 Hi, I'm Denchie. I want to begin by apologizing for my shovel state at the moment. I just came home from a six-hour flight So I want to frame this video as an apology Explaining the state of my channel for the last few years because it's been a lot different if you've looked at Denchie video the channel you're watching right now, whether it's on YouTube pure tube odyssey whatever and you look at the years of 2019 to now You'll notice that when you reach 2022 right at the beginning of 2022 My upload rate just suddenly drops like very significantly and you can see that in my videos if you go to my channel and see the list of videos suddenly There's just a moment in which there's a bunch of videos all bunched together And it's a very long time frame if you look at the videos from the beginning of 2022 to now It doesn't make up a lot like my previous videos from 2019 to 2021 Even per year of course because that that is a little more time. So let me explain why that is now the reason Really it comes down to my own laziness I don't want to sit here and act like there's any external factors affecting me or anything bad happening in my life If anything, it's actually been the opposite. My life has been getting much better Since 2022 and 2023 everything is going fine. Nothing is, you know, wrong with me health-wise. I'm better everything else I'm better not that there was anything bad in the first place, but you know Things have not been getting worse in that regard. So it's nothing to do with my personal self or anything happening in my personal life however Things have been changing. So why it comes down to my own laziness. I want to clarify that That's why I'm this video is an apology because it's my own responsibility to make videos on this channel And what's really bad is the problem that I really want to address is that I've made promises about making videos before and I've not fulfilled every single one of them or I've not fulfilled them in time So an example is a few months ago. I made a community post talking about making reading an audiobook making an audiobook for my channel and I gave people like a poll and they could Build it for which one and I eventually deleted that post because I didn't get I didn't get the video out by the time I wanted to get it out now eventually I did get it out as you guys saw a few days ago. I uploaded one however You know, that's a lot later and you know, it's it seems like a little oversight or something But this isn't just one oversight This has been happening for a long time if you follow my Community tab on YouTube or my RSS feed. This is something that's been going on for a while on my RSS feed There's a post. I think it's summer of 2022 I think that was the title of the post and I say at the end that I post, you know I'm really I have the intention to make more wide-web world videos the documentary videos I make like the liquid Chris won and whatever After the summer of 2022 did I ever do that? No, it comes down to my own laziness So this video is just an apology for that I need to tell you but I also need to tell myself about this and have some accountability for it Because you know, it's not it's wrong. It's not nice what I'm doing and You know, I don't like not putting videos out. It's something that I really do enjoy doing I've just been putting it off for this and making excuses in my mind like oh, I need a study Oh, I need to do this when in reality if anything My studies have always gone perfectly fine with making videos a lot of people act like things like making videos hobbies outside of school Exercise and things like that Detract from other parts of life as if your life is like Alec like in a video game where you allocate like points to different parts It's not really like that things actually accumulate on each other and you gain the more you do really at least in my own experience So it has been to a detriment to me in addition to my audience So this is just a little video I wanted to put out there And I want to make it clear to everyone that this is not something I'm doing, you know out of malice It's just out of laziness and it is my responsibility. So once again, I'm sorry This is really unprompted as you can tell by the an iron shirt and everything But yeah, I'm just gonna go to bed now. I hope everybody enjoyed this video or whatever. I hope you found it interesting and Once again, you know, I apologize for all this lack of activity and I do want to make these videos I do want to do this. This is a very valuable hobby for me. It's a very valuable thing And yeah, I've been Denshi. Good. Bye