 Yeah, we are live now with Ula Yestem. Yeah, that's correct. Ula. That's that. Yay. I'm so excited. The Ula costume has been a very important alchemical role in the No Limits Society, and I'm really grateful that she accepted the invitation to come on to the show and to talk to us. Oh, it's definitely my pleasure. Seriously, I'm having such a good time. It's only been like less than a month, and really amazing. Quite a few important waves and realizations, and just so much fun. So much fun. Yes, yeah. Ben Tinu and the team have done a great job putting that container together, and then the very realized people in there get to play with one another, and to create really strong ascensionary dynamics. And I've been super humbled and grateful and becoming more pure through the process. It's been nice. Yeah, totally. Do you know what, for me, it came as such a surprise because I've joined for the whole family, actually being more thinking about the Ben Tinu's teachings and having an access to what he does with the mentorship group, right? And then, and the family chat group came as a bonus, which my first thought was like, oh, no, not another group, right? When I have to be talking and stuff, because I'm face-to-face type of person more than on the phone, right? So I'm like, ah, there you go, another group. But I left all the other groups since, and this is my, you know, favorite. Yes. Yeah, it's such a bonus for me. It's like, I didn't expect that I'm going to receive so much great insight and amazing people, and yeah, just this ongoing conversation and playfulness, like you say, yeah. Yeah, that's the key is the whole idea of not another group. And then recognizing that this is actually the, the soul fam, like the one where it's like, I don't really need other group chats anymore. Like this is the one where it is so playful and serious. Like this is the juice that squeeze out of everything, like three weeks from me, I think we're on the fourth week and I am on the fourth week, right? So that's three weeks. I was like squeezing the juice out of a single drop. Yeah. And there, like you said, like that is another group. It's not like another group. It's just, it's different. It's a V. It's a V. V group. Yeah. Yeah. There has yet, there has yet to be a alchemical container that is as anchored in the realization of our true nature and then as having as strong of mirrors reflecting that God's love light at one another to purify the last bits of conditioning and ego and psychology and self-dealing and contraction and deception and distortion and twists and all these things. And so that's really the core thing is that it's just like pure pointing. Just exactly all of that. All of that. I was watching just before we connected. I was watching Bantinius and became serious about being playful, right? I finished that one last night. It was so good. Okay. Okay. Now on my, on my phone, I had to wait till I connect on the computer. But yeah, he was talking about being playful and about not being taking serious, you know, your play, basically. And I, I, this group helped me so much to drop seriousness of what I think what I have to say and about what I believe. How does beliefs become just temporarily played for the purpose of play momentary beliefs and they are able to be dropped, you know, next minute without any problem. It's just like, oh, okay, that was fun for five minutes. Now we moved on to another thing. Yeah. And because he has been challenged and not just for me, but I think for everyone. So we just, you had to kind of come to this place of like, oh, whatever, right? And drop everything all at once. It's kind of like this one came up on our show recently. It's the Giggle Fest plus the earnestness merged into one. So you have the real playfulness plus the seriousness merged into one, which is sort of another way of saying this, which is this kind of Buddha plus Atlas merged into one. Yeah, totally. You see, that's the thing. I had a problem for some time because I loved being in this place of nothingness and just silence and things. And then there was this body that was just like full of expression that I wanted to do. And I'm like, how do I put this together? How do they go together? And it took me some time, quite a few weeks, quite some weeks really to kind of feel like, oh, they actually won the same, the merge at some point. And all of that comes out of this nothingness, all of this comes out of the silence. So out of the grand less grand, I like calling it. Yeah, this is actually a really good place to play together. Because a lot of the enlightenment dynamics upon realization, in a sense, there's this, we could say like a crevice of a sort where a lot of people will fall into something like a nothingness. And then what intelligent infinity is trying to get you to do is not to reside in nothingness. It's trying to get you after you recognize your true nature. It's trying to get you to express yourself, express yourself. You know, you go firework. Oh, I was just thinking fireworks is like a fireworks comes with nothing and it becomes all of this show, right? That's exactly fireworks. Yeah, beautiful. Maybe you're a firework. I'm reduced. I feel sometimes I've got this. I have this fireworks coming out of me. It's amazing. I think it was Osha actually said this thing that I want you to be a whole man. And what whole man means is he said that half people in spirituality, they go into nothingness and they reject this reality, right? Form reality and have the people go into after this reality and reject the nothingness, the spiritual in a silence and things. And they both have, they both not whole, right? So I want you to be a whole being which contains both, right? Perfect. I think that's a beautiful way of putting it. That that's the wholeness is having both. Yes. Yes. That's a good one from Osho and then Francis Lucille, who also was the teacher of Rupert Spira, Eternal Fireworks. There's another way of putting it. So, yeah, the wholeness is totally being able to recognize and then poof and the poof express yourself part. It is done from a place of knowing your nature because then you don't get intoxicated by Maya when you express yourself by the illusion by the dream. And rather, I don't think that Ulla is a different separate entity. But I know that underneath the costumes, we are the same one infinite expressing itself as the costumes. And therefore, I recognize that I would never commit malevolence against any of my own costumes. And actually, when I'm divinely aligned, when the costume is divinely aligned with its true nature, it can't help but just be in service to the other costumes. Yeah. Yeah, totally. Totally. Because when you have this realization, when you have this knowing within, it's like you just want everyone to fill this, to know this, right? It's like if you see someone and they take themselves for not all who they are and you know the potentiality and you know what they are capable of and how they can live their life. You just can't help but want to just be of service to that and guide towards their direction. It is kind of guiding towards the direction of having a better, happier life. But it's actually really direction towards yourself, right? From which then that better life unfolds. It's kind of living a life from within, from within out rather than from out in which we have been conditioned to do for so many years. And how we all start really. Yeah, that was good. That's this one. Living from within out. That's great. The fireworks comes because from that one place outward, right? It all comes from one point, from that one point and goes outward. Yes. But we kind of try to hold on to some of the things outside and then make ourselves something from it, right? Collect all of these things in our life and ways. And then from all those collections and ways of beings we want to come to some kind of way. But it's the other way around. That works much better. Anyway, amazing. You got to go inward first to go outward right. It's the sure cause of delight. I've been playing around with these little jingles. These cute jingles are so fun to play with in there. They've been told for 2,500 years of this parable of the prodigal sun. It's like, you know, you're going to venture outward not knowing your nature and you're going to hit this wall of suffering. That's going to force you to turn inward, which then you recognize that the nature of your awareness itself is that I am. And then the nature of that I am is bliss and peace. And then you live from within outward knowing that all is that I am and that therefore I'm not going to commit malevolence. I am only going to serve other costumes. And that's the game. Yeah, and I like that how the giggles come from out as well, right? Because we can realize those products and realize how it all works. You just can't help but have this little giggle off at myself, you know, doing exactly that a lot. And all sorts of different tunes and some come in different situations. Oh, that's one. It just becomes really more playful. And I've been ten years saying it just becomes you can't take things too seriously because, you know, you've created a lot of this, right? You know, you've created a lot of this suffering for yourself to wake yourself up. And you know, you've created this another situation and you just kind of go around like, okay, thanks, you know. Oh, oh, hi, great. It's all it all becomes like a little fun game to play life. And you just constantly in a place of wonder, it's like, oh, I wonder what's going to come out of this or what's going to unfold next. And that kind of sort of curiosity. They call it, you know, in child for instance and then curiosity. Yes. It is that. Yeah, eyes wide open. It's like, oh, this and that. Yes. But again, not taking too seriously, not getting lost in it. If we can. Yeah, there's these two good ones from Osho. I take your trouble seriously, but deep inside I am giggling. Exactly. And then there's, there's this one too, which is when I look at you, I am searching for a show. And that we do upon realization, like you said, it makes the when I remember when I was a kid, we would take, remember the, the excitement level that we would have for the very simple things, like when you have your little box and that you're and that you're drawing and, you know, on the show that I did on intelligent infinity a couple days ago, when I picked up the marker box to draw, I was like, Yay, marker box. And so that's what we're talking about. It's that level of, you know, you're sitting out here and you're watching a hummingbird just fly over to the flower and enjoy the nectar. And you just are in awe at that and every single perfection, perfection and just that rhythm is all that is meant by enlightenment. That is the nature is right here. Just bliss, peace, eternity, ineffability. I totally, I totally, I totally get it. And I love that thing of, you know, this letter what happens around and how much noise is around and how much playful, I thought, even seriousness or something, then that's, that's only like happening. And that letter beyond that is always this place of peace and effortlessness and, and, and it's just complete stillness, right? So it doesn't matter how much movement and how much noise is happening, you can still in all of this access that point of stillness and complete peace. And that just, that's just mind blowing. I think those two together at the same time is like, oh, it's seriously, it's just such beauty. Love it. To know. Yeah, go ahead. I've experienced that exactly being at the festival and being in the right in the middle of ecstatic dancing with about 200 people in a tent. You're like music really going and we're all dancing and suddenly I just felt like, oh, there's a Buddha inside of me, right? So this little Buddha with across legs and sitting here and suddenly I was still moving. I was still dancing, music was still going, but it was just this complete stillness of the same place on this incredible intensity that was going around me, right? Yeah. And doing it upon ecstatic dance is great. And then being able to do it upon a moment of stress or anxiety or depression or fear or jealousy or anger. Any of these negative valence states is even more Jedi full and masterful. And that's when we really become wizards when we get to that stage when you just get to watch the cloud of anger arise and then pass and just stay as that complete imperturbable, peaceful, eternal witnessing sky. In which the cloud happens. And that's when you really like you say this child opens up because you no longer become a slave to the clouds that arise and pass. But you maintain the simultaneity of being a giggle while being serious about your calling, right? That's sort of that's what that's what these two are like. There's the Buddha, the cosmic joke, and then there's the there's the Atlas, the serious calling, and you merge them together and you get a really well realized expression of infinity because it's not bathed in nothingness and it's not expressing itself from a place of lack. And so it's beautiful and harmonic. Yeah. Yeah, I tell you when it started with me really properly and deeply and I really never left with things. Tell us three years ago when I fell apart into pieces like seriously like hit the rock bottom beyond imagination. And I saw myself crushing into hundreds of pieces, right? And I look at those pieces and they're just like I don't know how I'm ever ever going to be able to put this together again, right? Like put myself back together. It was just like impossible. And then I look at those pieces and I had this moment of, of, of realization that if I am looking at those pieces and I have broken into 100 pieces, then who is this me who is into pieces and who is this me that is looking in the species, right? And that realization of that me that is looking at the pieces is, is, it was so strong for me. And it is free, very, very difficult, free process of, you know, putting pieces together in different ways. However, it has been very, very, very, very difficult. But that me, that presence has never left, right? So where there was happening in this whole process, the presence, the me, the I am presence was always, always there with me, with me, with the other me, right? So, yeah, and that was when it sat very, very deeply and strongly with me. And it has been a good thing. What was the catalyst, the drill sergeant of suffering for your awakening three years ago? What broke you into 100 pieces? Oh, God, it was just accumulation of events, the accumulation of, you know, a few years. But, but what was the tipping point was the last relationship I had, which I was so strongly in love, incredible. And that it broke my heart. There was severely, I would say, if there's something like that, like broken heart, because I know it isn't. But at that time, I felt like I was completely heartbroken on top of it, I become so seriously sick, physically ill. I came back from Bali with some strange disease, which was like knocking me completely off. I was not going to survive this. I'm still here. But yeah, so heartbrokenness with this very challenging physical illness put together. Yeah, that was it. That was it for me. Those are serious long term relationship ending plus a strange disease that feels like is ending your existence. It finished me. I was it. It finished all that time. She was gone. She was gone. She was finished. Yeah. There they go. Yeah. I've gained something much more potent and beautiful and and permanent. If you can call it like that, right? Something that is indestructible. So in my distraction, I realized that I can't be destroyed. Like it's not possible. You know, my failures, I realized that that is impossible to fail. All right. That's that in this moment of complete crash and not being able to find grand. We find completely new grand, the grander's grand, the back brand. Yeah. It reminds me a lot of when you say the realization awakens us to our indestructibility. It reminds me a lot of the Sufi metaphysics. What that all would do. Which means the unity of all finding. And it's referring to how each of these expressions of intelligent infinity have that GPS callback, as continue says, and then as we go and do this GPS callback process. That the Ulla costume will have her own unique taste and style of finding and union yoga. And with God with absolute with intelligent infinity to recommune with that to recognize oneself as that in the Atlas costume has its own union. And so what that would do is the unity of all of that finding happening like love, dub, love, dub, love, dub, like the heartbeat itself, like the unity of all of that finding. And that every single one of us has our own unique taste and style of finding. And so we become our realization itself is completely indestructible. Nobody can take that realization away. It's so sacred, divine, beautiful. Yeah. It is amazing. I love this watching stories of different people how they realized and how every story is different. Yet they realize the same, right? Only from different angle, like complicated, like just amazing. That's why when I was following before all of that, when I was following all different teachers, I kind of felt like, oh, maybe this is how I'm going to, you know, how this is going to happen for me. Or maybe like this and we can get stuck off how this is supposed to be look like, right? And never prepared actually to how it's going to unfold for that body vessel expression in a costume as you call it. I love this all different flavors and different ways. And I think that's the being of service for me. You know, because three times I was asked, so can you tell people how to get there? Can you tell people, can you tell people what to do? I can only guide them back to their own ways, right? To find, to follow that, that in a calling, that in a path, that in an excitement and go bit by bit with that and find confidence in following, absolutely following what's coming from here. And not from anywhere else. Even, even the teachings themselves, oh, themselves, I find their own unique way to, yeah, to from, huh, to from unique way of expressing that freedom, finding that freedom. Yeah, in a certain way, the, the Ulla costume flower has its unique aroma of expression. And then the Atlas costume flower has its own unique aroma and there's a simultaneity with the flower costume aroma finding its own unique way of expressing. While also asking other costumes, hey, you know, I'm suffering because I'm addicted to Maya. What do I do? And then the answer is go within. And when you go within, you become more and more, they're these little gym repetitions to become more and more aware of awareness itself. And in doing so, recognize the bliss and peace and also recognize that it itself is shared in personal, eternal, just like our source is. And so these realizations, they come to those as the flowers expressing that are feeling like there's Maya that is being intoxicative. And whereas if you're the flower that's expressing itself from a very conscious, very enlightened parents or an indigenous tradition where the child's birthed right into knowing themselves as infinity expressing itself and just complete awareness of nothingness and everythingness, what ego forms, what onion layers are there to shed. And so that's part of sort of the future that we're looking at is a planetary pedagogy that recognizes our true nature from birth and therefore never forms the egoic hitchhiker. Although it serves us as a drill sergeant of awakening, that was a very 3D, third density, matrix-y aspect to our creation. And we are birthing children into the 4D, fourth density, love, green, heart chakra, cosmic, unity consciousness era. I mean, even if you had parents that are quite, you know, already focusing on spiritual matters and, you know, more aware and things, it still was very hard, I think, anywhere, not everywhere, but in many places. You still went, make me friends, you still went to the, you know, your schools, your works and stuff. So it was no choice to not get, receive this conditioning from everywhere, like all different directions. Like home is just one little bit, right, and your parents, but everywhere else is exactly the same. You're just literally born into the conditioning, and then you're as a young person, ready to live, you know, home, parents' home. You're going into the world fully conditioned, right, like fully conditioned, and not knowing who you are a lot of the time. For me, it was fully, because, you know, I'm from Poland, Catholic, Church, Communities, I would like, seriously, like, I remember having the feeling that I must be dumped here by mistake, right? There's something not right here. The conditioning, you know, brought me into my knees, it really did. This had to break down, this is what needed to break down into 100 pieces, right? It was that, which was quite a grace. And right now what's happening, I mean, more and more people are awakening and looking into who they truly are, where they truly come from, and being more and more connected with their inner self and in the source. There's a different style of bringing children, right? There's more opportunities to bring them differently. There are all different new projects, new schoolings, new ways of being, you know, going into the jungle, going completely off, going completely off and living a life in a different style. It's just amazing. It's so nice to see. I've got two children aged nine and ten. So as I'm going through my process, I have to undo or help them undo things that have already been done to them, right? Guide them and then guide them further. Luckily, I still have got about eight years before they leave. So, you know, I'm hoping to be able to participate to start them off at least on this beautiful way of knowing who you are, then going and creating, right, from that place. This is my favorite. This is my favorite. One of my favorite parts to the creation is post-realization to be a conscious parent. That's so cool. It's so cool. I know. Amazing. It's hard as well, right? Because as I go through my own process and I'm a single mother right now, I'm going through my own, or I have been going through my difficulties and then have to take care of them. But I can see myself acting so much different with them, right? It's like, wow. And part of that is all the things that we heal. This is the most mind-blowing thing because we're talking quantum physics, right? So whatever you're able to process and clear within your own being, it's been almost taking out automatically for the children, right? Because on energy level that has been sitting here and on energy level, it was passed on to a child. So if that energy, if that dense energy has been cleared, it's been cleared from all the places, right? It's been cleared. It's been cleared. You know, Tatali, if he has been done, cleared Tatali. But I see, as I change with my ways of being, I have been changing. I see how my children automatically pick up, right? And they change automatically. That's the most mind-blowing for me. Like, I don't even have to do anything with them and for them. All I have to do is here. Perfect. And that just comes out. It shows itself, you know, in that way. Yeah. Oh my gosh. When the parent is bliss, peace, presence, energy, it is exactly what is the mimetic component for the kid. Kids are constantly doing mimesis. A very important term from Rene Girard, which is that you take and you copy and paste to your own actions. We copy and paste. And if the parent is freaking out endlessly about existence, child will. If the parent has that bliss, peace, presence, energy because they've done the work themselves. Now what's happened, as you say, in things like we're finding in quantum biology that we have epigenetics. We have the DNA methylation, the histone tails. We have these biomarkers that also end up coming onto our code of life itself that then makes it so that when our kids also have kids that downstream, we're actually ending trauma. We're ending ego. We're ending density. We're ending conditioning, psychology, onion layers that are purely the product of a third density, creationary matrix, which was beautiful, but we are ascending beyond. Yeah, that's how they, I even saw how it happens when you've got ego, you've got a hurt in a child and that creates the ego. It increases the false beliefs, right? Because each child gets hurt and it starts creating the belief about the world, about the people, about themselves. So that kind of creates a little monster, I call it, like a little monster, a little unloved, unlovable, unworthy, whatever, right? And secure being, which is the entity itself that is just living in the human body, right? That like that you go a hitchhiker, like we're talking about. Yeah, exactly. Yes. So and then if that kind of adult being has children, right? There's a little entity, the monster is going to come out and jump up that child on so many, so many occasions. That's going to create its own baby monster in this child, right? I call it a monster because it really looks like it sometimes, right? So this entity within the body of human being is then creating the baby entity in a small human being, right? That's how it's been passed from generation to generation. It's all kind of on the energy level happens. So the moment when a mother or father starts doing this work and clues the whole entity and clues itself from this entity and becomes pure being, that entity in child becomes just starts dissolving, right? Because it's created of the same substance. It's created from that one. So it starts dissolving on an energy level in the body of the child as well. It's beautiful. And children are just mirrors, just like you can't avoid to see yourself in your child. It's just like it's turning your face. This is why precision consciousness is so critical. It's so much about going in to recognize true nature to awaken to the already always free bliss piece, ineffable perfection, which then carries itself as presence energy, which then butterfly effects outward as precision consciousness to awaken other costumes. So powerful, right? So beautifully powerful. That's the power, isn't it? That's the true power when you become it, right? You could be it by when you're really fully conscious and aware of yourself as this power. You don't really have to do that much. There's not that much action in this. Just the presence of that power itself is patching. Like you walk into the place and all the people around are transformed in some ways, right? But you're just by that energy that you carry. They're just being transformed without even knowing, right? They're being touched on some levels. And some of them I feel, you know, more lighter and beautiful. And some of them I feel even more triggered, right? But whatever needs to be doing that energy, it just is happening. I had those experiences three times as well. When I felt so fully in that power that I walked into the place with people around and I knew, I knew, I just knew that they were all touched, right? And I didn't even have to speak to anyone. I didn't have to do anything. Just carrying that presence with you is just the most potent thing for transformation. And we are that. We can tell the energetic signature when we are that. It sounds and vibrates and feels like a very warm, warm, warm. And then you can tell that when it's not that, when you haven't glimpsed, tasted, recognized your nature, the energy. In a sense, it comes off like this and I need this and I need that. And can I take this, extract this from Maya and the vibration is more like... A lot of noises. A noise demonstration. So which one do we want to butterfly effect outward? Right? That's the question. That's where the will, the choice, the discernment comes. Which one? Which one? Which one? Which one? Which one? Which one? Which one? Do you want God's love light? Do you want that warm, warm, warm? The harmonic? Or do you want what is out of tune and creating war and poverty and destruction and suffering and malevolence on the planet? Which one? Yeah, it's like playing instrument. I was in tune and it creates the most beautiful standing clear sand, right? And having those instruments completely messed up and a lot of the plays and then trying to make a send of it. There's a lot of that kind of sand going on in the world right now. Distorted. Yeah. Symphony analogy for the nature of reality is very beautiful because it enables intelligent infinity to both be one infinite creator symphony, yet also have the individuated firework aspect to it, which is that the Ulla costume gets to be this incredible violinist. Meanwhile, this Atlas costume gets to play the saxophone. And in doing and recognizing our nature as that, it makes it so that we can both celebrate the ineffable unity being expressed as this very illusory yet gorgeous diversity. Yeah, totally. I like that universe is where they put a dash in the middle. It's a universe, right? It's like one big song. Yeah, it's so beautiful that it's even called like this, right? It's just like that's what it is. And then we have all this different tones and instruments and different rhythms and it just creates the one big symphony because it's so beautiful. I love this moment because we used to live life being the doer of things, being the doer and this is all I'm saying. She thinks this and she's doing this and she's doing that. But actually when you are not, when Ulla goes out of the way and I am this body as the body vessel, it's being played like an instrument by the divine power. And when this instrument is being danced by the power, just nothing compares to this feeling, just nothing compares to that feeling really of being played rather than playing, being danced rather than dancing. It's a completely different experience. Yes. It's this effortlessness, it's this joy, it's this... Yeah, because on the core we are just so beautifully, it's so beautifully joyfully playful and ecstatic, right? It really is. The whole creation is just like, the experience is like one big ecstatic creation. There's so much ecstasy filling in all of this. Like even how the flowers opens up, it's just like so much ecstasy in it. Or when the wave hits the rocks, right? It's just, honestly, it's just one big ecstasy sometimes for me. Perfect. I'm like, oh my God, what of this? And the power that moves it all, the power that moves it all, and we are that. Ooh, that was a good one. Let's add that one in there. Boom. We are the one power that moves it all. Yeah. It is, it's so, for when you really like to hear it, it's so obvious that it's just one breath. It's not many breaths, it's just one breath breathing at all, right? It's just one heart beating through each of us, right? It's just one mind that works through all of us, right? It's one body. It's just one body moves us all, that is being moved and we are all part of that one body. So there's no more, you know, that's the one. That's the one heart, one love, one mind, one body, one laugh, it's just all, that's the one, one beautiful one, that's the realization of that. It's like, you know, it's like having so many million trillions, billions of cells in a body. And they all separate, yeah, in a kind of, in a way, because they all separate cells. However, there are one body, they are working in that unity for the good of the body, right? So I see when we fall back to where we came from, we are this healthy cells that are working towards the good of the totality of the body, right? That's where we become automatically in the service because that's what we do, that's what we're here for. We are to work towards the good of this body, right? That is being created. So we become this, you know, carries of the information and of the laugh, of laugh information, health, vitality, happiness, joy, and all of the, all of wellness and well-being of this universe body means that work. Those two analogies merged together are so beautiful. The symphony with the body analogy, where playing in tune is the very healthy cell and playing out of tune is the pathological cell. Yep, exactly. Those are so true. And there's one heart, one mind, one love, one body, one power and in the recognizing that one is the spark of intelligent infinity that can be analogized as a neuron as a unique gift, a unique firework, a unique expression in the one heart, one mind, one love, one body, what more could enlightenment be than sinking into that perfection that is fireworking and filling oneself, feeling the already present bliss piece and butterfly affecting that out. Yeah, totally. And you see, once you become one with the whole body, one with the one mind, one with one heart and one love, you have got access to intelligence, right? To that intelligence. So you have got access to so much information that can be then utilized and used towards creating more good brain, towards the service, like they call it, you know, to be in service, because all that information is available to you. Like if you have got, if you are stuck with a little human mind, you've got only this much information as this box can contain, right? That's as much as it can contain. Okay, but when this goes away, it just opens up, right? And that's all they have access to information and whatever needs to come to you always comes at the right time. You don't even have to think about it. You don't have to go and read books. You don't have to, you've got access through your body, through this vessel, you've got access to all of it, right? You can access the creation of the universe through connecting with, you know, what your body is built of. I had this beautiful journey back to stars exploding, right? Oh, that's what it means on the stardust. I know now because I have traveled back there, right? Because I connected it with my body wisdom, with the information stored in the body. And there we are. Oh, the stars exploded. And, you know, it just was shown to me. And so many things are shown to me like this, which I wouldn't, okay, I could read some books about it, right, and stuff, but it's completely different than seeing it and knowing it this way than just reading it as a story from some book. All of this information is stored. We have it. It's like we are the, we are the library of the universe, right? We really are. We are the full library of the whole universe. Once you become one with it, you've got access to this library. There's some moments when I had this openings and I was shown how the universe is created and how the world is created, like the world, the thought, the intention and comprehension and then action and how it's created. I'm like, oh my God, this is like material for free books, right? I've stood down. But of course, this kind of went away and I can't deliver this information in easy ways anymore. Only bits of it are left with me. But you just get access to this. And, you know, just like that. That's the beauty of the power of the intelligence. I like to call it an engine as well. The engine that runs it all right as well. Yeah, the library is talked about also in the spiritual as the Akashic records. And so you'll never come to the end of all of the different ways that you can explore of all the different ways that you can express all the different ways that God's love, light, lila can play with itself. Never, ever, ever, ever possible to come to an end. You're the source of infinite possibilities and just relax into the embodied recognizing that I am that. And it's so natural to have the feeling of this ineffable bliss piece for the other costumes in the I am to not feel that is a trauma, is a wound, is a kink twist distortion that is very naturally being expressed and yet is seeking the healing of said confusion back into alignment with that love, light, bliss piece. So naturally there's the feeling of being in service to that. Yeah, totally. Because you see I was thinking about it because I was asked by someone to write a written article and I wanted to write about how the caterpillar became a butterfly, right? Because when I look at this previous form of self it was almost like it's this little caterpillar walking so close to ground, you know, only saying so much because she's so tiny, she couldn't see past the glass, right? Because the bird is kind of completely covered, right? So then you just leave it under the caterpillar but you're living quite happily or whatever you just accept the caterpillar and you just live like that. A lot of people live like a caterpillar and they are okay with it, right? However, there's some caterpillars when they just walk and there's something like just something doesn't feel 100% right. Like they have a feeling that there's more, that there's something else, that life is a bit more than this, right? Since the beginning I was born, I didn't even know about soul and stuff. I already knew that there's a part of me that has this body and part of me that never dies, right? I knew this before I was told about soul. I also knew I had this thing coming like I'm here for something bigger, I'm here for something bigger, I'm here for something bigger. And I never knew what a something bigger was I thought it was going to be a pop star or something like that, right? I thought something bigger meant that I'm going to be famous but of course now I know that wasn't exactly that. But anyway, so there are those caterpillars that just feel that there's something else there, right? And these are the people that start kind of looking around and these are the people that we are here like once you open your wings and you are a butterfly and you fly, right? And you jump from flower to flower. When you see these caterpillars that are thinking oh my God, they're looking at the butterfly and they have this feeling that there must be something there. These are the people, these are the other costumes that we just like want to like, yes, like we tell you all about it, right? Let me help you, let me guide you, let me tell you, let me hold your hand while you're walking there. And there's this beautiful period of going in a cocoon and becoming pile of goo, which I know very well. When you go over a period of time when you complete goo in a darkness and you are going through all this wonderful, like you've just been disintegrated completely. You feel like dying because you are in a way the caterpillar is dying, right? And the butterflies are going to come out of it. So, these are the costumes that I am very excited about though. For me, this is the excitement, this is the excitement of like, yes, you're right thinking this, right? You are right in thinking, you know, that there's something else and something more. And I saw this picture yesterday, it said how to become a butterfly. You have to want it so much that you're prepared to give up being caterpillar, right? I love this, I really love it. You have to want it, you have to want it so much, so much that you're prepared to give up being caterpillar. And I think that's the beautiful way to, yeah, my own way, which I discovered yesterday of, you know, speaking about it really. And having this view, this little view from the ground and having this view as a butterfly, but then you've got bird's view, right? Which is even further than that. And it can go on and on. And like I said, it's never end to how far this can take you because there's so many different facets of true I've also realized, you know, there's one that says that, which is true, that this is a dream. It doesn't even have reality, right? Because I have also experienced this being, like, completely unreal. Like, I forgot how to call it, I forgot words now. Like, simulation, you know, like a complete, and it hasn't, I didn't have any real substance to me at all. I was completely unreal and every experience was not real. I knew that I'm not driving a car, I just created the experience of driving a car and going from one place to another, but it never happened. I just created the experience. I've just created the experience of doing it, but I've never actually done that ever, right? So, and then you go, then you have so many facets of true that at different angles to look at it and every one of them, you know, all of them are equally true, but they're just different angles to look at it, right? Yeah, there's so much good stuff there. There's the simultaneity of there never being a caterpillar turning into a butterfly and yet also the only constant being that the caterpillar endlessly turns into butterflies and that can we go beyond both and just be ineffable perfection and can we also recognize that given that we are in the middle of this dreamed metamorphosis, can we inspire and butterfly effect out the earnestness and the desire to give up the caterpillar for the butterfly? Yeah, but then after that, even give out the butterfly, right? Give up the butterfly. Yep. Yeah. Yeah. That was what Tini was saying on this video just a while ago when he said give up all your ideas, all your beliefs, like, you know, can you give them all of that point of views, right? Point of view, he called it. It's all, you know, if you take, if you consider that all of this is point of view, then if you give all of them up, what's left, even you, even this body, even all of the caterpillar, all form of butterfly, all whatever other form, it's still point of view, right? So this tree is point of view, right? This world is a point of view. I had this lovely conversation with my friend. He said, yeah, but even a lot of physics, you know, we can argue that there are only beliefs, right? They agreed upon beliefs as well on some deeper level. Actually, when he said that, he said, oh my God, yes, it's still belief, right? And when I go, when as far as the level of physics and stuff becoming beliefs that completely wipe off the whole world again for me, when even that is a point of view, you can go as far as completely erasing all points of view and coming to the place of zero, zero point. And you give up the egoic conditioned psychology, separation, affinity, form, layers of identity, beliefs, perceptions, sensations, emotions, thoughts, which is very much like has been taught by the neti neti. Not this, not that. To become aware of awareness and then to become aware of oneself as the absolute, and then to include peacefully, blissfully all big bangs, all creation, being the source of infinite possibility, and then to just rest in that very beyondness, the very eternal stage on which the lila takes place as God's love light, the very white network theory, the very warm, warm, warm, dreamed metamorphosis, warm, warm, warm. The same speed at which the hummingbird flaps its wings that we make big bangs and use the vehicle that we've designed to experience those big bangs and to recognize that those are all beautiful dreams and there is this stillness behind and beyond at all. Just be, be beyond, be a kid in awe, dancing, playful, butterfly effecting out that vibration. Yeah, it is beautiful. It is really beautiful and it is I find the challenge in that as well, I think it was in the fun of that last year when I have really hit the absolute applause beyond the wall doesn't exist and this was, this felt home, like the home and I have later, some part of this rejected this expression and we wanted to reject the wall, we wanted to reject the expression, the form, a wall and it took me quite some time to bring myself back into expression and the realization that, and that actually also started at the very beginning when I joined a group only last month properly. I already had some kind of experiences of soul retriever or things like that but I think you had to do something with video of Vintyna, I'm not sure exactly how I happened to carry them in them but it brought me to realization deeper realization that this expression and the place beyond the wall they also managed somewhere and at some point I had to accept that if God and beyond God I don't know if it's the right way to say but that's how I feel how it feels for me. It is that if you didn't want this expression you would never created it, right? It would always stay the same and never create for that and we would never be here somehow the idea came somehow the comprehension or suspicion or thought, somehow it came this desire for something else, right? Or getting to know itself through something else. So it's all equally valid, that's what I had to come and accept and from that place it's building more and more absolutely loving the expression loving the form, shape, expression and making fun with it and play and just fireworks, like this is exactly fireworks came back, right? Into this expression and I was go, I'm back right here, I'm back but in completely different from completely different place again even, you know, from deeper space and if I can colour like that I still quite find difficult to ward just things, right? I find difficult to ward all of that but that's kind of why I feel we are the will for possibility, we are the will for creativity, we are the will for expression, we are the will for fireworks, we are the will for lila, all dreamed yet so beautiful the Atlas and Ula costumes had a very good dialectic, super good the eye with itself through these costumes was super high level, it was really good I'm so grateful, that was fire thank you it's just so nice, that's why thank you, I'm really grateful for the invitation right now with you and the group is such joy to be able to connect on this level and to be able to resonate on this level is we've done animal meet on the street have a beer or have a dance which is also called we meet like that as well, but we've met so much deeper than this, right? We know each other differently, we know each other from I know you, you, me, you, you, me, right? It's just the one expressing in this different voices shapes right now, but it's picking for both of us equally and knowing and seeing that and feeling it from both views, right? I'm to each other with pure joy from me, really soon to also gather more in person as well as this hyper-ascensionary pure collective to both rise up, purify as well as anchor the architectures to move more costumes from the 3D to the 4D to unlocking that heart chakra to get to that cosmic unity, wakefulness, so what we are up to and you can join in if you guys would like we'll put some information below to No Limits Society for the Family as well as some of Ula, where's a good place for people to follow you online, website, Instagram, YouTube, do you have any of the socials? I don't wish I don't use that much, I'll probably use a bit more as soon once I get because I'm in this transition time here, physical ward, I do use Facebook as well, this doesn't make me, but Ula yes, I'm on the bottom of them is the same name. We'll put the Facebook and Instagram in the bio Yeah and is this becoming this integrator cells, right? The other cells are knowing what they're here for but they are here for the good of all, right? That we're all here for creating harmony, creating harmony and love and peace and sharing and cooperating and working together, seemingly separate yet one underneath, yeah It's an exciting time, that's great So we got a wrap Thank you everyone for tuning in, we are very grateful for you, we would love to hear your thoughts in the comments below, write us a message down there your thoughts on the conversation and like the video if it brought you value, it helps the algorithm share your thoughts on the conversation share the video if it brought you value, it helps the algorithm and subscribe if you haven't and share the video with people that you feel like this would positively influence and that is all, we adore you infinitely That's the future as well we might play like we some enemies or boyfriends or partners or parents or ex-partners and we might find this strange different interactions and relating but underneath there's nothing but love for each other, just pure love for each other and for every single expression to get to that place of, to find that place of this pure love unconditional and then you go into the world and you just can't help but love people, you just can't help but love everyone I can't help but just really, really want to bring more of this and share more of it and spread it and make it a new virus make it the new catchy the new catchy virus that's what's happening in a way, we are in full blown of it I think, the corona is a distraction to actually see what's happening properly it's just really stirring it up and bringing it more what I've learned as well is when the dark comes in the only comes to bring more light when something is taking us down is to find our power, to find our light from within when I was pushed and pressed into the floor that's where the lights were found so we're beautifully getting there we're ready there anyway, it's not a way yeah we created the drill sergeant for the awakening of suffering, yeah it's so beautiful and nobody actually in the final analysis nobody in the final analysis I know because the dark and the light they are like lovers, the dancers the dark and the light in this world, they are the ongoing dancers they complement each other, they enhance each other we need some more light so we're going to bring more dark to bring more lighter again, it's just a beautiful play that we are able to witness both are costumed as the one light, the one monist light that is costumed as half light and half dark dancing that's why the Taijitsu a thousand years ago they knew across all these cultures which was the monist and the dualistic yin yang together in one symbol and you have the nature right there beautiful, thanks everybody for tuning in we will see you soon Ula, I will end the stream and you and I will stay in here for a bit okay, thank you very much