 Good morning everyone. Welcome back to apples and tiaras. Today is going to be another like random just kind of day-in-the-life vlog It's Tuesday the day after Chris two days after Christmas the 27th And it's also the day after Templatina has passed and I'm having a really hard time and it's kind of weird like it's it's Like I'm having a hard time understanding why I'm so sad over a rat But like she was a family member. I Keep having these like bursts of sadness like just at random times like I Know it sounds dumb But like when my Instagram notification pops up that someone has sent a message like saying that they're sorry for my loss or like If I rewatched the video I made on tiktok about her. I just kind of break down and I don't know why I mean I Guess it's just because you know, she was just like any other animal or pet Like I just she was a family member kind of like this one who's looking his. What are you looking your feet? Either way having a pet pass no matter how big or little they are is Really freaking hard and I'm not even gonna pretend like I'm okay because I'm not I just keep having Moments where I break down and cry And like I'm not just crying like I'm sobbing But I'm trying to keep it together because today I have painters coming to my house if you guys have been following me for a long time you guys know that last year my house flooded and Ever since then we've been kind of just dealing with like repairing the home We moved back home in January and the home was not done. It was like just barely painted There weren't any baseboards And since last January we've been waiting to finish this house So I'll just kind of show you like we have patches like this all over the house. I don't know baby Of like where the painters need to like fix things You don't know Oh, no Cash has been really good about like loving on peachy. So peachy has a tumor too. Sorry. This is a little bit off topic But peachy has a little tumor. Well, I don't know if it's a tumor. It doesn't Totally resemble the one that teeny had let me show you guys. It's just a little bump down there Well The remote for the TV, honey, I think it's over here on the table Wherever daddy was sitting yesterday Probably in the chair you're in So, yeah, so peachy has a little bit of something but I'm gonna be proactive with her and I'm gonna take her to a vet. There it is. I'm gonna take her to a vet They're probably gonna tell me to spay her and get the mass removed Which is gonna cost thousands of dollars. So I don't know if I'm gonna go that route I think I might do like pet CBD and try to just minimize it and Give her the happiest life I can because she I've had her a year and a half And when I got her they said she was five months old just so she's close to being two years old And rats typically live three to four years depending on care And like the way that they're taking care of But anyways, okay Sorry ADHD So painters are coming today. So I'm trying to just kind of clean up My room. It's a couple days after Christmas. So I just have stuff like everywhere. I have laundry to put away I need to put away like all the Christmas clothes and wash all the Christmas pajamas That way you can pack them up in a box and put them back up in storage My bathroom is kind of a mess. I need to do I need to fix my roots I just bleached my roots a couple days ago But I didn't leave the bleach on long enough, which is why they're like yellow compared to the rest of my hair So I need to go out and buy another toner. I have the bleach I just need to buy the toner and then just kind of clean up like as you can see there's just Stuff like when you have family for a holiday It typically ends with just stuff everywhere like new Lego boxes and just Like we're still building Legos on the table, which is fine. Don't I don't care about that But just stuff, you know, I mean Yesterday when I got home from the vet I organized and cleaned cash's playroom Because he got all kinds of new stuff like he got a keyboard from my my nephew Jake Plays the piano and he gave cash this really cool keyboard so he could learn and then he got like all kinds of actually We got cash mostly Legos and board games because that is like the thing he plays with the most It's crazy. Like he doesn't really play with like Toys unless someone is playing with him So we would rather play board games and he enjoys that he got this cute little dollhouse for his birthday But another home update was we had these barn doors installed Right here in front of the playroom so we can kind of close it off And then I don't know if I ever showed you guys this on YouTube, but our entryway got a little makeover So the whole entryway is kind of like made over now, which is really nice And then I painted this hutch and then we did almost finish our Entertainment Center. It's almost completely done. We just have to like Kind of trim in some of the spots Some of the things You're being so good with your rat So anyway, that's what we're doing today Just puttin around getting stuff done I Still have this week off and next week off from work. So this week. I'm gonna focus on my house and Myself and just resting and then next week. I'm gonna kind of do a little bit of planning And a little bit more just hanging out by myself because he's gonna be at a little Camp at our school for that last week of break. So it'll give me Time to like really relax and decompress. I'm gonna do some like major self-care days While Scott's at work and while cash is away So anyway, I'm gonna get going. I need to put all this away real quick and then I'm gonna tackle this disaster that is our bathroom and Then I'll catch up with y'all and see where we're at. All right, you guys So I haven't gotten too far. I did put all this laundry away I'm washing the Christmas pajamas now so that I can put them all away I kind of cleared this off. It had like gifts and stuff. It still has My hair extensions. I just keep them there because then the dogs can't mess with them And stuff. So now all that's left to do is this bathroom Which I really don't want to do I've kind of been distracting myself with Casey Musgraves music videos because I really love Casey Musgraves Cash's little friend is gonna come over Ronan from next door in a little while and so while the kids play I think I'm gonna like play the Sims or something just to kind of keep my mind off of What's been going on and just kind of I don't know Try to distract myself and then I think we might go to the gym a little bit later I think that would be good for me to go and You know let my stress out at the gym or my sadness out at the gym once Scott Gets home or is off work or you know, you'll probably meet there Painters came they didn't do anything They just kind of looked at everything that needed to be done and then they decided they're gonna come back tomorrow I think they're gonna mix some paint And send like an actual painter I think the person that came today was just kind of like the boss the one in charge just to see Like what needed to be done So cash is eating lunch right now. I probably need to eat some lunch I think I have like a Caesar salad and maybe some leftover like artichoke dip that sounds really good so I'll probably eat lunch and then Puts around a little bit more and then maybe go to the gym So I just ate lunch cash just ate lunch We're waiting on run and to come over in a little bit But I realized I didn't show anybody the updated office I just put everything away in here. I didn't I Don't I just have a lot of things like Disney stuff trinkets from back when I used to do princess parties That I kept and held on to is like memorabilia And so I did hang a bunch of it up on the wall in here on these two shelves So I did a little mermaid shelf up there complete with a dingle hopper and then we've got like a beauty and the beast shelf and Look, here's little teeny's prints So sad Anyway, those are her little prints and then down here And down here, I just have like a little Christmas thing When Christmas is like over and put it all away. It'll be kind of like a Cinderella's type thing. I just found this at TJ max the other day did not need it It was a complete impulse, but it was too cute not to grab It's just a little cookie jar thought maybe I could put some like candy or something in there Or like mints or something and then on this side, please ignore this cart I had to bring all my Christmas gifts that I got from students home on that Because I couldn't carry everything plus all the food from the fridge and just all the stuff So anyways over here is just kind of like another space For things memorabilia Mail that I need to shred and then the pictures are hung Pictures are hung and Then my desk area has all my little Wizard of Oz things Wizard of Oz is like My whole childhood. So my grandma actually got me those a long time ago My mom just brought them down for me. So I put them there and then yeah, just you know Kind of put everything away But anyways cash is set up in his playroom. He just finished eating He's gonna play in there for a little while and then Ronan's gonna come play So I thought I would just sit down and play the Sims for a little bit. I'm working on a challenge It's called Sims in Bloom. I have a little print out here that my next story my next door neighbor And I both love playing the Sims so we're both kind of doing this challenge and so she created like a cheat cheat guide and Printed it out so that we would have a way to track The challenge. It's kind of funny. So anyway, I'm gonna sit here and play the Sims for a little while And then I think we'll probably go to the gym around four it's 115 at this point in the day and Then and then Scott will be home So let's just let's go and do that. All right, so I just got a nice little Back workout and some cardio in at the gym It's got ended up taking cash home, so it's just me in the car Which just means that I'm gonna blast my music as loud as I can so that my mind is not wandering Because anytime I have a spare moment where I'm not busy. I think about Templetina and it makes me sad So I think I'm gonna jam out to Casey Musgraves tonight Her songs are nice