 Good morning everyone, I hope you're well. Welcome back to my channel. If you're new here, my name is Cepi. I'm kind of whispering because my whole family's still asleep, but I am up and ready and on my, not on my way to work, but I'm going to go to work now. Today is Thursday the 4th of November, the 3rd of November. I've lost track of the days, but it's the first day of lockdown and I still have to go to work. I am a junior doctor in psychiatry, so I thought I'd continue my junior doctor vlog series for you guys and give you an insight of what it's like to work during the pandemic. I work in the community, I don't work in the main hospital right now, but I'm moving to the main hospital in less than a month, so you guys will get to see both aspects of that here on my vlog. If you guys are interested in seeing more of my junior doctor life, then please make sure to give this video a thumbs up because it gives me an indication that you guys like these videos and don't forget to subscribe so that they come up. My voice sounds so croaky, I'm sorry. Also, I thought I'd show you awesome hair lounge underwear sent me this pajama set and it's so cute. Look, I don't know why I've tucked it in like the grandma, also ignore the mess behind me, but um, this is what it looks like. It's like teddy material, you know? I love it, it's so comfy. I keep rubbing it like that. Anyway, let me get dressed and make a coffee and we'll be on our way. So, I've made myself a coffee and I've packed my lunch because usually I buy lunch from the preps close by, but I'm not sure if it's going to be open because of lockdown, like even for takeaway. So, my mum made an email last night, which is an Iranian stew. You guys will see that on her channel, MeezyGoNMR, and so I thought I would take that with me. They put it in like a little takeaway box for me, so I'm going to take that and let me quickly show you my outfit because it's got really cold now in London. So, I'm wearing this green Parker jacket. Everything is from Zara on the top half by the way. So, this green Parker jacket is from Zara last year. This blazer I got in at the sale online at the start of the first lockdown. And then there's a back black ribbed polo neck. And then I'm wearing black fashion over trousers and black boots from Public Desire. And I've got the hair band to tie my hair back. So, yeah, we are going off to work now. Let's go, guys. So, guys, it is currently 1.30 in the afternoon. I have done all of my morning work. So, when we came in the morning, if you guys watched my last video, you know, we'd start the day with a meeting and I always have my notes prepped for the patients that we are about to see. We are seeing all of our patients virtually right now because we are in a second lockdown here in England. So, yeah, I saw a couple of patients virtually on the computer. We set up meetings and we do our consultations like that. And that went really well. There was no technical glitches or anything today, which was perfect. And now I've had my lunch. So, one thing that's kind of changed is before I would walk like two minutes down the road to Pret to buy lunch. Oh, I already said this, but I had to eat the food that my mum gave me, which was gamer. So, yeah, I brought Iranian food into work, which is interesting. Also, we have to wear masks all the time when there's other people around. This room is just me. But as soon as I step out, I'm going to add this on full time. I am about to go on a home visit. So, I'm going to go on a home visit. We do home visits to check up on our patients who can't come in. And there's some things we can do on home visits, for example, taking bloods. So, I will show you guys what's in the toolkit of a home visit just briefly. So, we have apron. We have some back cutiners, tourniquet, gloves, more back cutiners. We have blood bottles, different colors for different things. You guys can look that up if you're interested. So, yeah, that's really what I'm going to be doing now. Obviously, because we're in lockdown, we do it in full PPE. So, I'm just going to go now and do my home visits. And then I'm going to come back here. So, I am in the car with my mom. Mom, do you want to show yourself? Were you fixing your hair? No, my hair is fixed. Hello, everybody. So, today is Saturday. It is two days after you guys saw me at work. And I thought I would bring you along to the weekend because it's only fair if I show you. Let me take my glasses off so I can make eye contact. But it's only fair if I show you my whole life and not just my life as a junior doctor because obviously, I do do fashion blogging on Instagram and I do make YouTube videos like you guys know. And today I'm shooting content for my Instagram. I don't usually do loads and loads of pictures in one day, but the weather is really good today, right, Mom? Yes. Like, there's, there's, it's all sun. There's no drop of rain. Yes. So, I aimed to get up quite early, but I'm just really tired all the time these days. I think it's probably the weather. The weather makes me really tired. So, I woke up a bit late. I think I woke up like 11.30 in the afternoon, which is quite late. And I got dressed and ready. What is weekend? Yeah, I got dressed and ready. I culled my hair and I sorted all my outfits and planned them for the photos. And I've brought my lovely mom along and we're gonna. I'm lucky. I'm lucky. And we've just been having like chats in the car. We were talking about Mom, what were we talking about, Begu? We were talking about Corona and Cepi's new job. She's working in A&E. It's not A&E, it's the acute AAU, like it's like the acute medical disease. Yes. And because my mom and June is in my house and she said she has to go and look for apartment because she said I don't want passed on to mom and June. Any just in case. Yeah. But it's better to be safe than sorry. She won't be very safe. And she said I don't feel guilty. I want comfortable. I love my mom and June and I want to be comfortable. But the thing is, is mom and June doesn't live with us. She is just staying with us like she stays with us like let's say for like one month periods like in the year. Yes. That's if we're lucky because we have to beg her to stay. But I start this job next month. And if mom and June is still here then I'm definitely gonna move out. And if mom and June isn't here then I still think I have to think about it because I'm living with my family. But a lot of my friends who are living with their families are still going to work. So I think it's a big, big, big decision and I'm being really, really honest here talking about it on my YouTube. Another thing I was telling my mom is rent in London is so expensive. I didn't realise. Yes it is. And like there's certain places that I want to live. And she's like oh yeah but how much does it cost to rent? And I was like X amount or Y amount. She's like well that's like almost your whole salary on rent which is right. So this is all the adult life guide which I'm not used to but you know decisions, important decisions have to make. It depends to the situation. Say hi to your followers who are here mom. Hello my followers. I love all of you. Thank you very much for my followers who love you. And hi to my followers. And I love all of you. You are so nice, so kind. My last video had the nicest messages like honestly everyone was putting up so much positive energy and comments and I've literally gone through and like read and hearted all of them because I love them. Yes we read all of the comments. All of you you're so nice. When I read your comments I enjoy especially when you're writing from which country and which city oh you don't know how much I get excited. Yeah it's so fun because it's truly like how you can connect all over the world through one website. And then they say for example for example Korea. Someone was watching a channel from South Korea. South Korea yes. I said oh my god I've been to Korea as well. Just I want to know where I am going. I'm absolutely starving as you can see my outfit's changed because we took loads of pictures but we're in a waitress right now and I'm gonna get myself a sandwich. My mom wants to get some stuff and yeah that's the plan. I don't know why one. I'll show you guys what I got. So guys I'm back home and this is what I got from waitress. It is the Christmas sandwich. The turkey stuffing and bacon sandwich which I'm so excited to have and then I also got duk. All my Iranians will know I love duk. So this one's the yekta one and it's fizzy but oh my god yesterday my family tried this one and they said it was disgusting so stay away from apparently tastes like vomit. But this one is pretty nice. I've had it before I really like it so I'm gonna have some of this and a sandwich and I'm gonna sit from the TV and eat. So guys I thought I'd actually sit down now that I've eaten and I'm not starving and I have the energy to talk. I thought I'd sit down and have a little bit of a heart to heart with you guys about the second lockdown that we have now in the UK. So those of you who are not from the UK and you follow me we have gone into our second lockdown. We followed off the France and Germany and a few other countries in Europe who decided on second lockdown which means that we can't go out there's no we can't go out unless we are going to do like something essential and unless our work is something that we can't do at home then we can go out but other than that we have to stay at home and I'm not gonna lie I don't think I found the first lockdown difficult at all and to be honest I think I kind of enjoyed it even and I think it came off the back of I had to revise for exams anyway so I was kind of like okay everyone's at home and I think the whole world didn't really know what was going on the whole world was going through it together so it made the first lockdown a lot more easier but the second lockdown this one that's just started this week is so much harder for me and that's because I think A the whole world isn't going through the same thing at the same time anymore like different countries have different lockdown rules and even within the country I think different people are I have loads of friends who are in the want to see like they left for Dubai like right before the airport start and this and that so you see like there are some people who are still kind of living their life pre lockdown and there are some people abroad who are like in countries that aren't even in lockdown and so when you are in lockdown it can be really hard and the things that you appreciated when the lockdown was lifted have have disappeared too so for me like going to the gym was so therapeutic and good for me seeing my friends was so nice for me going out after work like that's just how I've always been like even after uni I would go out and I would go to eat with my friends and just go chill and not being able to do that is really really hard but I did come on here to say like a few ways that we can all like cope through this together first of all feel free to use the comment section here to like write something positive or something that you want to achieve this lockdown because I'm definitely going to be setting myself goals like today I went out and shot loads of photos for my Instagram and that was something I wanted to do and achieve and I probably on a usual day would just go shopping or go out to dinner and like spend the daytime like doing something chill and not not bothering to dedicate the whole of like my morning to well my afternoon to take photos so there is like a lot of benefits to it so feel free to use the comments like write down the benefits of this lockdown and what we can do to like have fun and support each other also if your mental health is under strain please do like reach out reach out to friends reach out to your GP reach out to there's always the NHS 111 line if you're really struggling always go into A&E but I think it's really important to take care of your mental health I would look up like positive videos like maybe by Robert Proctor he's quite good I think his name is Robert Bob Proctor that's it he's quite good it's like loads on on YouTube like once you type in one it will suggest loads for you so listening to that watching your favorite youtubers I think always helps I love watching like my favorite youtubers in lockdown um and watching good TV shows and one of family this and that so yeah there's feel free again to suggest in the comments like fun stuff to do productive stuff to do resource resources everything like let's use this as like a community to all get through this together um and just know that you know we're not alone we're all we're all in the UK going through the same lockdown and we will get through it the same way we got through the last one and um I pray for health for all of us so I'm gonna carry on with my evening but that is my mini uh little combo with you guys that I wanted to talk about so I'm about to do my makeup but my hair's a bit greasy today so I thought I'd slick it back in a pony so I'm using the vo5 wet look gel in extra hold I just realized I've gone from like eating to slicking my hair back in the pony but honestly I just had a really like chilled evening spoke to like a lot of my friends and we just yeah virtually hung out so there's not much to do these days um but try to make the most of it you know what I mean and I'm gonna create content for you guys and update you guys on my life and you guys can come to work with me oh my god there's a couple walking outside my window like arm in arm and it's like thanks rabbit and why don't you um I heard like loads of people like got into relationships and they announced like the second lockdown because they didn't want to go through alone and I was like that's kind of not gonna lie that's kind of sad imagine the only reason why you're getting into a relationship is because of a lockdown or because you actually want to be in that relationship with each other um how funny I don't have a mirror here so I'm literally using the reflection of um this photo frame I just use this like brush I don't know what kind of brush it is um but it's so good because it literally like gets all your frizzes down and I like to my bottom of my hair has so much baby hairs and you always see it falls down in my video so I don't know if I should cut it or if I should like because when I even want to pin it back it falls down so or you want to gel it back it falls down or I know it's staying up okay and then I go in with this cantu gel and I use this toothbrush um and I like try and clean like these bits up when your hair is greasy it's so easy to do this if you have clean hair oh my god it is impossible to do this like your hair just slips through I feel like that looks really neat actually you took the product out but yeah did any of you guys get like randomly our style before start quarantine like in London or in any country that you're in because I would be like why weren't you here when lockdown wasn't in around and you could have asked me out on a proper day rather than just chill at your place anyway let me do my makeup and we will continue talking I need to get that thing you know on zoom is it zoom or is it teams where they like blur out the background and um you can't see what's behind them because behind me is like my messy makeup table but oh my god one of my friends put up the story on his Instagram of this guy giving a lecture to them in uni yeah like on uni teams and is it teams or I forgot anyway it's called on zoom that's it on zoom and the guys put his background as like the lecture theater he's like in the middle of lecture theater and like it was just the most funny hysterical thing because he looked like super like I don't know like nerdy and he's got like this fake background like headphones like you know like those gamer like vibes that's exactly what this guy looked like um and he had a lecture theater background giving a lecture to a bunch of medical students which I thought was hilarious also my eyelashes are starting to look really like spidery scraggly so I need to kind of take them all out because you know it's only been two weeks and I if you pull them out then it pulls out your own eyelashes I need to find my brush um it pulls out your own eyelashes so that's not good the other thing I could do is I could convince Sina my sister to try and put in a few for me as they fall out so that it doesn't look too bad because Sina's the kind of girl where like she buys like all this DIY things to do for herself and then never ever does it that is literally if I could describe give a description about Sina that would be it like she buys like all these books DIY stuff like do your own like shellac to be honest we bought the shellac nail kit thing and that was really good but like she's bought like eyelash stuff nail extension stuff to do herself and like honestly she's never even opened the box but difficult times desperate times desperate measures I think that she should do my eyelashes so that I don't look like this my dad is shouting my mom downstairs you looking beautiful and he said but he said in in the ring it's Zeba Shadi which means you look beautiful and then he goes Zeba and then my mom goes what what do you mean I'm always beautiful and she goes and he goes no no no I mean more beautiful so funny he's funny how like funny how it doesn't matter what age you get if you like someone a compliment always means something also guys I am and not going to be using Shadi's powder because like I said in the last lockdown and my moron to come and use like 40 pounds worth of powder to set my face to sit at home no the answer is no if you guys were going to say yes the answer is actually no I'm not a moron so yes I did use like Georgia money foundation but that's just because the other ones make my skin break out but everything else I've used is pretty like cheap and cheerful smashbox stick I don't even know where so I know what this one but I like using it recently um elf concealer I like it cheap and cheerful my eyebrows are a top shot pencil that I got for one pound in there closing down sale of like the makeup section and this is a very old shade and light palette so basically in quarantine it's a good time to use up all the makeup that you don't usually use and you've just got lying around in your cupboard because you don't want to use up the nice stuff for gilmore girls and the modern family crew I hate this I hate when your hairline and the bronzer has like the difference between them and doing a little winged liner with this Charlotte Tilbury brown eyeliner I did that really rough but it actually didn't come out too bad I'm not gonna lie it's quite good perfecto guys I went through this phase where I quit pasta and I think it was because I was going gym a lot so I was just happy to like be more healthy and it wasn't affecting me as much by the way this is pillow talk um and I also like hot chick by Charlotte Tilbury so yeah I went through this phrase I quit pasta and now since lockdown started I'm going through that phase again where I'm eating junk and not working out but from what I remember from the last lockdown this lasts about a week and a half and then you kind of get sick of yourself and sick of all the food so then you start uh eating properly so that is the plan but for now I have a ravioli in the fridge downstairs that's waiting for me I love their waitrose goat's cheese raviolis they are the best also I'm using Nars orgasm blush I wonder if I like blush she says after applying the whole thing and lastly some Sephora lip balm and we are good to go so yes it's true I didn't need to do my hair and I didn't need to do my makeup and I didn't need to change into a different hoodie you guys didn't see that bit but it has made me feel like I've done something and it's kept me occupied for like 20 minutes so I think overall that was a win um and now I'm gonna go have some pasta I just asked my dad to say hi to the vlog and he goes I'm too hungry to say hi no I'm not hungry what they're still I'm hungry but I'm not you know I didn't shave I have to get the shower dad they see me without makeup anyway so it's fine she's already jumping she wants to jump in you know what you two have more people calling you than I do who's who called you so so you left the vlog to go and talk to Sol of course oh no no no no no no no honestly honestly I honestly got I did it for me she's what are you making oh okay I'm gonna make what do you want me I was gonna make pasta okay maybe I won't make pasta but I will show you guys the pasta anyway so these are the pastas that I absolutely got this one's goat's cheese and caramelized red onion ravioli and it cooks in two minutes and this one is portobello mushroom ravioli and it cooks in two minutes and these are the sauces that I buy with them it is the tomato mascarpone by waitrose and the tomato chili sauce also by waitrose so that is what I will have for lunch but maybe now I'll have some of my dad's omelette I don't know you'll see so I have a delivery from amazon and basically literally the day before lockdown I think it was or two days before lockdown I was at my friend's house and a bunch of them were playing this okay so they were three of them were Turkish and one of them was Arabic but they last played the Turkish friends taught my Arab friend I was just watching and I was like oh my god I need to learn later by this game because they wouldn't let us play um because they thought that we didn't understand the rules and that we'd ruin it blah blah blah but it's basically like Rummy but like a Turkish version or like Domino's and it's called Rummy Rummy Koop Rummy Cub I don't know it's called this is what it's called this is the box and there was the other version which was the actual one that they had but it took longer to deliver so this is the UK's number one family strategy game so I'm guessing that it exists in the UK as well but they were telling me that it's like a Turkish game so I don't know guys let me know down in the comments but basically it's like Rummy but on Domino's and it's slightly different like I think I'd have to read some of the rules to get through it but when I was watching them play like I fully like was like I could beat you all like it was really it's seven plus it's seven plus that's so funny because my friends were like literally like going crazy with this and like betting and all of this stuff so yeah this is definitely what's going to be keeping me and the family occupied this pandemic also if you guys have any other game suggestions for us to buy we play a little card games my parents love card games they're so competitive um but any other like board games let me know in the comments and description so I'm going to end this vlog here I hope you guys have enjoyed spending the past few days with me um don't forget to give this video a thumbs up sorry if you can hear my dad cooking background um 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