 Book 2, Chapter 7, of The Old Wives Tale, by Arnold Bennett. In the summer of that year, the occurrence of a white rash of posters on hoardings and on certain houses and shops was symptomatic of organic change in the town. The posters were iterations of a mysterious announcement and summons which began with the august words, by order of the trustees of the late William Clues Mericarp Esquire. Mericarp had been a considerable owner of property in Bursley. After a prolonged residence at Southport, he had died at the age of eighty-two, leaving his property behind. For sixty years he had been a name, not a figure, and the news of his death, which was insurably an event, incited the burgesses to gossip, for they had come to regard him as one of the invisible immortals. Constance was shocked, though she had never seen Mericarp. Everybody dies nowadays, she thought. He owned the Baines Povie shop, and also Mr. Critchlow's shop. Constance knew not how often her father and later her husband had renewed the lease of those properties that were now hers, but from her earliest recollections rose a vague memory of her father talking to her mother about Mericarp's rent, which was and always had been a hundred a year. Mericarp had earned the reputation of being a good landlord. Constance said sadly, We shall never have another as good. When a lawyer's clerk called and asked her to permit the exhibition of a poster in each of her shop windows, she had misgivings for the future. She was worried. She decided that she would determine the lease next year, so as to be on the safe side. But immediately afterwards she decided that she could decide nothing. The posters continued to be sold by auction at the Tiger Hotel at six thirty for seven o'clock precisely. What six thirty had to do with seven o'clock precisely no one knew. Then after stating the name and credentials of the auctioneer, the posters at length arrived at the objects to be sold. All those freehold messages and shops and copyhold tenements namely, houses were never sold by auction in Bursley, at moments of auction, Burgesses were reminded that the erections they lived in were not houses as they had falsely supposed, but messages. Having got as far as namely, the posters ruled a line and began afresh. Not one. All that extensive and commodious shop and message, with the offices and the pertinences there too belonging, situate and being, number four, St Luke's Square in the parish of Bursley, in the county of Stafford, and at present in the occupation of Mrs Constance Povey, widow, under a lease expiring in September 1889, thus clearly asserting that all Constance's shop was for sale. Its whole entirety, and not a fraction or a slice of it merely. The posters proceeded, lot two, all that extensive and commodious shop and message, with the offices and the pertinences there too belonging, situate and being, number three, St Luke's Square in the parish of Bursley, in the county of Stafford, and at present in the occupation of Charles Critchlow, chemist, under an agreement for a yearly tenancy. The catalogue ran to fourteen lots. The posters, lest any one should foolishly imagine that a non-legal intellect could have achieved such explicit and comprehensive clarity of statement, were signed by a powerful firm of solicitors in Handbridge. Happily in the five towns there were no metaphysicians, otherwise the firm might have been expected to explain in the further particulars and conditions, which the posters promised, how even a message could be the thing at which it was situate. Within a few hours of the outbreak of the rash, Mr. Critchlow abruptly presented himself before Constance at the billenary counter. He was waving a poster. Well, he exclaimed grimly, what, next, eh? Yes, indeed, Constance responded. Are you thinking of buying? He asked. All the assistants, including Miss Insull, were in hearing, but he ignored their presence. Buying, repeated Constance, not me, I've got quite enough house-property as it is. Like all owners of real property, she usually adopted towards her possessions an attitude implying that she would be willing to pay someone to take them from her. Shall you, she added, with Mr. Critchlow's own brusqueness, me, buy a property in St. Luke's Square, Mr. Critchlow sneered, and then left the shop as suddenly as he had entered it. The sneer at St. Luke's Square was his characteristic expression of an opinion which had been slowly forming for some years. The square was no longer what it had been, though individual businesses might be as good as ever. For nearly twelve months two shops had been to let in it, and once bankruptcy had stained its annals. The tradesmen had naturally searched for a cause in every direction save the right one, the obvious one, and naturally they had found a cause. According to the tradesmen, the cause was this football. The Bursley Football Club had recently swollen into a genuine rival of the ancient supremacy of the celebrated Knipe Club. It had transformed itself into a limited company, and rented a ground up the Moorthorn Road and built a grandstand. The Bursley FC had tied with the Knipe FC on the Knipe Ground, a prodigious achievement, an achievement which occupied a column of the athletic news one Monday morning. But were the tradesmen civically proud of this glory? No. They said that this football drew people out of the town on Saturday afternoons to the complete abolition of shopping. They said also that people thought of nothing but this football, and nearly in the same breath that only ruffs and good-for-nothings could possibly be interested in such a barbarous game. And they spoke of gate-money, gambling, and professionalism, and the end of all true sport in England. In brief something new had come to the front, and was submitting to the ordeal of the curse. The sale of the Mary Carp estate had a particular interest for respectable stake in the town persons. Which would indicate to what extent, if at all, this football was ruining Bursley. Constance mentioned to Cyril that she fancied she might like to go to the sale, and as it was dated for one of Cyril's off-nights, Cyril said that he fancied he might like to go too. So they went together. Samuel used to attend property sales, but he had never taken his wife to one. Constance and Cyril arrived at the tiger shortly after seven o'clock, and were directed to a room furnished and arranged, as for a small public meeting of philanthropists. A few gentlemen were already present, but not the instigating trustees, solicitors and auctioneers. It appeared that six-thirty for seven o'clock precisely meant seven-fifteen. Constance took a Windsor chair in the corner nearest the door, and motioned Cyril to the next chair. They dared not speak. They moved on tiptoe. Cyril inadvertently dragged his chair along the floor, and produced a scrunching sound. He blushed as though he had desecrated a church, and his mother made a gesture of horror. The remainder of the company glanced at the corner, apparently pained by this negligence. Some of them greeted Constance, but self-consciously with a sort of shamed air. It might have been that they had all nefariously gathered together there for the committing of a crime. Unfortunately Constance's widowhood had already lost its touching novelty, so that the greetings, if self-conscious, were at any rate given without unendurable commiseration, and did not cause awkwardness. When the official world arrived, fussy, bustling, bearing documents, and a hammer, the general feeling of guilty shame was intensified, useless for the auctioneer to try to dissipate the groom by means of bright gestures and quick, cheerful remarks to his supporters. Cyril had an idea that the meeting would open with him, until the appearance of a tapster with wine showed him his error. The auctioneer very particularly enjoined the tapster to see to it that no one lacked for his thirst, and the tapster became self-consciously energetic. He began by choosing Constance for service. In refusing wine she blushed. Then the fellow offered a glass to Cyril, who went scarlet and mumbled, no, with a lump in his throat. When the tapster's back was turned he smiled sheepishly at his mother. The majority of the company accepted and sipped. The auctioneer sipped and loudly smacked, and said, Ah! Mr. Critchlow came in. And the auctioneer said again, Ah! I'm always glad when the tenants come, that's always a good sign. He glanced round for approval of this sentiment, but everybody seemed too stiff to move. Even the auctioneer was self-conscious. Waiter! Offer wine to Mr. Critchlow, he exclaimed, bullyingly, as if saying, Man! What on earth are you thinking of to neglect Mr. Critchlow? Yes, sir, yes, sir! said the waiter, who was dispensing wine as fast as a waiter can. The auction commenced. Seizing the hammer, the auctioneer gave a short biography of William Clues' merry-carp, and this pious duty accomplished, called upon a solicitor to read the conditions of sale. The solicitor complied, and made a distressing exhibition of self-consciousness. The conditions of sale were very lengthy, and apparently composed in a foreign tongue, and the audience listened to this elocution with a stoical pretense of breathless interest. Then the auctioneer put up all that extensive and commodious mess-wage and shop, situate and being, Number Four St. Luke's Square. Constance and Cyril moved their limbs surreptitiously, as though being at last found out. The auctioneer referred to John Baines and to Samuel Povey with a sense of personal loss, and then expressed his pleasure in the presence of the ladies. He meant Constance, who once more had to blush. Now, gentlemen, said the auctioneer, what do you say for these famous premises? I think I do not exaggerate when I use the word famous. Someone said a thousand pounds in the terrorized voice of a delinquent. A thousand pounds, repeated the auctioneer, paused, sipped, and smacked. Guineas said another voice, self-accused of iniquity. A thousand and fifty, said the auctioneer. Then there was a long interval, an interval that tightened the nerves of the assembly. Now, ladies and gentlemen, the auctioneer addued. The first voice said, sulkily, eleven hundred. And thus the bids rose to fifteen hundred, lifted bit by bit, as it were, by the magnetic force of the auctioneer's personality. The man was now standing up in domination. He bent down to the solicitor's head. They whispered together. Gentlemen, said the auctioneer, I am happy to inform you that the sale is now open. His tone translated better than words, his calm professional beatitude. Suddenly, in a voice of wrath, he hissed at the waiter, waiter, why don't you serve these gentlemen? Yes, sir, yes, sir. The auctioneer sat down and sipped at leisure, chatting with his clerk and the solicitor and the solicitor's clerk. When he rose, it was as a conqueror. Gentlemen, fifteen hundred is bid. Now, Mr. Critchlow? Mr. Critchlow shook his head. The auctioneer threw a courteous glance at Constance, who avoided it. After many adurations, he reluctantly raised his hammer, pretended to let it fall and saved it several times. And then Mr. Critchlow said, and fifty. Fifteen hundred and fifty is bid. The auctioneer informed the company, electrifying the waiter once more, and when he had sipped, he said, with feigned sadness, come, gentlemen, you surely don't mean to let this magnificent lot go for fifteen hundred and fifty pounds. But they did mean that. The hammer fell, and the auctioneer's clerk and the solicitor's clerk took Mr. Critchlow aside and wrote with him. Nobody was surprised when Mr. Critchlow bought lot number two, his own shop. Constance whispered then to Cyril that she wished to leave. They left with unnatural precautions, but instantly regained their natural demeanour in the dark street. Well I never, well I never, she murmured outside, astonished and disturbed. She hated the prospect of Mr. Critchlow as a landlord, and yet she could not persuade herself to leave the place in spite of decisions. The sale demonstrated that football had not entirely undermined the commercial basis of society in Bursley. Only two lots had to be withdrawn. Two On Thursday afternoon of the same week, the youth whom Constance had ended by hiring for the manipulation of shutters and other jobs unsuitable for fragile women, was closing the shop. The clock had struck two. All the shutters were up except the last one. In the midst of the doorway Miss Insull and her mistress were walking about the darkened interior, putting dust-sheets well over the edges of exposed goods, the other assistants had just left. The bolt area had wandered into the shop, as he almost invariably did at closing time, for he slept there, an efficient guard, and had lain down by the dying stove, though not venerable, he was stiffening into age. "'You can shut,' said Miss Insull to the youth. But as the final shutter was ascending to its position, Mr. Critchlow appeared on the pavement. "'Hold on, young fella,' Mr. Critchlow commanded, and stepped slowly, lifting up his long apron over the horizontal shutter on which the perpendicular shutters rested in the doorway. "'Shall you be long, Mr. Critchlow?' the youth asked, posing the shutter. "'Or am I to shut?' "'Shut, lad,' said Mr. Critchlow briefly. "'I'll go out by the side door.' "'Here's, Mr. Critchlow,' Miss Insull called out to Constance in a peculiar tone, and a flush, scarcely perceptible, crept very slowly over her dark features. In the twilight of the shop, lit only by a few starry holes in the shutters and by the small side window, not the keenest eye could have detected that flush. "'Mr. Critchlow,' Constance murmured the exclamation, she resented his future ownership of her shop. She thought he was come to play the landlord, and she determined to let him see that her mood was independent and free, that she would as leaf give up the business as keep it. In particular, she meant to accuse him of having deliberately deceived her as to his intentions on his previous visit. "'Well, Mrs.' the aged man greeted her, we've made it up between us. Out in some focal think we've taken our time, but I don't know as that's their affair.' His little blinking eyes had a red border, the skin of his pale small face was wrinkled in millions of minute creases. His arms and legs were marvelously thin and sharply angular. The corners of his heliotrope lips were turned down as usual in a mysterious comment on the world, and his smile as he fronted Constance with his excessive height crowned the mystery. Constance stared at a loss. It surely could not after all be true the substance of the rumours that had floated like vapours in the square for eight years and more. "'Well, what?' she began. "'Me and her!' he jerked his head in the direction of Miss Insull. The dog had leisurely strolled forward to inspect the edges of the fiancé's trousers. Miss Insull summoned the animal with the noise of fingers, and then bent down and caressed it. A strange gesture, proving the validity of Charles Critchlow's discovery, that in Mariah Insull a human being was buried. Miss Insull was, as near as any one could guess, forty years of age. For twenty-five years she had served in the shop, passing about twelve hours a day in the shop, attending regularly at least three religious services at the Wesleyan Chapel or school on Sundays, and sleeping with her mother whom she kept. She had never earned more than thirty shillings a week, and yet her situation was considered to be exceptionally good. In the eternal, fusty dark of the shop she had gradually lost such sexual characteristics and charms as she had once possessed. She was as thin and flat as Charles Critchlow himself. It was as though her bosom had suffered from a prolonged drought at a susceptible period of development and had never recovered. The one proof that blood ran in her veins was the pimply quality of her ruined complexion, and the pimples of that brickish expanse proved that the blood was thin and bad. Her hands and feet were large and ungainly. The skin of the fingers was roughened by coarse contacts to the texture of emery paper. On six days a week she wore black. On the seventh, a kind of discreet half-morning. She was honest, capable and industrious. And beyond the confines of her occupation she had no curiosity, no intelligence, no ideas. Superstitions and prejudices, deep and violent, served her for ideas, but she could incomparably sell silks and bonnets, braces and oil-cloth. In widths, lengths and prices she never heard. She never annoyed a customer, nor foolishly promised what could not be performed, nor was late, nor negligent, nor disrespectful. No one knew anything about her, because there was nothing to know. Subtract the shop assistant from her, and nor remained. Benighted and spiritually dead, she existed by habit. But for Charles Critchlow she happened to be an illusion. He had cast eyes on her, and had seen youth, innocence, virginity. During eight years the moth, Charles, had flitted round the lamp of her brilliance, and was now singed past escape. He might treat her, with what casualness he chose. He might ignore her in public. He might talk brutally about women. He might leave her to wonder daily what he meant for months at a stretch. But there emerged indisputable from the sum of his conduct the fact that he wanted her. He desired her. She charmed him. She was something ornamental and luxurious for which he was ready to pay, and to commit follies. He had been a widower since before she was born. To him she was a slip of a girl. All is relative in this world. As for her, she was too indifferent to refuse him. Why refuse him? Oysters do not refuse. I am sure I congratulate you both!" Constance breathed, realizing the import of Mr. Critchlow's laconic words. I am sure I hope you'll be happy. I'll be all right," said Mr. Critchlow. Thank you, Mrs. Povey," said Mariah Insull. Nobody seemed to know what to say next. It's rather sudden, was on Constance's tongue, but did not achieve utterance being patently absurd. Ah, exclaimed Mr. Critchlow, as though himself contemplating anew the situation. Miss Insull gave the dog a final pat. So that settled, said Mr. Critchlow. Now, Mrs., you want to give up this shop, don't you?" I'm not sure about that," Constance answered uneasily. Don't tell me," he protested. Of course you want to give up the shop. I've lived here all my life," said Constance. You have not lived in the shop all your life, I said the shop. Listen here," he continued, I've got a proposal to make to you. You can keep on the house, and I'll take the shop off your hands." Now he looked at her inquiringly. Constance was taken aback by the brusqueness of the suggestion, which moreover she did not understand. But how? Come here," said Mr. Critchlow impatiently, and he moved towards the house-door of the shop, behind the till. Come where? What do you want?" Constance demanded in a maze. Here," said Mr. Critchlow, with increasing impatience, follow me, will you?" Constance obeyed. Miss Insull sidled after Constance, and the dog after Miss Insull. Mr. Critchlow went through the doorway and down the corridor, past the cutting-out room to his right. The corridor then turned at a right angle to the left, and ended at the parlor-door, the kitchen-steps being to the left. Mr. Critchlow stopped short of the kitchen-steps, and extended his arms, touching the walls on either side. Here," he said, tapping the walls with his bony knuckles, here, suppose I break you this up, and the same upstairs between the showroom and the bedroom passage. You've got your house to yourself. You say you've lived here all your life. Well, what's to prevent you finishing up here?" The fact is," he added, it would only be made into two houses again. What was two houses to start with? For your time, Mrs." And what about the shop? cried Constance. You can sell us the stock at valuation. Constance suddenly comprehended the scheme. Mr. Critchlow would remain the chemist, while Mrs. Critchlow became the head of the chief drapery business in the town. Doubtless they would knock a hole through the separating wall on the other side, to balance the breaking up on this side. They must have thought it all out in detail. Constance revolted. Yes," she said, a little disdainfully, and my good will, shall you take that at valuation, too?" Mr. Critchlow granced at the creature for whom he was ready to scatter thousands of pounds. She might have been a freanie, and he the infatuated fool. He glanced at her, as if to say, when expected this, and this is where we agreed it was to stop. I, he said to Constance, show me your good will. Wrap it up in a bit of paper, and hand it over, and I'll take it at valuation, but not a four, Mrs., not a four. I'm making you a very good offer. Twenty pound a year I'll let you thou's four, and take the stock at valuation. Think it over, my lass. Having said what he had to say, Charles Critchlow departed, according to his custom. He unceremoniously let himself out by the side door, and passed with wavy apron round the corner of King Street into the square, and so to his own shop, which ignored the Thursday half-holiday. His insol left soon afterwards. Three Constance's pride urged her to refuse the offer, but in truth her sole objection to it was that she had not thought of the scheme herself, for the scheme really reconciled her wish to remain where she was, with her wish to be free of the shop. I shall make him put me in a new window in the parlor, one that will open, she said, positively to Cyril, who accepted Mr. Critchlow's idea with fatalistic indifference. After stipulating for the new window, she closed with the offer. Then there was the stock-taking, which endured for weeks, and then a carpenter came, and measured for the window, and a builder, and a mason came, and inspected doorways, and Constance felt that the end was upon her. She took up the carpet in the parlor, and protected the furniture by dust-sheets. She and Cyril lived between bareboards and dust-sheets for twenty days, and neither carpenter nor mason reappeared. Then one surprising day the old window was removed by the carpenter's two journeymen, and late in the afternoon the carpenter brought the new window, and the three men worked till ten o'clock at night fixing it. Cyril wore his cap, and went to bed in his cap, and Constance wore a paisley shawl. A painter had bound himself beyond all possibility of failure to paint the window on the morrow. He was to begin at six a.m., and Amy's alarm-clock was altered, so that she might be up and dressed to admit him. He came a week later, administered one coat, and vanished for another ten days. Then two masons suddenly came with heavy tools, and were shocked to find that all was not prepared for them. After three carpetless weeks Constance had relayed her floors. They tore off wallpaper, sent cascades of plaster down the kitchen-steps, withdrew alternate courses of bricks from the wall, and sated with destruction hastened away. After four days new red bricks began to arrive, carried by a quite guiltless hodlain who had not visited the house before. The hodlain met the full storm of Constance's wroth. It was not a vicious wroth, rather a good-humoured wroth, but it impressed the hodlain. "'My house hasn't been fit to live in for a month,' she said in fine. "'If these walls aren't built to-morrow, upstairs and down, to-morrow, mind, don't let any of you dare to show your noses here again, for I won't have you. Now you've brought your bricks off with you, and tell your master what I say.' It was effective. The next day subdued and plausible workmen of all sorts awoke the house with knocking at six-thirty precisely, and the two doorways were slowly bricked up. The curious thing was that when the barrier was already a foot high on the ground floor, Constance remembered small possessions of her own which she had omitted to remove from the cutting-out room. Picking up her skirts, she stepped over into the region that was no more hers, and stepped back with the goods. She had a bandana round her head to keep the thick dust out of her hair. She was very busy, very preoccupied with nothings. She had no time for sentimentalities. Yet, when the men arrived at the topmost course, and were at last hidden behind their own erection, and she could see only rough bricks and mortar, she was disconcertingly overtaken by a misty blindness, and could not even see bricks and mortar. Sirle found her with her absurd bandana weeping in a sheet-covered rocking-chair in the sacked parlour. He whistled uneasily, remarked, I say, mother, what about tea? And then hearing the heavy voices of workmen above, ran with relief upstairs. She had been set in the drawing-room. He was glad to learn that from Amy, who informed him also that she should never get used to them new walls, not as long as she lived. He went to the School of Art that night. Constance alone could find nothing to do. She had willed that the walls should be built, and they had been built. But days must elapse before they could be plastered, and after the plaster still more days before the papering. Not for another month, perhaps, would her house be free of workmen and ripe for her own labours. She could only sit in the dust-drifts and contemplate the havoc of change, and keep her eyes as dry as she could. The legal transactions were all but complete. Little bills announcing the transfer of the business lay on the counters in the shop at the disposal of customers. In two days Charles Critchlow would pay the price of a desire realised. The sign was painted out, and new letters sketched thereon in chalk. In future she would be compelled, if she wished, to enter the shop, to enter it as a customer, and from the front. Yes, she saw that though the house remained hers, the root of her life had been wrenched up. And the mess! It seemed inconceivable that the material mess could ever be straightened away. Yet, ere the fields of the county were first covered with snow that season, only one sign survived of the devastating revolution, and that was a loose sheet of wallpaper that had been too soon pasted onto new plaster and would not stick. Mariah in so was Mariah Critchlow. Constance had been out into the square and seen the altered sign, and had seen Mrs. Critchlow's taste in window-curtains, and seen, most impressive sight of all, that the grimy window of the abandoned room at the top of the abandoned staircase next to the bedroom of her girlhood had been cleaned, and a table put in front of it. She knew that the chamber which she herself had never entered was to be employed as a storeroom, but the visible proof of its conversion so strangely affected her that she had not felt able to go boldly into the shop as she had meant to do, and make a few purchases in the way of friendliness. I am a silly woman, she muttered. Later she did venture, timidly abrupt, into the shop, and was received with fitting state by Mrs. Critchlow, as desiccated as ever, who insisted on allowing her the special trade discount, and she carried her little friendly purchases round to her own door in King Street. Trivial, trivial event. Constance, not knowing whether to laugh or cry, did both. She accused herself of developing a hysterical faculty in tears, and strove sagely against it. CHAPTER VIII. THE PROUDEST MOTHER In the year 1893 there was a new and strange man living at Number Four St. Luke's Square. Many people remarked on the phenomenon. Very few of his life had ever been seen in Bursley before. One of the striking things about him was the complex way in which he secured himself by means of glittering chains. A chain stretched across his waistcoat, passing through a special buttonhole without a button in the middle. To this cable were firmly linked a watch at one end, and a pencil case at the other. The chain also served as a protection against a thief who might attempt to snatch the fancy waistcoat entire. Then there were longer chains beneath the waistcoat, partly designed no doubt to deflect bullets, but serving mainly to enable the owner to haul up pen knives, cigarette cases, matchboxes, and key-rings from the profundities of hip pockets. An essential portion of the man's braces, visible sometimes when he played at tennis, consisted of a chain, and the upper and nether halves of his cufflinks were connected by chains. Occasionally he was to be seen chained to a dog. A reversion conceivably to a medieval type? Yes, but also the exemplar of the excessively modern. Previously he was a consequence of the fact that, years previously, the leading tailor in Bursley had permitted his son to be apprenticed in London. The father died, the son had the wit to return and make a fortune while creating a new type in the town, a type of which multiple chains were but one feature and that the least expensive, if the most salient. For instance, up to the historic year in which the young tailor created the type, any cap was a cap in Bursley, and any collar was a collar. But thenceforward no cap was a cap, and no collar was a collar which did not exactly conform in shape and material to certain sacred caps and collars guarded by the young tailor in his back-shop. None knew why these sacred caps and collars were sacred, but they were. Their sacredness endured for about six months, and then suddenly again none knew why they fell from their estate, and became lower than awful for dogs, and were supplanted on the altar. The type brought into existence by the young tailor was to be recognised by its caps and collars, and in a similar manner by every other article of attire, except its boots, unfortunately the tailor did not sell boots, and so imposed on his creatures no mystical creed as to boots. This was a pity, for the bootmakers of the town happened not to be inflamed by the type creating passion as the tailor was, and thus the new type finished abruptly at the edges of the tailor's trousers. The man at number four, St. Luke's Square, had comparatively small and narrow feet, which gave him an advantage, and as he was endowed with a certain vague general physical distinction he managed, despite the internal untidiness of his hair, to be eminent among the type. Assuredly the frequent sight of him in her house flattered the pride of Constance's eye, which rested on him almost always with pleasure. He had come into the house with startling abruptness, soon after Cyril left school, and was indentured to the head designer at Peele's, that classic earthenware manufacturing. The presence of a man in her abode disconcerted Constance at the beginning, but she soon grew accustomed to it, perceiving that a man would behave as a man, and must be expected to do so. This man in truth did what he liked in all things. Cyril, having always been regarded by both his parents as enormous, one would have anticipated a giant in the new man, but clearly he was slim, and little above the average height. Neither in enormity, nor in many other particulars, did he resemble the Cyril whom he had supplanted. His gestures were lighter and quicker, he had nothing of Cyril's ungainliness, he had not Cyril's limitless taste for sweets, nor Cyril's terrific hatred of gloves, barbers, and soap. He was much more dreamy than Cyril, and much busier. In fact Constance only saw him at mealtimes. He was at Peele's in the day, and at the school of art every night. He would dream during a meal even, and without actually saying so, he gave the impression that he was the busiest man in Bursley, wrapped in occupations and preoccupations as in a blanket, a blanket which Constance had difficulty in penetrating. Constance wanted to please him. She lived for nothing but to please him. He was, however, exceedingly difficult to please, not in the least because he was hypercritical and exacting, but because he was indifferent. Constance, in order to satisfy her desire of pleasing, had to make fifty efforts in the hope that he might chance to notice one. He was a good man, amazingly industrious, when, once, Constance had got him out of bed in the morning, with no vices, kind, save when Constance mistakenly tried to thwart him, charming, with a curious sense of humour that Constance only half understood. Constance was unquestionably vain about him, and she could honestly find in him little to blame. But whereas he was the whole of her universe, she was merely a dim figure in the background of his. Every now and then, with his gentle, elegant bravery, he would apparently rediscover her, as though saying, ah, you're still there, are you? Constance could not meet him on the plane where his interests lay, and he never knew the passionate intensity of her absorption in that minor part of his life which moved on her plane. He never worried about her solitude, or guessed that in throwing her a smile and a word at supper he was paying her meagrely for three hours of lone rockings in a rocking chair. The worst of it was that she was quite incurable. No experience would suffice to cure her trick of continually expecting him to notice things which he never did notice. One day he said in the midst of a silence, by the way, didn't father leave any boxes of cigars? She had the steps up into her bedroom, and reached down from the dusty top of the wardrobe, the box which she had put there after Samuel's funeral. In handing him the box she was doing a great deed. His age was nineteen, and she was ratifying his precocious habit of smoking by this solemn gift. He entirely ignored the box for several days. She said timidly, Have you tried those cigars? Not yet, he replied, I'll try them one of these days. Ten days later, on a Sunday, when he chanced not to have gone out with his aristocratic friend, Matthew Peele Swenerton, he did at length open the box and take out a cigar. Now, he observed roguishly, cutting the cigar, We shall see Mrs. Plover. He often called her Mrs. Plover for fun. Though she liked him to be sufficiently interested in her to tease her, she did not like being called Mrs. Plover, and she never failed to say, I'm not Mrs. Plover. He smoked the cigar slowly in the rocking chair, throwing his head back and sending clouds to the ceiling. And afterwards, he remarked, Old man's cigars weren't so bad. Indeed, she answered tartly, as if maternally resenting this easy patronage. But in secret she was delighted. There was something in her son's favourable verdict on her husband's cigars that thrilled her. And she looked at him, impossible to see in him any resemblance to his father. Oh, he was a far more brilliant, or advanced, more complicated, more seductive being than his homely father. She wondered where he had come from. And yet, if his father had lived, what would have occurred between them? Would the boy have been openly smoking cigars in the house at nineteen? She laboriously interested herself, so far as he would allow, in his artistic studies and productions. A back attic on the second floor was now transformed into a studio, a naked apartment which smelled of oil and of damp clay. Often there were traces of clay on the stairs. For working in clay, he demanded of his mother a smock, and she made a smock on the model of a genuine smock which she obtained from a countrywoman who sold eggs and butter in the covered market. Into the shoulders of the smock she put a week's fancy stitching, taking the pattern from an old book of embroidery. One day, when he had seen her stitching, worn noon and afternoon at the smock, he said as she rocked idly after supper. I suppose you haven't forgotten all about the smock I asked you for, have you, Mater?" She knew that he was teasing her, but while perfectly realising how foolish she was, she nearly always acted as though his teasing was serious. She picked up the smock again from the sofa. When the smock was finished, he examined it intently, then exclaimed, with an air of surprise, "'Bye, Joe! That's beautiful! Where did you get this pattern?' He continued to stare at it, smiling in pleasure. He turned over the tattered leaves of the embroidery book with the same naive, charmed astonishment and carried the book away to the studio. "'I must show that to Swinerton,' he said. As for her, the epithet, Beautiful, seemed a strange epithet to apply to a mere piece of honest stitchery done in a pattern and a stitch with which she had been familiar all her life. The fact was, she understood his art less and less. The sole wall decoration of his studio was a Japanese print, which struck her as being entirely preposterous, considered as a picture. She much preferred his own early drawings of mostroses and picturesque castles, things that he now mercilessly condemned. Later he discovered her cutting out another smock. "'What's that for?' he inquired. "'Well,' she said, "'you can't manage with one smock. What shall you do when that one has to go to the wash?' He repeated vaguely. "'There's no need for it to go to the wash.' "'Ciril,' she replied, "'don't try my patience. I was thinking of making you half a dozen.' He whistled. "'Til that stitching,' he questioned, amazed at the undertaking. "'Why not?' she said. In her young days no semsters ever made fewer than half a dozen of anything, and it was usually a dozen. There were sometimes a half a dozen dozen.' "'Well,' he murmured, "'you've got a nerve. I'll say that.' Similar things happened whenever he showed that he was pleased. If he said of a dish in her local tongue, I could do with a bit of that. Or if he simply smacked his lips over it, she would surfeit him with that dish.' II On a hot day in August, just before they were about to leave Bursley for a month in the Isle of Man, Cyril came home, pale and perspiring, and dropped on to the sofa. He wore a grey alpaca suit, and except his hair, which in addition to being very untidy was damp with sweat, he was a masterpiece of slim elegance, despite the heat. He blew out great size, and rested his head on the antimicasset arm of the sofa. "'Well, Mater,' he said, in a voice of fictitious calm, "'I've got it.' He was looking up at the ceiling. "'Got what?' The national scholarship. Swinnerton says it's a sheer fluke, but I've got it. Great glory for the Bursley School of Art. National scholarship?' She said, "'What's that? What is it?' "'Now, Mother,' he admonished her, not without testiness, "'don't go and say I've never breathed a word about it.' He lit a cigarette to cover his self-consciousness, for he perceived that she was moved far beyond the ordinary. Never, in fact, not even by the death of her husband had she received such a frightful blow as that which the dreamy Cyril had just dealt her. It was not a complete surprise, but it was nearly a complete surprise. A few months previously he certainly had mentioned, in his incidental way, the subject of a national scholarship, a propose of a drinking-cup which he had designed. He had said that the director of the School of Art had suggested that it was good enough to compete for the national, and that as he was otherwise qualified for the competition, he might as well send the cup to South Kensington. He had added that Peele Swinerton had laughed at the notion as absurd. On that occasion she had comprehended that a national scholarship involved residents in London. She ought to have begun to live in fear, for Cyril had a most disturbing habit of making a mere momentary reference to matters which he deemed very important and which occupied a large share of his attention. He was secretive by nature, and the rigidity of his father's rule had developed this trait in his character. But really he had spoken of the competition with such an extreme casualness that with little effort she had dismissed it from her anxieties as involving a contingency so remote as to be negligible. She had, genuinely, almost forgotten it. Only at rare intervals had it wakened in her a dull transitory pain, like the herald of a fatal malady. And as a woman in the opening stage of a disease, she had hastily reassured herself, how silly of me! This can't possibly be anything serious. And now she was condemned. She knew it. She knew there could be no appeal. She knew that she might as usefully have besought mercy from a tiger, as from her good, industrious, dreamy son. It means a pound a week, said Cyril, his self-consciousness intensified by her silence and by the dreadful look on her face, and of course, pre-tuition. For how long? She managed to say. Well, said he, that depends, nominally for a year. But if you behave yourself it's always continued for three years. If he stayed for three years he would never come back. That was a certainty. How she rebelled, furious and despairing against the fortuitous cruelty of things! She was sure that he had not, till then, thought seriously of going to London. But the fact that the government would admit him free to its classrooms and give him a pound a week besides, somehow forced him to go to London. It was not lack of means that would have prevented him from going. Why then should the presence of means induce him to go? There was no logical reason. The whole affair was disastrously absurd. The art-master at the Wedgwood Institution had chanced merely chanced to suggest that the drinking-cup should be sent to South Kensington. And the result of this caprice was that she was sentenced to solitude for life. It was too monstrously, too incredibly wicked. With what futile and bitter execration she murmured in her heart the word if. If Cyril's childish predilections had not been encouraged, if he had only been content to follow his father's trade, if she had flatly refused to sign his indenture at Peele's and pay the premium, if he had not turned from colour to clay, if the art-master had not had that fatal idea, if the judges for the competition had decided otherwise, if only she had brought Cyril up in habits of obedience, sacrificing temporary peace to permanent security. For after all, he could not abandon her without her consent. He was not of age, and he would want a lot more money, which he could obtain from none but her. She could refuse. No, she could not refuse. He was the master, the tyrant. For the sake of daily pleasantness she had weakly yielded to him at the start. She had behaved badly to herself and to him. He was spoiled. She had spoiled him, and he was about to repay her with lifelong misery, and nothing would deflect him from his course, the usual conduct of the spoiled child. Had she not witnessed it and moralised upon it in other families? You don't seem very chirpy over it, Mater, he said. She went out of the room, his joy in the prospect of departure from the five towns, from her, though he masked it, was more manifest than she could bear. The signal, the next day, made a special item of the news. It appeared that no national scholarship had been won in the five towns for eleven years. The citizens were exalted to remember that Mr. Povey had gained his success in open competition with the cleverest young students of the entire kingdom, and in a branch of art which he had but recently taken up, and further that the government offered only eight scholarships each year. The name of Sirle Povey passed from lip to lip, and nobody who met Constance in street or shop could refrain from informing her that she ought to be a proud mother to have such a son, but that truly they were not surprised, and how proud his poor father would have been. A few sympathetically hinted that maternal pride was one of those luxuries that may cost too dear. 3. The holiday in the Isle of Man was, of course, ruined for her. She could scarcely walk because of the weight of a lump of lead that she carried in her bosom. On the brightest days the lump of lead was always there. Besides she was so obese. In ordinary circumstances they might have stayed beyond the month. An indentured pupil is not strapped to the wheel like a common apprentice. Moreover, the indentures were to be cancelled. But Constance did not care to stay. She had to prepare for his departure to London. She had to lay the faggots for her own martyrdom. In this business of preparation she showed us much silliness. She betrayed as perfect a lack of perspective as the most superior son could desire for a topic of affection at irony. Her preoccupation with petty things of no importance whatever was worthy of the finest traditions of fond motherhood. However, Sirle's careless satire had no effect on her. They that once she got angry, thereby startling him. He quite correctly and sagely laid this unprecedented outburst, the account of her wrought nerves, and forgave it. Happily for the smoothness of Sirle's translation to London, young Peele Swinnerton was acquainted with the capital, had a brother in Chelsea, knew of reputable lodgings, was indeed an encyclopedia of the town, and would himself spend a portion of the autumn there. Otherwise the preliminaries which his mother would have insisted on, by means of tears and hysteria, might have proved fatiguing to Sirle. The day came when, on that day week, Sirle would be gone. Constance steadily fabricated cheerfulness against the prospect. She said, "'Suppose I come with you?' He smiled in toleration of this joke as being a possible quality of joke. And then she smiled in the same sense, hastening to agree with him that, as a joke, it was not a bad joke. In the last week he was very loyal to his tailor. Many a young man would have commanded new clothes after, not before his arrival in London. But Sirle had faith in his creator. On the day of departure, the household, the very house itself, was in a state of excitation. He was to leave early. He would not listen to the project of her accompanying him as far as Knipe, where the loop-line joined the main. She might go to Bursley Station and no further. When she rebelled, he disclosed the mearest hint of his sullen, churlish side, and she at once yielded. During breakfast she did not cry, but the aspect of her face made him protest. "'Now, look here, mate, just try to remember I shall be back for Christmas. It's barely three months.' And he lit a cigarette. She made no reply. Amy lugged a Gladstone bag down the crooked stairs. A trunk was already close to the door. It had wrinkled the carpet and deranged the mat. "'You didn't forget to put the hairbrush in, did you, Amy?' He asked. "'No, Mr. Sirle,' she blubbered. "'Amy!' Constance sharply corrected her, as Sirle ran upstairs. "'I wonder you can't control yourself better than that?' Amy weakly apologized. Although treated almost as one of the family, she ought not to have forgotten that she was a servant. Not right had she to weep over Sirle's luggage. This question was put to her in Constance's tone. The cab came. Sirle tumbled downstairs with exaggerated carelessness, and with exaggerated carelessness he joked at the cabman. "'Now, mother,' he cried, when the luggage was stowed, "'do you want me to miss this train?' But he knew that the margin of time was ample. It was his fun. "'Nay, I can't be hurried,' she said, fixing her bonnet. "'Amy, as soon as we're gone, you can clear this table.' She climbed heavily into the cab. "'That's it. Smash the springs,' Sirle teased her. The horse got a stinging cut to recall him to the seriousness of life. It was a fine, bracing autumn morning, and the driver felt the need of communicating his abundant energy to some one or some thing. They drove off, Amy staring after them from the door. Matters had been so marvelously well arranged that they arrived at the station twenty minutes before the train was due. "'Never mind,' Sirle mockingly comforted his mother. "'You'd rather be twenty minutes too soon than one minute too late, wouldn't you?' His high spirits had to come out somehow. Gradually the minutes passed, and the empty slate-tinted platform became dotted with people to whom that train was nothing but a loop-line train. People who took that train every weekday of their lives knew all its eccentricities. And they heard the train whistle as it started from Turn Hill, and Sirle had a final word with the porter who was in charge of the luggage. He made a handsome figure, and he had twenty pounds in his pocket. When he returned to Constance she was sniffing, and through her veil he could see that her eyes were circled with red. But through her veil she could see nothing. The train rolled in, rattling to a standstill. Sirle just lifted her veil and kissed him, and kissed her life out. He smelt the odour of her crepe. He was for an instant close to her, close, and he seemed to have an overwhelming intimate glimpse into her secrets. He seemed to be choked in the sudden strong emotion of that crepe. He felt queer. "'Who are you, Sirle, second smoker?' called the porter. The daily frequenters of the train boarded it, with their customary disgust. "'I'll write as soon as ever I get there,' said Sirle, of his own accord. It was the best he could muster. With what grace he raised his hat! A sliding away, clouds of steam, and she shared the dead platform with milk-cans, two porters, and smith's noisy boy. She walked home very slowly and painfully. The lump of lead was heavier than ever before, and the townspeople saw the proudest mother in Bursley walking home. "'After all,' she argued with her soul angrily, petulantly, "'could you expect the boy to do anything else? He's a serious student. He's had a brilliant success, and is he to be tied to your apron-strings? The idea is preposterous. It isn't as if he were an idler or a bad son. No mother could have a better son. A nice thing that he should stay all his life in Bursley is simple, because you don't like being left alone.' Unfortunately, one might as well argue with a mule as with one's soul. Her soul only kept saying monotonously, "'I'm a lonely old woman now. I've nothing to live for any more, and I'm no use to anybody. Once I was young and proud, and this is what my life has come to. This is the end.' When she reached home, Amy had not touched the breakfast things, the carpet was still wrinkled, and the mat still out of place. And through the desolating atmosphere of reaction after a terrific crisis, she marched directly upstairs, entered his plundered room, and beheld the disorder of the bed in which he had slept. CHAPTER I OF THE OLD WIFESTAYL CHAPTER I THE ELOPEMENT Her soberly rich dress had a country-fied air, as she waited, ready for the streets, in the bedroom of the London Hotel on the afternoon of the 1st of July, 1866. But there was nothing of the provincial in that beautiful face, nor in the bearing at one's shy and haughty, and her eager heart soared beyond geographical boundaries. It was the Hatfield Hotel in Salisbury Street, between the Strand and the River. Both Street and Hotel are now gone, lost in the vast foundations of the Savoy and the Cecil, but the type of the Hatfield lingers with ever-increasing shabbiness in German Street. In 1866, with its dark passages and crooked stairs, its candles, its carpets, and stuffs which had outlived their patterns, its narrow dining-room, where a thousand busy flies et together at one long table, its acrid, stagnant atmosphere, and its disturbing sensation of dirt everywhere concealing itself, it stood forth in rectitude as a good average modern hotel. The patched and senile drabness of the bedroom made an environment that emphasised Sophia's flashing youth. She alone in it was unsullied. There was a knock at the door, apparently gay and jaunty, but she thought truly, he's nearly as nervous as I am. And in her sick nervousness she coughed, and then tried to take full possession of herself. The moment had at last come which would divide her life as a battle divides the history of a nation. Her mind, in an instant, swept backwards through an incredible three months. The schemings to obtain and hide Gerald's letters at the shop and to reply to them. The far more complex and dangerous duplicity practised upon her majestic aunt at Axe. The visits to the Axe post-office. The three divine meetings with Gerald as an early morning by the canal feeder when he had told her of his inheritance and of the harshness of his uncle Baldero, and with a rush of words had spread before her the prospect of eternal bliss, the nights of fear, the sudden dizzy acquiescence in his plan, and the feeling of universal unreality which obsessed her, the audacious departure from her aunts, showering a cascade of appalling lies, her dismay at night-station, her blush as she asked for a ticket to London, the ironic, sympathetic glance of the porter who took charge of her trunk, and then the thunder of the incoming train, her renewed dismay when she found that it was very full, and her distracted plunge into a compartment with six people already in it, and the abrupt re-opening of the carriage door, and that curt inquisition from an inspector, wherefore, please, wherefore, wherefore, until her turn was reached, wherefore, miss, and her weak little reply, Euston, and more violent blushes, and then the long steady beating of the train over the rails, keeping time to the rhythm of the unanswerable voice within her breast, why are you here, why are you here? And then rugby, and the awful ordeal of meeting Gerald, his entry into the compartment, the rearrangement of seats, and their excruciating the painful attempts at commonplace conversation in the publicity of the carriage, she had felt that that part of the enterprise had not been very well devised by Gerald. And at last London, the thousands of cabs, the fabulous streets, the general roar, all dream-surpassing, intensifying to an extraordinary degree the obsession of unreality, the illusion that she could not really have done what she had done, that she was not really doing what she was doing, supremely and finally the delicious torture of the clutch of terror at her heart as she moved by Gerald's side through the impossible adventure. Who was this rash, mad Sophia, surely not herself? The knock at the door was impatiently repeated. Come in! she said timidly. Gerald's scales came in. Yes, beneath that mean of a commercial traveller who has been everywhere and through everything, he was very nervous. It was her privacy that with her consent he had invaded. He had engaged the bedroom only with the intention of using it as a retreat for Sophia until the evening, when they were to resume their travels. It ought not to have had any disturbing significance. But the mere disorder on the washstand, a towel lying on one of the cane chairs, made him feel that he was affronting decency, and so increased his jaunty nervousness. The moment was painful. The moment was difficult beyond his skill to handle it naturally. Using her with factitious ease he kissed her through her veil, which he then lifted with an impulsive movement, and he kissed her again more ardently, perceiving that her ardour was exceeding his. This was the first time they had been alone together since her flight from Acts, and yet with his worldly experience he was naive enough to be surprised that he could not put all the heat of passion into his embrace, and he wondered why he was not thrilled at the contact with her. However, the powerful clinging of her lips somewhat startled his senses, and also delighted him by its silent promise. He could smell the stuff of her veil, the sarsenate of her bodice, and, as it were wrapped in these odours as her body was wrapped in its clothes, the faint, fleshly perfume of her body itself. Her face, viewed so close that he could see the almost imperceptible down on those fruit-like cheeks, was astonishingly beautiful. The dark eyes were exquisitely misted, and he could feel the secret loyalty of her soul ascending to him. She was very slightly taller than her lover, but somehow she hung from him. Her body curved backwards, and her bosom pressed against his, so that instead of looking up at her gaze, he looked down at it. He preferred that. Perfectly proportioned though he was, his stature was a delicate point with him. His spirits rose by the uplift of his senses. His fears slipped away. He began to be very satisfied with himself. He was the inheritor of twelve thousand pounds, and he had won this unique creature. She was his creature. He held her close, permittedly scanning the minutiae of her skin, permittedly crushing her flimsy silks. Something in him had forced her to lay her modesty on the altar of his desire, and the sun brightly shone. So he kissed her yet more ardently, and with the slightest touch of a victor's condescension, and her burning response more than restored the self-confidence which he had been losing. I've got no one but you now," she murmured in a melting voice. She fancied in her ignorance that the expression of this sentiment would please him. She was not aware that a man is usually rather chilled by it, because it proves to him that the other is thinking about his responsibilities, and not about his privileges. Certainly it calmed Gerald, though without imparting to him her sense of his responsibilities. He smiled vaguely. To Sophia his smile was a miracle continually renewed. It mingled dashing gaiety, with a hint of wistful appeal in a manner that never failed to bewitch her. A less innocent girl than Sophia might have divined from that adorable half-feminine smile that she could do anything with Gerald, except rely on him. But Sophia had to learn. �Are you ready?� he asked, placing his hands on her shoulders and holding her away from him. �Yes� she said, nerving herself. Their faces were still very near together. �Well, would you like to go and see the Dore pictures?� A simple enough question, a proposal felicitous enough. Dore was becoming known even in the five towns, not assuredly by his illustration as to the control atique of Balzac, but by his shuddering biblical conceits. In pious circles Dore was saving art from the reproach of futility and frivolity. It was indubitably a tasteful idea on Gerald's part to take his love of a summer's afternoon to gaze at the originals of those prints which had so deeply impressed the five towns. It was an idea that sanctified the profane adventure. But Sophia showed signs of affliction. Her colour went and came, her throat made the motion of swallowing. There was a muscular contraction over her whole body, and she drew herself from him. Her glance, however, did not leave him, and his eyes fell before hers. �But what about the wedding?� she breathed. That sentence seemed to cost all her pride, but she was obliged to utter it, and to pay for it. �Oh!� he said, lightly and quickly. Just as though she had reminded him of a detail that might have been forgotten. �I was just going to tell you it can't be done here. There's been some change in the rules. I only found out for certain last night. But I've ascertained that it'll be as simple as ABC before the English consul at Paris, and as I've got the tickets for us to go over to-night as we arranged� he stopped. She sat down on the towel-covered chair, staggered. She believed what he said. She did not suspect that he was using the classic device of the seducer. It was his casualness that staggered her. Had it really been his intention to set off on an excursion and remark as an afterthought, �By the way, we can't be married,� as I told you at half-past two to-day. Despite her extreme ignorance and innocence, Sophia held a high opinion of her own common sense and capacity for looking after herself, and she could scarcely believe that he was expecting her to go to Paris and at night without being married. She looked pitiably young, virgin, raw, unsophisticated, helpless in the midst of dreadful dangers. Yet her head was full of a blank astonishment at being mistaken for a simpleton. The sole explanation could be that Gerald, in some matters, must himself be a confiding simpleton. He had not reflected. He had not sufficiently realized the immensity of her sacrifice in flying with him, even to London. She felt sorry for him. She had the woman's first glimpse of the necessity for some adjustment of outlook as an essential preliminary to uninterrupted happiness. �It'll be all right,� Gerald persuasively continued. He looked at her as she was not looking at him. She was nineteen, but she seemed to him utterly mature and mysterious. Her face baffled him. Her mind was a foreign land. Helpless in one sense she might be. Yet she, and not he, stood for destiny. The future lay in the secret and capricious workings of that mind. �Oh, no!� she exclaimed curtly. �Oh, no! Oh, no, what! We can't possibly go like that,� she said. �But don't I tell you it'll be all right?� he protested. �If we stay here and they come after you. Besides, I've got the tickets and all. �Why didn't you tell me sooner?� she demanded. �But how could I?� he grumbled. We hadn't had a single minute alone. This was nearly true. They could not have discussed the formalities of marriage in the crowded train, nor during the hurried lunch with a dozen cocked ears at the same table. He saw himself on shore ground here. �Now could we?� he pressed. �And you talk about going to see pictures!� was her reply. Undoubtedly this had been a grave error of tact. He recognized that it was a stupidity, and so he resented it, as though she had committed it and not he. �My dear girl!� he said, hurt. �I acted for the best. It isn't my fault if rules are altered and officials sinny. �You ought to have told me before!� she persisted sullenly. �But how could I?� he almost believed in that moment that he had really intended to marry her, and that the ineptitudes of red tape had prevented him from achieving his honorable purpose, whereas he had done nothing whatever towards the marriage. �Oh no! Oh no!� she repeated, with heavy lip and liquid eye. �Oh no!� he gathered that she was flouting his suggestion of Paris. Suddenly and nervously he approached her. She did not stir and all look up. Her glance was fixed on the wash-stand. He bent down and murmured, �Come, now! It'll be all right. You'll travel in the ladies' saloon on the steam-packet.� She did not stir. He bent lower and touched the back of her neck with his lips, and she sprang up, sobbing and angry. Because she was mad for him she hated him furiously. All tenderness had vanished. �How thank you not to touch me!� she said fiercely. She had given him her lips a moment ago. But now to graze her neck was an insult. He smiled sheepishly, �Really, you must be reasonable,� he argued. �What have I done?� �It's what you haven't done, I think.� she cried. �Why didn't you tell me why we were in the cab? �I didn't care to begin worrying you just then,� he replied, which was exactly true. The fact was he had, of course, shirked telling her that no marriage would occur that day. Not being a professional seducer of young girls, he lacked skill to do a difficult thing simply. �Now come along, little girl.� He went on with just a trifle of impatience. �Let's go out and enjoy ourselves. I assure you that everything will be all right in Paris.� �That's what you said about coming to London!� She retorted sarcastically through her sobs, �Look at you!� But he imagined, for a single instant, that she would have come to London with him, save on the understanding that she was to be married immediately upon arrival. This attitude of an indignant question was not to be reconciled with her belief that his excuses for himself were truthful, but she did not remark the discrepancy. Her sarcasm wounded his vanity. �Oh, very well!� he muttered. �If you don't choose to believe what I say� he shrugged his shoulders. She said nothing, but the sobs swept at intervals through her frame, shaking it. Reading hesitation in her face, he tried again. �Come along, little girl, and wipe your eyes.� And he approached her. She stepped back. �No! No!� she denied him passionately. He had esteemed her too chiefly, and she did not care to be called �little girl.� �Then what shall you do?� he inquired, in a tone which blended mockery and bullying. She was making a fool of him. �I can tell you what I shan't do,� she said. �I shan't go to Paris.� Her sobs were less frequent. �That's not my question,� he said icily, �I want to know what you will do.� There was now no pretense of affectionateness either on her part or on his. They might, to judge from their attitudes, have been nourished from infancy on mutual hatred. �What's that got to do with you?� she demanded. �It's got everything to do with me,� he said. �Well, you can go and find out,� she said. It was girlish. It was childish. It was scarcely according to the cannons for conducting a final rupture. But it was not the less tragically serious. Indeed the spectacle of this young girl, absurdly behaving like one in a serious crisis, increased the tragicalness of the situation, even if it did not heighten it. The idea that ran through Gerald's brain was a ridiculous folly of having anything to do with young girls. He was quite blind to her beauty. �Go?� he repeated her word. �You mean that? �Of course I mean it,� she answered promptly. The coward in him urged him to take advantage of her ignorant, helpless pride, and leave her at her word. He remembered the scene she had made at the pit-shaft, and he said to himself that her charm was not worth her temper, and that he was a fool ever to have dreamt that it was, and that he would be doubly a fool now not to seize the opportunity of withdrawing from an insane enterprise. �I�m to go,� he asked, with a sneer. She nodded. �Of course, if you order me to leave you, I must. Can I do anything for you?� she signalled that he could not. �Nothing. You�re sure?� she frowned. �Well, then, good-bye!� he turned towards the door. �I suppose you would leave me here without money or anything,� she said in a cold, cutting voice, and her sneer was far more destructive than his. It destroyed in him the last trace of compassion for her. �Oh, I beg pardon,� he said, and swaggeringly counted out five sovereigns onto a chest of drawers. She rushed at them. �Do you think I�d take your odious money?� she snarled, gathering the coins in her gloved hand. Her first impulse was to throw them in his face, but she paused, and then flung them into a corner of the room. �Pick them up!� she commanded him. �No thanks� he said briefly, and left, shutting the door. Only a very little while, and they had been lovers, exuding tenderness with every gesture, like a perfume. Only a very little while, and she had been deciding to telling Garth condescendingly to her mother that she was all right. And now the dream was utterly dissolved. And the voice of that hard common sense, which spake to her in her wildest moods, grew loud in asserting that the enterprise could never have come to any good, that it was from its inception an impossible enterprise, unredeemed by the slightest justification. �An enormous folly!� yes, an elopement, but not like a real elopement, always unreal. She had always known that it was only an imitation of an elopement, and must end in some awful disappointment. She had never truly wanted to run away, but something within her had pricked her forward in spite of her protests. The strict notions of her elderly relatives were right after all, it was she who had been wrong, and it was she who would have to pay. �I have been a wicked girl� she said to herself grimly, in the midst of her ruin. She faced the fact, that she would not repent, at any rate, she would never sit on that stool. She would not exchange the remains of her pride for the means of escape to the worst misery that life could offer. On that point she knew herself. And she set to work to repair and renew her pride. Whatever happened she would not return to the five towns. She could not, because she had stolen money from her Aunt Harriet. As much as she had thrown back at Gerald she had filched from her aunt, but in the form of a note. A prudent, mysterious instinct had moved her to take this precaution, and she was glad. She would never have been able to dart that sneer at Gerald about money if she had really needed money. So she rejoiced in her crime, though since Aunt Harriet would assuredly discover the loss at once the crime eternally prevented her from going back to her family. Never, never would she look at her mother with the eyes of a thief. In truth Aunt Harriet did discover the loss, and very creditably said not about it to anybody. The knowledge of it would have twisted the knife in the maternal heart. Sophia was also glad that she had refused to proceed to Paris. The recollection of her firmness in refusing flattered her vanity as a girl convinced that she could take care of herself. To go to Paris unmarried would have been an inconceivable madness. The mere thought of the enormity did outrage to her moral susceptibilities. No, Gerald had most perfectly mistaken her for another sort of girl, as for instance a shop assistant, or a barmaid. With this the catalogue of her satisfactions ended. She had no idea at all as to what she ought to do, or could do. The mere prospect of venturing out of the room intimidated her. Had Gerald left her trunk in the hall? Of course he had. What a question! But what would happen to her? The curtain had merely dazed her. She could do nothing for herself. She was as helpless as a rabbit in London. She drew aside the window-curtain and had a glimpse of the river. It was inevitable that she should think of suicide, for she could not suppose that any girl had ever got herself into a plight more desperate than hers. I could slip out at night and drown myself. She thought seriously. A nice thing that would be for Gerald. In loneliness, like a black midnight overwhelmed her, swiftly wasting her strength, disintegrating her pride in its horrid flood, she glanced about for support as a woman in the open street who feels she is going to faint and went blindly to the bed, falling on it with the upper part of her body in an attitude of abandonment. She wept, but without sobbing. Gerald Scales walked about the Strand, staring up at its high, narrow houses, crushed, one against another, as though they had been packed, unsorted, by a packer who thought of nothing but economy of space. Except by Somerset House, King's College, and one or two theatres and banks, the monotony of mean shops, with several stories unevenly perched over them, was unbroken. Then Gerald encountered Exeter Hall, and examined its prominent façade with a provincial's eye. For despite his travels, he was not very familiar with London. Exeter Hall naturally took his mind back to his uncle Bouldero, that great and ardent nonconformist, and his own godly youth. It was laughable to muse upon what his uncle would say and think, did the old man know that his nephew had run away with the girl, meaning to seduce her in Paris? It was enormously funny. However, he had done with all that. He was well out of it. She had told him to go, and he had gone. She had money to get home. She had nothing to do but use the tongue in her head. The rest was her affair. He would go to Paris alone, and find another amusement. It was absurd to have supposed that Sophia would ever have suited him. Not in such a family as the Bainses could one reasonably expect to discover an ideal mistress. No, there had been a mistake. The whole business was wrong. She had nearly made a fool of him. But he was not the man to be made a fool of. He had kept his dignity intact. So he said to himself, yet all the time his dignity and his pride also were bleeding, dropping invisible blood along the length of the strand pavements. He was at Salisbury Street again. He pictured her in the bedroom. Damn her! He wanted her. He wanted her with an excessive desire. He hated to think that he had been bought. He hated to think that she would remain immaculate. And he continued to picture her in the exciting privacy of that cursed bedroom. Now he was walking down Salisbury Street. He did not wish to be walking down Salisbury Street, but there he was. Oh, hell! he murmured. I suppose I must go through with it. He felt desperate. He was ready to pay any price in order to be able to say to himself that he had accomplished what he had set his heart on. My wife hasn't gone out, has she? He asked of the hall-porter. I'm not sure, sir, I think not, said the hall-porter. The fear that Sophia had already departed made him sick. When he noticed her trunk still there, he took hope and ran upstairs. He saw her, a dark, crumpled, sinuous piece of humanity, half on and half off the bed, silhouetted against the bluish-white counter-pane. Her hat was on the floor with the spotted veil trailing away from it. This sight seemed to him to be the most touching that he had ever seen, though her face was hidden. He forgot everything except the deep and strange emotion which affected him. He approached the bed. She did not stir. Having heard the entry, and knowing that it must be Gerald who had entered, Sophia forced herself to remain still. A wild, splendid hope shot up in her. Constrained by all the power of her will not to move, she could not stifle a sob that had lain in ambush in her throat. The sound of the sob fetched tears to the eyes of Gerald. Sophia, he appealed to her. But she did not stir. Another sob shook her. Very well, then, said Gerald, we'll stay in London till we can be married. I'll arrange it. I'll find a nice boarding-house for you, and I'll tell the people you're my cousin. I shall stay on at this hotel, and I'll come and see you every day." A silence. Thank you! She blubbered. Thank you! He saw that her little gloved hand was stretching out towards him, like a feeler, and he seized it and knelt down and took her clumsily by the waist. Now he dared not kiss her yet. An immense relief surged very slowly through them both. I—I really—she began to say something, but the articulation was lost in her sobs. What? What do you say, dearest? He questioned eagerly, and she made another effort. I really couldn't have gone to Paris with you without being married. She succeeded at last. I—I really couldn't. No, no—he soothed her. Of course you couldn't. It was I who was wrong, but you didn't know how I felt. So far it's all right now, isn't it? She sat up and kissed him fairly. It was so wonderful and startling that he burst openly into tears. She saw in the facile intensity of his emotion a guarantee of their future happiness. And as he had soothed her, so now she soothed him. They clung together, equally surprised at the sweet, exquisite, blissful melancholy which drenched them through and through. Which was a remorse for having quarrelled, for having lacked faith in the supreme rightness of the high adventure. Everything was right and would be right, and they had been criminally absurd. It was a remorse, but it was pure bliss and worth the quarrel. Gerald resumed his perfection again in her eyes. He was the soul of goodness and honour, and for him she was again the ideal mistress, who would, however, be also a wife. As in his mind he rapidly ran over the steps necessary to their marriage, he kept saying to himself, far off in some remote cavern of the brain, I shall have her, I shall have her. He did not reflect that this fragile slip of the bane's stock, unconsciously drawing upon the accumulated strength of generations of honest living, had put a defeat upon him. After tea Gerald, utterly content with the universe, redeemed his word and found an irreproachable boarding-house for Sophia in Westminster near the Abbey. She was astonished at the glibness of his lies to the landlady about her and about their circumstances generally. He also found a church and a parson close by, and in half an hour the formalities preliminary to a marriage were begun. He explained to her that, as she was now resident in London, it would be simpler to recommence the business entirely. She sagaciously agreed. As she by no means wished to wound him again, she made no inquiry about those other formalities which, owing to red tape, had so unexpectedly proved abortive, she knew she was going to be married and that sufficed. The next day she carried out her filial idea of telegraphing to her mother. End of book 3, chapter 1