 I'm here today to present to you guys that I'm a bad bitch period We're about to get ready because it's Christmas Eve Eve and oh my god look at my Look at me. So let me just put my contacts on real quick and I'm gonna show y'all how We transform Okay, so now that my contacts are in I'm gonna show y'all the brand I wear y'all always ask me their air optics And these are prescription cuz I do her life. So yeah, I got the campfire going on I can't fire the fireplace thing going on So yeah, I just wanted to this to be like a little chill cozy get ready with me because today is Christmas Eve Eve and I just got my hair done and I just want to get cute Because I haven't felt cute in a while like look at my nails They are so ugly and I wanted to take the time out to tell y'all my 20 20 glows because y'all know 2019 is ending It's crazy that this year has come to an end So fast like that shit is crazy So remember do not waste your time on nobody or nothing that's not benefiting you this upcoming year because look how Fast this time like look how fast this year just like like every year I realized like I can't be wasting my time I'm bullshit like I just realize it all the time Before we even get started to the video I wanted to talk about my hair this hair is you nice hair Eunice nice And oh my god, I just got it done yesterday. It's definitely came came out You know her shortcut. It was flipped like that. Yes, I gotta fix my baby ears, but This hair though, it looks like scalp like I just woke up. So excuse that so I this hair is super nice I cut it mode my hair stylist cut it into like into like a shortcut because we were going for that Kim K like flip up That I just said and I really like it was really I've been wanting to do this hairstyle for a while And this hair is really soft They've really been coming through with the laces It has minimal shedding, which I love because I do not like getting hair all over like I just hate it Hate it so much So yeah, I'm just gonna curl it because I don't want it to be too structured in two bumps Because I like messy hairstyles like messy and loose And this is a lace wig and as you can see it's able to be in half up half down Which I love that's one thing that I have to have like in a wig I have to be able to style it however. I want I just sometimes don't want to wear it like you know and The regular middle middle part or a party way. I want to be able to style it different ways. So yeah Okay, okay Okay, bum bum So basically it's just gonna look just like this but I'm gonna fix it more like once I put like my makeup and stuff on But yeah, it's super cute. I really highly recommend this cute hairstyle like it's just cute and sporty and girly I just love it in this wig. It's so bomb So make sure you check out my description box below so y'all can order y'all you nice hair because and I really Cuz their lace is like stop and that's what we want. That's what we want for 2020 like nothing more Nothing less. I won't scout. Okay, and that's periods I'm just gonna get into my makeup y'all. I've been trying new under eye creams because girl I have not been getting enough sleep and it's annoying me because y'all know I work at four in the morning and Oh my god, like I come home and I have to do stuff but me deadlines and that's one thing I want to work on in 2020 like I want to be more organized like I don't want to um, I Want to be more organized. I want to be more put together because I'll be all over the place I don't be meeting deadlines. I'll be late. I need to get my life in or talk in order, sweetie And I just as I'm growing older. I need to have like some structures of organization in my life. So That's what I really want to focus on in 2020 cuz y'all New Year's is gonna be crazy like I'm nervous. Exciting. I told y'all I'm going to the fight stuff like that. Well, I didn't really tell y'all but Yeah, it's just a lot of going on And it's gonna be crazy Like crazy So being organized is one of my goals that I want to accomplish in 2020 like I really don't it's not really a goal. It's just like a lifestyle You know change So I guess that's what you can call it like being more organized And stuff like that and I want to be more open with y'all this year Whatever like I go through. I want to let y'all know Like what it is. Like I don't want to hide it from y'all I really don't go through too much that I haven't already told y'all already so yeah But if anything comes down to it um I just want to be more open. I want y'all to feel like y'all are close to me And yeah, I don't want to like if I was watching somebody like I be wanting to know everything I'd be like what happened like what what's the tea like don't be half ass to mess Like we want to know all the details. Like why are you trying to come half way sis? Like don't be half way with us. And I don't want to be half way, which I don't want y'all to know everything because I love y'all so much Also another goal of mine Is I really want to discover I just want to be more about business. I want to see like What type of business I want to get into like what do I want to do as far as me having my own? Like I just don't want to sell she like I could sell hair like I could sell like little boutique clothes, but I don't want to Do that because like I want to do it because I love to do it But the one thing I really do want to do because I'm really like I love like I've been obsessed with my lips this year So I know I want to just I think I'm I don't know like I I love new lipsticks. I love nude combos. Like I'm obsessed with it. Like I just love nudes Like I love enhancing my lips because lips are just like Oh baggy doll So I want to come out with like a lip gloss or a lip liner or something like a little cute Lip combo and at affordable price like but I don't want my shade looking like LA experts. Like you got me fucked up I want to get more creative on youtube. I want to um Expand on like more than just like blog and stuff like I want to stand out this year I feel like this year is going to be a really good year And I'm just focused and driven So I want to take more trips this year. I really want to take a solo trip like that's one of my goals to do It's really scary because nowadays like girl, you got to watch y'all back Like you gotta carry maze you People just out here keeping that thing girl sex trafficking and stuff like I'm not trying to get sex traffic like I just really don't and I feel sorry for all the victims and if you are if you have been sex traffic Or a victim of sex trafficking if you watch my videos Um, I'm so so sorry that you had to go through that traumatizing experience But I just do not want to get Kidnapped like girl, that's like my biggest fear And my one of my biggest fears is hitting a deer like Every time I'm driving because I drive like in um Like a whole bunch of open roads with like deers and stuff like that. That's my biggest fears too. I'm like, oh I just want to be I just want to take risks this year I just don't want to be afraid to take a risk. Like I'm just so fucking scary I'm just scary ass bitch But I need to stop like I need to stop having these thoughts in my head like what if it don't work out like I mean if it doesn't work out. I mean, at least I can say I didn't try, you know able to Not hold back from a lot of things. I just want to make a lot of decisions And oh my god, I hate that Like I love my mama so much like I love her like she's the most dearest to my heart But y'all like she all my life like I've been like she's been like the backbone of everything So her opinion matters to me like are y'all like that? Do y'all have to be like mama like do you have to tell y'all mama? What you doing like all the time like like not what you doing But asking her for advice on everything like you always have to have a second opinion and my second opinion is my mother Like I will always take her shopping with me Like I'll be like I will always want her to come shopping with me because she always Picks out the best shit um Like she was like the head um fashion like fashion salesperson For bcbg like she was always silent clients of hers like they were coming to see her So I always took her shopping with me because she has a good eye for fashion and looks and stuff like that so But yeah, that's besides the point But like for me like decided anything I'd be like asking her like her opinion And she'll be like sometimes she'll be like I don't think it's a good idea like I shouldn't like hold back because sometimes she'll say She'll voice her opinion on something and then I'll just have second thoughts about it, but A lot of things she had Um, that's about that. I just did anyways and it came out proven her wrong So like a lot of shit. I'm just I just want to stop being scary And listening to people's opinions and just do my own thing You know Do my own thing And I also I need to my grandma watches my videos. Hey gurney if you're watching I'm gonna go visit her. I have not seen my grandma in four years. I haven't been on my Father's side. Well, I should say firm donor sign In a while. So I need to make that a goal this year to go visit her like it's that say like make that a fucking go But you know a lot of family issues. It's a lot of family problems, especially for African-american girls like it can happen in like a Caucasian household, but More than likely it happens in the african-american household. We have to deal with fathers and stuff like that. We have to deal with daddy issues and I have a lot of daddy issues like so That would like take a toll on me. I would get angry a lot I'm out some games, but that's in my past. So But yeah um Growing up with growing up without a father is hard because Like you want your father to be there you want a father figure in your life to show you like what kind of dudes you should date like And be there to like question the dude to be like if you fuck him If you fuck up my daughter would beat your ass or something like that like show some like I don't know. I don't know how to explain it But yeah That's why I'm scared to have kids y'all because I really want Like if I have a daughter, I don't want her going through the same shit that I had to go through And what else do I want to do this year? I want to take my solo trip um be more open with y'all organized Entrepreneurals, what are y'all goals to share? What are y'all what do you want to accomplish in 2020? You need to comment that down below If you want to start a youtube channel, you need to do that asap y'all. I love my hair It's just so cute Like I can't wait to like put on like a cute sporty outfit in like some shoes This will look so cute with that type of shit that type of vibe, you know Oh I know what I want to do I want to start dating more like I know I'm gonna start taking like if somebody want to find me out. I'm not being scary anymore I'm about to go like I'm gonna fucking leave like I'm done like being like But I know y'all probably like oh she just won like a rich nigga I mean don't nobody want to broke nigga in like I don't attract Broke niggas like So don't be getting mad at me because And the number one thing that I have on my list is obviously To move I'm out of here. I'm out of this joint. Okay. I'm out. I need to give But I'm not gonna talk about that anymore. I'm just gonna put everything into work So yeah, I don't want to be and I don't want to be a talker I want to show out show I can back up everything that I talk about So I'm not gonna be too much of a talker this year. I'm just gonna be all about actions. Okay So this is what I wanted to do Wing liner. I finally got the next mat. I finally free upped on me. So let's see If I can still do this because I haven't done a wing liner. It's so long Ew, my nails are so ugly I got a nail appointment tomorrow I need to be well worth it because I need to go to Chicago tomorrow Oh, yes, I still fucking got it Damn, I did that. Okay I really want to know I really want to learn how to twerk like I I know like that's like silly to say but listen I'm trying to learn how to twerk song First on real life Like some baby and shit like Like some baby style and shit like Wait, let me see. Let me see Something says put your hands on your oh, oh no No, it's gonna be the year of testing myself setting the goal setting the wrist Just you know the whole fucking night And I only want to surround myself around People who are going to help me grow as a person Like I don't just want to be hanging around bitches just to be hanging around, you know what I'm saying like I'll just Don't want to be around that type of energy But yeah, y'all like I was saying like this year I really learned to just you know protect my peace and That I can stand alone. Like I don't need to be around people or you know Be around people that are cool. Fuck. I was saying my camera just died Oh that um, I just want to be around genuine people because this year has really taught me That I can stand alone and I'm alone for a reason But don't be afraid to be by yourself because I'll be by myself 99.9 of the time what else has is your taught me Then I need to stop being scary and let shit just play out on it. Um Oh So cute My god, this is so cute. I just love this hairstyle Can we take my picture picture? You want a picture honey? You want a picture? Yeah, you want a picture? Yeah, I want my picture honey And then I'm just gonna spray my bugger rock for the final touch because this is my favorite All right, y'all so that's it for this video I hope you guys enjoyed don't forget to like comment and subscribe And don't forget to check my description box below to check out you nice hair This wig is so bomb looks like scalp and you need it for the new year coming up 2020 We slaying all 2020. Okay, and that's just period So I hope you guys enjoyed and don't forget to comment down below. What are your new year's goals? What are y'all what do you want to accomplish and what have you learned in 2019? So I want to know I would just want to read y'all comments and just See if like I can relate to y'all. I always relate to y'all. So Yeah, I just want to see what y'all learned this year So that's a wrap and I hope y'all have a good Christmas and new year's but I'll probably see y'all before that I'll probably post some more before that but if I don't Could you know how that goes? But we're trying to be more organized. So let me not say that Let me not put that negative energy work. I'm gonna see y'all before the new year So yeah y'all I will see y'all next video and I love y'all so much. Bye