 We just dropped off our our Taita. Yeah, which is a shaman. We took the shaman with us I was gonna say like we should film that yeah, and I was like yeah Yeah, I really liked the experience but not because of why I originally thought I was gonna like it what I got out Of this was that the realization that I can continue to do stuff like this But I have been given the answers like I know the answers and I just need to So like the visions I was having and dude it's I have like an anxiety about like doing things in front of crowds and a lot of like what I want to continue to break through is is just being comfortable with that and And just like you know having more confidence to take our business to the next level to the next level to the next level And So I had this like vision of me There was a huge pole a picture of fireman's pole in the middle of a Broadway show in New York City And I was doing you're stripping. I was I was stripping bro. No, I was doing Japanese like acrobatic stuff and I was just killing it and it was so real and like people in the crowd Were like reacting and then I would be in their bodies It was very odd what I liked about this was that ayahuasca to me was like the pinnacle of like no There's like deeper shit inside me like I have to get out and like if I don't react and like a really If I don't like barf the whole night and like have these crazy He'll look like hallucinations that I'm not getting to the core of what's going on And I pretty much just realized like dude you can after I took the first cup I was like Dan you kind of know what's gonna happen if you take the second cup Like you're gonna it's gonna do a little bit and then if you take a third cup like probably do a little bit I just realized that what we're doing here at Zendu Fitness and The the direction we're headed in is the right direction and to just cut out all the bullshit and all the The noise and thinking thinking to myself that there's something inside of me That's not complete that I need to figure out before we can move forward to that next level and this ayahuasca trip basically showed me that By by nothing really happening by not something like really jolting me. It was more of like And I could have taken more I could have taken more and had a crazy experience like visually But I really think at the end of the day it would have just been I would have had the same realization of You're going in the right direction Continue to be confident continue to move forward. That's what I got dude I feel like I had your experience up until when I fell asleep, so my intention going into this thing was like I just want to work on patience so I can get more present and like just You know just continue to live a happier and happier life Like that's the end goal always as Zendu Fitness and like obviously my dance life is how do we get? probably the happiest life possible and a big part of that for me is like becoming more patient become more present and So of course because I said this intention. There's 19 people at this ceremony and I think what like? There's like three of us who took a second cup Yeah, not many three people took a second cup and like I was the only Person who took a second cup and like still didn't throw up and I was like, you know vomit purge Whatever and I was like really cuz like usually you purge and then like you start to get more like an intense experience And so I was like, all right. I kind of got to where Dan was just saying where I was like, well, I learned that You know at the end of the day, I know everything I need to know like I'm good And I can just go to sleep now and I'm happy. It was a good experience and then I woke up I woke up like I don't know after maybe an hour or so and I just heard this like woman's voice calling me like spiritual woman's voice calling me who was saying like Like this basically she was telling me I had to go throw up She was like this is like I don't remember exactly said but something along the lines of you have to like pay this toll To enter the next level and so like I got up I went like threw up and so I went and purged and I came back and when I came back I Lay back down and I started to have Like this experience where I was like coming in and out of like reality were There was like this spiritual woman, you know I'm sure like someone who like is is very knows Jahe or I was like, oh, yeah, that was like this Spirit the ayahuasca spirit and she's basically saying like you have to let go and you have to let go of like this physical body If you want to go to the next level and so I was like going back and forth between like laying because it's cold We're in the mountains like shivering freezing freezing shivering in my physical body And then completely snapping out of it not shivering at all and like going to this other Dimension or something and like being completely like comfortable, but also Having a lot of like, I don't know like kind of scary visuals Like it was like a spear was like testing me and like messing with me being like are you ready for this? Are you ready to and I kind of went back and forth between this for I don't know an hour or two until I Got to a point where I was like I couldn't let go of me I couldn't let go of the physical body to completely go to another space And so I kind of I was like, you know what what I can do is like I can go integrate And there was like a big circle around a fire of you know, that's why you went sat down Okay, I saw that music and like everyone was just like Singing songs of like gratitude and just beautiful stuff all in Spanish don't know what they're saying. It was awesome It was wonderful though and I went to sat in there and I was like, you know what the The work is being able to take all this stuff whether I'm living another dimension or whatever happened and Integrating in the world and like bringing this love to what I do in my everyday life And it was just like this like fluidity fluid energy moving through me Just saying like yo you need to bring this like love your feelings this integration more into that new fitness You need to bring this energy more into you need to give more you need to be More present you need to be more with it and you have to like with everything you're doing with all the experience you have because a lot of times I do let my mind go wherever for the next task and this was an Opportunity for me to like just sit there and like, you know, I took out some little shakers I started playing some music with them and really just integrated in that moment and that was a work And I think I'm curious to maybe do jahe again because this is my that was my second time doing it and the first time like nothing Nothing happened the first time the second time. It's like Basically some spirit whatever like the whole time I battling in my head. So I'm like, yeah spirit. No, it's not like my own brain It's my neuroscience like telling me these stories because I've heard stories before whatever it is Maybe it's just my brain firing telling me these things. Maybe it is a spirit possessing my soul Whatever it is. I had a taste of it And it was kind of intense and I kind of want to go back and see what else is there because she kept telling me like There's like this. There was a ceiling and I couldn't break through it She's like just wait and see what will happen to your whole life including your business everything Once you can break through the ceiling and live up here, dude That's super interesting because I think it is like my opinion. I mean doesn't matter Like we both have our opinions on this like I like for me personally I think it's whatever you create in your mind Like I was trying to get weird and and my and it was like and my body was like Dan You're not gonna trip balls. Stop it. Thank you're not you don't need to do that I like the the funny thing is like the first time I did John. Hey, I tried to do that and nothing happened And this time I was like, no, I don't I was like nothing's gonna happen I was like nothing's gonna happen and so like I was like whatever nothing's happening like this stuff isn't real Whatever like I was just logical, you know, right brain thinking everything and then when I fell asleep That's what allowed like whatever to see bin and wake me up with this So the thing about psychedelics is they just wake you up to what's real and that's basically what Dan I've both been talking about. It's like what's real what's real is that like we're on the right path and the more The more deep we go with this the more present we get the more fun We have the more we enjoy the process the better things are gonna go and like it's these psychedelics and things like this just remind you of that and Yeah, remind you what's most important. Yeah, and Let's not get it, you know Vren and I like like he said we do we do these things for educational purposes. All right, Zendu nation Now it's time to reintegrate back into the city of Medellin I'm gonna go home and sleep. He's gonna go home and maybe sleep. I don't know what he's gonna do We didn't sleep last night. Oh, yeah, there's no sleep told Brooklyn. Oh, I guess it's me. We got like an hour or two each Yeah Yeah, that's true. It could have been for could have been four minutes I don't know really don't know don't know but What we do know is that we love you and we'll see you on tomorrow's vlogs and do nation You guys usually don't do this, but yesterday we were recording our ayahuasca Like at the end of it. We were recording We're unpacking our ayahuasca trip and then the SIM card got full and then our battery died The things that everything happened so you couldn't finish the video So this video is actually like Brandon's gonna post this in a few hours What you're seeing right now is today and yesterday. Yes So and you're gonna throw him a clip right of our we started to talk about it yesterday on the car right home And then the battery was like screw you. Yeah, so you guys just saw that you saw it like Second ago right there. You just saw it. Yeah, and now we're engaging to finish that conversation and talk about yeah, our experiences and You know Dan's experience you guys just saw you heard from it. You heard most of my experience. I think we just wanted to Just package everything up and and share with you guys a little bit more about like what we've learned from overall experience And it's cool to do this now because we're one day removed. So I think we have a little bit greater perspective I know Dan I both have something want to share. So we're gonna do a little Pop what's it called popcorn wrinkled popcorn sharing. So Dan you pop corn first Thanks, dude All I was gonna say was that this is something I noticed Yesterday in the car ride home. I think I had a little bit more of like It was good, but not what I expected and I also figured out why I didn't tell you this yet So I said it in my vlog like 10 minutes ago One thing I didn't like about the trip initially and especially like yesterday as we were going through it Was that I realized that I was getting irritated without knowing it like subconsciously that I couldn't control the environment so like When we've done other psychedelics, it's like you and me are like, okay Let's go here. Yeah, and then take it and then we're gonna trip Learn some stuff and then go do whatever we want and leave You know this we don't like structure you want the structure I don't like structure and so like we went there and the shaman who was like like we said an awesome dude Who like we definitely will I would love to do it with him again. Yeah, I'd love to do it with him, too. Oh You bad boy Where's I go with that? Oh? He got there late. It's freezing cold. We're sitting outside the entire time. So after we take the ayahuasca I'm also puking so I'm not feeling that great I don't really want to talk to everyone and like some of the people have super intense experiences and we're for lack of a better phrase kind of annoying and It just like I'm trying to sit there like and have my thoughts and I'm freezing cold I got blankets wrapped around me So I realized that that played a role went during the trip of making it Like why can't I just take my cup and then like go do my like go walk around or do one thing? Like why is that to be freezing cold? Yeah So I think what I then I woke up today. It's just a huge amount of happiness like I felt rested and In thinking about I feel I feel so light today That's one thing that like I don't know if you've noticed. Yeah, like I feel very light and also you'll jovial good word I think I feel Much better much more present and just a little bit Taking down a notch like not in terms of my energy levels, but just I'm kind of like lightweight like Cool. Yeah, I think it's a perfect timing because everything our lives really heavy You just got a relationship the business is getting super intense like we literally can't handle what's happening right now But we're just rolling with it and so it's good time. So like kind of like it's like, yeah, listen all this stuff you're doing It's serious, but it's not that serious exactly dude. That's that's a great point because like even today, you know, we're like What time is it five o'clock? I feel like it's 10 in the morning Like it's just we've been at it all day long. And yeah, I think the ayahuasca for me just kind of was like Yo, you go do your human thing and keep growing your business like I get it But like don't freak out man. Like it's gonna it's one gonna be fine If you keep working like this you're going to succeed and number two It doesn't matter. You can choose to be stressed out and not so choose not to be. Yep So cool and for me There is like a lot of beautiful stuff that happened I guess during the ceremony and then like reflecting afterwards and one great example is like you get like a one-on-one Session with the titan the guy who liked the ceremony the indigenous dude and afterwards he like shares and things are really helpful for He was like do you like have prayer in life at all? I was like no because I'm not really a religious person, but I told my shared like I believe in something bigger than me I don't know what that is. I just know that there's some kind of redemptive There's some kind of event redemptive force in the universe that You know creates awesome things if you put your intention in the right place and he was like well You know you can like pray to that like whenever things seem out of control I'm like why is this happening or why isn't this happening? Why hasn't this happened yet? Just like do a former prayer like yo, I don't know what's happening Assuming that whatever it is is for my best interest and I'm just gonna let go of feeling after like I have to hold on to Something and force it to happen. Yeah, and so that was awesome. The second part was My patience thing right and I think I talked about this a little bit in the video you just watched but I was trying to work on patience and Something he said was like when you feel impatient We want something to happen faster or you're impatient with like how people are acting or treating you or it's just how things are Going to take a moment to stop and kind of recondition your mind Tony Robbins yourself or a neurolinguistic program yourself to Shift the way you're seeing the world now moment and had a perfect opportunity last night My free you my girlfriend my free Friends over some of the club me homies awesome dudes and I want to go pick up some pizzas And this kind of stuff happens me all the time in Columbia like I'm speaking things correctly But things just don't work out the way that I want them to so that's the two large pizzas And I got a large of the medium after like, you know drilling them super hard like this is what I wanted And I was like, ah, you know, I started to get upset like dude like I literally said what I wanted Why didn't you give me what I asked for? A lot of times in the u.s. Like when there's a problem with like services or my dad They just give you what you asked for for free here in Columbia a lot of times are just like oh Like sucks for you. You don't get like a refund. You don't get anything else like good luck And so when I went through that I used the thing that he taught me which was Imagine like kissing your girlfriend or the person that you love and like what that experience is like and bringing up that in Patience that feeling you feel and then kind of smothering it with this feeling of love what it's like to have a hub That I that feels awesome or a kiss or like sharing that moment and I did that and it worked and it was super cool because For me like I and for Dan too. We went into this. I lost your Jahe experience to come out a better person to grow and to get actually like actual things We can do and so now I have tools more important in my life to be happier And to just be more present and like Dan said like we feel it today I think it's something that we're carrying with us and it's awesome And that's why I think we think it's so important to do something to shake your cage and get out of your comfort zone Every like three to four months or that'd be psychedelics or you know jumping in the cold freezing cold water Exactly or a medication retreat or like something just out of your comfort zone. We're going like learning Tantra Which I did the other day. Yeah Learning new language. I mean there's so much that you can do guys. So just remember to rattle your cage a little bit and Get yourself into a state of being where you're not thinking the way you usually think that's that's all we're asking for And that's all we're we're encouraging you to do here and that's the end of the law