 guys how you guys are doing girl what is all this lint she's never ready that will be I'm she so anyway y'all how y'all doing it's time for another chit chat cuz I ain't wash my hair we're gonna get into that but um y'all know how we do this I talk about what's going on and my personal life what I'm watching on YouTube and what I'm watching on TV girl it'll be a lot it will be a lot so y'all first off my lips are feeling crusty I stopped by personal life I stopped by Walgreens to pick up I was looking specifically looking for this lipstick or it's called glam by Milani this is very hot too by Revlon this is here you see that color let me take it out it's like a blush look at that pretty pretty pretty normally I layer it but we ain't got we ain't got time for that my lips are dry as hell I know that lightly exfoliate it this morning and I've been wearing Vaseline lip gloss but I need to be drinking more water that's what it falls down to so y'all what we're doing in this chit chat I'm gonna open up a box cuz I'm in shopping hear me out my bills are paid I'm doing good by paying all my I've always been pretty good about paying my bills but I'm doubling the payment on my credit cards that is my sure fine way to get out of debt but I take the lowest amount so David David Ramsey method the snowball method I take the lowest amount and I pay more than what it's do so if the credit card payment is 45 a month I'm paying 55 a month at this point I'm paying twice a month I only have 500 left on that credit girl I tell y'all all this I guess my point is that I'm paying my debt not down and a monster again from Amazon not Amazon quite as it kept in his Amazon kind of just me off this is a first time well not the first time they made me upset but the first time where I've actually had to say no to an order coming because it just was delayed and delayed and delayed and I haven't I'm a very patient person I really am y'all and I have a feeling that some of this delay has to do with the weather girl we're gonna talk about that too but I ordered this stuff January 5th I ordered it January 5th and it's January 18th as of two days ago it still was we're trying to locate your package okay you know you can keep it then go ahead and keep it I'll call customer service twice and told told them you can go ahead and keep it yeah you I don't want it so but in between that I was ordering more stuff like it's not a lot but I probably have spent this month and it's stuff that I need you guys it's vitamins it's some stuff I don't need some stuff I want let's just keep it real but some stuff I needed especially with the order I can't so that was a lot of household stuff that I had in there and I was like you know what let me just go ahead and cancel it and see what I can find here locally and for me but y'all we're gonna get into what I ordered here a minute but let's talk about some stuff JB turned 11 last week y'all I was all in my feelings I was trying to learn I cried I cried a few times and so what him and I did is we went to Meow Wolf here in Dallas is at the what mama for the grandparent garland green or damn garland where's the mall at y'all child I forgot but after that we went to the we went to the Luxe cafe and the Luxe cafe is a hit or miss I went there because JB loves their pancakes he just likes pancakes in general so I went there got him some pancakes and we just had a good time on Robbo honey me I'll wolf is a full-on asset trip the way I can explain it's an event and there's a story behind it it's basically a house and it's it's so dope like if you have I don't know the only other location I can think of is in Vegas but don't quote me on that I'm not too sure but basically there's a house you go in this house and there's different mazes and different rooms if you suffer from anything like dizziness definitely if you have any type of seizure disorders you can go in this thing like even for me we were in that maze for like an hour and I was starting to get dizzy now we'll say that there are a bunch of places to sit down the reason I'm starting to get dizzy you guys there's flashing lights there's a lot of color it is like going down the rabbit hole Wizard of Oz Wizard of Oz meets Andy Warhol that artist from the 70s 60s and 70s love child but then they decided to do a line of coke arm hunt yeah I mean it's cold here and and 40 it went down to what y'all 18 degrees 16 degrees I crank the heater up it was so freaking cold and it was windy so windy and cold you got trash cans and stuff flowing over so and then of course it snowed and it was so beautiful and JB was begging begging begging to go outside I didn't really want him to but you're only a child wants right he only gets this one lifetime so I let him go outside bungled him up and let him go outside and play in the snow and then school was shut down we had the Monday off for Martin Luther King Day and then they shut down a school Tuesday don't y'all know that these kids hasn't haven't had at this point it would have been almost six weeks since they've had a full week of school when I tell you why I'm going crazy I'm gonna go ahead and put JB back in swimming lessons swim lessons excuse me because eventually I want him to get into something that's competition competition swimming I really I'm trying to have my child to find something that he likes to do to where he's a preteen I don't want him stuck as a teenager with nothing that he can be involved in that's competitive I think that's really important so there is construction going everywhere there's two houses being built right in our neighborhood across the street that's a whole nother neighborhood being built um what's the point girl I noticed that my my orange light or that yellow light is on it means your tire is low and I'm thinking oh okay my tire is low because it's cooler and with cooler weather sometimes your area tire gets low okay I'll go get some girl JB and I were somewhere this morning oh at the doctor's office as I go into the doctor's office I look down at the tire on my side the driver's side there's a freaking nail I say you ever got to be kidding me because I don't have time because the day I have stuff that I definitely have to get to and I don't have time but I need to get that done because I want again I'm trying to go see my sister and get all that done and kill going today so I need to get this time look at so I call the place that went to last time when that lady's been helped me I call and I'm like um and she answers I'm like is this Melissa I didn't really say Melissa and she's like you looking for Lewis I said no Melissa she's a no no I said oh I'm sorry um what should I wait like for a repair and a tire and she said we got about an hour so I'm like okay I'm on my way I get there and there's a couple of new people there which is a place like this turnover is high but I see she's on her cell phone in the back yeah that was country she's on her cell phone in the back right and I'm saying hey Melissa she turns around and wave then as I go to the front the guy was like her name is Melissa I said but she waved at me so he started laughing he said her name is Wendy I said okay well that's okay Wendy I'm sorry so child long story short go ahead I'm like what's the weight like he's like an hour and a half baby it's 10 30 I'm like you know what fine I'll wait and so while we're there I can hear her she's young y'all like I mentioned this before in one of my videos she's very young like you're gonna have to be my child she's 22 23 which technically yeah cuz I'm 43 but anyway I can hear her stressed out and she's even talking to the other her co-workers and I'm I'm nosy I'm here you're hustling and she gets a little close to me she's talking to me she's like I can't believe that basically she accidentally transferred like some money to a venomal account that she no longer can get access to so hold on she's trying to get her money out of there and they're saying we can transfer it but it's gonna take about a week for you to get it as she is stressed I mean she's calling people I I can hear her and approach your Melissa no I said Wendy what's going on girl she's like I'm these people they're telling me that it's gonna take a while for me to get my money and even the other guy came on he's an older black guy he said you just keep calling them you know you just keep calling talking to a certain people and so she was just stressed out she's like my wife is gonna kick my ass because we got the we got a birthday party coming up and got all this money blah blah blah blah she's stressing out this is going on for a good 30 minutes so something told me I said you know what Vivian let me bless this young woman I got the extra money I have it I'm a bless her so I said hey baby yeah I'm from the South we call everyone baby that's just what we do Texas, Louisiana, Florida you baby especially if you young you baby so I said baby let me let me bless she got cash out she's a yes ma'am I said so give me a cash out so I gave her I blessed up with someone I'm gonna tell you the bunch but she was so happy she's like oh this is gonna make me things so much easier I said it's not a lot she said no but this is gonna help cuz I'm not even gonna miss that money I it's not I'm not trying to be cocky but if I can buy all this little stuff that I know I don't need I can get somebody some change you see what I'm saying so my car was done and the older man who was helping me earlier doing the day and he was just noticing my interaction he said okay miss Vivian your car is ready here you go have a nice day I said so how much is it he's a huh you can go and Melissa no Wendy comes around she said uh-huh you can go we ain't gonna charge you you can go like thank y'all I'm gonna get to the I'm gonna get to the other stuff cuz it was a lot going on today then I go to Walgreens right because I'm looking for this lipstick cuz my mind is like this and I need to be like this right so as I'm getting out I notice there's a car next to me a big truck and I get out and I hear someone say hey ma I turned around it's some some vanilla like like what was his name Jack Jack Frost Jack Henry what that kid named that y'all know he needs rappers the white rapper he kind of looks like him right so Justin Bieber is in the car he's a hey ma I turn around like hey um do you mind will you go give me some black and mild I said strike number one you call me ma this one's saying am I picking on here strike number two I said baby how old are you he's like 19 I said no no I'm not getting you know cigarettes no no black and miles he starts smiling I left go in get my lipstick get my limit limit heads who y'all I'm tired and I go back outside he's still part of his door slightly open and meet be a country all adults and I said I said you still here and the man behind me started laughing and he opened up you know I went around I see you still here I finally get a good look of his face and I recognize him y'all this place is small for me it's small you see the same people out and I recognize him I said I recognize you didn't use to work at the doughnut shop he said y'all I said you're gonna ask me to buy you some cigarettes you can give me you can give me arrested and passing he's told me some stuff about his family this happens to me a lot you guys were people who just flat out just tell me all the business now listen to them you know whatever it is and I if they want my advice I give it to them but more the time most of time people just want someone to talk to just want someone to listen so I've spoken to him and passing a few times and so I don't know if he recognized me and felt like he could ask me um get a flu shot girl hang on I'm sorry I got a message but anyway I came back out and I was like I recognize you and I know I'm in talking to you I know you a good kid he said thank you but I said so you can be asking nobody to buy you some cigarettes that's illegal he said you know only when I ask I say we're good well he's I'm about to go to work I see a take your ass on the work because I know I'm the same age as your mama you need to go to work he said yeah I'm gonna go to work now you want me up in Shawshank trying to get you some black in my mouth uh-uh you can get no I need for you to stop so y'all let me show y'all what I ordered real quick I got me some elderberry gummies for my immune system cuz yeah we get it together I got me some B or this is the shiz net I love the stuff on my skin I am using that bar soap from the good ordinary but I like the uses every now and then I also purchase a new I can get into it a band for my alpha watch like this I don't like this I don't like yeah let me stop I'm gonna send this back I don't like that green looking this looks like some shit you get out of the um you put a quarter in no you know this is gonna be 50 cents you need two quarters I will be sending this back cuz I know I won't wear this but I don't like I won't wear it and I got some um I got some on Jera you see how she's free this is Beyonce so let's see what it looks like my color purple girl yeah I don't know where this this is this thing gonna fit nothing but this is cute cute see it's like a dress with a slip-on thing the titty pockets probably y'all the boot the boot pop cuz pockets will be okay that's cute huh so I'm gonna hand wash this she gonna be fine yeah that's cute so I always can't wash all this little stuff underwear you gotta do that y'all but you never know alright y'all let me push up what I'm watching on YouTube let me tell you something 2024 is already ghetto it is so much revelation so many things coming out I'm not even gonna get into everything but this year is already ghetto as hell there is so much going on with these celebrities that is ridiculous um I follow certain people on social media we put some on this lipstick on y'all Peter from the real highs wise franchise Cynthia's ex Peter I saw a post he did a couple of this may not a couple of days now half crying playing the victim long story short child he was arrested for DUI no I think he didn't have no no he didn't have nothing on him no insurance don't nothing now Peter you know they gonna take your old ass to jail and I don't know if he was really I saw his mug shot I don't know if he was just really intoxicated or he had been crying but his eyes were red bloodshot isn't he like almost 60 acting like this this is ridiculous Floyd Mayweather Floyd Mayweather is sharing so many cute and I'm seeing it on YouTube he's sharing all of his little cute clips of his grandchild his grandson so adorable I absolutely love the relationship that I see relationship that I see blossom with grandparents when they are unsure and sometimes I don't want to say necessarily angry but let down when their children make I don't even want to say make mistakes I don't I don't feel like any life is a mistake when their children make choices in life and as appearing you always want your children to do the best so from what I understand he was really really just not so happy when his daughter got pregnant because she's young and you know what the struggle is I'm assuming him so you don't want your child to struggle especially when you have tried to teach them better but the baby is here he is adorable he's a toddler now everything about him is I just like the grandfather Floyd is what I'm saying it's a beautiful thing child I miss I miss him as I you know what I'm gonna be focused on y'all for this year I'm definitely gonna make sure that I hit my goals cuz the past few years I've been all over the place I'm trying to get back on a schedule of doing stuff I'm trying really hard but like I said these past few weeks have been a struggle but I am really trying I'm gonna have to do better but like I said 2024 definitely trying to be a little bit more gold gold-oriented and buying your business like look cuz in my super fairly happy ass person and that's because I mind my business whatever you have going on in your life whatever you have going on as long as it doesn't affect me and my coin I could care less I'm gonna be honest if it doesn't affect me my immediate family and my money I don't care I don't care I don't care you see so many people on social media just and you know just acting like a hot pocket upset over something that you have no effect on I don't care don't care don't care really don't so girl what is this her name is look her name is English Jackson you know what I don't like that name all right y'all so what I'm watching on TV baby I told you I shared a picture on my community page I tried to watch 50 Shades of Great for the first time now I heard little bits and pieces of it now what I didn't know spoiler I'm talking about what I didn't know is that it was full-on nudity and let me just say this little titties matter because homegirl was completely flat chested like a minus a like but to me y'all and I know that there's this weird type of and I hate to go there she almost look like she didn't even go through puberty that's how her body look like to look like that she's a grown woman but the type of body which is why Hollywood is so pathetic to not to say that every woman has to have a full-on figure but to purposely pick someone that has a body in a look of a pre-adolescent it's very alarming to me like her breasts my my boots were bigger than that 11 years old I'm just gonna be honest let's stay on topic I'm sorry that's the first thing I noticed I was like is this is she playing is there a body double because it's but again little boost matte matter and there are some women that do have that body shape but to make for Hollywood to I guess my whole point is for Hollywood to purposely put a woman with that body shape that body type excuse me in a movie I think they purposely did that there was a reason for that anyway so fifty shades of gray y'all know those you know Christian Gray is a very wealthy man who has a dominant submissive relationship with certain women he makes them sign in the a so they don't have to talk about anything and when he's trying to explain it to old girl she's like what do you get out of this he's like pleasure and she's like what do I get out of it he's like me first off I would say this to him he's not even on that fine to me the actor that plays him to me he looked better in that that movie where he plays a serial killer I don't know if it's cuz it was he had a little beard but he he's not he doesn't do it for me like they put rap in that role I'll be all for it but girl get to stay on it so why I have a problem with this is that well to me I knew it was all hands and everyone was everyone was talking like this freaking when the first came out especially that I told you at the soccer my husband like oh my god you guys have got to see this I mean they were talking about it in the soccer man groups they were talking about in their book clubs getting out hot and bothered let me tell you something the first one scene where he takes her to his chamber I'm gonna call his chamber room open it up you got whoops over there you got handcuffs you got bonded stuff which is okay that you'll get up okay you got all types of things and then she's going around she's like she's quiet because she's like she's like what's that he said these are for flogging first off Christian ain't no damn cow you ain't gonna be flogging shit unless you gonna put some we're gonna put some A1 sauce on this ain't flogging a damn thing flogging are these tessled ropes that you he's basically spank spankin what and he does it all meaning he is the dominant and she has to submit to whatever he wants to do to her body baby then they just start talking about this arrangement and he's basically said you know she's like well what what if I don't like he said well you just got to let me know you know just depending on what you're used to it she's like well I'm not used to it most of it short she's a virgin and when he hears that oh I know his his things took still straight up he was like you know what cut this off let's just go ahead and cut to the chase and that's what they do to the first I don't even think she signed the NDA by then did she sign it up and I'm like you know what you know she finally agrees to the terms and conditions about they have to go through it all right and one of the things I this is why I turned it off she was like no we don't we don't pay we don't pay five so I'm gonna be very you know crass with what it says no to the anal fisting and vaginal fisting so you just trying to like move all her intestines around she never been with nobody else you just trying to really just really rearrange all this up here those my boobs all of that all that gonna be rearrange your small intestine your look your kidneys everything fisting I've heard of it but you really think that someone's gonna that's some nasty ass so I turned it off I say you know what I'm not gonna be able to do this I'm not gonna watch this this is this is borderline I'm not even gonna say satanic but it's just it's a little disturbing but I get that there are there's an actual community that's into that and they were talking about but plugs she was even she's like what's a butt plug girl you could have Google all this shit before the meeting like seriously he could have saved you wasting his time he's a millionaire but he could I think he was getting off on that conversation he's smiling at her he's like something would be wrong if you didn't have any question no something wrong with your ass a whole a whole thing then they got cuz again I purchase I think cinemax through YouTube or something I think I'm purchasing a max there's part two of part three yeah I'm not even interested cuz I didn't I didn't know I'm not doing it so I turned that off and I'm back to watching Game of Thrones baby yeah I didn't finish it so I started all the way back to season three I am here for it I got my snacks ready and I'm gonna continue to watch it but besides that I'm not watching anything else y'all that is it like I said I'm watching Game of Thrones there's really not much more I'm watching on TV cuz I want to focus on finishing Game of Thrones before my my trial runs how am I gonna get through it's like eight seasons we're gonna do it though we're gonna do it all right you guys thank you so much for watching and as always thank you to all my subscribers take care y'all bye