 Hey guys, so unfortunately part two of the series was destroyed in a fiery explosion and by that I mean I was organizing my hard drives and literally just deleted it from the folder and recycling bin on accident So we are skipping our butch straight over to part three out of four on the bright side part two is probably the least important Out of them all but to summarize turbo and I basically just continued our quest in wooing Yuri enjoy part three And I'm planning on having the finale up Saturday the 23rd so expect that then these base ladies and gentlemen Welcome back to doki-doki literature club today. We have part three. We've already been through a thick two hours of this game We're cut it. We're getting to know our classmates. We're back here again with turbo once again My co-host on the it is what it is podcast every Saturday over on his channel link down below We're gonna hop right back into it Classmates, that's we are yes mates, that's beautiful It's some good bonding time. I would like to think so we were we were trying to kind of woo Yuri that's Yuri, right? Well, I need to remember say The purple hair is Yuri. You're a saiyan pink hair is not suki and the redhead The red carpet is Sayori Okay, and then the like leader of the club is a Monica Monica. That's right So you were Yuri and not suki. I'm Monica and I already okay, so Yuri liked the deeper theme So we're gonna go lost Easily a cage Memory. Oh, no, not memories covet. No empty. No. Oh, yeah, sir Yeah, sir. He likes the really sad stuff. I forgot Vertigo I deal with vertical some vertigo. There we go. Here's yo, sir. He's got some problems dark dog Philosophy definitely Yuri Alone alone Embrace okay essence. There we go after image, okay Marsh, of course, that's not suki. Not suki likes like just the random like Crimson definitely calm. No not calm Contaminant contamination this array of a vicious melancholy I don't know what effulgent means heaven sent boom. I already know her so well. All right. Here we go. Okay. Um, oh man I'm the last one here again Don't worry. I just walked in too. Are you practicing piano again? I forgot me name the people. Oh my god Yeah, cuz I made the title of the first episode people joins book. Oh my god, mr. Worldwide. Yeah You must have a lot of determination starting this club and now picking up piano Well, maybe not the termination But I guess passion Remember that the club wouldn't be here if it wasn't for all of you true And I'm super happy that you're all willing to help out for the festival. They're forced into it Am I not suki? I forgot. Ah, I can't wait for oh, yeah, you're sorry. I can't wait for the festival It's gonna be great Why aren't you complaining about it just yesterday at suki? Yeah, you are well Yeah, but I'm not talking about our part of the festival But it's a whole day of school where we get to play and eat all kinds of delicious food Did you guys have like festivals at your school or like any kind of dance festivals? Yeah, dude That was like the best part of it 100% you sound like a bit a bit like Sayori all of a sudden Monica Do they usually have fried squid what? quit That's a pretty specific thing to look forward to oh come on. Aren't you saying you don't like squid? She's more like those fucking the ASMR like slapping octopus penis wait. Yeah, why would you why would she like oh? I didn't say I don't like it. Oh, oh, I see what they're getting at besides What do you mean by you of all people because it's right in your name? Monika What she farted on her again, that's not how you say my name at all. What does that even mean I? Had no clue. Yeah, that joke makes no sense in translation Never mind you dumb bitch. Let's just focus on our own event for now, okay? E-hee-hee. Oh god if I Your reactions aren't as fun as Yuri's or Sayori's anyway. Excuse me. Where is Sayori anyway? Oh, there you are Saria sitting at a desk in the corner room looking down saying nothing. Oh fuck. Oh, I walk over to her Hey, Sayori, I wave my hand in front of her face. Oh You're spacing out again Sorry Don't mind me. Well say or are you good dog? You can't you can go talk to everyone else, huh? Is everything all right? Of course What why wouldn't it be? It just feels like you're a little off. Sorry for assuming things Geez you worried too much about me I'm fine. See dude. She's repressing so much disturbed emotions Sarah shows me a big smile Don't mind. Don't let me distract even having fun everyone Well, all right if you say so I worriedly glanced at Saria before turning back toward everyone else But the conversation is already dispersed with everyone back at their usual activities Maybe I should ask Monica if she's noticed anything about Sayori recently since they've been preparing for the festival They must been spending a lot of time together. I timbly approached Monica. It was shuffling through some papers at her desk Pippa, what's up? Mr. Worldwide. Hey, this might sound a little strange, but have you noticed anything up with Sayori recently? Anything up with her? In what way do you mean? Maybe I'm reading into it a little bit too much, but she seems a bit downcast today. Oh You think so? Oh I can't say I've noticed anything about her Monica appears across the room at Sayori who is idly dragging a rubber a rubber eraser up and down her desk Maybe there's something on her mind Would you like stick pencils and those rubber erasers because I would do that a ton No, but what I would do and it's a funny story During one of the state tests in uh 7th grade I had an eraser and I had a ruler and I I wasn't to Gordon Ramsay at the time I was making believe I was chopping up some nice screens and the teacher just comes over to my desk Just takes a hand wipes it all off my desk and says you are not a chef and that's that's And that was when your dreams of becoming a chef died But I'm surprised I'm not the the one asking you people You certainly know her a lot True. Yeah, but she's never really liked this. She's always talked to me about things that bothered her But this time when I asked her she was really dismissive. Sorry. I know it's not your problem I just wanted to ask if you knew anything so I'll drop it now No, no It's important to me. It's important to me too I mean, I'm also friends with her And I also care about the well-being of my club members, you know Maybe I'll try talking to her myself Eh, are you sure about that? She seemed like she wanted to be left alone Are you sure? Maybe she just has a hard time bringing it up with the person of interest Person of interest. What do you mean by that? I was saying that maybe the thing on her mind is you Me no, D. How on earth would you come to that conclusion? Well I probably shouldn't say too much but So I already talked about you more than anything else She's been so much happier ever since you've joined the club It's like an extra light was turned on inside of her What no way Sarah is always like that. She's been full. She's always been full of sunshine It's not any different now that it's always been You're so funny people. She blushes Have you thought that maybe you've always seen her as so cheerful? Because that's just how she is when she's around you thing Dot dot dot Ah, I said too much well clearly. I'm sorry. What do I know anyway? I didn't mean to jump at the conclusion. So you should just you should just forget about what I said I'll try to talk to her. So try not to think about it for now. Ah, all right Monica smiles meaningfully. I know she said to forget about it But I already know that I won't be able to get her words out of my head Honestly, Monica stands up from her desk and walks across the room to where Sayori's sitting I watch her kneel down next to Sayori and gently talk to her But she's keeping her voice quiet so I can't hear her from here I sigh and sit myself down. I know Sayori told me not to worry about her and to have fun with everyone else But that's impossible to do and she's behaving like this exactly how much do I care about her? But I'm letting this weight me down so much that it feels like I'm the one behaving out of the ordinary But there's nothing I can do besides wait for Monica. Why does it feel like I'm being watched? I glance across the room. Suddenly I notice Yuri peering at me from over her book But she looks away just as quickly with a flustered look on her face I realize she won't get anywhere like this I've never really seen Yuri approach anyone or start a conversation on her own accord So I have no choice but to approach her myself. By now it's a little easier for me to do that I stand up on my desk and sit in one next to her next to her own I I didn't mean to bother you or anything. Well, I actually didn't even do anything But I can tell you wanted to be alone with your thoughts alone with my thoughts How were you even able to tell that I was thinking that? Well, it's something that I do a lot So it wasn't hard for me to spot based on your posture and expression Not that I was staring or anything. I didn't do anything creepy like that. What why would you say that out loud? In any case, I guess you were right. I'm sorry if I caused you any concern. Are you eating candy? We've talked about this It's an addiction two boxes Oh my goodness, don't apologize Your troubles are the only the concern of those who willingly share in that concern Of course, those are certainly those who there are certainly those who find most comfort in keeping to themselves But if you would prefer to share what's on your mind, then I'd be glad to listen Uh, it's not really that big of a deal. I was just feeling a bit uneasy about Sayori Sayori Yeah, she seems a bit off today, but when I asked her about she didn't want to admit it to me So I can't help you stab me. So I can't help but wonder if uh, something happened to her. Oh, that's quite romantic Huh, sorry. I didn't mean to say anything stupid say something stupid It's not that I just don't they want you to misunderstand. Sayori. I've been friends for a long time. That's all Ah, I see and perhaps it was unusual for her to be dismissive to you about her feelings Or maybe I'm just reading into it a bit too much Pitbull the world is full of meaning often hidden deep beneath plain sight There are many untold mysteries behind every person. So no matter no matter how well you may know them Ah, so you may think there's a little maybe something behind it after all Hmm, I think Sayori is a very complex person Well, we know she has some pretty disturbed thoughts her mannerisms on the outside Don't always match what makes me going on inside her head and she may always not know what she wants I noticed her strange behavior today too and I also feel some concern for her But in your case it looked like she was fully occupying her thought your thoughts wasn't she well I guess that was the case Sayori. She really means a lot to you, doesn't she? Ah, I I guess but you don't need to put it that way. We're just good friends. That's all Yuri suddenly dokes deeply into my eyes her expression is gentle and curious As if she was searching for something embarrassed. I avert my gaze Sometimes a person's mysteries are untold even to themselves and you as someone honest and caring may uncover feelings You weren't aware we're in you that that is I think that she would be a very fortunate person to have you feel that way about her Yuri you're giving me too much credit. I'm a pretty simple guy. I mean I am just mr. Worldwide after all That's it. So I think I'm pretty good at understanding my own feelings. I'm not nearly as sophisticated as you Ah, that's not a compliment. Is it it is? It is what it is podcast every Saturday link down below. Anyway, as long as we're here Why don't we do some reading? Well as long as you're okay with it. Yeah, I should be taking my mind off this whole thing. Anyway Dot dot dot Okay, everyone After some time passing at some time passes monica calls out to the club room Why don't we share our poems now? Before I know everything's back to normal everyone goes to retrieve the poems and I do the same I make eye contact with monica and she smiles at me. Oh, I wonder what she was talking about with sayori Gossip. So okay. So jack. I need to know what your opinions are about all four girls now. What are your opinions? Yeah, I'm worried about sayori solely because of the words that are like are correlated with her. Yes um monica seems very manipulative Uh, just because she seems like that preppy type the popular girl that just You know always knows how people feel and knows how to manipulate them Um, that suki seems like the really innocent one that just like is always kind of blissfully unaware of what's going on Yuri I can't figure out because yuri I get like monica vibes from her and I get like sayori vibes from her where she's like She's like kind of reserved, but at the same time. She knows how people are feeling. So That's kind of that's kind of my impression of everyone. Who should we read first? I say sayori's All right. Let's see. Let's see what she's thinking Hmm. It's nice. I guess. Oh It's nice. I guess come on. I can already tell you I can already tell you don't like it. Hey Well You don't need to worry about what I think After all you wrote this for someone else. Didn't you you're right? Probably you're she's got us figured out. Eh, I didn't write this for anyone specifically Maybe That's not really what I meant though But it's okay You make a new friend just like I was helping and say are you good bro? That makes me really happy Are you happy too, right? In this club Well, of course I am Good That's all that matters to me Thank you pitbull mr. Robot sayori is there something wrong? Huh No, nothing I'm just a little tired today That face are all right. Just tell me if you need anything I will Don't worry about me. Okay You can go play with everyone else now If you insist I'm gonna go home a little bit early today Sayori Tell monica. I wasn't feeling well. Okay. Oh I'll see you tomorrow Before I can say anything else say or it cheerfully walks out of the classroom humming to herself Oh, she's not mentally stable. She's not mentally sad Um Well, I guess she didn't write a poem, you know. Oh, yeah, we were split. Yeah, actually no Let's check out uh Yuri's All righty Pitbull. Oh, yeah pitbull your writing has only improved in these has only improved in these last few days every poem You show me has nothing short of been nothing short of spectacular. I can really feel the emotions. I'm a little envious even I don't think it ever came to me this naturally Yuri. That's the wrong way to put it This never did come naturally to me, but I've been able to improve so much. Thanks to you You're really the example. I was chasing after It is that so Yuri gently smiles to herself this feeling I'm so glad I got the chance to share my writing. I never thought it would feel like this I remember you mentioning that yesterday. I can't believe that you're so good at something You've never even shared it with anyone. It's kind of a shame Maybe but it's not like I really had a choice. What do you mean? Well, Yuri smiles sadly pitbull during lunch time. I eat by myself. Did you know that? That's so sad. It's a great time to find a quiet spot and do some reading In fact, I always have some books with me. You can say I really enjoy reading Well, that's one way to put it anyway. Just the way they say this you imagine having a conversation And by the way I sit alone by lunch. Yeah, it's like I I I sit alone and read ooloo Books are so full of amazing inspiring people people you want to fall in love with or people you just want No, would make a really good friend Cheerful people who always put a smile on your face or deep thinkers and problem solvers who discover the mysteries of life So when you look at it that way, I'm surrounded by friends every day, you know And those friends don't laugh at me. They don't tease me for spacing out all the time They don't make fun of my body type and and they don't hate me for acting like a know-it-all People say that about you. I'm not a know-it. Oh, I'm not a know-it-all people. It's the opposite I don't know anything. I don't know how to talk to people. I don't know how to make people see me as normal I don't even know man. All these girls are very very self-conscious I have all these feelings the poetry club and all I can do with them is read and write But it wasn't until now that I started sharing it with you that I really understood what was missing all this time But I haven't really done anything. No, that's wrong. Just being patient and respectful. That's really important to me I know I'm a difficult person, Mr. Worldwide. I speak too slowly. I second-guess myself all the time I read too deeply into things, but every time you've always treated me just like anyone else It's so rare that I feel comfortable with myself when I talk to others But that's why every time I talk to you. I just feel really happy I see why treat you how you deserve to be treated, Yuri And if other people don't see it that way then screw them I mean I joined this club hoping I would make friends and I would say I've had at least one success Wouldn't you um, if you put it that way Yeah, we really are friends now, aren't we? Yuri puts her head down on her hands, but this time she's smiling as she does it Do you want to show me your poem? Yeah, I do. Let me get it for you Go so oh under the light part two. Wow. She's a youtuber The tendrils of my hair illuminate beneath the amber glow bathing in the distance a blue green light flickers A lone figure crosses its path a silhouette obstructing the eerie glow my heart pounds The silhouette grows closer closer. I open my umbrella casting a shadow to shield me from visibility But I am too late. He steps into the street light. I gasp and drop my umbrella the light flickers my heart pounds He raises his arm time stops The only indication of movement is the amber light flickering against his outstretched arm The flickering light is in rhythm with the pounding of my heart teasing me for succumbing to this forbidden emotion Have you ever heard of a ghost feeling warmth before giving up on understanding? I laugh Understanding is overrated. I touch his hand. The flickering stops ghosts are blue green. My heart is amber. Jesus understanding is underrated Finishing the poem I started to hand him back to Yuri, but instead of taking it from me. She looks away Do you dislike it? Uh, no, of course not. I just don't really know how I should respond I called 9-1-1 Yuri. Yeah for real We're gonna gonna get you in a mental hospital despite Yuri's poem usually being crypt It wasn't hard to figure out what this one was about. I I don't know if I'll be able to explain this one. That's fine I'll understand. I'm like I I don't need an explanation. It's okay Yuri's having even harder time speaking than usual. Does this one mean a lot to you? Yuri nods I'm not really good with words, but I'm happy that you shared it with me. So thank you And I hope we keep spending time together despite my inability to make contact I see if like my eye contact. I see a faint smile emerge on Yuri's lip I once again try to hand the poem back to her But instead Yuri gently takes my hands and put look at her eyes push them back to me I hesitate in response to her warm touch. You can um the poem is once again Yuri fails to go Oh, it's for me. You mean I can keep it Yuri nods I'd love to again Yuri family smiles if she doesn't want me to notice you always You always make me feel nice. I know I'm not good with people, but I hope that I can return the favor sometimes Oh Yeah, don't worry. I think you do a good job Yuri finally turns back to me I guess we should move on before monica says something, but I'm sure we can talk again later Yeah, I'm sure we will that Yuri timely smiles at me and I return to my seat so I can put her poem away All right, uh That's it. We'll finish off with monica All right, that's suki meh. I guess you haven't really learned anything after all Honestly, I don't know why I got my hopes up in the first place. What I didn't think this one was that bad What I do wrong poems don't need to be all deep sounding to express something It's going to sound just like you're forcing it unless you really don't suck at it Honestly, don't even bother trying to write poems like this unless you're on Yuri's level That's suki's stop short all of a sudden. Don't tell me. Eh, you're not you're not just trying to impress Yuri Are you what are you talking about and keep your voice down? You know Yuri would love this kind of this angsty Just because he's a talented writer doesn't mean I I mean Ooh looks like i'm in trouble. I somehow shook a nerve though. What I did is beyond me I am so done with you that suki shelves the poem I handed her back to me Take your stupid poem if you wrote it for someone else. Just don't show it to me Ouch This is what I get for letting a younger girl step into my business unless I was a minor reader I was destined to be in a world of pain from the start At least that suki wasn't the only the girl I was trying to impress in the first place Oh good. We don't have to read hers her her first grade freaking spelling and whatnot Sweet Monica's Hi, mr. Worldwide Have you thought about what you want to submit to perform at the festival? Well being in this call is one thing but forming in front of a bunch of people. I'll have to give it some more thought Okay, no pressure, but whatever you do. I'm sure it'll turn out great It would also make me happy to see Anyway, let's take a look at today's poem Sure. I let Monica take the poem. I'm holding in my hands Your style has gotten so refined mr. Worldwide Yuri's been teaching you a lot of things hasn't she They fuck well, yeah, they figured me out fast. Well, I guess so Monica knows Monica knows all apparently Yeah, I've been noticing how much time you spend with her I peeked my eyes through your windows. Um, I think I've heard her say more words these past couple days And she talked in the whole year Not sure how you did it, but that's pretty impressive because I'm a nice guy mr. Worldwide is very open Well, she just needs some patience and a way to talk about all the things in her head, I guess I'm still getting the hang of it myself Hmm You're certainly putting in a lot of effort You must really like her she eh that's That's awfully suspicious, you know Spending time at her in the club room every day. What's your deal Monica? Reading that edgy novel with her Well, I just feel bad. She has a hard time socializing. Oh no, she's gonna hear something It makes you want to make sure she doesn't spend all her time alone besides the novel isn't too bad either, you know All right. All right. She's gonna tell Yuri that because she's manipulative like that I get you Just be careful, all right I know that Yuri isn't used to opening herself up So if something bad happens while she's vulnerable that it could really be hard for her Her books aren't a total escape from reality They're just a bandage. Geez, that's deep. You say that like I'm going to hurt her Sorry, I didn't mean that If anything, she might actually get Hurt herself Anyway, I'll share my poem with you now, right? Or all right The lady who knows everything an old jack jack the title the title The lady who knows everything Oh, is it is it about is about Yuri? Oh, well whose poem is it? It's Monica's Okay An old tale tells of a lady who wanders earth the lady who knows everything Hey, what about the title a beautiful lady was found every answer all meaning all purpose and all that was ever saw and here I am a feather lost to drift the sky victim of the currents of the wind Day after day I search I search with little hope knowing legends don't exist But when all hells has failed me when all others have turned away the legend is all that remains the last dim star glimmering in the twi Twilight sky not twilight sky until one day the wind ceases to blow I fall and I fall and fall and fall Even more gentle as a feather a dry quill expressionless But a hand catches me beneath between the thumb and forefinger the hand of a beautiful lady I look at her eyes and find no way into her gaze the lady who knows everything The lady who knows everything knows what I am thinking before I can speak she responds in a hollow voice I have found every answer all of which amounts to nothing. There is no meaning There is no purpose and we seek only the impossible. I'm not your legend Your legend does not exist with a breath. She picks me back up a float and I pick up a gust of wind I feel like learning and looking for answers who are the sorts of things I that give life meaning Not to get too philosophical or anything But it was kind of my on my mind. So that's what I wrote about I see I never really put that much thought into it In a way it's almost paradoxical Because if we had all the answers we wouldn't well wouldn't the world start to lose its meaning true You know there's one thing I noticed it seems like everyone in the club prefers writing about things that are more sad than happy Are you surprised? The tone of everything was okay We wouldn't really have anything to write about would yes, you would have things to write about humans aren't two dimensional creatures I think you know that better than anyone. You mean one dimensional ah Yeah, that Anyway Here's Monica's writing tip of the day Are you ever too shy to share your writing because you're afraid it's not that good? It can be really disheartening to get a lukewarm response to something you put so much time into But if you find other people who enjoy writing then sharing becomes a lot easier Because instead of just telling you that your writing is good or okay or bad They'll want to focus more on everything that went into it and the things you can work on It's much more encouraging that way and it will make you want to continue improving It's almost like having your own little literature club. Don't you think aha? That's my advice for today Thanks for listening Okay, you three We're all done share poems, right? Why don't we start figuring out? Hold on a second. Is it just me or did you say something strange just now? Something did sound a bit unusual That's right. You deviated from your usual catchphrase when addressing the club Catchphrase I don't know. I don't have a catchphrase Geez, why is the mood so weird today? Look even Yuri isn't immune to it. Uh, uh Stagnating air is common foreshadowing. That's something terrible is about to happen In your books, maybe look the only thing different is that seori isn't here Ah, it seems you're right Always helps lighten the mood a little bit doesn't she It's almost like everyone's balance throwing off a little when she's not around Where the heck did she run off to anyway? I thought she just went to pee That's suki. Please show some decency. Oh come on Uh, she actually wasn't feeling too well went home early. Is that so? I hope she's all right Seriously of all the times not to go home with her you picked the time. She's not feeling dog What was I supposed to do leave to so much for you two being all lovey-dovey. Uh, no First of all, stop misunderstanding my friendship with seori. She's fine and second It's kind of been avoiding me today. So I didn't want to force it. Oh That curious expression coming from Yuri of all people Calm down guys I talked to her early and everything is fine What did she say? Anyway, we need to figure out the rest of the festival's preparation. So we're just ignore me Let's just start what everyone will be doing this weekend I already know what I'm doing That's right That's that suki will be making cupcakes But we might need a lot of them and different flavors Can you handle that all by yourself a suki challenge accepted? And as for myself I'm going to be printing and assembling all the poetry pamphlet Sayori will be helping me design them And as for you and as for Yuri Yuri you can uh um guys Can you help me come up with something for Yuri? I I'm useless No That's not at all You're the most healthy person here. You know Now natsuki pouring a pouting two Geez even I can tell now. I guess I never gave seori enough credit But I can tell things were even harder on you when she's not around Uh That may be the case But if I but if I can't also be a leader on my own, then I won't grow as a person So Yuri You have beautiful handwriting, you know So you should make some banners and decorations that helps set the atmosphere Atmosphere about that. I I love atmosphere Yuri's expression suddenly changes as she stares at her desk in focus and starts nodding to herself Your mind is already racing. I see great You'll be a wonderful help Yuri But anyway That's what leaves you pitbull The one who is truly useless Don't say that In fact Both natsuki and Yuri have some pretty heavy tasks to handle How about you make some wraps it would probably be a go a long way to give one of them a hand You could always help me out as well I would be really appreciate. Oh, I know what's coming up Ah, that's is monica suggesting. I spend the weekend with one of my club members How on earth are they gonna respond to a suggestion like that? Ah, I suppose I wouldn't mind a bit of help Well, even if you don't oh, yeah, even if you don't know how to bake There's always some dirty work I could give you it's not like monica's going to give me a choice And you shouldn't be sitting on your butt. Anyway, that's suki tries to mobile a bunch of excuses like that Um, if I recall natsuki you mentioned that you would like to handle baking on your own People might not even like if you only make him out to be a nuisance So therefore you may be more suited to assisting with the decorations. Hold on I never said that how hard could it be to make a few decorations? Anyway, it sounds the more like you're just making excuses for people to what are you saying? It will be extremely meticulous work and baking isn't just what do you think? Oh guys guys Let's settle down for a moment In the end, I think it's up to Besides he hasn't really gotten the chance to spend any time with me yet, you know Oh, no, I'm sure he's interested in You literally just said I'm surprised as well Sorry, sorry I'm just saying well Geez, can we just settle this already? Yeah People oh people you're okay with this, right? In the end, it's up to you Ah, of course. Hmm. Very well In that case Everyone looks straight at me. Okay. Okay. No Okay, okay One I don't know why Sayori's up there I forget because it's like you go check on us. You know, what's happening. You know, what's happening Yeah, because if I whoever I pick the others are gonna get mad like butthurt I either want to pick Yuri or Sayori I feel like it's Sayori like if we want to go check on her make sure she's okay Natsuki is fine. She doesn't need help. She's no, he's good. She's a fucking bitch Monica's just like I feel like it would crush Yuri if I picked Monica But I feel like we should also check on Sayori However, Monica is the leader and knows also Up to you Jack. I'm picking Yuri Well, I'll probably be most useful helping out Yuri me. Are you serious? Why would you Natsuki I can tell I can already tell you're about to say something mean No, I was just saying So you'll be helping Yuri then people Yeah, that's what I'm gonna do. I'm glad I have a bad habit of overthinking these sort of things So I think your assistance will be very useful It's great to hear Natsuki, will you be able to handle that baking yourself? I mean, yeah, I already said I would be fine Okay, okay Everyone can tell that Natsuki is feeling a little sour. So is that everything we need to go over? Yeah, that should be about it Are you guys excited? Not really. It's kind of tense. I'm gonna be honest. Well excited may not be the right word But I suppose I'm looking forward to it a little bit Do you feel the same way pitbull me? I guess you could say I'm a little interested to see how it'll turn out That's good enough for me What about you Natsuki? Natsuki, what? Why is everybody yelling at me? I didn't even do anything. No, that's not what I meant at all Yuri anxiously glances between everyone in the room. I'm sorry for this I don't really know why people pick me and also your cupcakes are the best cupcakes I've ever had they go really well with my tea and nothing that I could do for the event will compare to that So so I get it. I get it. I'm kind of surprised though. What why? Um, well, I'm the one acting immature. I already know that but you're trying to cheer me up all of a sudden I know I'm not very good at it. I'm sorry if I said something bad Natsuki isn't the only one surprised Monica and I are also taken aback by Yuri's words When she already has trouble with words trying to cheer someone up must be so far out of her comfort zone But I begin to understand Yuri was trying to sound like Sayori even if it didn't work perfectly I can tell she tried to say something Sayori would say at a time like this Because Sayori always always helps someone smile and feel good about themselves. No, I kind of appreciated it I'm sorry for making a big deal out of nothing, but I'm gonna say this You better bet that my cupcakes are gonna be the best part of the whole event Ah, I believe you. Yeah, I hope yeah, I hope to see everyone do their best But with that There's nothing more for it today So I guess it's time for us to head out All right, let's get out of here then Everyone packs up their things. I started to follow Monica and Natsuki out of the door and say chat between each other Um, uh, I turn around. Sorry. I realize I don't have any way of contacting you this weekend Oh, you're right. I can't believe that slipped my mind. Should I give you my phone number? Oh Shoot, here we go. I think that would be best anyway. Yes. All right, then you're and I exchange phone numbers Okay, then I'll be stopping by your house on Sunday. Eh my house Is that a problem? No, not at all. I just thought I would be going the one to go into your house Since I'm the one helping you I suppose that makes sense But if you don't mind, I think I'd prefer going to your house. All right In that case, it won't be a problem. I said your house don't have locks on the doors I decided not to press Yuri for a reason. It's not like it should matter much either way So I'll just make sure my room is clean. I hope I manage to make myself useful in some way I'm not nearly as creative as you don't underestimate yourself people. I think you'll make very productive. We'll make a very productive team Even if I'm gonna choose me chose me because she felt bad or something Wait, you don't actually think that do you? I I don't know it's difficult to come up with any other reason you may have chosen me You're forgetting the one reason with the most common sense I chose to help you because that's what I want to do But but Yuri thinks to herself an extremely tense expression Yuri. You're overthinking this You want me to point out when you're overthinking right? Huh? I didn't realize I'm telling you I want to that's all there is to it. You believe me I Yuri thinks really hard again. She was straight into my eyes for a long while I believe you as if took as it if it took her tremendous effort Yuri finally says that and relaxes her expression And I'm really looking forward to sunday. Yeah, I am too After that exchange, I make my way out the door and Yuri follows. Oh boy I can't believe as bad things about to happen. I can't believe this Yuri's gonna come to my house on sunday. My anxiety shoots to the roof Even though I've gotten pretty used to hand-learning her at this point There's no telling what might end up happening when we're outside of school more than that She told me she was looking forward to it. Is this the chance I've had to make something happen between us Shoot or is it too early for that only time will tell until then I won't be able to take my mind off of it I seriously can't wait Oh goodness gracious. It's already sunday. I've been getting extremely Increasingly anxious about Yuri's upcoming visit. I keep telling myself. There's no reason to be nervous, but it doesn't help much Yuri's a clearly an introvert and also an intimate person in general There's no doubt she'll open up a little bit when it's just the two of us. Meanwhile, we've been texting occasionally She was extremely apprehensive at first, but it wasn't long before I was already learning more about her But putting Yuri aside, I haven't heard the other things from sarah since she left the club early the other day It's not like we texted each other all the time or anything I've been worried about her in the back of my mind This is what sarah said when monica said is it really okay for me to put sarah's feelings aside when she might need me? Let's check on her I decided to visit sarah before Yuri comes over rather than asking. I simply tell her I'm coming over much like we've done in the past Ooh, once I reach sarah's house. I knock on the door for entering it myself But what about her parents again? We used to play so often that she made a habit of simply entering each other's house Like we're family. That's a pretty nice house actually. I would live there. That's a nice gate Stacked house the house is quiet seori isn't anyone on the first floor So I assume she's up in her room. It's already strange if we're not to run down a creeper. She's probably depressed I had to room where I finally find her seori Hi pitbull. Oh, sorry Hi pitbull. This is an adorable room. She got like a big stuffed cow a chicken I sit down in her room seori forces a smile, but it's easy to tell that she's different There's a minute of silence between us I've come over like this in a long time. Have you? Ah, I guess you're right. It has been a long time. Not much has really changed has it seori's room is messy as it's always been I'm messy There's a sock I also recognize the same stuffed animals and wild egregious just have reviews now Also, the windows are open so she can't be like too sad If you came over more often, it would be such a it wouldn't be such a mess That's because I ended up cleaning it for you How come you suddenly wanted to come over today Are you aren't you supposed to see yari today? How do you know that? Yeah, but wait, how did you know that? Seori had already left by the time we decided that last meeting Monica told me Dude, Monica's manipulative man I don't know keeping an eye on Monica. It's only natural for her to keep me informed about the festival preparations, right? Oh, that's true. What about you? Are you going to be helping Monica today? Of course But I'm just helping for online We didn't plan to meet up or anything So it's just me and Yuri then Yep freaking that's suki's all alone too. There's more silence between us Seori stares in a random direction. Everything about her behavior is really uncharacteristic I finally get to the point. I just wanted to see how you're doing after you left on Friday When something's wrong, you can't hide it from me. I know you too. I know you too. Well, so Seori's smile is shaking her head That's no good pepper Yeah Why can't it just be like it was always been? This is all my fault If I didn't get so weak and accidentally express my feelings If I didn't make that stupid mistake Then you wouldn't have been worried about me at all You wouldn't have come here You wouldn't have even been thinking about me right now But this is just my punishment, isn't it punishment? Dog what? I'm getting punished for being so selfish I think that's why the world decided to have you come over today It just wanted to torture me. Please dude Sayori I grabbed Sayori by the shoulders What on earth are you saying? Are you listening to yourself right now? I know something happened to you. There's no other explanation for you to be like this So tell me already until I know I won't be able to stop thinking about it Sayori gives me an empty smile Really put me in a trap Pitbull But You're wrong Nothing happened to me I've always been like this You just seeing it for the first time Dang seeing what what are you talking about Sayori? You're really just going to make me say it. Aren't you Pitbull? She's depressed I guess I have no choice this time Thing is I've had a really bad depression my whole life My gosh Did you know that? Why do you think I'm late to school every day? Because most days I can't even find a reason to get out of bed Dang sometimes it do be like that, bro What reason is there to do anything when I fully know how important I am? Why go to school? Geez dude Why eat? Why make friends? Why make other people put their energy and caring to waste by having them spend it with me? That's what it feels like That's got mad depressing And that's why I just want to make everyone happy Without anyone worrying about me I'm in shock. I can't figure out how to respond I was impossible that Sayori kept me from this the entire time that I've known her Did she really want so badly for me to just not think about her? Why Sayori? Why is it that you've never told me about this? It almost feels like I've been betrayed as your close friend Because if I knew I would have done everything I could to support you Even if there's so much that I could do I would have tried a little bit harder to make every day a little bit better for you That's why I'm your friend All you had to do was tell me I don't understand at all, people Why do you think I didn't tell you? Because if I told you then you would have to waste effort caring about me instead of doing important things I don't want to be cared about It's bittersweet when people try to care about me It feels nice sometimes But it also feels like a bat being swung against my head Dang That's why I wanted it so badly for you to make friends with everyone else Helping everyone to be happy together is the best thing for me But then I discovered something else too A deal though Now seeing you make friends and get close with everyone in the club It feels like a spear going through my arm Aww That's why I decided the world just wants to torture me Everyone's badly, it's nothing but her Why does she keep laughing? You're right that I don't understand I don't understand your feelings at all, Sayori I don't need to understand Whatever it takes for me to help you stop hurting That's what I'll do Not a people There's nothing Nothing at all The only thing that could have helped it is if everything could be like it always was And what if she wanted me to come to the club if she didn't But I was selfish I finally showed you what a horrible person I am She's just self-conscious like anyone else Tears streak down Sayori's face I made you join the literature club because I was selfish And I was punished by my heart hurting in a way that I couldn't understand And now you came here and I made you hurt too I'm just weak and selfish That's all I am And that's why I'm going to accept these punishments Because I deserve every last one My goodness one without thinking I once again grab Sayori's shoulders This time I pull her into a tight embrace Ah Ah Oh oh People Sayori Sayori Oh oh I don't care if you feel selfish I'm really happy that you convinced me to join the club Seeing you every day makes it worthwhile enough If I make friends with everyone else that's just a bonus But please never underestimate how much I care about you I wouldn't have it any other way Sayori isn't hugging you back Despite my arms being wrapped around her Sayori's arms remain at her sides She starts sobbing next to my ear Don't do this to me Please don't do this Temple Hi Sayori Barely manages to speak between her sobs I don't know if I'm doing the right thing But all I want for her to know is that I care If you have it in you to call yourself selfish Then you have to let me be selfish too No matter what it takes I'll figure out what needs to change I'll make these feelings go away And if there's anything you need me to do Then you better tell me I'll get mad if you don't I don't know Gently sayori finally puts her arms around me in return I don't know anything It's all really scary I know I know I don't understand any of my feelings, Pitbull The only time I'm not feeling nothing is when I'm Feeling pain But your hugs are so warm I know And that's really scary too Sayori lets me go As she does I'll let her go as well The festival's tomorrow Yeah It's gonna be fun, right? Yeah How would you like for me to spend it all with you? Uh, um Uh It's what I want I promise I I think that would be nice Yo, Pitbull's a good friend TBH You could just like be chillin' with Yuri right now Yeah Seri wipes her eyes If I could spend the whole day here I would Of all days this has to be the one where I would have other plans But maybe I should cancel No Don't Please don't If you did that Then I really wouldn't forgive you Oh wait a minute We could have chose Sayori Maybe we would have spent the whole day with her Oh, really? Oh, true But it's almost time for Yuri to meet me at my house At the very least do you want to come along and help out? It would be fun To my surprise Sayori shakes her head I'm sorry I don't know if that would be a very good for me today You understand, right? Ah It's kind of hard for me to fully understand But I'm trying my hardest It's okay Don't worry too much about it I'll see you tomorrow, okay? Alrighty I look forward to it Bye Sayori Holy fuck That was pretty tense I say goodbye to Sayori and exit her house On the way home I find myself still feeling uneasy But it's hard for me to keep thinking about it When Yuri's about to come over too I think Sayori's right I shouldn't be worrying too much We're definitely gonna have a great time tomorrow I should just focus on what's ahead of me As I approach my house I see something that makes me feel a moment of panic Yuri? Ah Thank goodness You're a little early Her turtleneck So cute I'm sorry I wasn't home yet Were you waiting a long time? No, I just got here Do you want to read for Yuri during this since we're the only two? Fine But I started to get really nervous when nobody answered the doorbell You always could have texted me If I had known I would have reassured you and hurried more on my way home I suppose that's true I didn't think of that for some reason It should be common sense to do that But I decided to ignore it Anyway, let's go inside I see you brought a lot of stuff with you That's right And did you manage to find everything I asked you to buy as well? Yeah, pretty much At least I hope I got everything right I'm sure I'll be fine I take Yuri to my room Do we now? The first thing she does is glance around curiously Which makes me feel anxious It's so clean what Jax is in every thumbnail Wait what? It's so clean what you say I'm during every dump But when you say every thumbnail True true I cleaned it before you came over so That's very considerate of you to do Ah no I would be really embarrassed for you to my room to be a mess while you were here Hmm well I do enjoy cleaning I would have gladly helped you clean Ah that would be even more embarrassing Wait don't go in there I snatched Yuri's wrist which was in the process of opening a desk drawer in mine I'm sorry Sorry I wasn't thinking of some reason I was just pacing out It's fine it's fine I let go of Yuri's wrist She puts both of her arms firmly in her lap as if I'm making sure she's keeping track of them She almost found my Pokemon card collection Should we get started? She would have stolen them they're like super rare Uh yes Um I have a few things planned that you can help with Decoration of atmospheric enhancements Atmospheric enhancements You know Mood lighting Aroma therapy candles Oh wow I didn't know you planned on taking it that far Of course I want to help take our guests to a fair a far away place Although many will stop by just out of curiosity And for cupcakes I guess I'm determined to provide an experience that will leave them wanting more That's great it's easy to forget that you're a pretty intense person Uh A weird thing to say to someone Intense I guess that's the best way to put it Is that a bad thing? No not at all it's just something that I like about you actually Is that so? That makes me feel relieved And kind of happy Yeah no need to be so anxious you can relax a little Relax I brought some things for relaxation I was going to use them there in the poetry event Pulls out like a bong Like oh yeah like what? Let's see Yuri rummages through her bag she pulls out a few candles so wouldn't sell under shaped object Get some shop shopping on the way here so I happen to have these in my bag I plan to cover the windows in black paper and use the candles to light the room Dog what? I never even thought of doing that I think that would be an amazing though I thought that would be amazing don't you Yeah that would be pretty neat what's that wooden thing though? Oh this is difficult for essential oil oh it's a diffuser for essential oils How familiar are you with aromatherapy? Not familiar at all Uh is that so? It's one of my favorite contributors to a positive atmosphere Depending on how the depending on the oils or herbs or you might be actually going on the right track with the bong you choose you can change the mood of that of the air itself You can even feel it permeate through your body Permeate with the f*** yuri Relaxation positive energy romance reflection It's almost like magic Yuri takes a cylinder and pushes a switch on the bottom In just a moment a thin ray of vapor begins to spout through a small hole on the top Wow that smells wonderful What kind of mood is that one for? This is a jasmine essential oil It smells like little sweet and flowery right? Yeah that's a good way to describe it I chose jasmine for the event because it provides more than relaxation Jasmine enhances your emotions and helps you feel them flow through your body It's also an aphrodisiac You feel warmer and your heart pounds more heavily Blood rushes to your balls Don't you think that will be perfect for sharing our poems? It does sound suitable But you know a lot about this so I'll trust your opinion with anything Yuri smiles gently and clearly enjoying herself She again reaches into her bag and pulls out several spools of thin ribbon What are those for? Purchase the uh did you purchase the origami paper I asked you to get? Yeah I have it over here We won't be using the paper for folding origami What I'd like to do is write a different word on each paper We'll need about a hundred A hundred? Oh yeah what will those be used for? Well I'm going to cut pieces of ribbon to hang from the doorway of the classroom Then we can fasten the paper onto the ribbons to create a doorway curtain Wouldn't that be beautiful? That would look lovely It would also catch the eye of those passing by the room It may attract some to peek inside That's really creative I had no idea you'd be so good at this Yuri So well I suppose I do get a little intense as you put it Yuri giggles with red cheeks Is it just me or is she more relaxed than just the two of us? Maybe it's the excitement she feels from sharing something that she enjoys There's a marker Pitbull Write it on my ass you can write any characters you want I'll help you once I finish cutting the ribbons Ah all right Sitting on the floor together the two of us get to work I carefully draw a different character on each paper doing my best to manage my bad handwriting Yuri unravels a long strand of red ribbon to her desired length Then she reaches into her bag once more and pulls out a pocket knife Eh? The knife is strangely beautiful The silver handle has an intricate pattern of waves etched into it The blade itself is gently tinted blue That's no ordinary pocket knife it looks really fancy Ah well embarrassed Yuri looks away What is it? You don't think it's weird Yuri whatever it is I have no reason to judge To each their own you know If you promise you won't be weirded out I won't unless you sacrifice children with it Yeah I promise All right The thinking is I'm kind of into knives Sometimes it do be like that They're just so pretty Have you ever played CSGO? I can't help it She would lose her mind over gambling I don't know what it is The combination of craftsmanship and feeling of danger maybe What am I saying? Please don't think I'm weird for this Aha you're You're laughing at me? No I'm not laughing at you It's just funny how nervous you got about sharing It's well it's an interesting thing to be into I guess Why do you say interesting? You just say oh that's pretty neat But I think it kind of suits you Suits me? Yeah it's kind of intense Besides it's a really cool looking knife I can't deny that It is isn't it? Yuri relaxes her expression once again Would you like to hold it? Sure I'll check it out Yuri carefully hands me the knife with the handle facing me I take it and turn around on my hands It feels heavy and extremely solid Or do you even get a knife like this Amazon? Curious of its sharpness I feel the point of the tip of my index finger Ow PEPPAL Why did you do that? I didn't expect it to be that sharp I barely touched it at all It's my fault I should have warned you The knife's extremely sharp It could cut through skin like it's paper Oh no Paper Oh no A small drop of blood trickles down the side of my finger Yuri takes my hand and gives the wound a closer look Ah Starts sucking on it She stares at it and noticeably fidgets If you're squeamish I'll go wash it off now Uh-uh Jack I didn't want to say nothing but you predicted it She did without warning Yuri puts her my finger in her mouth Oh she freaky like that dude She freaky like that I feel her tongue curl around my finger Startled I instinctively pull my hand back Oh Please forgive me I only drank your blood It was kind of hot I wasn't thinking I Yuri lowers her head her face burning up Yuri That's oh That's the most embarrassing thing I ever done She just out How could I do something like that? I'm sorry I'm sorry Hey girl listen I mean Yeah honestly honestly if that was some other girl with me I fucking think I'm not gonna Ah Sure it was a little weird and it took me over a surprise But I guess she was just trying to help right I wouldn't mind that at all Yo Pitbull is such an innocent young man I would not mind that at all Hey Yuri what's your number Yuri I think you're overreacting a little I would honestly around Yuri I would get a ton of paper guts I would want to be around a lot of paper Around Yuri You know She doesn't look Let us I have no HIV no AIDS She can suck it Yuri I dropped a knife on accident She doesn't lift her head What if she doesn't recover for this for the rest of the afternoon All right you know what This might be a stupid thing to do but I do it anyway I take Yuri's hand and I take Yuri's hand and lick her index finger in return When I played it was my physics teacher Mr. Laporta doing it So it was funny Pitbull Did you really just do that? Yeah what's up girl Now we're even It's like hey give me a big Yeah right Yuri looks at me like I did something wrong I knew that would be a bad idea It's not for the sweet aroma If not for the sweet aroma of the jasmine Well the air would be extremely heavy right now You're so weird Oh I'm weird Yuri giggles shyly Eh Yuri calling me weird I had no response to that Where do you keep your bandages Ah I don't think I need one actually It was a tiny cut Look it already stopped waiting I see That's relieving The tension is quickly lifted We each resume our respective activities I watch Yuri's knife cut through the ribbon Like it's nothing but air Meanwhile I continue to make progress on the paper After we finish attaching the paper to the ribbons We lay them all out side by side It looks better than I expected It will be very effective as a door curtain It looks great Good thinking coming up with this Yuri Ah thanks It's just something I saw online really Are you ready to move on to the next task? Yeah let's do it What do you have in mind? I'd like to create a banner That's why I asked you to buy the paint tables Tablets Ah that's right One of the items Yuri had asked me to buy Was a kit of watercolor paint tablets We'll need about six cups of water To put each of the tablets in Do you mind fetching those for us? Of course not Six cups of water I'll be right back in a minute Thank you very much Oh and just a little bit of water is okay If you fill the cups too much water it will be too diluted Okey dokey Taking Yuri's advice I decided to use small plastic bathroom cups Rather than full sized glasses I put them on a plate to catch any paint that drips Then bring it back into my room Yuri? Yes? I come in to see Yuri quickly unrolling her sleeve Pulling it back over her arm No was she cutting her arms? I don't know Oh no Ah nothing Your face is a little red Is it too hot in here or something? Oh no Let's make the paint Yuri hurriedly dismisses me And takes it upon herself to unwrap the tablets Dropping it into the cups So I thought we would do something simple That would look very nice I'd like to paint a gradient across the banner Starting with the colors for a sunrise Then daytime then sunset and nighttime Once it dries I'll write an inspirational quote across the banner We can hang it on a wall behind the podium at the front of the classroom Ah neat What are you gonna write? Well big booty bitches It'll be more fun to surprise you Yuri smiles at me If you say so As we're rolling out the banner Yuri and I kneel on opposite sides So we don't get in the way of each other Yuri uses a brush and adds a few dots of different colors Across the banner to serve as a color guy when we paint This kind of reminds me of elementary school Painting on a banner with watercolors was a lot like the art class projects we had back then It's relaxing Ah I'm sorry this feels too childish No I didn't mean that at all It's kind of fun you know It is fun I'm glad you feel that way too Yuri stops painting for a moment thinking to herself For me? Uh oh for me I don't need to go out otherwise not like you got me a gift I don't need to go out and do crazy things to have fun Takes everything a cocaine In fact I usually don't even want to I just like when I can spend time with one other person I just want to know what was happening when I walked back in Even if it's something simple like a reading It doesn't even matter if we don't talk much Just having a friend next to me makes things feel a little bit nicer I think it's all it makes for me to be happy Is that so? Even if you're quite different I gotta understand where she's coming from I feel like that way about things like animating games We're simply sharing the experience that someone can make me happy I think I feel the same way Yuri smiles gently I knew you'd understand Yuri leans over the band to grab an unused paintbrush But I move at the same time causing my head to bump into hers Yo we're just fucking each other up right now Yeah right We're just having each other giving each other concussions Suckin fingers Sorry Yuri reveals back and I quickly leave my hands in surprise Are you hurt? No I'm not hurt What day is it? I'm just startled me that's all Sorry I should have asked you to get it for me It's not your fault Ah your face There are droplets of paint on Yuri's face and neck Is there something on my face? No I'll get it licks it off Yeah I actually got paint on you Sorry it's totally my fault I'll get a towel right away I brush out and fetch a small towel Then I damp it with hot water I return to my room and kneel back down in front of her Oh my god Here I pat down Yuri's face and neck with a towel Is that blood in the fucking? No it's Obviously blood Is something wrong? It's hot I didn't expect it Sorry I didn't want to use cold water Having finished I start to retract my hand But Yuri suddenly holds my wrist Oh god wait Eh? Just for a little longer It feels really nice Oh shoot okay Ah I keep my hands still against Yuri's neck She looks into my eyes It's an intense expression that I recognize when she reads her books Almost as if she's lost in a daze and velled by her own thoughts She breathes gently half through slightly part of lips What is happening? Is it the aroma of the jasmine oil giving me this dizzy feeling? Oh my god Yuri's gentle fingers wrap around my mess Seeing a tingling sensation through my arm And suddenly her face seems to be much closer to mine Than it was just a moment ago Ah Yuri slowly pulls away Sorry I've been feeling a little lightheaded today I didn't mean to space out It's fine The moment is over as soon as it began Yuri picks up her brush again But her movements seem clumsier Like she's unable to focus I remain silent forced to ignore the event that just transpired I hesitantly retreat my own brush And continue following Yuri's example That should do it I finish filling the night sky with white dots that look like stars Looking at the banner as a whole It's very pretty and natural looking I think it came out better than I expected I'm really happy with the results Yeah me too Are you gonna add the lettering now? Ah not yet It needs to dry first you dumb bitch That's true but will that take a while? Well perhaps it would be the best to leave it here Then you have to bring it in the morning I can do the lettering in the class with me for our event starts Is that okay? That's totally fine Wonderful In that case I don't think there's anything more for us to do here Oh there's more for us to do here Yuri I see two pillows in the bed Phew You say that like you're glad it's over Was I wrong to assume that you were at least enjoying yourself a little bit? Ah no it's not that I'm just glad we managed to get everything done I see I am too I was a little concerned about time I need to stop making dinner soon Ah so you don't have any time left? I was secretly hoping we'd have extra time after finishing the work Well Yuri thinks to herself I think you'd be too irresponsible of me to wait much longer I'm sorry I was hoping there would be more time as well Probably my fault Sorry for being such a slow worker No it's not your fault at all And the important thing is that we got everything done right? Yeah So I shouldn't be disappointing or anything Disappointed or anything Gathering all the things Yuri seems to look a little downcast I understand why It sounds like she really gets the opportunity to spend time with friends in a relaxed environment But that doesn't mean this is the last time it can happen Once Yuri packs up I walk her out the front door Thank you very much for having me today No problem I'm glad I was able to help Just let me know if there's anything else you need me to bring tomorrow I will Well then Yuri fidgets I guess I'll see you tomorrow Wait I kind of say that without thinking About today it's finally to have how much time as we wanted Because we can do this again Whatever you want you can come over or we can go out somewhere Ah I forgot you don't like going out much As I stumble over my words Yuri simply smiles bashfully Anyway you know what I'm trying to say so Very thoughtful people Yuri Mr. Worldwide Yuri takes a step closer to me then briefly squeezes my hand Oh I kind of like that about you Oh Well How am I supposed to respond to that But I don't even get a chance to as Yuri suddenly pulls back Sayori Hi Pitbull Sayori Just now we weren't It's okay Pitbull I just stopped by to say hi Um Well it's nice to see you I'm sorry but I'm already on my way to leave Oh really? That's too bad oh she ain't stable Yeah I'm sorry But we'll be together at the festival tomorrow so So that's fine right? Of course Sayori beams Beams Yeah so I'll see you tomorrow Clue embarrassed oh man she yeeted out of there Yuri hurries off Sayori waves goodbye after her Sayori I thought you didn't want to come over today Well I tried staying in my room But my imagination was being really mean to me Oh goodness So I had to come here and see it for myself See what? What are you talking about? You know How much fun you were having with Yuri And how close you got to her Dog It makes me really happy Does it now? That you've made such good friends That's all that matters to me Tiro's starting to fall down Sayori's face That's all that matters to me Why am I feeling this way people? She's jealous I'm supposed to be happy for you Why does it feel like my heart is splitting in half? It hurts so much It kind of reminds me of Spider-Man 3 When Gwen Stacy and Mary Jean had that feud Right? Oh 100% Everything hurt so much This would be so much better if I could just disappear Sayori don't say that It's true people If I wasn't here Then you wouldn't have to waste your sympathy on me You wouldn't have to put me Put up with me being selfish Monica was right Oh Jack What did Monica say? You're gonna learn a lot No you're gonna learn a lot Jack I should just Monica? Monica was right about what? Sayori? What I said before is true I'm not gonna let this continue Caring about you like this isn't the burden your mind is making it out to be It's something that makes me happy It's something that I wouldn't trade for anything else So even if it takes an entire lifetime I'm gonna be here by your side until you don't feel any more pain But Dang people Sayori looks away I put a hand on her shoulder to reassure her I'm scared people Oh I'm really fucking scared What are you scared of Sayori? I'm scared that That I might like you more than you like me Sayori? It's true isn't it? I was weak and started to like you too much I did this myself Pipple I like you so much that I want to die That's how I feel And And That's enough Sayori I don't want you to hurt anymore I slide my hand down Sayori's arm and squeeze her hand in my own Do you remember how I said I always know what's best for you? You still believe me? Wordlessly Sayori nods Even if you don't understand all your own feelings I know what you need the most right now That's what I'm going to give you Oh Here we go Jack you make it up It's your it's your fucking job No But we were going after Yuri Oh no Dog Dog She just said she wanted to die Jack I know but I can't lie to her Yuri is not here Jack I don't want to lie to her though Just to temporarily save her feelings She is not stable God dang it I love you Those are my true feelings So there's no way you could like me more than I like you I should have realized it sooner But spending time with everyone at the club Making new friends and having fun with you every day Helped me realize that you were truly the most important person to me That's why I accept any of your burdens As long as we continue like this every day With you by my side then I know we'll both be happy Pippal Oh we get to see what Pippo kind of looks like Sayori wraps her arms tightly around me Pippal is this really okay Yeah I hold Sayori in my arms and pull her closer You'll never have to let go You'll never have to let go of me again I love you Pippal I want to be with you forever Me too I feel Sayori's grip around me weakened a little bit What is this Sayori I'm supposed to be happy right now I always thought this would be the Deep happiest moment of my life A moment for me But why Even now Why won't the rain clouds go away They're not going away at all Pippal It's okay Sayori It might take some time for things to get better again But no matter how long it takes I'll be there every step of the way That's all that matters right now Oh Yuri's gonna be pissed I trust you Sayori and I slowly release each other So I guess that makes the festival tomorrow our first date, huh What are you saying I don't want to think about those things you know I want everything to be the same as it always has been Even if we really are a couple I don't know if I could handle more right now It's really new and scary to me I understand We'll go at whatever pays students you the best Hey Pippal Sayori graces at me once again smiling sadly Even if I get really, really sad This is the best thing for me right Huh? I don't understand what Sayori means by that Are you saying that makes you feel That this is making you feel sad Sayori I I don't know I don't understand what I'm feeling It feels like a bunch of thorns When you told me you love me Why But that's why I want to trust you You know what's best for me Yeah I do that's my promise I said that but in reality I've never felt more uncertain When it comes to Sayori I know that I love her and she loves me But I'm having as much trouble understanding Sayori's feelings as she is Even though I can come for her I keep wondering if I should be doing Something more or something different I know these thoughts will continue to plug me Until things are back to the way they were Is that what Sayori meant by not wanting Anything to change? I don't know But I know that I'll give it everything I've got Sayori's the most important person to me And I'll do whatever it takes to have a happy future with her Done done done Alright guys that's going to be the end of part three Things are heating up We've gotten to know Sayori a bit more We've realized Sayori's secrets a little bit more Not sure how Yuri's going to respond to this I don't even know like what Monica's Monica's manipulating people Because she told you know Sayori about me and Yuri So I don't know how this is going to flip on its head But things are going quite wrong Quite quickly especially in this episode So again be sure to go check out Turbo down below We do a podcast every Saturday together And yeah check out part four when it comes out Next week and we'll catch you guys in the next one Dooses