 Well for me I was never really a massive you know Coke was not my thing at all You know I mean I was a big drinker. I come from you know drinking family and You know I was like I could really like even at like 20 I could drink all night You know and then all of a sudden I found cocaine and all of a sudden we'd be in one place the cocaine would arrive I'd have to cocaine and we go to the next place as though We'd just gone out for the night and we'd been out for like five or six hours and all of a sudden We could start again, you know that was a terrible thing for me finding cocaine and then all of a sudden Cocaine becomes more than the drinking and then you know it you're up for days on it You know just sitting there talking bollocks. Yeah, that's the same when I was I never took coke unless I was drinking So yeah, yeah, obviously get that I only took it because it gave me an extra couple of days I don't want to sober up now, so it means I could just drink more. Yeah, I've still trying to keep saying Yeah, I was driving me fucking insane Because you're very open about being on crack as well when it was at 84 Jimmy I tell you what I don't I was on it for about two months. Yeah, three months I had 30 grand in a bank right in a like one of them like hidden accounts I had and I started smoking it and Now and again, I put it in a joint, you know on top of a bit of weed Which should like completely just send you all over the place and that's a waste of time Then I started smoking it and then it becomes sort of a secret thing and then before you know where you are You're doing it sort of, you know two or three times a week. Yeah, and then you do like 1500 quid two grand, you know, and you just and the most Fabulous people in the world who are dearly loved still to this day You know see that like a little bit of a crack would drop on the floor and you see I put the foot on it and they're moving it away So and I'm with it and they're gonna. Well, I don't know where there is and you know, he's fucking lying Do you know what I mean? That's how bad that drug was and I called it suck in the devil's dick And I've done it for three months and luckily for me I've done the 30 grand and I think I went on holiday just after and I was lucky enough I sort of got myself together and I'd never do that again Yeah, I should have kicked the cork as well at that time was basically coming off that note They've maybe gave you more focus into your ability of being one of the greatest of all time. Yeah, I would have done Yeah, I would as you know the cocaine sort of at that time as well That was absolutely everywhere, you know, the people have these coke now It's just garbage, you know, I mean, it's just it's so you know, it's even a waste of time, but in the end days it was Coming from the street as well knew where to get the good stuff and all that and I knew how to meet the drug dealers And you know, I sort of knew my way around it, but For me it was a bit like yourself it give me that extra day or two days to carry on drinking I'd never take cocaine without drink. Yeah, it's a fucked up dog as well. Yeah Was that seeing through the isn't that as well, Jimmy? Like what was the height of your most damage? Did you ever look yourself in the mirror and go fuck me I need to change. Oh, did you think you were okay? No, I was fucked. I was fucked a few times. I was like, you know Thinking about it now sort of gives me a bit of anxiety, but I Sort of I hid it well as well from people, you know, there's a lot of people who had no idea I was on it. Well, I thought that no idea I was on it, but No, there was a few dark times where like, you know, you'd wake up after a couple of days and You didn't want, you know, you sort of want to just go back to bed or just hide because You was going there was so much grief that you had to face that you'd caused so No, there's a lot of dark times