 organization. I have got the organization to handle a bomb here. People who do that want to do it, you know, what our limitations are. You've been with them and they all have the right to do it. And I think that I can hold this thing together. I don't believe there'll be many attacks on the orders I issue on Tonkin, Guff, and I'm not a candidate. And I think that people can give the band that they want such a mandate that he might continue the good work we've done. And I don't know how they'd be, I expect to be Bobby Kennedy and Hubert Upford and whoever they are. But I believe they can get along with a negative better than I can. It's obvious to me that I haven't got any influence on them. Here at the founding point in my life when I need people's help, I didn't even get to lawyer him. I can't hold on a layer of mine. My attorney general or anything like that. I don't see any reason why I would seek the right to endure anguish that I do endure. I want that right. People I think have a mistaken judgment. They think I want great power. What I want is great solace. Little love, that's all I want. And I don't know, I looked at every paper this morning. The New York Times had a pallet platform that compromised instead of a convinced. And Jimmy Breslin called him. I had those two pictures to put up for me. I never knew of it. I wish you didn't have a picture of me in the hall. But it was the arrogance run wild. And I'm making every decision. Dave Lawrence went in the room, made up there and called me here according to Harold Trillion. I didn't know he'd ever call me. But I'm free. Everything you say that I'm free. When he came in the other day, it's all outlined. What all he's doing to get to Macra Capital and all of them working on the Johnson compromise. This thing like it, I don't think it. I don't think a white subnail is a man to unite this nation in this hour. And I don't know who he is. And I don't even want that to be responsible. But back to your question. This is probably all I've told you about it. But I rather guess that nobody's entitled to know who you are or what I'm thinking. And I think that some of them charge you with cowardice. I don't want to face up to it. But I just want to be charged with the cowardice. To be charged with being a thief. To be charged with the things that they do say. Being a manipulator. I've spent just all the things that they say. Every color. I have tried. I've had doubts about whether a man born where I was born. Raised like I was raised could ever satisfy the northern Jews and Catholics. Union people. And I don't think you do that. And I don't feel good about throwing Alabama out of Mississippi. Making them take it home. Nobody else take it. Make me happy either. And I don't want to go back home and have my people feel. I don't have to fight to carry Texas. I just don't want Texas to have to say yes to them anymore. I've asked them the last time I want to ask them. And if you don't know how that feels when you go out there and start asking a man, please give you a quarter of a cup of coffee. So I would say to them that you're not going to call me because I told you last night that I thought it'd be best. People were talking that all these folks were calling. The paper said this morning Governor Lawrence picked up a phone. That's all untrue. But I think that they're men of wisdom and this is their party. And I really honestly just say he believes it all if you've got more at stake than he has. And he has great respect for these people. So what I would suggest is that you get them in together this morning. They ought to be meeting all day and thinking about approaches. And I suggest you get them all in and talk to them about it. And then get the consensus there. And then get another group of five and then you can, John can go and talk to Sanders or something. But I just don't know where you're going to call me up since Sanders says that he's going to walk. But I don't give a goddamn that he won't stop. But that'd be the answer to the question that you call when you're raised. And I would give it my best judgment that they will not win on a minority reporter greens. I do not believe that you can read the Chicago and New York and Massachusetts. And I rather think that this freedom party was born in the Justice Fund. I don't agree with John. Maybe not. I don't know the vote you all know. But I know the issues and I just don't believe that you can ever carry a beer election in Blanco. It's a probation town and I just don't believe it is the talk John Bailey's born. I just believe there's so much hatred in this city that nobody's really going to want to get on a roll call with them. And I think they'll run just like Coyle. That's what we started talking about. He said that he'd heard what the state coordinator had given in. I don't think you can do better than that for our president than we ought to be. You just tell them I don't need to because I don't. I really do not believe, Walter, that I can physically and mentally. I go out and have a couple of nervous breakdowns. I don't want to be in this place like Wilson. And I do not believe I can physically and mentally carry the responsibilities of the bomb and the world and the niggers and the south and so on and so forth. There are younger men and better prepared men and better trained men and Harvard educated men. And I know my own limitation. I just don't believe that I have the physical and mental strength to carry. And I take the time to make that decision while they're there and not after they go home. I thought about it a good deal this morning. I have read the statement 20 years but I'm just getting ready to write this. I just got one more sentence on it and I told them to have a helicopter stand by. And I'll decide during the lunch hour I want to meet with the security council. And I'll decide during the lunch hour what to do about it. And either come on up there or call in the press conference here. If you have any idea which would be better from your vantage point, from my standpoint, it would be better here. Because you don't have to go through any of the handshaking. And they follow the roar. On the other hand, you kind of hate the managers. You know, the folks before you hear it through the press. If I'm going to do it, I'm going to do it. I told you that. That's what I think it will be. Bird thought to go up there because it wasn't quite right to hold them up this long. And everybody guessing. I think I've got to decide on the last presence of day because I'm persistently interviewed every 10 minutes. And that's the whole thing. It's undignified. I know, but I'm not going to go through with him for four years. I had to.