 This is not a grilling vlog. I promise, but I cannot resist showing you what we're cooking tonight I'm gonna get to the Casio watch here in about one minute bear with me bear with me It's Wednesday This morning I went and filmed a story from a gentleman whose name is Scott aka catfish He's 44 years old and He has terminal cancer. He's got a couple months to live um My whole day has kind of been turned upside down because of his story and his Diagnosis and I've always struggled with death and like understanding death By the way grilling was delicious. I Was supposed to talk about this watch today that I won at the race in today's vlog Like I had this whole plan for today's vlog, but then I go and film Scott catfish's catfish's story and everything got turned upside down and so I'm not gonna talk about this And I just want to reflect a little bit on like the fragile nature of who we are is human human beings and It's so crazy like in the modern world with all the technology we have in the great Medicine that we have and how like we can even survive like natural disasters sometimes because of technology and like anyway like death was so much more prevalent a hundred years ago a hundred fifty years ago and now as we progress as Cultures around the world. We've developed ways to Push death down the road kick the can down the road for better or worse in some situations, but I just am Always a little I'm not afraid of death, but I don't like it Nobody likes it and then I go and film catfish the gentleman on your screen right now And he's like in such a good place. He's a such a good place of like embracing his Sickness his his his cancer and his diagnosis and where he's going into the future And it makes me continue to I feel like we're grateful people Bridget and I and By the way catfish like oh my gosh, so he so when true love and I tell our story Of how we met We met at an Irish bar in downtown Denver called the Celtic and the reason we were both there Well different reasons one is Kate Bridget's sister introduced us, but we were at Attending this bar because it was catfish's birthday. So like I don't know like if catfish's birthday doesn't happen Like do true love and I meet oh It's like I think about those things and just makes me sentimental to the past and how Grateful I am for Kate for Bridget for catfish for like the people in our life that we Meet and they come and they go in like catfish and I we were not like close anyway, we weren't we weren't close like but he still impacted my life and That's important. I think So I'm gonna stop anyway. I don't have I don't have anything else for you Like I said My whole the whole vlog today was gonna be about this watch, but that didn't happen. So