 Oh, you guys my video timed out. Isn't that interesting? I'm doing Dana Play-Doh and it timed out I might need to make some storage on my phone here because I'm using my phone to record today It seems as though With Dana we're talking to Dana Play-Doh who you might recognize as Kimberly Drummond from the TV show different strokes back in the 80s She's talking about her experiences in the afterlife when she first arrived Let's let's ask the next question. How is being there? How is being there? Are you finally? With your son. Oh, so did you so Kimberly or I'm sorry. I'm sorry keep calling you Kimberly But that's how I know her Dana, that's how I know you How is being with your son, are you with your son, I guess your son is in the afterlife. Yes Yes, but it's different and then I see like a name an N name Like I don't know if it's Nicholas or Somebody else Nick and I see I Don't know if that's somebody that's with her in the afterlife that she's mentioning or if it's somebody that was here She's talking about her sister and her mom and How they were heartbroken or somebody Something about heart being heartbroken about her death. She said I never really got over the loss of my son Was he like an infant a sudden infant thing? I feel like she got pregnant and it was a surprise being pregnant I can't see her married. So if she was married, she must have been a single mom at some point and Looks like there was two kids though. There's more than one so I don't know if there was a loss of a child or Another like a miscarriage. I don't understand that. Okay, so let's see There's a lot of guilt around her son It's overwhelming. It's overwhelming. She says it's overwhelming I wonder if she was on some kind of medication or taking drugs or something at the time that her son died because it feels like She blames herself And I see like jail time or something like was somebody in jail That she was with or around or did she get arrested or something at some point? You guys put that in the comments below because she's showing me all this, you know It's like chaotic. It's like flickers of things almost like I'm watching a movie and I just see parts bits and pieces and it's just It's all mixed up like a puzzle that comes through It's disorienting is what I'm gonna say So are you are you reincarnated? This is another question No There's a pause there Not ready That's what she says How is the way that you would like to be remembered On earth How would you like to be remembered on earth? For doing the best that I could she says I did the best that I could I don't want to make excuses or blame other people but there is a lot of There's a lot at stake when you're famous and There's a lot of um scrutiny that you're under a lot of judgment a lot of criticism and It's not fair How much pressure is It comes with so much. There's such a cost to it and She's talking about other roles other movie roles I look like it looks like she was a bad girl in a movie Like a bad She's a bad girl or something and I'm one of the movies that she was in but Getting regular work and being kind of stuck. She's kind of showing me being stuck on tv Like maybe she wanted to be in movies more is what it feels like I did the best I could she says I want her to be remembered for for doing the best that I could I don't really know that I want to be remembered. That's what she says Like maybe just being a regular person having a normal life would have been a better way for me to To live but Like I see all sorts of stuff you guys like I don't I can't tell if she's showing me different movies that she's been in her life Because it's all just Disorienting and not it's fragmented Ah, okay. So here's a good question. Here's the final question here in our conversation with dana plato Could you tell the audience or advise? Your thoughts about depression and then she says thank you or he says thank you So you did suffer from depression It's almost like she's neurotic a little bit though like that like her head is like Like you take pills to like make you feel like get you up and make you feel energy Energy-wise and then it fights against this like inside this current inside that drags you down. She said so it's It's this constant fight. She said it's constant fight. You need to be up and you need to be focusing to be present But the but then there's an energy like dragging down. She said it feels like being underwater It feels like you're drowning, but you can't die It's it's awful. It's horrible. It's I wouldn't wish it on anyone It's not something that was understood or Acknowledged or diagnosed even it wasn't even it was considered just like a problem like you were damaged, you know If you if you had something you couldn't keep yourself together It's unexplainable It's it's a feeling of Just empty I don't really know that I'd have advice on dealing with depression Maybe to Ask for help sooner Don't let it get so bad that you want to take your own life. I wonder if she committed suicide I can't tell it looks like an overdose or something or medication and she's not well So the being not being well might not be not physically well might be depression not well She says now you're getting closer. Now you got it She says it doesn't really matter What what I did or didn't do what I chose the path that I chose What matters is that you have your own choice to make people have their own choices And when you when you're in a state of depression, it's hard to remember that I would like if if I could Give advice I would share that you To remember even when you're feeling just so awful that You have choices And that you're not don't be afraid to be a burden on other people You know call your friends call your family reach out You know call a hotline call a stranger whatever you need to do to remind yourself that you have life and That you're worth you're worth You're worth it Just remember that you have you have a choice And that you chose to be here you chose to have a life and It really is important not to take that for granted Then I'll listen. I see the name Jacob. I don't know if that means anything you guys Thank you Dana for showing up here. So I want to be real clear. Have you healed? Very calming energy. She says she said there's much more peace now But it took time It was really difficult to understand to understand death that life was just over and to let go of what could have been for my life it took it took me some time to Really understand and accept being a spirit Just just a spirit which it sounds I don't mean it to sound like that it it sounds when I say it like that it doesn't sound How it is but there's a much more peace but but then I look back and I I feel as though I mean I could have had more time. I could have had a better life I could have made a difference. I could have helped other people. I could have done more I did the best I could I don't I'm not angry with myself But I know that I wasted my life I wasted some of the time that I was gifted and That's something that I I continue to heal on So before I would come back I would want to make sure that I felt very whole As a spirit first And that's a process that is a process as you say healing, you know healing and it is a process it is At least for me. That's how it's been It's it's different for everyone. I think But for me, that's how it's been Well, thank you so much Dana I appreciate your time and I'm sure here the viewers at above life channel will also appreciate The energy and the insight that you're bringing forward, especially the awareness about depression Much appreciated. 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