 But some makeup on because I'm getting ready to film like a sit-down video But I can't like figure out my hair like I want to do something cute, but I feel like this doesn't look good I don't know to do you know I mean like an awkward hair day And you just like touch your hair like 10 million times because you don't know what to do with it Then everything else like shit and you're like oh my god Then you get stressed out and then I start feeling sick. I'm like I'm over thinking this yeah I just really don't know what to do with it Different but like my hair is kind of greasy, but it's kind of not as like in the awkward stage It's like not really greasy, but it's like not fresh But I was literally working all day, and I just stopped editing and now I'm gonna film a video I think I want to film the outside so I'm kind of waiting until like golden hour So it's like really good lighting this video is it gonna be really exciting and really excited to post this It's probably gonna come honestly after this video. So stay tuned for that I don't know why I haven't filmed this earlier, but I'm so excited to film this This is gonna be a good one so watch out for it I really want like one of those bandanas like you know what I mean those cute hair bandanas I really want one of those and I'm definitely gonna go in for this summer, but I don't have one yet I just don't know what to do with my hair Your touch, but your vision like hair kind of looks cute from certain angles, but then like it really doesn't I don't know It's kind of weird. Oh, let's try something else. We all just wear it down like always There's really nothing wrong. Are you freaking joking? Every time I want to try something there's a lot Madison literally gulps it off like no tomorrow. This isn't another bottle Which is also empty and that is good too Oh, there's one here. Oh my god. Did she did she really finish this one too? Are you freaking joking? It's really What's fun? I guess now my hair is gonna be looking a little greasy, but that's fine There's nothing I can really do about it at this point. Why are they still in the bathroom when they're empty? Someone tell me Somebody tell me I don't even know something about the garbage. Are they gonna explode in the garbage? Anyways, my room Is literally a pigsty again guess again, okay? Don't make fun of me for it because it's like it's a disease like I'm not even joking you Okay Actually, I do have a lot of donate stuff that just like needs to get out Like I have this pile here and then all this like here's donate But then I have like this shit here. Honestly. It's not as bad like this is probably only gonna take me like 15 minutes to Clean it's not that bad It's just like my it just looks like a lot messier than it is I feel like because I haven't done laundry like so long like too long what I am planning on doing though Is I really want to change this wall up I get bored of things really fast and like I just want to change everything like constantly when I have new ideas And this wall right here. I definitely want to change it and make just make something more plain and more calming I think I want to do like a diy here I don't know what yet, but I'll definitely include it in one of my vlogs or something But I really want to change that up take the pictures off and do a little fun thing there Instead of all these pictures I'm kind of bored of them and I've only had them for like three four months now But it's time for them to go It just kind of looks too cluttered and I feel like it makes my room look a little messy Not that my room is like really ever clean But I feel like it like adds to the mess because I don't know how to explain it But it just sometimes I just look at it and I'm like, why does it look so ugly? So I'm definitely gonna do something to change that. I don't know what yet though We'll see stay tuned keep you guys updated I literally cannot wait to go somewhere tropical you guys like once COVID is done and once life is more back to normal I'm definitely gonna be going somewhere for a long period of time Maybe not like super long, but I need to get out I've been craving like a hot destination and when you go somewhere like that It's like everything I do everything I vlog is gonna be so interesting Like sometimes I feel like my vlogs here aren't interesting and like aren't good enough because it's just like I'm here home all the time And it's like uninteresting Sometimes the lighting is bad because it's raining and I just feel like once I go somewhere tropical Constantly you're gonna have good lighting because it's gonna be sunny and golden and I'm gonna be tanned and I cannot explain to you how much I want to go I just want to get away and it would make for the best videos you guys travel vlogs Oh my goodness. That's like my dream job traveling and vlogging. That would be literally amazing I'm gonna get there I'm gonna get there soon and I know that I will anything you put your mind to you can do Promise you that I just also can't wait for summer because the weather's gonna get so much better It's a kind of an awkward time where it's like there's a few sunny days But it's so really cold and it's not really there yet Like today's the last sunny day and then we're gonna have like five days of rain I just want the sun and the warmth and beaches and it's kind of like sucks because We only get like two months of like real summer like two months of hot days And then it just goes back to like rain for the rest of the 10 months of the year It's like not really proportionate. So that's why I crave like tropical like hot places so much is because I don't know. I feel like I thrive in the heat. I thrive in the hot weather I love it so much and also I feel like your environment does have a lot of impact on how you feel and Your mental health and your mental state like even though I don't enjoy the rain all the time I try my best to keep that positive mindset even though I'm not so much tropical or whatever Sometimes it is kind of like wow shit kind of sucks, you know that it's raining all the time But yeah, I just literally can't wait for the summer in the hot weather and for covid to end I just want to get up Well, so does everyone else so I can't really complain because we're all in literally the same boat right now So I can't even complain because some people have a way worse. So cooking in the kitchen guys This has been my go-to breakfast. I've just been like obsessed with it Basically eating it literally every single day. Okay. So what I got cooking up here. I need tongs. There you go Tongy babies. Okay. Oh, so what I did here is I mixed Eggs with spinach and then here I got a tortilla heating up And what I do is I make like I cut up goat cheese not goat cheese right feta cheese like feta cheese And I chop that up and then put it in with the egg and spinach mixture And it tastes like you know like starbucks has a okay. I'm just obsessed with starbucks at this point But they have a spinach egg wrap and it has like feta cheese in it and it tastes like exactly like that So that was like my idea for the recreation and I've literally been um eating this every single day. It's so good It is currently 10 30 and I have a gym appointment at 12 I don't really feel like going today just because it's like super gloomy and Like I just feel like staying and hiding in my house today But you know what we're gonna go on do it We're just gonna get it done because I know I'm gonna feel so much better after I do it And once I get there, so it's like I'm gonna want to do it I know that it's just like the process of getting out of the house and driving there Which is like the worst but like once what is this scene like once I'm there I know like it's gonna be fine. So we're chilling Gotta get that summer body ready Okay, so I just filled this white tortilla with the egg mixture And then now I'm just gonna get some feta cheese and chop that up I try and stay away from dairy as much as possible But I've been like so bad lately and I've been like letting myself have cheese which I shouldn't be but I am I need to do like a cheese cleanse like I'm gonna maybe start next week Like start not having dairy again because that needs to happen because dairy just doesn't go well with me But I still eat and dairy is very unhealthy That sounds like a dead-ass cracker a little crispy for a rat. He literally was like, oh mackayla We should heat them up in the toast oven I'm like, I don't think that's a good idea because our toaster oven is wack and it cooks things like so fast It's so bad and he put that in and next thing you know it turns into a damn like tortilla shit It's not it's not gonna fall like I'm like how do you expect to make a wrap out of that? It's literally like a chip now, which is actually kind of good But like not for a wrap you guys I was wearing my scrunchie yesterday Like my cheetah scrunchie like one of my favorite scrunchies and it fell out when I was taking your shit And I didn't even realize and then like I go to flush the toilet And then I see like it looked really weird in the water because it like it like soaked the water up So it looked really weird and I was like what is that like did I shit that out? And then I like realized that I don't have a scrunchie in my hair Then I'm like, oh my god My scrunchie just fell in and I just flushed it down because there was no way I was about to dig that out of the toilet What was I supposed to do dig it out with my shit? That's disgusting. Wait girl, scope this That's when Disgusting we shit roses. That's what we do There's roses in the toilet actually if you're watching this dad I'm sorry because I know that fletching shit down the toilet isn't good for the septic tank But it had to be done I wasn't about to reach my hands in there and take my scrunchie out like if I just went pee It would have been maybe a different story still then I don't even know but yep So my scrunchies in this septic tank currently mixed in with all the other shit in there So looks like I'm never getting enough back which is kind of sad But it wasn't my fault like it just slipped out of my hair when I was taking a shit Like how am I supposed to know anyways? So this is what it looks like and then I'm just gonna wrap it up and it tastes so bomb Also my nails are so ratchet and you probably you guys probably noticed this like in the vlogs maybe I mean I hope you know, but like you probably do and I just like don't take care of my nails I just don't it doesn't bother me really. It's only other people that really pointed out a notice So, I mean I definitely should do them because they're like really ratchet right now But I just suck at taking care of my nails. So sorry if you've noticed them in the vlogs like I'm I'm sorry The scariest thing happened to me at the gym So basically I was doing like my last set of hip thrusts and I was wearing a mask obviously And then I felt like couldn't breathe and I was like holy shit like what was happening So I like get up and then I feel so dizzy and like I literally couldn't breathe Like I felt like I was just about to faint. So I ripped off my mask I didn't care who was there I ripped it off and I like I tried to get my breath back And then I finally got my breath back But like I felt so dizzy and it was just really scary because I literally felt like I was gonna faint Like if I didn't rip my mask off in that moment I was gonna faint and once I like went outside and got fresh air it helped a lot But I had to like leave right away. Like I was there for an hour But it was it just happened like at the end of my workout that was so scary And it's probably that probably happened because my brain and my body wasn't getting enough oxygen Because of my mask obviously was probably restricting my breathing and my body and brain Definitely was not getting enough oxygen. So it was like holy shit. Like you're you're gonna faint I was literally like holding myself and I'm like, oh my god, all these people are gonna watch me faint It was fine. I caught it in time. I guess and I caught my breath back But yeah masks are just it makes it so hard. It's way harder to breathe Especially when you're doing like intense workouts. It's like cardio just makes it so that much harder to breathe That's why I wish I had my own gym so that I wouldn't have to wear a mask But yeah, dude wearing masks is just really really difficult when exercising Like I'm finally wearing a mask right to the grocery store and like everywhere else like whatever but Exercising it just really inhibits my breath And maybe there's something wrong with my lungs because I did just get a breathing test So we'll see when those results come back But maybe there is something wrong and that's why that happened. But I guess we'll see. I mean, I hope not But yeah, I just showered feel so much better now. I feel less dizzy I'm just gonna go sit down and edit it's two o'clock So it only feels way later because usually I go to the gym like after work But I forgot to book an appointment last night. So I had to kind of go whenever the appointments were left So yeah, I'm just gonna go sit down chillax and edit. I feel like I need to sit down right now because that was not good