 As you read by the title, I'm basically gonna be apologizing to Bill and to you guys because I feel like I just feel Bad that I've been hiding this for everyone and I just feel like I need to apologize I just feel like you guys deserve to know and he deserves to know and I don't know I'm just like just in my head and I'm just really wanting to be open and honest and Couldn't keep that serious, but I did I get you guys, but no so basically as you read by today's title I am basically just gonna be apologizing to Bill for absolutely no Reason and he's actually out right now. He should be back in like 30 minutes, but I'm alone So I was like, this is the perfect time to do my intro So basically I think I'm gonna like sit him down in front of the camera And I'm just gonna be like, you know I want the bottle squad in you to know this like I want to just sit him down and just apologize to him for Absolutely no reason. I'm not sure what there is to apologize about which is that's why he's gonna be confused I'm about to just get him in his field. I'm not to scare him. T. Mariah is back If you guys don't notice we are back home or back in Florida I already miss Boston. I already miss Jills and Saad so much like it's so sad that we live so far away I wish we could be like 20 minutes away, but you know what it's okay It honestly makes you enjoy your time more with the people that are closest to you when you're away But it also sucks because I wish we had people down here to hang out with it just sucks But you guys haven't yet make sure to hit that subscribe button and join the Marvel family They should give video a big thumbs up makes you guys are comment down below if I got you guys in the beginning I know if I was watching this and I was watching somebody that I looked up to or whatnot and I was watching this video I would have freaked out too. I would have been like what the heck is she talking about guys I would never do anything to hurt Bill in any way shape or form, but you know what today's the day I'm gonna be apologizing to him for absolutely no reason. Let's freaking do it. I've been not having a great day today I've been like really down on myself. I don't know if anybody else has gone through that I don't know. I'm just like in a really weird mental state recently and it's just a bad one And I just got to get out of it. I know it's just I just got to get out of it and I need to get back to my routine I need to feel good. I need to feel healthy and yeah, so I'm actually gonna give you guys. Where's the babies? Hi, the store is at but I don't really know. I want to vlog a little bit and show you guys stuff But there's really not much that's different. So I guess we're just gonna wait until Bill gets home And honestly, I'm not liking my makeup today. I think maybe that's why I'm feeling I don't know it's just a bad day, but guys, it doesn't matter about me We're pranking Bill no matter what so let's freaking go. Let's get him in his feels. I can't wait for him to come home This is gonna be so funny. All right guys, so I have you in the cabinet over here As you guys know we're filming that sit-down video where I basically just Apologizing for nothing, but I want to get him in his feels so I put up a second camera just in place He turns off that camera So I have backup because Team Araya ain't missing out on the feelings that he's about to get so stay tuned And he should be here literally any minute and I'm so excited What Wait, so what do you want me to just follow my lead My supposed to just sit here It's not fair What is good mother squad and welcome back to our channel before we get on the video Do you want to show me? Oh my god? Yeah, so if you cannot already tell I am burnt from Head down I went to a racetrack yesterday and obviously I was wearing a shirt and now I got a freaking farmer's hand Look at that. That's terrible like the line. Oh, you gotta go outside. I always get burnt. I look like I'm wearing makeup I look like I'm blushing. I always get burnt here. I didn't get burned. They're so easy I'm pasty why I we put suntan stuff on or not tan, but we put like sunscreen on But it was like the little spray one. It wasn't good either way It's hurts, and I'm just not gonna be trying to touch it for the video So I know you're wondering why we're doing this a dumb video. Yes, would you in the car? I have no idea why we're filming right now guys and it's kind of scary because whatever right does this She always surprised me with something or she pranks me. Are you pranking? Unfortunately, this is not a surprise. Is it a prank? It's not a prank. Look at me in the eyes Why don't you look at me in my eyes? I did I know when you lie doesn't look like she's lying All right, so what's up? You have to take this serious if you can't you have to like actually serious I don't know what you're doing. So how do I so it's something serious? Okay, I'm sorry don't tell me this is an actual genuine video like I need you to be stop laughing. What's funny? I'm not okay. I'll care. I can't like not I don't know what I'm doing So how I just act how did I know that I'm supposed to not laugh? Hey, it's not funny. Come on. You didn't even finish your soup. Yes. I did Do sit down you're not gonna take this serious, and I'm not gonna film with you. You're not taking it serious Is something bad Something I need to tell you and you're gonna feel terrible when you sit down and you actually realize what I'm about to tell you Okay, actually no actually be serious, please like be for real stuff laughing like I'm trying to be you know I'm not gonna film this with you You can't just tell someone that's laughing Are you gonna Okay, so You know we've been together for what five years now and spend the best five years of my life Almost five and a half. Yeah, and you know we've been through many ups and downs But no matter what we've came back stronger, and we've you know, we're just strong You're not gonna propose to me. No, baby There one day you're gonna ask get down on one knee you're gonna ask me to marry you Yes, okay, but before that happens I need to get this off my chest because I feel like the marble squad deserves to know and you deserve to know because You know I like to be real and honest on this channel and you know be transparent and open and let them know everything That's gone. So what is it? What happened? What'd you do? You can't be mad. Did you cheat on me? No, I didn't what you do. I just wanted to I just want to apologize for everything that I've done What have you done? I'm just sorry No, I didn't cheat on you. I'm just sorry. I just feel like I needed to say I'm sorry Why are you showing this? What happened? I just want to say I'm sorry. What happened? Nothing I just wanted to apologize and say I'm sorry for everything. I just say no, you're gonna Sorry for what for what arguing or something? I'm just sorry For what? Sorry you didn't do anything wrong So what'd you do tell me cuz I'm missing out on something you didn't tell me this maybe I'm just sorry I'm just apologizing to you. That's all you know. Just whatever it is. I'm just apologizing. Okay, okay? But you have to tell me what it is because obviously there's something on your mind. Maybe you're telling me sorry I'm just apologizing. I don't want to see okay off-camera. I don't want to seem like I'm being an ass But I'm actually freaking out. Did you do something? No, I didn't do anything. I'm just apologizing and saying I'm sorry So that's it. Okay. I just want to make sure because I didn't want to freak out like in ruin the video Okay, baby, it's okay. Like I'm dead ass. It's okay. Why are you? Sorry like it's not like you did anything wrong Okay, so there is something you haven't told me what you didn't tell me nothing I'm just saying I'm sorry. Some things are better than I've said I'm done Things are better left unsaid and I just want you to know that I'm sorry for all the for the videos sake I it's okay, but for off-camera Why would you say it's okay? Okay, I'm saying for the video. I'm not trying to get annoyed on camera, but what have you been hiding for me? You really just said you're okay We're posting it really you want to pose raw in So you're sorry about what though you said you literally haven't told me something so what is it if you want raw and unedited What is it? What have you not told me? I'm sorry, but you just said for there's some things I haven't told you It's okay. If you are sorry for whatever you'd happen in the past like arguing and stuff because that's normal couple stuff But like I'm just apologizing. Have you achieved anything? Sorry? No, have you ever kissed someone else when we were together? No, I'm just why do you hesitate? I didn't hesitate. Have you ever hugged another guy? Well, yeah I've hugged many guys. It's some guy that you like. No, you didn't do any damage. Mariah did not do it What? It's okay. If this is the actual genuine video. It's okay. Did you go to the mailbox? No, I didn't. Okay, well, then you should apologize to me for not going to the mailbox. No, you seem like you have something deep down that you won't say sorry for. I'm just apologizing because I just I just want to say sorry if I've ever hurt you. I'm so confused. Yeah, I'm confused too. I feel like you're about to hurt me now. You're apologizing for stuff that's like what what did you do? Maybe if you're rewatching this video one day, I want you to know that I accept your apology. I'm sitting right here. I know. Okay, so talk to me. Not talk to me. Not to my... I love you and I accept your apology. I just hope that you didn't do anything else because you made me freak out for a second. I genuinely had no idea what she was filming today guys. Like I really didn't and if it all it is is you want to apologize for whatever you did in the past. She didn't cheat on me. She said I trust your word, but like it's okay. Thank you for apologizing. Thank you for your apology. I love you. I was just apologizing to you, okay? Is that really all that is? Yes. I'm so confused now. Why are you just randomly apologizing to me? This is off-camera. Okay. Why don't you tell me this before we start filming? What is it? What? What did I do wrong? What? Oh my god, okay. I guess we'll just keep on. What? Why are you pranking me? With what? What are I so confused? What is going on right now? What are you apologizing for? I hid a second camera up in the cabinet up there. What are you apologizing for? I am still so confused. Because what are you apologizing for? Guys, he screams when he gets nerfed. Are you pranking? Like what's big? You're just saying I'm sorry. I was just saying I'm sorry for no reason. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for no reason. To see if you would get worried because I'm apologizing out of nowhere. Of course I'm worried. I thought you like kissed a dude or something and you didn't tell me. No, I didn't kiss a dude and I would never do that and never do that. But I am sorry. You know, I just want to say I am like even though this was a like Team Mariah, I just want to say still like anytime I've ever hurt your feelings or made you sad. Now you're being serious. Yeah, I am sorry though for everything I've ever done to hurt you. What have you done? Are you sorry for hurting me ever? What have I hurt you with? Don't answer that. Guys, we should do a story time. No, we should not. We should not do a story time. We should do a story time on you dissect your life because she's always dissecting mine. Honestly, that might be something in the in the way future that maybe they'll end up being honest with you guys. But for now, you know, you can just apologize to me out here. I'm sorry Mariah. Before we get married, I apologize for whatever I've done in the past. I'm dead ass serious. Don't turn this on me. You've done something too. What have you done? Nothing. I just said loyal to you. I've been loyal to Mariah. That's cat. Anyways guys, Mariah, I do accept your apology even though you're pranking me. Whatever you were saying. I even tricked them all up on the beginning. I got on camera and I'm like, I have to be honest to you. And I have to be honest to the Marvel Squad. What did you say? I just said like, I feel like I have to apologize. You guys are family. Oh my god. I got them in their fields in the night time. You're an ass. I know. I got them. I got them. How many people did Mariah get? Not including me. Comment down below if Mariah got you in the beginning. If you thought she was actually being serious. Because I thought you were about to say, I kissed a dude like a year ago and I never told you. I thought, that's why I couldn't be on camera. I was laughing at first because I was just confused. And then I, yeah, so. Tim Mariah came back. You're an ass. You're an ass. We literally just got back from Chicago. I got sunburned. Chicago. Boston. I got sunburned. And I got pranked. Within one day of being back in our home state. Oh, and can we just say, shout out to Miami Heat for beating the Boston Celtics. I texted Saad, he didn't even answer me because he knew we smoked it. Jules and Saad obviously live in Boston. And I had nothing personal against the Celtics. I personally think the Celtics are badass and I wanted them to win. But then I realized like, yeah, we live in Florida. We have to represent Miami Heat. And we did. We did come out with a victory in last night's game. If we went to a game with Jules and Saad and it was our team versus their team. We should have went. We should have. Miami Heat versus Boston Celtics. Was that expensive? It'd be me, Mariah, versus Jules and Saad essentially. Oh my god, that'd be sick. That'd be funny. That'd be a funny video. That'd be a funny vlog. That would be. We should do that. We should plan a time for one of the games and do that. And do that. Stay tuned for that guys. Yeah, honestly. We're doing that one day. Love guys. I hope you enjoyed today's video. We need to go grocery shopping because we have nothing in the house. We've had nothing in the house. I'm going to show you our fridge real quick because we left two days before our vacation, that vacation. We had no food in the fridge. And this is our fridge now. I know you guys might think, oh, you got stuff in there. No. Tell me what you can eat. Tell me what will fill you up. Jello? No. Salsa? We don't even have chips for? No. Two pickles that are like four months old? No. Three things of chocolate that Mariah bought even though we're on a diet? No. So we literally have to go and get some groceries, get our list going. And basically just get back in the habit of things because we've been out for a week and like it's been, it's been crazy. What? Is it just me or does Mariah look like she's like going to a hockey game? It does, doesn't it? It says my daddy's company. It looks like a Home Depot jersey or something. I know. I was feeling really down on myself today and I changed my outfit like 50 times. Mariah has these days that she goes through tell me girls if you do or guys and she'll just change her outfit like five times within like an hour. And she just thinks that she looks ugly in every outfit. Yeah I'm feeling down on myself but you know what? I'm coming back up. I'm telling myself that I'm beautiful and I don't- You are beautiful though. Yeah. Like you don't look ugly. I know. Every outfit you look so good in. I just get down on myself for no reason. How? Look at it. When you look like this, how can you get, that just shows. Yeah it is you but it's not like I look at myself every day. Even the hottest models in the world like Mariah get down on themselves. All right guys we're going to end the video here. Totally kidding. We'll see you in the next video but until then. Peace. Love you guys. And I'm not kidding about that. I was just trying to break you. Love you.