 You can look back retrospectively and think, oh, I wish I knew them what I know now or I'd have a different conversation with a younger version of myself. But the point is that that's all part of that journey. So Aston Villa at that time was challenging, but yeah, I still did all of the things that people would have said is classified as success. You know what I mean? I was a youth product from Aston Villa. One trophies broke through, played in the first team, captain of my country, got into the national team. And then, you know, the next phase of that journey was to come and play for the team and support it as a boy. So to all intensive purposes, people will have been saying it's been all right, isn't it? But it wasn't how it was. There was a lot of bullying at Aston Villa, which I found incredibly challenging. Personal bullying, so yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. Which is like documented, been in the press. Yeah, yeah, yeah. But the point was, again, it was something else that took your energy. So your fight or flight as an individual was fight and don't let people see you bleeding.