 You know, I was a young person. I had dreams. I have aspirations. I want to succeed I want to make a difference in the world and then looking back to 10 years. I wasn't doing anything. I Was just most of the days. I was just sleeping because I was so tired. Oh I just got really angry at myself Or angry at God even or the higher power of my life and I just say well, I just said Whatever I need to do just let me know what I need to do and I'll do it. You know, I need to change something