 This deep feeling of anonymity, and I have a global manning list of over 3,600 people and people love it because they write and they pour out the deepest, darkest fears and secrets and questions. Occasionally they'll put, please don't publish this, but oftentimes they know that I'll just answer them and put them in, answer them as beloved one and take out all the personal names. Because it's the same ego stuff that we're all treating our mind from, but it's like to the extent that you're identified with the ego, it seems personal. And it's like what Raj was sharing in the beginning about what's here, what stays here. That's why in psychotherapy and a lot of beautiful spiritual practices they will have things of confidentiality and certainly it's no different than honoring and copyright. You know, Jesus said, you know, render out the Caesar that which is Caesar and unto God which is God. So if we have gatherings or music or things that pour through us and we want to share it freely and we feel to do that, which we do a lot, we do. And if we have music that we share, if we are using something that's come through from the Spirit and they said, no copyright, please share this freely, we honor that. If somebody has a beautiful song that comes through or an album and they say, please honor the copyright. You know, people say, can we make copies of it? Well, we put a link on the website. You can go and buy it from them. So it's very much that kind of live and let live approach where you're honoring everything and everyone and then for yourself, whatever comes through for yourself, you can honor that as well without violating or infringing upon anything or anyone else. So it's good to know too with these things. We would never want the idea of a camera or filming to have anybody hold back from sharing and expressing or having an opinion for that reason. And it's great with technology now we can edit things out just with a simple request or whatever. Yeah, well we were talking at the break and Les was bringing up some ideas of things in terms of practicality, in terms of really bringing it down to the level of where the questions are, where you're at, the things that you're working with, working through. It's very important to keep it practical and Les, you had a question that's kind of been articulating through you for a while in your own life and experience and then if you want to share it, then we can use that as a springboard for everyone. Well it's the same data, but in one way I think I'll speak for most of us here because for most of us he's sort of up here living at such a level that at times what he's saying is almost not helpful because I can't quite climb up there. So it can be very helpful to come down to levels where I'm working and somebody else is working and so on. And also for about four months this year I was working on this particular topic and then yesterday Tenor and I and our roommate Carmel were starting to go down that road. I just felt like it would be a lovely question to ask on behalf of all of us from David for us. And the question is about, you know, when you're working not on that level but you're working on this level, it's easy to think, well how can I create my future to be different? How can I manifest things in my life that's coming ahead of today? Is it all right for me to ask for things? For example, you know a year ago I would have said this burning wish that I could be a jumbo jet captain flying through destinations like London, New York and places like that. Whereas at the moment I'm on a 767 mainly flying domestic flight. So I was playing with this idea of when you get that you'll be happy, you know, but that's where I was at. Or Tenor might have thoughts of we'd like to leave the Fort Stewardy Terrace and we'd like to get this beautiful little house in Balmain on a quarter block and we'd call it the White Picket Fence House and it would be just the way she liked it. And then sometimes she sort of gets lost in it, you know, where she goes, well I really like that. Is it all right to ask? And if I ask, is there any chance that the universe will give it to me? What control do I have? Or someone else in the group here might be a single man or a single woman. We might be thinking I've been single for a long time and I really like to have a soul mate, best friend and lover. You know, I'd like to ask for the universe and make this wish. I want my soul mate, best friend and lover to materialise in my life in the next two months. So I wonder, has everybody had those thoughts at times? We're all infinitely apartment. Absolutely satisfied with it. Thank you, Ms. Chas' group. Isn't there a saying that says, ask Canada's given? Well, this is the question and this is the investigation that I'd like to launch for all of us. If it's all right with the group. Is that okay? Shall I just give a little preamble on the way I've mucked around with it? Yeah. And had successes and failures? They'll help give a context for what we're exploring. Coming from the course's premise, how to be with it from a course in miracles, kind of way of being with that sort of thing. For instance, and I'll come back to you, because I don't want to skew it. But would I just hand it to me over to God or to the Holy Spirit? Something that I feel that I'd like to experience in my life, whatever that might be, with the course from the course's perspective would that be if God, if Holy Spirit or God rules that? Is that how I now ask for something? If it's squealed by, yes. I mean that's the sort of thing that's left in part from what's fit. The effect I said today was just on the break. I said, I would like to ask on behalf of the whole group, please come down to our level for a while. Just join me down here and imagine you're still an ordinary man who wants to drive in the Saudis and fly the jumbo jet. But if we're all one, I don't see why you're putting David up here and us down here and filming people. I'm not putting you down, but I'm putting myself down. But if we're all one, why aren't we on the same level with David? I think in the investigation that's where it's going to be. Let's start up here. I've heard that said a couple of times, why can't we be all like David? Well, I think I am just not as smart. Well, I think the difference I personally see for me, and I don't know if anybody else has any advice on that, is I've been with David a lot and I've listened to his tapes for more hours than I can mention. Where I see a little bit of difference in this dream of a life, in this illusion of being a human being on planet Earth, is that he demonstrates to me that it's possible to wear a joy hat all the time, where the light is on 100% of the time, 24x7. And he's so great as a human being that I personally met and spent time with him who has convinced me he does that. And I'm nowhere near that yet. So in that, I do see myself different. I have the potential. I believe I have the potential. And I believe when I stop, when I remove all the, what are those words, the obstacles, then I am more immediately in his space. So I don't have any problem with that whatsoever, but no point in pretending that I'm working at that level. And in fact, that's been one of my greatest failures and the antenna has certainly brought it up for me and has helped me bring the darkness to life. I spent most of the last 20 years pretending to be more enlightened than I actually am. Yeah, I don't really go to that world.