 Paul was just saying, I cannot handle this. Imagine being in a large spiritual community where there's all the stimulation around you and chatter and always involved in assignments and activities and working here and doing this and this and this and then being there in a house that's completely stopped with everything you need to live, a whole house to stay in, and the terror of the silence. Now that starts to show you what the terror is really about. The small still voice. Be still and know that I'm God. The mind that gets invested in this world gets so caught into the chatter that there's nothing more terrifying than silence, than the feeling of being alone, all alone in the world. And that's really what's underneath it. And so I would say that as you're picking this leaf, as you go along and you let the spirit pour through you and you shine your light and travel through everything, you'll be clearing away, making your mind ready for that still experience where you see that you're the Christ in the silence of your mind. That's where we get that recognition. We can't get it if we're chatter. You can have all this experience from going away and have these great skills to come back and teach and you're marketable. So you could just add this beautiful experience to a basic gift being a teacher or whatever. It's just an expansion of what you're having. My name is Patrick. I can relate. What is the name of this philosophy we're dealing with here? I just called it the present moment. It's just the now. And it goes by many different names and different traditions, but the philosophies themselves are kind of like bridges into it, the kind of point, they're like signposts. But that's the fun part of what you just walked into. It's not, it doesn't really have a name. And we've been kind of having an open discussion where everybody can bring forth whatever they're guided to share, any questions or issues, and it's a real free flow. I've heard of some philosophy called theosophy. Now how does this relate to that if you know anything about theosophy? Because I don't know what it is, but I used to see it in the book. It sounds interesting, but I've never pursued it. Yeah, theosophy, the philosophical society, we've been around for a long time. And then we're into, I would say, metaphysics, meta being beyond the physical, getting back into your mind, getting back into your thoughts. There's some churches nowadays that get metaphysical. I think of like Unity or Christian Science, very much focused on the thought and the mind, earnest homes, science of mind. And what we teach is that those are all very helpful stepping stones. Christine has been talking about heart Christians, joining with the heart Christians, chanting, meditation. Honest has brought up meditation. Do you even have a gong that we have that came in today? What he's talking about is the highest point in yoga that you have studied, the highest point in Tai Chi, he's going from the top down, from reading and concentration, from the ethical aspects of these practices. But he's talking from the absolute down, instead of from these practices in the relative top. This is actually, in the Indian sacraments, they're called yana yoga, and it's actually parts of Buddhism and Taoism. But all the major religions, they include these teachings, they just use slightly different, they use different terms, you might think. So it's kind of universal teaching that David's putting through, right? We're using all kinds of names, from heart Christians to Jesus, to Buddha, to Krishna. I'll tell you what I'm talking about here. Wait a minute, Terry, you've got a magic gun. We don't have any hot and fast roots. You don't eat any kind of Friday or something. We eat Republicans on Saturdays. Yes, it's very lively. In fact, what I say is that discipline is important. That's why the different traditions have routines, rituals, things, because those are symbols that are helpful, and there are many different ones, but you start to move into disciplining your mind and your heart to a way of living, to an experience where the other stuff can fall away. So then we always say, I travel all over the world, going over to Europe. I eat what's served. I go where I'm invited. I have no one to convince. There's not trying to proselytize or convince anybody of anything, or change their minds even. I focus on my purpose and sharing, letting the light shine through me. And it's really fun. It goes everywhere. We're doing a gathering here, but our friend Hilton put us up at the courtyard of Mary Island, and Kathy and I were kind of rejoicing with the staff. We've been joking and laughing and everything. And I told the staff they were behind the desk, the front desk, and I said, oh, I've got a great job. I get to just go around the world and talk about love and forgiveness. And one woman, she said, oh, another Dr. Phil. And I said, well, I said, I don't really offer advice per se on specifically how to live your life. It's more talking about thoughts and releasing and concepts and so forth. And I said, I'm really not into judgment. And she went, oh, Dr. Phil's still judges. But I said, because the joy is just accepting everyone just exactly as they are. And we were all laughing. The whole staff, we were laughing with the maid. The maid was telling the manager of the place, you know, I wouldn't have your job for anything. And the manager was saying, come here and see how it feels to be behind the desk of the manager. And she said, no, no, no, no, no. I sit there and I scrub and I have my conversations with Spirit and everything. And we just had this ongoing laughter with the whole staff. And that's what it's about. It's really about everyone you meet. It's not so much a particular place or a particular system or philosophy. I'm waking up.