 Hello everybody welcome back to esoteric Atlanta usually on Mondays. We do the emerald tablets But since we are still ahead on esoteric Atlanta versus Aquarius rising Africa I am so delighted that instead of the emerald tablets today. I've got Amanda here from higher self perspective, how are you doing Amanda? I'm great. I'm here I'm a little nervous, but I'm so excited to chat with you and I've been Wanting to do that for a very long time. So I'm excited. Listen. Don't be I'll have to tell you guys, right? Before we started filming, this is why you shouldn't be nervous chatting with me Amanda literally came on the screen I said one second a Pair of underwear had fallen out of the laundry basket and I noticed it at the last minute anybody who owns a dog Knows that that could spell disaster. So literally the first time coming on screen with me I had to go fetch the underwear I Know I'm so happy you're here before we get into talking and stuff I wanted to go ahead and show you guys Amanda's YouTube channel She has a YouTube channel higher self perspective some great YouTube videos. Go ahead and subscribe to her I'm subscribed to her and also now forgive my computer. I'm gonna go over to your website. My computer is very Old so it's not doesn't pull up websites that well But I am gonna put a link to Amanda's website down the description box as well And we're gonna get into what quantum healing is what quantum hypnosis is all that kind of stuff in this conversation That we're gonna have today. So So yeah, so we're I mean let's start with what we were talking about before we hit Record because even though This is about technology we were kind of laughing about how I'm really bad at technology You were saying you are too Amanda and we were talking about the lyre and stuff and and I you know I brought up, you know that apparently you're saying in Lyra. That's where the planet was destroyed was through technology, correct? Yes well From what I know what I've experienced in sessions and from what I'm remembering little by little Um So I've noticed that the people that have a life from Lyra or Lyra They have like a resistance with technology It's kind of like a love hate sort of a thing because I think that It's still buried somewhere deep down Yeah What I wanted to bring that up too because we also know that's what happened with the fall of Atlantis is in and we see this in the Emerald Tablets that There was an overabundance, I mean the world I mean from what I understand The world we live in right now in almost 2023 is very primitive compared to What some of these other planets had going on with technology the ladies the Lyran group even Atlantis was way more technologically evolved then I mean from even listening to other researchers the Atlanteans they were seeing flying Saucers out the time they you the chariots of fire. They were Experiencing all this stuff and I do think there is a PTSD And we know that right now on earth and this does this to kind of a it's an culmination because This galactic battle, I mean we sound like Star Wars here But literally the truth is stranger than fiction right like this galactic battle between good and evil has been going on for such a long time and This is one of the last like battlegrounds. I mean there are other third density planets out there But apparently earth is like the creme de la creme of Planets and you know the wall of one talks about how planet earth is like the most gangster when it comes to the nefarious side But because of the polarization that we also carry the most light as well to balance out that and I think there is because we know that Those of us who who experienced the fall of Atlantis? Carmically had to be back at this time as well. We probably were there on other planets too to watch this crumble and But as I've said many times before The darkness can't create anything only the light can't and what's amazing now And we're gonna kind of get it to what you do Amanda is that we're able to take this technology Whether we fear it or not because I do have a huge resistance to Technology myself like I will freak I will freeze and Have to get someone to come do something for me because I just don't want to touch it, you know, and so yeah, you know It's it's um, I'm glad I have people in my life that can do that But I think it is a PTSD but the technology I Think we do see people now using it those of us out there for good and trying to help people because it can be used For good it can be used to connect with people all over the world and and have an energy as as Emmy says energy Is not confined to time or space and you can do things like healing sessions over a zoom application or FaceTime All that kind of stuff. So let's let's take off from there. What are your thoughts on that Amanda? Well even just social media sometimes I struggle with but I have an online business. It's all digital So I had to kind of come to terms with you know what if the dark is using it We should be using it too. Like we have to create some sort of balance and bring That light into it and that you're seeing it so much now But it was really something about it was just so scary like going on YouTube and I see a lot of people who Are trying to spread a message similar to yourself and they're just attacked and pounded and Um spread and censored and Like I got kicked I can't advertise on Instagram or Facebook anymore. So I don't even have a Facebook and so I Literally was like in bed I spent a lot of time in bed just going within for a couple of weeks because I was literally physically sick over like being So scared to start a YouTube and then it just finally came to a point where I was like We have to represent the light side as well. Like we have to figure out a way to balance this out because It's really dark. It's really infiltrated and there's so much false information on on the internet right now Like when I had my deep dive I didn't know who to listen to where to go and and you take on the energy through the screen, too Well, absolutely. Yeah, so I was like, okay, we I'm gonna do it I don't know exactly what I'm gonna do, but I'll figure it out What do I mean? I think I've developed. I'm a very sensitive person. I have a Scorpio moon So I mean you see me crying on my channel all the time. I can't hold it back sometimes But I love it. I love when you cry on YouTube. I haven't been crying with you Well, you know before this I taught my source I never really wore makeup because he's gonna wear makeup in a sweaty mice room And I had to learn how to get like waterproof my skin Listen girl, you're gonna cry like this. We need to fix the situation Yeah, so and it is really hard because nope Nobody gives you a manual and says this is who's bad and this is who's good And so when I first started filming, I thought everyone was good Totally and then you learn and then you start to develop a thicker skin And like my channel is severely shadow banned right now And I am not putting anything on YouTube that is controversial at this point. All that goes to my rumble channel And so why are they shining shadow banning me? Well, could it be that people like you and me are Trying to show people how to heal themselves. Oh Totally, which is a part of it, right? That's everything It's you can't like be human anymore on the internet Which is so bizarre because social media is all about Showing our human nature. Yeah, but they they just want fake Well, and it's been infiltrated. It's Yeah Yeah, I don't really know to say it's just been infiltrated. It's everywhere But it also I think is really important too because it's teaching people discernment Yeah, and sometimes you really have to learn the hard way Um, yeah, I really learned the hard way me too But at the same time I also met like some of my best friends From some of like the chat groups we were in from these content creators and so good came out of it Um, and I'm glad I learned discernment Earlier and before I came on YouTube because I can't imagine like, you know having someone on your show or Being, you know recommending somebody else to watch and then it comes out all of a sudden there Yeah, you know happen to me. Yeah Yeah, because you want to believe everybody is here for the betterment of humanity and then something happens to you I will say the more you're attacked though. I think the more it's pretty obvious. There's something you're doing That's pissing them off enough So and you don't necessarily know what that is but just keep going and I've heard for you know for me I've heard it's the Sophia stuff. I've heard it's the missing books of the Bible bunch of reasons why I'm attacked and that's fine I'm just gonna keep on going because at the end of the day I think we we do know that we came here for a reason We came here to work together first of all like there's not, you know, that's one thing I really want to express to the people watching right now. Mr. T The Kennedys they are no more valuable in this battle than you are They're no more valuable. We are all on the same team We were all pushing the same freedom and liberation and that does come through You the individual Right, it's not and that's what I want to like shake people and say, you know There's so many different levels of being awake, which I don't even like really like that term awake because we're always in constant states of like Different awarenesses and different perspective But knowing Intel Knowing the Intel of what's going on is one level of understanding, but then it has to then something has to shift and if you are All you're doing all day is sitting around watching YouTube channels Then have you really woken up? Because you're you're are you just replacing Anderson Cooper with a YouTuber, right? Are you still you know, I when I present research people will say well This person says this and this person says this why don't really care what they say because this is my research What's your research? Right at what point do you sit down and do your own research? Yeah, I hear that a lot too and I'm like well, what do you think like what do you have to say? Like that is what's important because I think we kind of like can put people up on a pedestal and It's we've been programmed to do that. Yeah TV with Sports celebrities. Yeah, I think we it's very easy to go there, but when you're constantly Listening to somebody else's opinion. You don't have time to go within You don't have time to even judge what's right and wrong, especially if you only pay attention to one person, right? But what you said about the Intel stuff, it's like It literally could be devastating like I went through a period where I Just couldn't consume enough. It was like an addiction and I was so depressed you're like constantly in this state of fear and It takes over you physically mentally emotionally and That was a really rough period and that was around the time of like discernment too Where I started realizing people aren't telling the truth and so it was like Bam, it's like a lot of lessons all at the same time and so that's why I love Shows where You know like yours where you want people to make up their own mind like here. I'm gonna offer this to you But if it's not for you or you know or just take what you want, you know so I really appreciate that and It's always a big warning sign to me when somebody is Very adamant. Yeah about this is the way it is. It's black and white There's no other way and I'm like nothing is black and white nothing in this realm That's what you learn and trauma therapy too is that black and white thinking is a sign of a mental disorder? There are shades of gray and I think the more that you heal yourself and you guys I met Amanda through the 30-day shadow work Challenge we just did because you graciously offered your your Sonsessions For what's we'll get to the quantum healing as prizes and I'm hoping you'll still be involved in the 60-day challenge, too I will I will and that's one thing too. It's like I When we get so wrapped up in the intel we forget that the thing that's Allowing this darkness to live on our planet so prevalently is because we are wounded Like attracts like it. No, I'm not saying for people watching right now that you're The same as these awful people in our no not at all, right not at all But it's because we live in a society as kind of circling back to what you were saying like where we can't be real And so we have these things happen to us these traumas and we push them down In order to present a fault sense of ourself to the world and then those those issues They don't go away energy doesn't just disappear. It can't be created nor destroyed. It can only be transmuted And so when we start to you know, when you first understand what's been going on with our Leaders and that these worlds it's shocking and the same thing happened to me, too When I first started figuring things out I could not go see my nephew and nieces for a while because every time I saw them I would get scared Because I didn't want them playing outside because I didn't want something happening to them I would get upset because all I could see is their faces on these little kids You know, and so it is a huge issue, but then something happens where you go, okay Well, how are we gonna? How are we gonna actually pivot and course correct and That house, what are we gonna do about it? Yeah, we know that there are people Who can handle that on the forefront? I don't somebody sent me a recording once of a sound bite coming from the I Have to be careful what I say the restaurant in DC Or they also play I'll say table tennis instead of the guys now. I'm talking about and I didn't really know what it was and I just kind of clicked it on and I immediately like two seconds later turned it right off again because I just started crying because of the sounds and I was like It is not and at that moment. I was like it is not necessary from I know what's going on Right why is it necessary for me to hear it? I can't I mean and so and so there are people out there that can handle it. Thank God They agreed to take these roles But for us as as a population in order to not allow this and part of shadow work, too It's this big thing in yoga is learning how to see the truth or the illusion and You see that with yourself first Your own truth through the illusion of the ego and then once you see it with yourself you see it in everything else And so when you work on yourself, there's no way For darkness to really hide on the planet if we all worked on ourselves The darkness can't hide because we would see it And so that's why things like the shadow work the self work the self healing is so freaking important And it's it's sad because I look at even though I'm super shadow band right now I'll look at videos where there is intel of my or someone comes on and talks about Intel knows we'll get thousands and thousands of views and Then a video I have where there is a meditation offered or there's healing offered a couple hundred And I just want to be like but this is this is the this is the prescription to fix the problem. Yeah, this is the medicine it's a it's like it's It's difficult because like I can remember getting to that point where you finally go I Gotta work on myself now and it it's hard But it's not as hard as you make it out to be in your head But there is you got to like get over that pump that first hump and people avoid it like the plague But the thing is is like when you do start doing it not only does it raise the vibration of the collective but it also Makes you more understanding of other people and more compassionate and because you know, you've been there You know what they're going through and don't be as a bs or Like I know what you're doing because I used to do that So it's just important all around for you your family for everybody around you and it trickles Yeah, I was yeah, it's with this excuses like as a mice or teacher. I heard Every excuse under the under the Sun about why they can't do something and so we say you can't be as a bs Or so when people come to me with these excuses, I'm like, you think this is the first time I've heard that Exactly, right exactly. I'm like listen. These are the excuses you have they're very little and And and it is hard because it is hard to face. It's hard to feel these uncomfortable feelings that come up But the more you I was just having a conversation with morning from Aquarius rising Africa And we're gonna be airing that episode soon as well But or maybe whether I think by the time this airs it will have already aired But we talked about this idea of liberation like we stuff these feelings down the more we allow them to come up in a controlled Healthy way things like anger jealousy shame betrayal the more we allow them to come up in an environment like a yoga practice or journaling or You know any type of of a healthy environment The less power these things now have over us 100% yeah, and so we stopped acting out because if you think about it's like playing hot potato When you've got anger inside of you when you've got jealousy or betrayal inside of you It's a nasty feeling so you start to project project that onto others because that that's not like passing hot potato You don't want to hold it but instead of putting it on to others projecting it Allowing it to release in an in a controlled way like a controlled demolition of sorts You know with a with a professional like yourself like myself who who is Experience to know what this is and therefore not take it personally when that stuff comes out Man the world would be just such a better place because you and you do develop compassion because you know You see the pain in people's eyes. Yeah, and you begin to learn to where it comes from because like certain reactions Aren't really because they're upset with you, right? It's really because something else ends up getting vomited out with whatever they're trying to express to you And then it blows up like you said because it's stuffed down or it's hidden. Sometimes you don't even know it's there You don't even know you're upset about it. You don't even know you're still sad about it because it's been buried for so long Our our human brains just work in a very funny way. Yeah, well, they're strange Absolutely, and we and I actually spoke about this morning. I want everybody watching to consider this You know when I first started going through my trauma therapy in my early 30s And I'd already been practicing yoga and you know serious. I'll stonga for a very long time And it was the stonga that actually pushed me because I started having it like nerve responses. I Didn't know I had no idea that I had conditioned myself To live with this amount of anxiety. I just thought every I thought I was living a normal life And it wasn't until I started to go through the therapy and The EMDR therapy which is kind of kind of hypnosis like we're gonna talk about That I'll never forget after my first EMDR session The next morning I was teaching a lead class and I was counting the lead class and I remember feeling a sense of calm Come over me That I don't think I'd ever really felt in this body And I remember having this epiphany like Oh shit I've been carrying around a lot of stuff in my mind, you know, you know, I talked about in the shadow work challenge it sometimes held anger for people will come out as anger issues For me it was always like self-sabotage, you know, so we we we as different people the way we are as humans We will express things differently But I'm a very anxious person and I can look back at times with friends or partners where maybe my anxiety was affecting them as well right, you know, it was I had fooled myself, but it did not fold people around me and they were They were victims of my anxiety too Yeah, and like oh, I just I just went to therapy really you should have been in therapy like I used to go Right. I have anxiety disorder. Yeah, we know Why didn't you tell me? I mean, I'm not like I've had like boyfriends be like you need to calm down It's no like I would be a stressing out about something Doesn't matter what my anxiety would get so high that I was almost in tears and I'd have boyfriends be like But it's what you're stressing about, you know, it'd be something stupid like oh, we're gonna be five minutes late Right, you know, but yeah. Yeah. Yeah, your brain is hyper vigilant and you don't know it Yeah, you're in can like three seconds go to fight or fight fighter flights and absolutely and you really have no control over it because You haven't figured out how to process anything or how to even Like turn that switch off in your brain. You know what I mean? It's It it takes like it. I hate calling it work. I hate saying like do the work. It's a journey Yeah, yeah, I feel like it's saying do the work even though I do say it it kind of Makes it sound like And it is work but it's just I Say like if you have the opportunity to do it it's more like a privilege. Yes, it is work. Yeah I don't know it just doesn't have to be as hard as we make it out to be and if you don't learn how to process these things You're literally gonna be sick and miserable your entire life Absolutely, you probably would have you know, if you didn't have yoga, could you imagine what you would be like today? Oh, it came out in a healing I had done a healing session with Emmy a couple weeks ago and it came out that the yoga basically saved my life It absolutely I have and I had gone through and I talked about this with morning as well I had gone through a lot of abuse as a child, but it wasn't like to see to see my family you would see a very Nice family a very upper middle-class family private schools all that kind of stuff But my school was part of the problem. There was a lot of abuse at my school as a private school I'm very skeptical of this school because it's one of the top 10 boarding schools in the nation So that makes me go. What else was happening there? I don't know though and so When we're looking at our traumas and morning I said this as well in our episode like you don't have to be There's nobody's trauma trumps another person's trauma like trauma is trauma stresses stress It doesn't it could be what you perceive as big might not be big for someone else It just depends on your the personality it depends on what's happened before this, but you know, I was I as a child I was having night terrors, which again night terrors is like sleepwalking, but you're running and you're acting them out and and so In middle school when that started happening should have been a sign that there was something going on But of course growing up in the 80s in the 90s You know therapy wasn't really a thing back then yoga when I was a kid wasn't even around when I was a kid It was it was not popular. It was nowhere now. It's everywhere. It was nowhere in the 80s in the 90s and so When I found you well, I Feel like God guided me to yoga, but it did help me process a certain level of that energy of that anxiety But then it also what the practice will do too I think this is true with a lot of different modalities is it will say well, here's the issue and It will hand it to you and say now you need to dive into this and that's what happened with me Why I ended up in trauma therapy. I was I had learned second series like three times, which is nerve therapy and at one point I was Having these just shakes where my body would just shake uncontrollably in the middle of practice It was actually Todd that said to me This isn't normal But You're in there. This is nerve this second series is nerve therapy So something is being triggered in your nervous system that I he said I believe this is a trauma response Go and look up YouTube's of military men Who get the shakes from having PTSD? And so I googled it and they were shaking the way I was shaking in the mice around and So that's when I was like how come I Who've never been in the middle of gunfire in a war and I'm having the same physical response that these Men these bulky buff military men are how what is happening? And so that put me and I was diagnosed with CPTSC with which is complex post-traumatic stress disorder And that is if that does stem mostly from childhood abuse when you bitch over your abuse over and over and over Builds on itself especially with a lot of mental abuse all that kind of stuff and so But I will say and I've said this before many times I will say I also was in a relationship with a man that almost took my life one night that also put me into Trauma there, you know, there was a lot of things that was in my life that were happening that were pointing me to the direction of The common denominator in this situation is you and it's not necessarily your fault I want people to understand that like if you have to go into trauma therapy you go seek a healer You are taking your path by doing that you're taking your power back Because you're saying I'm not gonna be the victim anymore. I'm gonna I'm gonna try to fix this I know I have the power to fix this and everything that led me into trauma therapy being with an abusive man All the child everything the child abuse everything. I am so grateful for At this point in my life hindsight Yes, yeah hindsight. I would not have known half of what I know Because that pushes you into a deeper understanding of life too if I had not experienced all that suffering I would never would have asked the questions and Those asking of questions is what pushes you in that. That's what my friend Cindy says. That's what creates the mystic Yeah, you know when you go into a traditional yoga room. You're not seeing a bunch of people who are happy People go to yoga because life is great, right? Especially in traditional practice where they're up at dark 30 in the morning And you know, it's like there's something they're questioning things And that's a beautiful place to be so I want everybody watching right now to understand when you eat if you're nervous about Taking on the shadow side of yourself if you're nervous about entering into a healing modality like what Amanda offers or what I offer Understand that by by making that decision decision. You're not showing your weakness. You're actually showing your strength and And you mentioned taking your power back by starting the process of healing It's so Liberating and empowering when you can begin to choose your reactions. Yes, but when you don't When you're not healed or at least on that path You really don't have any control over it. It's literally all I Don't even want to say gut reactions. It's all your nervous system and it's just you're just firing and Trying to survive you're basically in survival mode. Absolutely depending on what you're going through but Yeah, it is very empowering and liberating. It's like have you ever noticed that people who are? Trauma survivors and they haven't healed themselves and they're nervous. Do you ever notice a lot of them smoke a lot our Habitual smokers. Well, do you guys know coffee smoke coffee smoking? It's because of the vagus nerve and the vagus nerve is a huge nerve in your body and when it's triggered What they're doing with that smoking is trying to calm the nerve down. Isn't that fascinating? I always thought too. Maybe it was like the slow controlled breathing But that makes more sense because I'm like nicotine is stimulant So I don't understand what you're having a panic attack while you need a cigarette It's trying to calm that nerve It's we had a student at AYA who was doing a huge study on the vagus nerve and this is the most fascinating It's so interesting and when you start to and you're right that as part of the yoga practice the yoga to different to Narodaha it's being able to Not necessarily get rid of your thoughts But you now have control over your thoughts You can pick your reaction. You can you can pick the way you react to your reaction Right, so when you say oh my god, there's that gut punch. Oh my god There's this now. I can figure out how to Course correct in a sense how to pivot how to kind of understand my reaction is just my reaction It's not necessarily the truth of anything. It's just my reaction, you know And that is a very powerful powerful place to be and the breathing too is the calming the calming I'm about to do some stuff on my channel with alternate nostril breathing and that kind of stuff to help people understand the power of your breath You know in India they in the Western world we say that you know God Has your days numbered know how many days you're you're given on this earth But in India they say that God has your breath numbered your your life is defined by how many inhales and exhales you've been granted Well, if you have high anxiety, what are you doing? You know, you're breathing very rapidly and very quickly So to learn how to cut which makes sense because in the nervous system gets stimulate all these things health issues start to happen So we learn how to control the breath We learn how to start to calm The nervous system the parasympathetic nervous system all that kind of stuff And so we learn how to then take that it's what we in breathing and yoga is called pranayama Which I love because Prana is life force Yama's extension. So it's extending your life's capacity Through your breath. Well, I'm not even just talking about the amount of days you have on this earth because please our soul is eternal Got many more lifetimes to calm. But what does life capacity mean? It's the quality in Which you're living your life. Yeah Yeah, it really is And so with that being said, let's go into what you do what what at your modality with the quantum healing and hypnotics How did you find this? YouTube You can't be used for the good faculty I Was doing a lot of those for my anxiety my anxiety was so bad social anxiety that Remember my doctor saying it was in the red. Whatever that means was to make its high So where around the time when we were wearing the stuff over our face I'd get into a grocery store have a panic attack start crying and then have to run out and I'd vomit everywhere Like that's how bad it got. I Literally didn't go see people. I didn't even go get my haircut for two years. That's how bad it was Yeah, and so it got to the point where it was just like I gotta figure something out and I remember my doctor The only reason why I went to her is because she had a dog in her office Somebody told me she had a dog and I was like, okay, I'll go because then I can pet the dog at least if I don't like her I won't go back again and she recommended meditation. Oh wow and um I've tried I can't I can't turn my brain off and she's like that's not what it's about like Go learn it. So I started with guided meditation because I Still felt like I couldn't I couldn't focus super like ADHD and I was doing all these guided meditations on YouTube and I started waking up in the middle of the night with these crazy nightmares crazy nightmares and I Started to realize that Certain things can be attached energetically to some of these guided meditations. I was listening to them while I was sleeping I was listening to them when I wasn't feeling well and I ended up with all these attachments and entities on me that Can go through technology and it just like opened a whole new world to me Yeah, I've always been like sensitive to let's just call it like the paranormal Everywhere. I've always lived. I've always been like attacked or held down in bed or scratched and girl Seriously, oh Yeah, I should tell you one time about this house I stayed in there where they had like a whole room that they redecorated for a priest That was coming to stay with them for a week and I stayed in that room and was like held down and scratched And it was horrible. But anyway, I Believe you listen. I believe you I have had I totally up. I'll watch these paranormal shows and I laugh like That's the scratch you got So I believe oh really Itself it is when you are Yeah, but for some reason because certain people I you be one of them myself be one of them We are attracted to spirit see us And so but when you don't know how to deal with it because you're living on this side of the veil And they're living on the other side of the veil and they're trying to cross that fourth wall into your existence And if no one's there to show you how to do that you feel crazy you feel It's a form of abuse as well. Well people tell you you're crazy. Yeah like it's I Still don't understand that but I think people choose to be in denial about certain things It just makes life easier that way. They get to stay in their little box if they don't question anything But yeah, so that just like opened a big can of worms I Ended up finding Laura Whitworth's channel just Sometimes my guides leave stuff for me in technology, which I think is really funny because my relationship with it And they'll put people in front of me like through the feed that I don't follow or messages and memes and They even it still even happens to this day before sessions Like I will read something somebody posted and then my very next session is what it's all about But absolutely That's the beautiful thing about your guides is they're very gentle and they'll do that I'm the same way people that will happen me sometimes too where videos will pop up that I'm not subscribed to And it'll be a message that I need to hear. Yeah, that's how I found my Reiki healer. I was on Instagram and this girl popped up and I Messaged her and I was like, okay. I'm not like stalking you I'm pretty sure like you like I was nudged to contact you and you're supposed to be my healer And now we still work together to this day and she's incredible But yeah, so I had to find something else to watch I was like I can't do these meditations anymore I'm gonna have to learn this on my own, but I still needed something at night to kind of go to sleep too my partner snores And and I was just curious like what is this like past life regression stuff? Like what what is this and I started listening to her sessions? She has a playlist where it's all It's all like the fairy realms and like kind of that mystical magical stuff And I'd listen to I was watching the dishes or when I go to sleep and I just like put me at ease There's something about that woman's energy that What's her name again, I'll pull her channel up here for Laura which were Laura Whitworth Let's see here. He is the Founder of SCHA Um Yeah, so I started listening to her and then a friend of mine who I became friends with during that discernment period There she is. Yes, I'm gonna go right here. We go She has Yeah, she has a playlist that I can't remember what it's called, but you'll see it on there It's like it has like fairy stuff and It's just like put my soul at ease And I will guys I'll link her channel down with Amanda's channel in the description box as well for you guys We're all about helping each other Find these healers. So that will be in addition about you guys um She's actually revamping the whole program right now, but I won't go into that But it's good. It's like getting better and better and better like she just keeps adding to it So we can all keep learning because there's always something to learn always and always especially in healing or dealing with entities There's just so much we we don't know or more like we have forgotten, right? Yeah, so I found her and then I didn't even know that she had this thing called SCHA and then one of my really good friends had a session with somebody else who's a practitioner and It still took me like three months to put two together This was Laura and I started like researching it more and learning more about entities and quantum healing and hypnosis and it's just like Literally everything started making sense when my whole life Nothing ever made sense and none of this whole planet doesn't make sense to me people don't make sense to me I don't get it And so I was always like searching and moving and traveling and trying to find a way to make sense of how I Come into play in this world and I found that through quantum healing Yeah This job started making sense and that's interesting because that's we know like the med beds or that's kind of the sling We use for these machine, but they're called quantum healing devices. This is what we're going into We're taking that the quantum Which will you explain Amanda to our viewers watching right now our friends watching that don't know what what that is What is the quantum? What is that? the quantum is Gosh, I don't even know how to answer that that is all different dimensions all different realities layers of time and space and densities and I Would just say it's layers where they're there really isn't time like we only hear experience time in A linear fashion. It's not like that everywhere else, which I still have a hard time wrapping my mind around I do too the wall once speaks about this as well about time space and space time And the half-bores kind of speak about this as well like in a very abstract way. I kind of get it But I also as Bryce in 2022 I Don't get it, you know, but basically it's like Shanti on Aquarius Rising Africa. She says this so beautifully your soul lives in 99 different dimensions simultaneously and only At least I don't like part of you has been this very heavy because let's be real guys third density especially earth is a very thick heavy density to be in And a lot of us like the law of one Talks about this that a lot of souls decided to come are asked to come to earth at this time from higher densities where you were lighter To help earth they called wanderers and Amanda you kind of sound like you're a wonder or two because you don't you you're born Like I always felt that way like here. I was I was born into this very traditional southern American family Everybody my mom's family is a doctor my dad's a veterinarian his family his mom so they were all lawyers You know, there's a certain me. No, there's a certain protocol of living right and down south Especially down south very there are rules. There are rules There are social etiquette rules and like for me in the society that you know, I always talk about India having a caste system Well, we have a caste system too. There is a caste system everywhere in the world. And so I was expected as a Woman as a girl to go to this private school come from generations of private school kids and then to go to university But to go to university wasn't necessarily for me to have this kick-ass job It was so that I could be educated enough So that when my husband my future husband would have like social engagements, I would be able to carry on a conversation Right this is but my wife. Sorry. It still makes me chuckle. I know I lived in Texas for like 10 years and it's It was like it was a culture shock But it was a love hate and it like really grew on me So I'm not saying like I don't like the south but it was really hard to Get used to those Expectations and yes Yeah, I love being from the south because on the flip side there's all this folklore down here and we've got all I mean just because you're on a church on sunday just because you see a Family going to church on Sunday doesn't mean you're not doing some voodoo Sunday night, you know like that. Oh, they love their ghosts They love their cemeteries. Yeah. Oh, yeah, but you're totally right There are rules and I was I was just always called eccentric. Well, that's I I was a weird kid and eccentric Yeah, I was a weird kid. Um, I I remember and so my my trajectory Was that I would marry a man Probably with a third or a fourth on his last name You know many generations of you know, thomas bradley smith the third or something, you know Um and then I would be a housewife and I would have children But I would also have a maid I would also have and I remember being in middle. I was probably like in the sixth or seventh grade And I remember my mother coming to pick me up from school And I remember having this like surreal moment of being like I don't want this And I were looking at my mom and thinking wow, what do you do all day? Like I don't want this like I mean, I was really young too. Yeah, I mean that realization. Yeah, listen. I remember the car my mom was driving at that point It was a red mini van like everything about this surreal moment of like, I don't want to do this This is not what I want um, and and I think that I got Very spiritually attacked in high school. I was not actually in the hospital scrap I mean it was I've talked but I won't go into that but that really changed everything I'm very grateful because I did change my path because then I really I it already always kind of worse was sensitive to ghosts and saw things and But that really changed my questioning. So even in college I found yoga in college and um You know the fact that I have tattoos and a nose piercing is so out of character For this, you know the fact that I've lived with multiple men now I'm the husband You know and and the fact that I you know I I'm so grateful for having that that heritage But I that's not what I want but so many people And I think the thing about it is too is we'll go back to the wonder thing I think that that people who are watching right now when you have that And they're cultural rules all over the world So if you're someone sitting in India or sitting in Africa or Europe and you're like man, I had that same felt when I was a kid I don't want to do this or this doesn't make sense to me Yeah, or what do you do mom? What do you do all day? You know like um me me mom not diminishing that She was a mother of two children. She helped my father her job. Yeah Yeah, she went just sitting around watching opera You know like there were things she was doing I get that now But I think for me at that age it was like a wanting for more Like what is this thing called life? Why why are It was like the first time I kind of I guess you know the the book we all have to study catcher in the rye Or Holden Coffill talks about falling off the cliff and he wants to save all the children before they fall off the cliff It's like you hit that point of almost like realizing That there is this timeline that you're here from cradle to grave And what are you going to do with that? Why are we here? What's the point? Because I don't think the point is sitting around. What was what's that um That stand-up comedian. She said I just want to be a house life. I just want to sit all day around I'll they eat snacks watching ellen, you know like I don't know that that is but that's great You know she was she was talking about how the women who women's right activists like screw you. We had it so good You know, we just like yes, I mean ruined things We were just going to sit home all day eat snacks and watch, you know, like everyone was happy being pegged bundy Yes Yes And so I think what I was looking for that agent was that kind of like what you're saying like what is this planet? What is this? Why I don't understand. Yeah What everybody's doing. Yeah, I think especially two for um The wanderers I guess would be Or even let's call them star seeds whatever whatever you are Whoever feels different and like there is more to life than what we see here. There's more That then meets the eye um I think the biggest thing that we have a hard time processing is violence And how there's so much um Violence towards people that can't help themselves like children and elderly or even animals It it doesn't make sense because it doesn't really exist Anywhere else but here We're things your planet. Yeah. Yeah, I'm here and you're like Is this Yes, why are they hurting each other? Why is and it I think that that's really hard to stomach and then we start Taking on those traumas and then we start pushing them down because we feel so much And then it just develops into all these other things Until you eventually burst and you have no choice but to face it I I truly feel like you either get sick and die or you face it. Yeah, um There's really no other way around it and how powerful is that that was one thing that really liberated me was oh I picked this Yeah, sometimes that made me really mad though What are you thinking? I mean there have been times where I've been, you know, just Crying to my to my team and to my higher self and my angels like why did you let me sign this contract? Like yeah What was I thinking like you knew I was gonna forget like taking no personal responsibility whatsoever But like why did you let me do this? Um, and I will say too when you when you read the law of one the wonders who ball like I literally I've said this I'll say it over and over again. It's like the damn hunger hunger games We were like I volunteer as tribute like I'll come down and do this and When you're looking at service to others, which is the side of the light, which is what the wonders come from What bigger service to others is that then to come from like a sixth Density place all the way back down to third density to know that you're going through the veil of amnesia again and that you have There is a possibility because of you going to develop amnesia that you will get stuck back on that karmic cycle And their density What a selfless act is that though? To still say i'm gonna do this anyway. I'm gonna go help. I'm a helper. That's what the wonders are. They're helpers Um, yeah, I think that's what made me feel better It was less that I chose to do this but more of the I did this because I knew I was able to And I wanted to come and try to help Yeah Because I think we all we tend to be kind of selfless almost to a fault. Yes And so that one what you just said. Yeah, that really resonated with me. It was more like Like get your shit together because you came here to do a job and you need to start doing it Um, but then it was figuring out what that job was Exactly Well, that's yeah, you know the thing too. It's like I talked about the one way to get back because of atlantis Well, why you know of all the souls and sixth density fifth density that could have volunteered Why us why the handful of people here? Well, because you were here the first time all this went down You have the experience and you once you start to have you know, it's not like I fully remember things But you have an inner knowing just a knowing of oh I've done this before I've fought this battle before and so your soul dose your brain is familiar Yeah, and so you have that that experience To be able to go up against this dark group and say We we meet again Yeah, and this time. Yeah, you might not be able to remember Any of it even But you you're going to see history repeating itself and it's not going to feel good You might not know why it doesn't feel good But that is your soul remembering your dna remembering your remembering down to your core And pay attention to that. Yeah, because that's your discernment Like I have to say to everybody watching right now because if you're watching this right now you obviously and I kind of laughed about this about how you know with Stephanie like As far as this like truth. They're not even like that term, but this community we're in We have come that our awareness has come leaps and bounds like when this started for a lot of people It was this stuff. It was this stuff. It was yeah, but now we're freaking talking about tartaria. We're talking about And only a short amount of times we took a couple years Yeah, we like we're like guys like almost laughing about it like nothing is true Nothing is fucking true, you know And so the fact that you're watching this right now sitting at home You have to give yourself that credit because even in those dark times you're like, I don't know what i'm doing here I can't remember anything Obviously, there's something inside of you that very much knows Are you wouldn't be watching this episode right now? Yeah, you're curious for a reason Give yourself that credit Yeah To wake up to this you think about like I will say this one thing about the controllers the bad guys There are many things But stupid is not one of them They very clever very clever and they they know how to play the long game Like sometimes I think about it and it blows my mind at how long they have played been playing this game generations Yeah, and it's and like certain generations don't even see the end game of something. They they've started I know Yeah, I know y'all I mean that and that and so and so The and they are so clever. They have dotted every eye. They have crossed every tea They have infiltrated little literally every aspect of our society, but yet But yet You still woke up They have poisoned our air our food but yet Here you are And your soul is shining through your eyes So back, you know, we're talking about the shadow work where it's it isn't it is hard But it's never as hard as you think it's going to be and part of that is because you are You and this is the thing that tickles me pink because The reason why they've done all of this is because they're batshit scared of you terrified terrified I talk to demons every day. They aren't terrified of us They like yeah, you have to figure out a way to take some of that power back and realize How scared they are of you and then you'll actually kind of feel sorry for them a little bit sometimes because They don't want you to realize You are far superior Then they are and you're in your being in your your essence. You you are that fractal of god And they don't want you to know that because you once you figure that out. Oh, it's game over It's game over you I keep saying this like guys you are the storm You're the storm and you are actually the True magician you are actually truly the energy worker They take from us to even attempt a fraction of what we are able to do and accomplish We just need to remember how to use it We just we need to remember who we are And that was the when I studied the apocryphon books the missing books the bible this that's when this hit me Because I had been studying the law once so I understood like service to self service to others all that kind of stuff But in the apocryphon books that they took out of the bible, especially apocryphon of john I was like Oh, I like hit me In the apocryphon of john The entity known as yelda buff, which is another name for lucifer, which I I think yelda buff is a great I just love I think that's so much Way more fun to say than lucifer, but yelda buff. I just fancy way of saying lucifer um, he decides that he's gonna mimic God and mimic god's creation so he creates A man and a woman men body But when he creates him, it's almost like a kid playing play like he puts them together But they don't do anything It's like he's poking him with a stick like come on do something do something But they can't do anything It's so god steps in and intervenes and tricks yelda buff because yelda buff was also a creation of god to blow The life force into the humans so that they wake up So now yelda buff doesn't have that spark of light because it's now been given to us through god And when you realize that then you start to understand why they do the ceremonies they do Because they're stealing life force They have they're literally they're literally stealing life force. So think about that for a second guys They do those rituals because they the one thing they need Is that spark of light that you have? And the purest form of that comes in the innocent I'll just I'll just leave it that we all know what that means not just in our species, but in the animal kingdom as well so You already have within you it's not like you have to go purchase Something to fight them with no that is And when they did this to us This to us This is what they're doing is they're trying to take that life force from us Because that's what they need to survive You don't need to do that. See you don't have to do this because you you are already a fractal of god You were given that by god So you don't have to do these crazy things they have to do in order just to survive because you are that You are that diamond in the rough That's what I want to say. It's not it's not about mr. T or the kennedys We're all on the same you are just as valuable Just as value of a player and this as they are Yeah, your role is different I do want to say something about that too because I think that goes along a bit with the um putting people on a pedestal thing and You know keeping certain people's opinions in a higher regard than somebody else's We're all here for different reasons. We're all on the same team, but some people are Here to do maybe something more on a grand scale not everybody is here to do something Where you are so obviously helping others sometimes you just being a healthy shining individual and sharing your light Everywhere you go Is exactly what you're here to do. You're literally igniting the light and other people and that's okay. You can be Doing what you came here to do and not have to be on youtube or not have to be a healer or You know like he walks in every room. He walks in two people literally light up Um, he's not a healer You know a channel or it doesn't talk about any of this on social media, but literally people Are he they're just joyful to be around him and i'm like that is so huge And that's i love you bump it up because that's what's so important. I want people watching know you don't Have to open up a channel. You don't have any listen There are some days. I think I was bat shit crazy for opening up a channel You know, but but look at what mr. T's gone through You your soul agrees to certain things and there are people that are living in small towns in oregon Or washington state or wherever you're living and just you being there And being aware and doing your your work working through your stuff and being that high vibrational You are affecting you can't even see How the energy is affecting the world around you just you being placed where you are It would be a shit show if we were all If we all did what amanda did it would be a shit show if we all did what i did it would be a shit show It's like catherine edwards as it's like a sports team A sports team works together as the team But they all have different roles The quarterback is no more valuable than the linebacker Yeah, right each other quick. Thank guy Yeah, exactly or even the fans too Yeah, I mean like this is this is what that is so important and that's why You know instead, that's why I really am so grateful for everybody who participated in the challenge and coming up Because this is that's what's catapulting is you literally taking them the Even if it's five minutes a day Just deep breathe Right that is what's going to shift things Is when you realize How special you are And that you god doesn't make mistakes You are put here If you had volunteered to come here, but your energy wasn't right for the mission You wouldn't be here right now According to all these boards that and it's not just you know the boards I watch as I've heard other people say this as well that They are souls lining up To come to earth at this time to experience this You know what I saw in a dream now that you just mentioned that This was probably like six nine months ago And I spoke to some bqh people to see if they've heard this and they have I Was in the woods with all these wild animals And I was able to communicate with them telepathically and souls from other Planets or dimensions they wanted to be here so bad that they made an agreement with these animals that they could come in And share that body for a little period of time just to experience what this change in vibration feels like Just to see what earth looks like before it ascends and goes to 4d positive and Yeah, that's how much other beings wanted to be here that they are sharing a body With someone else that makes sense about my dog actually when you said that because I grew up my dad's a vet So we grew up with like a shit ton of animals My dog right now that I have my little Robbie from india I look at him like you're not a dog Like I Even shanti from aquarius. He was on but this was after her filming. She saw him and she was like, oh, he's not a dog I was like, I know Start speaking english one day. Like hey, hey Yeah, but that makes so much sense because a lot of one says that animals are our second density We're third density and so you know their their capacity of understanding isn't where ours is and it's it's it's it's Growing up bladder almost, you know, but that makes a lot of sense because yes So many souls wanted to be here on this earth at this time. So let's think about this I want everybody at home right now to sit and think about this logically for a second Right now the earth is going through an ascension From third density to the probability of it being for at fourth density. It splits. There's no polarity anymore Which I don't know what that looks like, but apparently I do another example. I have no clue. I can't I'm here. I'm here for the ride, you know, like I don't know like let's see what happens Bring it. We've obviously seen it before but in this mind in this body. I'm like, what does that what is that? But um, so but so many souls because usually when a planet ascends Every living thing on the planet has to get off the planet for it to ascend This is the one time and the cosmic history Or souls get to be on the planet as it goes through that metamorphosis and we ascend as well with it So we don't have to experience death in this realm in order to bump up So and I don't know why that is. I have my suspicions I think it's because this is like the most sought after planet and this is like the most epic Showdown there's ever been Which I I mean feels like it feels like it, right? So I'm like, you know other third density planets is not this bad So we have these groups of souls we have High priority souls which high priority souls are the souls that Have never been fourth density before but they're they're they qualify to be harvested So they had high priority to come here. Let's do this You have souls that are close to harvest But wanted to get extra credit work and will have to exit the planet before But they agreed to come here to get the extra credit so that next life they could ascend And then you have the wonderers who have been through this shit show multiple times Which is why we all probably have PTSD who came back So let's think about this for a second guys. I want everybody watching right now to realize If you're awake, you're probably not one of the souls that's going to have to exit Let me just put it that way if you're awake So you're either a high priority soul or a wonderer All these souls right now Wanted to be here for this And you were selected The billions of souls That are willing to share the body with an animal with a with a rat And you got to come down into a human body and be here for this experience That Is how fucking powerful you are And they're just hot. They're just popping in But they only get a little bit of time To see it So if your dog changes personalities all of a sudden There you go It was weird because like They both were still seeing through the eyes and then I asked around with bqh and with practitioners and they're like, yes I've Like we've gotten this information in sessions before Um, but I remember it was just like the coolest dream ever and it was so realistic like I could smell the woods And you know, like I really think maybe I was I don't think you were dreaming astral traveling or something But yeah, maybe I was like my very self or something. Yeah, well, I think I think Robby I think some of some souls because this is such a high intensity battle. I think some souls come into animal form as protectors to 100% and they're not second density. They're in a second density body, but they're not second density They're there to to protect you and so I think a lot of people's animals Are that um for them in this life because this is such a Intense battle. I mean this is like the epic most I mean they have to tell you this stuff in hollywood, right? They have to tell us so look at star wars Look at all that they were telling us what was happening You know and so and so yeah, yeah So amanda, I know we're over an hour now. Um, and I don't want to really I know, I know, right I hope you will come back late. You will come back for more shows Yes, please we didn't even we didn't even get to tip a toe into all of the craziness that is going on in this realm right now and like all of the The winds that we have every day Oh, so many winds and that's the thing guys. I I I I know most of our subscribers have already turned the tv off Every time i'm down in florida with my family in florida the tv's on i'm like Holy shit, this is such bad like because it's just constant if you turn the tv off and you just actually read stuff on your own Holy fuck man. We are like What do they say conspiracy theories 17 point 17 points normie zero like They try to like hide it the little winds but it if you could know where to look you can see it Yes, and and the little winds too of just people Healing a little bit more every day The fact that we had 600 people around the world doing this shadow work challenge. So cool I mean all I did was type words on a piece of paper. You guys did the work I know I know that took work and time and planning. So don't I I think I you know, I do you know, I take the bible with a grain of salt, but um There's a couple verses I really like and one of that is to who much is given much is expected And I go back to that little girl sitting in her mother's minivan and middle school saying What do you do all day? I don't want this and so the universe said, okay Now you're gonna go Yeah, and so now and in return and so I do say that like I am so humbled by my experiences with some of the world's Leading teachers like I'm so I don't take that for granted that I've had these incredible opportunities and so if since I've had these opportunities my Responsibility is to give that back And so I I really I mean but everything and but honestly when I was putting to that challenge I felt like I was I felt like god was I felt like god did a lot of that I'm just gonna just say like I was just kind of moving through the motions of what I knew in my my mind And then what was able to filter through my mind for my experiences from the from the higher realms because honestly The challenge itself was literally just words on a piece of paper. That's all it was You guys Were the people that brought that to life not me Man, I wish I would have had that like a couple years ago I'm so grateful that it's here now and especially because I can feel a whole another wave of people waking up And I'm hearing stuff about there being a whole another wave of people are about to be shaken up again Well, we got the 60 day challenge coming up Perfect timing, which I'm gonna I'm gonna ask them. I'm gonna put you on the spot here in amanda. Will you send me some of your links For your meditations all that kind of stuff to put into incorporate into the challenge Sure Yeah, absolutely. Let's let's do it. This one's gonna be a little bit different Maybe even um We could do maybe put it on youtube later But um do for everybody participating We could do a live zoom where people can tune in and watch and do like a group hypnosis slash Regression to help some of that stuff start coming up and you can see it and start processing it Whatever you want to do whatever you don't really bet up to you because you're you're the practitioner So you guys heard it here on acidary Atlanta. I'm so excited. I've got it astrologically set up So we're going to start it on january 21st because we're going to end on march 23rd Which you know march 23rd is a very big astrological day And so I feel like that is very important But the first two weeks leading up to that we uh shanti and I are going to do some sun salutation work with people Just to get their body and their prana moving to prepare and so there's going to be um, it's going to look a lot like The 30 day challenge as far as like the template, but there's going to be even more stuff There's going to be even more modalities available to you guys especially for the people because Knowledge is power knowledge protects So for you guys and I always say don't compare someone's chapter one your chapter one or someone's chapter 10 Well all you guys Especially for the people who just started working on this stuff and you did the 30 day challenge You're not like chapter two and so you have experience now And so now with the 60 day challenge you're going to have more options to work with because now you understand more So you're going to be able to take that even more into your own hands Into your own healing and that's so powerful to be able to do that And so I am just like I'm to go bear signal group I I don't get my goodness I don't even get to get in there that often because of filming and research and all that kind of stuff But every time I'm just like amazed at just Yeah How just considerate Now we love being everyone is to each other. It's like An old you know why you know why because they're all working on themselves It's they Understand what the other person is going through so nobody's like fighting at each other Like I'm in a lot of different chat groups and you see a lot of like little Breakout a lot of bickering breakout and it's because they're all triggering each other Yeah, and in your in our chat group the signal group. It's uh Everyone's in the thick of it and they're all riding the wave right now And so they know how good it feels to be supported and they just want to like give that back Yes, it is I was so worried when I first opened it that we were going to get trolls in there and I used signal over telegram because signal is military backed but um We haven't had any trolls None that's not an invitation to the trolls because of that if you think We will block your ass I was I was worried about like infiltrators to like people pretending that they were maybe doing the challenge and I haven't gotten that vibe at all. Have you know because I'll accept anyone in and I the moderators will accept anyone in But the minute we see anything suspicious we will and the moderators know that they have um, have I made you a moderator? Amanda, I should okay. Yeah, you know that they have right to just block someone if they if they start to do anything that's Not cohesive with with the challenge. So are with the people like a that's abusive or something But we haven't had any of that everything and these and what's so cool is like It's people from all over the world Yeah Just love it. Oh, it's it's popping at all hours Yes, I know seven I have to actually put my phone like under my bed So I can still hear the alarm go off because it's constantly all night. Oh those lighting up It's amazing. I'm so happy but I'm but it's like yeah, I have to be like under the bed So I can still hear my alarm go off, but yeah, it's and I wake up in the morning I'm trying to go back and read everything and just it's just so beautiful and you know when someone loses a loved one Everyone's there to support them and it's just it's just amazing to see These amount of people from from all walks of life who've never met each other in real life They're like a family now and that's what's and that's that's that's what rom dos meant We're all just walking each other home That's like my favorite That my favorite thing I've ever heard Oh, but yeah, rom dos. That's great stuff. He's gonna tattooed on my forehead That's all we're doing. What one of my other favorite one of rom dos is treat everyone like their god dressed in drag That's so weird But though it kind of reminds me of like Like our guides and the higher dimensions really have a very specific sense of humor And I can always tell like who's tapped into that because of because that becomes their sense of humor Yeah, and that is a that is very something like somebody is like higher self or even an angel would say I mean Matt Dillon has been one of my guides for most of my life But she's funny like she'll say funny stuff like she'll say very funny stuff And it's it's sometimes because you think of these like prestigious like bible people But she's literally talking about sex with with yasha, you know Yeah, it's just different there because there's like no judgment I think um And I think they understand too that How oh great way to embrace your vibration and to feel wonderful is to just laugh And the darkness doesn't know how to laugh. That's the biggest weapon you have I mean look at the if you see the comedy coming from the dark ones. It's not funny at all Like they don't know how to have a sense of humor and so if you can laugh at the situation if you can laugh You know make light of stuff and you've already won And I I know one time Stephanie offline we were doing some dousing and we were channeling higher source God and we asked just a question about the bible and we were like So I can't remember what the question was but it was something like is there any value To the canonized bible or something and I was spelling it. I was like ha I was thinking it was going to be some like Hebrew word It was like ha ha That it stopped and I was like ha ha it took me while I was like God literally just said ha ha I would have been shocked if you went lol I'm the lol quicker though. Yeah, it was an ha ha Let's look that up. What is that? So you guys so the man Dave people want to book a session Let's go back one more time and I apologize about my laptop I just got a brand new computer sitting out there But we got to set it up So it might take a while, but if people want to book a session with you They just come to your website and you have an instagram here We have services here Yes, I kind of combine Everybody gets um A very custom session I've trained in quite a few different modalities Um, we're always going to start off with seh h uncheck for any energetic blockages any entities um Sometimes you create your own entities. It's very similar to poltergeist activity where you can create your own life force being that's attached to you on your energetic body um And then if and when you're clear we would do a past life regression or a parallel life Or we're just going to see whatever you need to see um, sometimes I Integrate in a little bit of neuro linguistic programming. Um, especially Like things like psyche splits or ptsd. We can do things to Help integrate pieces back together and start there's something called the rewind technique We can work back from from from some of your traumas Um, there's all sorts of stuff that you can fit into two hours I can't keep anyone under hypnosis longer than that um But we get to the nitty gritty because we sit down together virtually for an hour And we go through all your history. We go through where you're at right now We just break it down so we can really get to the core of what layer you're actually peeling back at the moment um Because we only have that two hours and so we want to really we want to make sure we're getting that layer off And I just want to let people know because I was literally scared shitless before my first session I was terrified um I mean like a sick sick terrified um Nothing that you are going to cover in hypnosis or any trauma therapy Nothing is ever going to feel like it did when that trauma happened to you. You are not reliving it That's what I was worried about. I was really worried about reliving these traumas and having to go there and see it and feel it and Smell it and you know totally experience it again, but it's not like that. There's Your ego has been pushed to the side in hypnosis. Yeah, you're accessing your subconscious. Yes So it's like you're viewing stuff from an outside perspective Even though it's you and that heart connections there and you're seeing everything you're seeing it from a higher perspective or a different perspective and Like we sometimes I even can talk people through like We're watching it like a movie. This is you know, it's just like a dream. You're not going to feel anything it's not happening again, but we're looking at it from another viewpoint and There's something so powerful Yeah, finding that ability to do that is so That's amazing And just I think even I as you're saying that I'm like god Just do one session with you and to have that perspective available in your experience now So when you go through your life, you understand a different level of of of your life experience here on this earth That's amazing as phobias allergies Um There is so much stuff that can be linked to traumas that aren't even from this life And you're not doing the past life regression to live vicariously through another lifetime of yours You're doing the past life regression because something from that life needs to be addressed In order for you to shed the layer that you're working on right now There's usually something that's holding you back and sometimes that something isn't from this lifetime Or it's something that's still repeated Over and over. Sorry. Yes. Yes. We talked about parallel lives. That's something that I've I've experienced As of late is understanding the parallel life situation and I've been able to tap into And actually we talked about being scared that when I started to tap into a parallel existence It brought me peace It actually brought me peace Was it one of those like you were questioning if I would have made this if I would have gone down this road Kind of a thing or no, it wasn't it wasn't like multiverse It was like the higher self life of me experiencing what was happening in a different realm of the soul with other souls And I go I was like, oh Oh, like that's where Okay, like there is something More than this. Yeah, like there's something else. There's there's more to me and people watching Yeah, it's your human body that you're in Yeah, never alone. You're always loved. You're always protected. You're always being watched out for That's yeah, that's the thing that is my favorite part about the sessions Um is the end where you get to put together A list of questions for your higher self or your team or if you work with angels, maybe you want to ask them stuff You will never feel as supported As you do in that moment with your higher self or with your team. You'll never feel that supported Ever until you experience it and then once you like experience what that feels like like what that textures like of tapping into that energy It's a lot easier in my opinion to be able to Fall on that again to feel when it's there and to feel the difference between because there's stuff to with like Being careful who you're talking to because they can pretend to be other things. Um but just Having answers Or their perspective on something you've been wondering your entire life That just takes so much pressure off of you and just hearing them Tell you how much they love you and how much they're proud of you literally Like people will stand in front of their team while under hypnosis and everyone bows to them Yeah, that's makes me know it says yeah, they bow to them and they're like we are so grateful for you to hear the angels To hear archangel michael say we are so proud of you and you are so brave And you are braver than you know and literally bow down to have kwan yin Like doing the dirty work taking off some of these entities like kwan yin Oh god I will I when I started the sofia code kwan yin. I was like that that's one that maybe I'll ask whatever But when I hers she's my favorite like her I Have a deep love for her So much taught me so much about compassion and that unconditional love And like her energy is so motherly and you feel incredibly safe But not like the safe like with archangel michael Yeah, you feel safe like she is the mother of all mothers. Yeah, and she's got you And you're good. Yeah, and I you you know talk about the bow and guy I've said on my channel before I had a memory of of taking this life of coming to this life and I had a memory of All the angels bowing down Wow and saying and so I want everybody watching right now What you're doing it makes me emotional What you're doing on this planet right now Is so much bigger than you understand in your third density brain and the angels The off-worlders that are protecting you You I I I kind of relate it to like when my nephew was born my nephew that made me an aunt And the first time I hold I held him that little Infant you know, they all look like Winston Churchill when they come out You know this little infant that can't do anything but nurse and poop and sleep At that moment I thought I I want I would like I would give my life for you and I still feel that way And that's how I feel like when you when you experience that they are that They love you no mistake you've made in this life. No nothing like that matters They love you so much and they are so proud of you and they are so in awe of the fact that you were willing to do this They venerate you They another Sorry, go ahead as I blow my nose is the microphone Another thing is they really want to help you and assist you You just have to ask They can't enter. They can't interfere. They can't intervene Except except for things that you might have had Moments of clarity like you're just about to die that kind of intervening like with a guardian angel But when you're going through your day to day life and you need assistance and you need help and you need advice You just have to call on them and pay attention I mean look what just happened to me I've said this like I literally a couple of days ago because my laptop is so old And I never thought it was going to be on youtube and I was downloading a video and I was like this piece of ship laptop It's gonna it's gonna break down any minute now. I can't afford a new one. I literally said I need a new laptop I need a new computer if you want me to keep doing this and literally the very next day One of our students brothers. I have it in the next room. It's huge Had a brand new laptop with all this space because he does music but his company got a new one so cool giving it away I heard you say that in your show the other day and I was like, see They're listening You just got to ask and then you have to pay attention. You can't go I need this I want that and then have blinders on because you're gonna miss the opportunity they put in front of you sometimes Sorry I said that story about that guy that was like this the house was flooding you're Standing on the roof and he was like god any good miracle come get me in a helicopter comes by Oh, yeah That canoe comes by and he's like how come you didn't get me god was like do you not see the helicopter in the canoe I literally helped you like 10 times There's only so much I can do Just because I didn't give you the the miraculous rescue you expected doesn't mean that it wasn't the miraculous rescue So you do have to pay attention You do because it's unfair And sometimes too when you do ask for that stuff, you're kind of tested Do you really want that? How bad do you want it? And so there will be resistance With the path you're supposed to take. Oh, yeah, and It's like, oh, I got to work for this. Yeah, okay So I was talking about that. We'll see it's path. It's like especially when you're on a spiritual path You will be tested over and over and over again Yeah, it's endless unless do you really want this? Are you really strong enough to handle this? Come on. It's not like they're saying you're not strong enough. They're trying to they're trying to pull that strength out of you That's already there to yeah So so everything is intentional guys. Everything is for your highest good Everything that the bad guys have done. We know that what the devil makes for bad god will use for good Right. It's all it's all there for you and you are literally You are the storm You are lightning in a bottle and all of these modalities are available to you To help you figure that out to help you on that path and so, um I want you guys to go check out amanda. I can't wait to get you back on the channel amanda Actually, I'm gonna ask our subscribers Questions for amanda leave them in the comment section below Yeah, let's do it. We didn't get to talk about like Yeah, the get down to the nitty gritty. Yeah, let's do it. I would love to come back on because I have some stories Obviously, I have permission to share these stories But there is not a day go by where I am not muting the zoom But are the muting the zoom call because some demon has called me every name in the book Since I haven't heard since like the fourth grade Oh my god, a name calling. I'm like, oh, please the guy on the street called me that yesterday. It's fine Yeah, when you laugh it just it makes them even more mad. So yeah When we get off of this, let's plan a part two when we get off. We close this out So you guys go ahead and subscribe to amanda's channel. Check out our website Ask questions Down in the comment section below and then we'll get to the nitty gritty next time and we'll answer your questions And we'll get it deeper into like what the quantum is What it is that amanda does all that kind of stuff. So All right, you guys I hope you have a wonderful monday And we will talk to you later. Bye guys