn't You know what I wanted when I went back there. I wanted to feel the land The earth I wanted to feel this place that as a child I ran through and played upon And I just wanted to feel the earth And so I did I succeeded in that I definitely felt the earth And I also when I left there I realized how much Change Has occurred and I wasn't sad necessarily or nostalgic. I just well, I was a little sad But I accepted it like it's it's the reality things change we change And then thinking that oh these two my great-grandma and grandpa. They're my ancestors And In a way my dad is my ancestor too And I'm thinking oh So whose ancestor am I? And so that's kind of how this kind of got started so And and really connecting into our own inner wisdom And the desire for connection and when we stand upon the earth the earth has these incredible lay lines in it that that help us to feel Ourselves and I had that experience and I've had that experience a couple of different times since I felt very grounded and very connected Into this timeline this time that is now remember last week March 18th 19th we had a conversation about timelines and how the world has such crazy timelines right now how everything is so Lonky It's just so odd And it's because there are layers upon layers of timelines and things that are trying to be resolved at this time And that's why old stuff old patterns old things We thought we were done with as a society are coming back up And they have been for the last several years With the rise and protesting and the desire for equality once again And the need to be a voice for things that have been shoved under the rug and hidden in the closets and And the friction that is coming out and the resistance and the and the challenges and and it's become Um kind of overwhelming for a lot of empathic people come on kind of isn't even the right word overwhelming and I know I just I spoke with the I heard from a friend this morning who said that they're off. They're off all social media right now They just can't they're not even nope and they feel so much better for it you know, so maybe Recognizing what we're taking in and what we're contributing to in that regard is a is one of the ways that we can Help ourselves stay on track and stay in alignment with the experiences that we came here to have without we desire to have That that we are here to to To grow to support overall one another right So All right, it's so weird again not to see myself here. I'm gonna say hello again in the chat Nice to see you all I'm gonna pull a card for you because I love these cards I shared them with you cards are tools They're just Tools you don't have to pay somebody to do your cards. You can just get your own card deck like flash cards in fact, I'm gonna grab my I have I have two on my altar space here My altar by the way is just a table with stuff that's meaningful to me. That's what an altar is By the way, it doesn't have to be big Mine is is here. Um I have rebirth and ritual on mine right now. I'm gonna keep those actually those are pretty sweet For me this one. It feels like it wants to come out. I'm gonna use this one Oh, this one is intuition for you all. Look at this. Look at the cat there. Hello, Egypt Every time I see cats, I think of the egyptian vibrational energy I can't tell if this is on if you guys can see it. Well, let me just See if I can pop on here Oops that cat energy again very egyptian and the wings look at the wings. Hello We got some isis vibrations going the goddess isis vibrations going and look at that eye. Hello the eye of horus To me that always feels like Thoth to me that's and I know that that's not necessarily accurate but I'm getting a little nod from Him right now. That's interesting. This is intuition. This is the first card in the deck intuition is the messenger Of our destiny follow it and then look at the The circle at the center of the cat's chest reminds me of the wheel The wheel like the st. Catherine's wheel. Okay, so there we go. There's a little nod to the saints there if that's your jam And then here let me hold this up here so you can see it I'm looking at myself here so I can see it. There you go. Can you see? There you go You might have to pause the screen if you're going to watch back and if you want a journal about this you can do that intuition I love the colors of these cards. They're very prime The prime colors the primal colors The blues and the reds and the yellows Oh, I can feel this. I can really feel her She have a message good fortune Abundance there's a lot of information that is available to us It can be overwhelming sometimes. I think as an empath But the message here is there's a lot of information that is available to us Intuitively, you must then use your own discernment to decipher What is for you and what is not for you and this eye for me is clear sight Seeing clearly having clarity of vision having clarity of purpose if that's what you want Seeing a situation accurately is very important, but we don't always do that Do you know we do not there's also a little bit of what almost looks like a compass around here or a sun That solar sun energy could be a nod to your intuition to your solar plexus and your belly But also to that divine masculine energy like for me the divine masculine energy of sun god re sun god lu Or odin. Oh, I love odin. Odin is one of my spirit guides right now. Oh, just feel on that vibrational energy all right This is from the medicine woman oracle deck by katherine mallard This is a good one you guys this is a very grounded deck if you're looking for something that's grounded This might be the deck for you. It's pretty simple straightforward. All right again card decks oracle cards These are oracle cards. These are not tarot. What's the difference tarot has more of a Specific history or storyline a lineage or ancestry So if that is your jam and you really love that go for it Learn the systems learn the one feel into the one that like works for you But otherwise you can just utilize animal totem cards angel cards Messages of light cards cards from a variety of spirit guides. There's so many different decks Just feel and it can be overwhelming when you walk into the bookstore Feel what works for you and if it doesn't work for you at the time just set it aside and choose something else That's it. It's not it doesn't have to be complicated Doesn't have to be hard. Okay, but you do need to make it a ritual in order to understand What the deck is trying to tell you what your ancestor is that what your spirit guides are trying to share with you Whether it be the ancestral spirit guides outside of your body Or within you again like your higher self from the future or your higher self from the past all right Well, thank you so much for being here on this monday morning the beginning of the eclipse season Good luck with that if you're interested in astrology check out molly mccord on like itunes or i think she's she might be on youtube or Channy chan i i also follow her as well. Those are the two that i think are most practical easy to apply i'm not an astrology person myself necessarily but they really Hit it home with the energy understanding because I read energy and it makes sense to me that way So you might want to check that out. I like to share resources when I can So what do we have schedule coming up? We do have Trying to think I've got a twin flame group in the month of April which we're just around the corner. We're going to be doing that again And so check that out. The description will be in the video link below It's also on my website, which isn't I think officially done or up yet, but it's getting close. You can still see it, but yeah, it's not perfect obviously yet um And i'm trying to think of what else so I am on tiktok and above live channel I am looking to go back toward spending some time again on facebook. You might have noticed that on above live channel I'm considering doing instagram, but i'm not sure yet. I have to really feel good about it in order to do it And i'm not super feeling the bandwidth for it So i'm hoping to add in end of april or so on uh day of the week where I will be live on facebook as well as Here here sundays and mondays and facebook's let facebook will be later in the week So that should be good so we can connect, right? I'm also going to do a live group again A inspiring psychic experience group an old school group. Oh my gosh, we had so much fun. It was so wonderful. Oh my god. It was so It was healing. It was so healing. It was such a beautiful group In fact, we spent like two hours together and there was only like six of us. I think it was just lovely Um, so I have another one of those group schedules and you can just sign up for those individually In may I think it's may 7th. It's the first week in may I believe For that so you can sign up for that too if you're interested. So and that's a zoom group that I do um, otherwise, I'm also receiving private clients. Yes, I am taking private clients for intuitive coaching and Intuitive life and energy coaching as well as twin flame Healing and coaching work. So I'm doing that privately as well. So I'm also doing mentoring Intuitive mentoring with people. So if you're interested in that all that information is going to be in the description below So, hey, thank you so much for being here. I hope I've inspired your spirit here with this conversation about ancestry you empath you And encouraged you to just live your life gather up these experiences while you have that opportunity It's just a it's I know it can be challenging times, but it's also a brilliant time You have so much access to so much info because you're You're feeling it you are feeling it make sure you use your tools like your cards and I don't have my I have it over there my journal Um, use your tools. Okay. Don't get overloaded. Don't just stay in your head. Don't do that doesn't help Make sure you're taking care of yourself. Okay Please do that All right, because this is your life after all and you get to live it. Nobody's gonna do it for you So just live it Thanks for being here. Thanks chat. Nice to see you guys