 I would like to share one life testimony that we have. We have Jamie, can you please come up to the stage? She drove all the way from sunny side, which is about 45 minutes away, just to share her testimony. You know, Jamie, we really appreciate that because we believe that testimonies, they are like a seed and somebody will be encouraged hearing your testimony. If you can come up right here. Would you please start sharing what was your life like before you received Jesus Christ and rededicated your life to God? And what was the struggles that you had? Wow. Well, for one, I was at the age of 16, I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety and I dropped out of high school at the age of 16. That's okay, that's okay. It's normal to be nervous. So I was so anxious and so I dropped out and then I just, my life couldn't move forward. I was so stuck and I'm like, sorry. What were the things that you experienced during that time of depression and what are the things that you couldn't do normally? So I was having like nightmares, I couldn't go to one of them was school, I couldn't get a job because I was just so anxious and I just have like panic attacks. And so I let fear kind of just like consume my life. So that's how like it was affecting me. I was just becoming an ugly person. I didn't want to be around people. Just a hateful person, a very negative person. You also mentioned to me earlier that you were completely stuck at home and you didn't want to go anywhere because of that depression. Yeah, so I was like, it got to the point where I just didn't want to get out of bed anymore. It was just like, I had no hope, no hope. And Jesus tried coming to me and I kept like shutting the door. Like I would have people tell me, you should pray. And I was like, no, shut the door on Jesus. So Jesus kept pursuing me. He's pursuing everybody that is not yet to has, what's the word for it? Give him himself to him. And so during the time of your depression, you lost your faith completely. What happened? And how did you come about that? So Jesus put somebody in my life. Would you please talk about how you actually became an atheist? Okay, yeah. So I was an atheist. So I grew up in the, through a Catholic church. And it was just like, I didn't have a relationship with Jesus. I didn't know, I didn't feel loved by Jesus. I just was like, well, I don't believe in you. Like, you don't love me. And that was like, that's how I became atheist. I was atheist for like about four years. And then Jesus was like, I'm gonna bring somebody into your life. So he brought somebody into my life that I can physically see him moving this person. I had to physically see it. And I was like, what is that? And that person was like, that's Jesus. And I was like, wow. And that's why I, and also one time, I was like in front of my front yard and I was just like crying and I was like, Jesus, I don't understand why I'm so depressed. I don't understand. And then it was so random. He like romanticized me and he put a beautiful hummingbird in my face. So close to my face. And he was like, I love you. And it was just like, that was like my moment where I was like, okay, Jesus, I'll let you in. So when God brought that person that you saw the work of God in the life of that person and you started to become doubtful of your atheism, right? And you started to kind of be drawn and to find if God is real and who he is. And through that person, how did you rededicate it or gave your life back to God? And how are you now in church and what's going on with you now? So how that all started is I got planted, right? So that person was like, here, come to this church, you know? And Jesus was like, here, I wanna take you to Hungry Jen. So I was like, okay, like, what do you want me to do? What do you want me to do here, Jesus? And then they were doing like a call and I could literally feel the presence of God like on me. And I can feel that like peace all over me. It was so crazy. And so since that time, you have been coming to this church and you're also involved in a live group and you have people that lift you up and build you up, correct? Yeah, so I have all that. So I was praying for all those things. I was praying, I was like, Jesus, I need like Godly people around me and I need, I was just praying and out of nowhere, Jesus was like, oh, here's two jobs. Here's like a free car. Here's like friends and here's this and this and this. And he just kept providing things. And I'm like, I'm so undeserving and he still loves me. And that's how that was my heart knowledge that like, wow, he still like, he loves me even after I shut the door on him. Wow, that is so touching and amazing. I believe that God changes lives and even like he did for Jamie, found herself in depression and anxiety, could not come out of her house, dropped out of school, completely shut the door on God. And this is what God can do with the person. I was worshiping and the Holy Spirit showed me the picture. There is one young lady that is watching us right now or will be rewatching that you really connect yourself with the testimony of Jamie. You are like in depression, you are not going anywhere, you're alone. In fact, this quarantine thing is not new to you because you've been stuck alone by yourself at your home for many, many years. And you are trying to get out that stage and you can't. And I wanna let you know something, Jesus Christ came today this morning to touch your life. I want you to open up your heart and just like Jamie did, open up your heart back to God and he will do miracles in your life in Jesus name. Jamie, would you please share a word of advice to people who might be just like, just like you find themselves in depression or could not do life by themselves anymore? What would you tell them? My advice to you is that the enemy is trying to discourage you and that Jesus is giving, I feel like this had to happen to me. I had to be depressed because I had to know what it felt like to be depressed so I could know how it feels like when Jesus comes and rescues me. And another advice would be that when you're going through these battles, remember that it says in the word that victory is yours but you can't have victory unless you have battles. Amen, thank you so much, Jamie. Wow, what an amazing testimony. Let's give God the glory, where you're standing, where you're sitting in your house. We just want to appreciate God, how much he does for us, for each one of us and he loves us. Hi there, this is Lana. Thank you so much for watching this testimony. I bet you were blessed. 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