 Alright, um, yeah, I'm I'm looking into the matte The new matte foundation by cover girl. No, no, no, no, no, I'll put that back right now. No, no now I am toasted almond But they have cappa. I don't know if I want to do toasted almond or cappuccino deep. I tried to deep golden That's way too yellow And I'm not willing Yeah, baby, I'm not willing to spend 16 dollars right now on foundation I have enough foundation at home, but I will be trying these probably I'll get them next time All right, y'all back home. Look I need to get some more dresses. I know y'all tired of seeing me wearing some of the same I have look I've got rid of a lot of stuff two years ago a lot of my clothes and So most of the clothes that I have I've purchased within the within the last two or three years Most of them now I do have some shit from like the 90s, but what's my point? I told myself, okay, baby, with every paycheck you need to buy at least two items of clothing I'm not trying to spend a lot of money So tomorrow we're gonna go to Ross and especially since my body top my body is changing and I've lost some weight I need to go buy some more clothes. So like I said tomorrow gonna go to Ross and possibly buy another dress and another What am I trying to say like a cute top I purchased a new train case for my makeup because my train case broke and I've had that train case for a year So we're talking 10 plus years That noise oh Jamie's back there looking at TV So I made public my Current hair collection video and I think it's so funny because I know a lot of you guys I know y'all expecting a lot more products. Hmm. Let me tell you something Not only did I get rid of a lot of clothes when I a couple of years ago when I moved back to this house two years ago I told myself I would not go crazy when I was living in our apartment. Those of you who don't know who are new to my channel JP and I my husband now husband I separated for a little bit and so I was living in an apartment two years ago and I had so much stuff I mean I I Had so many products at one point. I think I have between 40 to 50 Cleansing products alone 40 to 50 cleansing products alone. I had a whole shelf of just nothing but shampoos and conditioners It was ridiculous. Yeah, then I had a hundred plus hair products There's no reason to have the much stuff y'all and if you have the much stuff No more power to you but right now if you could look at if you see the stuff I have in mind I have quality products not to say you don't be honest but I want to get something I Looked at my budget. I'm like, yeah, I can afford to buy Some people can't even do that One or two clothing items a mop Y'all I just never remember it was Father's Day on Sunday, so I'm going to cook him a nice Dinner because my husband he's he's not into this Yeah That's how I show my things to people's Look at this girl. Look at it Lining here. Oh, this is so nice. Now. I don't like the I wish that there were a lot. Oh, I can take them out Oh, look at that. You see that. Oh This is so nice. Yeah, I think I'm gonna start crying. Okay girl. I know it's not that serious How y'all feel about an impromptu muck muck bang girl put your key in Your eyes cloudy as hell right now. I'm in I don't know where I'm at. I think I'm in Glendale Just got out of my appointment. It's my car. So I'm gonna put in reverse put it in park Girl when you have the smart start it won't It won't turn off right away, but now I'm hot. So let me put that on Let me get it together y'all just got out of my post-op appointment which went really well, but they were busy They were supposed to have taken pictures of me and I'm like I was there for an hour I was waiting around for about 30 minutes. I have to go. I'm hungry So I got to go back sometime next week for them just to take pictures. I'm pretty sure they have I have to take the pictures. I'm pretty sure they have to submit that to What the insurance company y'all stop by Popeyes, there's not a lot of Out here on the Westside people in Phoenix tend to be a little bit more healthier So I can count the Popeyes on all my fingers like there's not a lot so Last time I had Popeyes the last time I y'all saw me let me zoom in some so yeah They said that I'm healing real good and that I can start doing all my nomenclities I'm like girl. I was in my nomenclities, but at least I can start working out now, you know, so It's cloudy as hell it's humid We're in monsoon season during monsoon season you would get weird weather patterns and I Saw a lightning Yesterday I saw was lightning out in a distance, but we didn't get any rain here people who are from Phoenix Been here. They love the rain. I'm like, I don't you know coming from East Texas. I The rain gives me a post-partum. What do you call that? PTSD my husband put the My husband had to cover our pool because it gets dusty the dust Picks up and it just gets dusty and windy and it rains But one thing that I didn't know it does they did out here and when I saw for the first time girl I thought this was it Jesus was coming a hubbub. I was driving I was driving I was coming home after work and This type of hubbub was a river of sand And literally people were stopping because the hubbub was going over the roof of this house And it looked like a river of sand Y'all when I saw this stuff, I was like, oh, we're about to die girl. Jesus is not coming in I saw no damn hubbub don't calm your ass down like so I see those a lot You see What we call in the in the country dirt devils Um dirt almost like a tornado, but it's made out of dirt. It's pure dirt and They get really really really high We had one when we were going to Vegas. We had one that come that came towards our car and rocked our car I was gonna dive into But overall it just gets a little human in it range a lot I need to hurry up because That appointment. Yeah harassing me y'all Some shit went on at my job. It's my language I'm not gonna really talk about it that much because you never know who watches your video, but When you are in corporate America You have no allies You defend it for yourself It means meaning you've been for yourself when there's stuff going on Make sure that you keep everything and document document screenshot my manager was almost trying to correct me on something I was like, oh This is what happened. This is what happened in here's the screenshot and I promise you and I will assure you that That's what you think is happening is not happening and this is what's gonna happen in the future I know I'm very vague about that But like I said, you never know who watches your video, so I'm trying to clean it up some so yeah I was in my feelings just it. I was like, okay, you know what let me call my ass out to get offline for a while Now I get on this morning and because another company bought us we have all of this extra compliance stuff we have to do so They sent me a message and was like we did an audit and found out that you haven't signed a non-disclosure agreement and we need for you to have this printed out and signed by Monday I'm gonna have to change my appointment that I have Monday morning with the dermatologist which by the way that prayer worked Really there But I still want to keep the appointment because I want to have I want to have ointment cream at home I'm gonna have to go into the office Monday maybe And I wasn't trying to do that I wasn't trying to go into the office, but I mean I may not have any other choice now Well, then I'm gonna have to configure my computer to print stuff out because I haven't printed stuff out in the office any years Really getting upset you look one thing you don't do with me You don't mess with my money and you don't mess with my chicken This chicken I need me good y'all it tastes old That's not what it is the grease tastes old You know when you can eat something that's fried and you can tell it. Let's try the breast Now if this breast meat ain't good, it looks dry as hell I want it. You know how you eat fried chicken and the grease be running down. I see that's a little juicy now This looks dry as hell. See You know what I should let him know his food won't be nasty someone just went in there Let me call the baby Now let me just go ahead and leave y'all I just $7 of chicken actually was $8 eight dollars wasted on some dry-ass Chicken and biscuits. That's what I get for eating off the diet quote-unquote diet Yeah, I'm still maintaining moments once it's a seven 168 But I need to drop another 15 pounds here. Let's go ahead and go y'all. Hey y'all some get ready to cook our dinner we're having We're having baked chicken tenders on Caesar salad and some crescent rolls So disclaimer Please don't don't get mad at me in the comments. Please don't come for me in the comments I will be slowing down on the cooking recipes y'all. It was just something I was trying I know a couple of you had asked me to do separate videos and that's what I did and I did a lot I did what nearly 20 cooking videos and I cook almost every day Which is why I was able to provide that type of content the reason why I'm not doing it anymore It's because quite frankly, I think that if you're going to be doing Going towards another route you need to either create another channel and do it right don't half-ass do anything Excuse my language So I was uploading the videos and not even putting the ingredients or measurements Explained the description box, which I think that if you're going to be doing cooking videos at least have the ingredients So that is you know on my part. I take ownership of that another thing is that I am I'm a country cook Y'all heard me say this before I'm an eyeball cook I could guess what the measurements are and be almost right But God forbid if I get something wrong and someone tries a recipe and it doesn't turn out right girl So, yeah, it's I knew it would be I think it's it's if I started doing it It would be very time-consuming to record those videos edit it and then you have to go back and do the measurements And try to get it right. Um, so yeah, no more cooking videos I think I have a couple of them scheduled in July Like I think has some freezer mills. Yeah, and I will be trying I would try my best to do measurements for those but sometimes I don't remember what I put in the stuff y'all If you know while I'm while I'm cooking I taste I add some stuff I change it up while I'm actually cooking. So yeah, so cooking videos will be Mixed in with my blogging. I'm so sorry girl. But yeah, there's about 304 That's a lot. That's about three. Maybe not even that maybe two But about three cooking videos lined up and they are freezing mills now. So y'all My camera broke the camera. I'm holding right now. I Know I was almost going to cry Was headed out to go get Jamie's hair cut and the camera You can't even find see this is that we'll get to that. So this is one of things I don't I detest about the our kitchen floor if you drop anything If you drop anything on that floor, it will break my old phone broke on the floor anything So just a heads up y'all there were probably not be any blocks for a while. Thank God Mac is still record But I'm sitting in it in for to Canada because it's still it's still stopping baby It's still on a warranty. So I'm gonna send it to Canon. So it's gonna be about I know you're not but I still don't want to show It's gonna be about two weeks before I get it done But I have hair related videos coming, but yeah about two weeks. I'm gonna mill it You see the crack I'm gonna mill it off like today Look It's father's day stop don't don't be like those women on Facebook. Don't don't don't don't do it Yeah, it is Father's Day. Happy Father's Day to any fathers who are watching my channel. What is that? Oh, that's his thing I'm like what is it on my shoulder? Yeah, I'm so salty. This has been a rough week for me everything from work My ex my flaring up, which I still I still get my my apartment from Monday Because I met my deductible y'all because due to the the Surgery the doctor was met. Hold on baby. Let me speak. Okay. Um Camera of course breaking that floor is If anything, but this is the thing the camera fell on my feet So I thought it was soft in the blow Love the blow, but no, it's crack anything about a crack screen. It's gonna get worse So you just can't be walking around with a crack screen. It's gonna get worse. So like I said, thank God It's on the warranty gotta gotta send it it off tomorrow. So Last time we went out to eat JB came with us to one of our nice restaurants He did real well. I was so greedy y'all. I ate so much food I'm so many views of Yeah So I started I started a little bit of exercising I did just a little bit Mm-hmm, I did a little bit of upper body yesterday and today I'm gonna do a little bit of lower body My gym membership was suspended until July, which is only in two more weeks. Go put it back, please Thank you very much low-key. I'm kind of upset with him because my other camera is gone and That's what I was gonna use that. That's what I do use sometimes as a backup and we can't find it at all That's like a $300 camera this camera that I vlog with now you guys is Rounded up at $700 $700 so yeah, this on the warranty Anyway, I need stop talking about it. I know today's father say so I'm gonna be cooking my husband a nice dinner I will show that He's my husband. I'm not gonna call him daddy. I got daddy. I have one father And that's the father the Lord. No, now I have two fathers. I'm sorry I have a spiritual father and I have a physical father right here Put that up sweetheart and go change, please Yeah, you see I'm saying hold on y'all so Come sit down, baby. I have a couple of videos like I said you guys in queue and I did use the Jane Carter cross to go Styling product yesterday. This is what my hair looks like. I don't want to talk about it. What's it? Yeah, the glare. Oh lord Is this better? It's getting bright right now Don't want to talk about it. Don't want to talk about it. Let me put my head down. I Love Jane court. I've met her. I love her and they they're very supportive of my channel But it's trash. I will probably mix that with a buttercream Besides maker because it was yeah, I had an attitude in that review to disclaimer. So yeah, I have to edit that No, I'm good. I have some content I just don't think I'm a Heart the only thing I'm annoyed with is that my intentions were to record at least three videos this week So it is what it is y'all. Um So we're gonna go to the library today to get some more books for JB We have been going to the library like every almost every week to change out books I try to read to JB every other day and we read two or three books in a sitting At this age, it's the the more you read the better. He has tons of books. I mean he has Probably 50 60 books because I'm a reader. I love to read you guys. I was I was a nerd growing up This is probably something you guys don't know about me. So I'll tell you something. I was the stereotypical nerd. I love to read when I was 10 11 years old. I was reading readers digest I was reading this like an entire encyclopedia at a young age. Um And so I kept doing that. I read read read um Love Stephen King. I've read 90% of his books. So Um, I love to read. I just don't have as much time And I have books on my Kindle, but I love the smell of a book in my hand So I do have a Stephen King a newer book here that I have here. I love a physical book I love to see it. I love to smell it. I love to flip the pages pages Don't do that sweetheart. So yeah y'all Found my camera you guys. This is the camera. I've been using for They don't even sell this anymore, but this is a great starting camera for vlogging doing videos if your lighting is great You won't believe where was that I must have taken it away from him snatch it away from him when when he was in Doing something some foolery. So it was near my clothes bin under a bunch of clothes. It wasn't in the clothes bin. It was under some clothes Weird so they were clean clothes at least so just weird. So I'm gonna go ahead and charge this up so we can continue vlogging But I'm not gonna record Of course, it's still work. Why wouldn't it still work? Well, okay It is Then what I really wanted but I don't want to have any more sugar at this point We're at two and a half two and a half cups of powdered sugar, which Equals I want to guess it's one Don't quote me on this one and one fourth cup of sugar. So at this point now I'm going to fold in the whipped cream You don't want to mix it and you want to fold it in because you want it you want it to be airy and light and fluffy Hold the bolt again Because uh, hold the ball right here because I have to get stare. You see how it's moving Hold it hard And this is what we have now. I'm not going to fully ice the cake Which is why I'm okay with it being a little runny This is just going to go in between the layers and just on top of some cut So now I have some sliced strawberries here. What I'm going to do is spoon on One tablespoon of this raw sugar and put this in the oven. Not the oven. Sorry y'all put this in the fridge And what this is going to do? The sugar is going to break down. I'm not even going to do that much That's like half a tablespoon the sugar is going to break down the strawberries and they're going to kind of produce a little bit of liquid Okay, and it's going to dissolve. It's going to be in the um fridge until the Cake is done and has cooled off I found another youtuber. I discovered another youtuber who I've been binge watching Her name is Chrissy Wait, what's her name strong mommy Chrissy? I like vloggers are different and You know not the same cookie type So she has I think she has six or eight kids girl Hold on y'all Here's a lot of them kids. She has a lot of kids and She like I said she does vlogging all her kids seem to be very well mannered um She does she has a cooking channel a separate cooking channel So this is a little bit of drama surrounding her channel. Um, and she did a separate video on this She has multiple Baby daddies and I even hate to use that word. Her children have different fathers I think she has like five or six different fathers um And When you put this is how I feel Unfortunately when you put your life on social media, you're subjected to all types of judgment So there are some people who are going in on some of her comments. This is what I give her props for This girl, she's married now And I believe she had children with her husband watched about four or five videos She seems to be pretty with it. Everyone has a past We all have a past and I don't think not too many people are willing to go on a platform like YouTube and air out. Hey, this is what happened to me and This is what I did and this is where I've become so but kudos to her. She manages that house full of kids She looks pleasant, you know, she takes the time to beat her face. Not to say you have to do that, but Girl, I'm gonna rock it crazy with JB. I could not imagine I don't I know I have as couple subscribers. They have three plus kids girl I don't I'm see how you gotta do it. So yeah, I'm gonna be looking at some of her videos Right now. I'm looking at a mukbang with a couple of her kids. I know y'all can't see that. Um But yeah, y'all everyone has a history, you know, have a past, excuse me You never know what someone has gone through, you know, um And I never knocked someone or just someone for the things that they they've done, you know So anyway, y'all just want to Check her out y'all check her out again. Her name is strong. Mommy Chrissy She has over 30,000. So I'm pretty sure some of you guys know who this is Be careful I don't need your yes, you're singing right now So you want to spread this almost to the edge, but not really Cake out church hum me. So this is what the strawberries look like now This is an old school This is two inch nine inch round high not high. Sorry cake And I can feel that it's sticking on one side Which means a lot of mercy We're gonna turn that around to the side that I can't see it broke right there. Thank you for pointing that out And we're just gonna do Just being very After that I'm gonna put it in the fridge and what you want it to do is Allow it to refrigerate for at least minimum three hours. You guys at least three hours Now if I had the time I would have made a simple syrup using the strawberries um To go in between the layers but I don't really care to do that today. So yeah, now I'm just gonna Pow on the rest of the berries This is what it looks like so pretty Now if I was having like a little get together, I will put Yeah, if I was having a little get together, I would put fresh strawberries around here fresh flowers And I will also um Layer the strawberries to where the outside of the strawberries would be on this side I wouldn't do it on the inside. I will lay them flat towards the outer layer. All right. Let's go down this beauty out first Do they have y'all we're at the dollar store their library is called closed I have no idea why I thought it would be open Come on, baby Me too. We both thought it would be open We both I knew you were gonna cry. That's why I said let's just go to the dollar store Poor thing Let's see what if they have different workbooks or something Create a sticker scene. Oh, yeah. What is that? Numbers I don't know the alphabet spelling puzzle This is where I get a lot of my supplies from you guys. There's nothing over here now that I think that We could add to it. Oh Site word Unique worksheets Educational posters trying to see first words k the Subtraction rhyming morning stories Learning to count I don't think I need anything else over here. I'm trying to day outside. Um In the pool. I'm not getting the net pool. I'm not messing up my new teddies yet I need to watch my language. I'm not Putting Amy chlorine on my breasts right now because I want to wait wait plus When he first got this above ground pool, I told him I said this is going to be a lot of work And it's it's a pretty big pool. Yeah, I've seen it and he has to clean it He yeah, it's a lot of what he doing it. So but he knows he knew that was gonna be a lot of work. So anyway, um Loki I'm glad he's going back to work. My husband has been off almost all Yeah, he's been off for a week and we've been getting turned up almost every day like That's not what I mean girl. I'm talking about throwing back bottles. Not even throwing back bottle throwing back a glass so, you know, he went to go get um What is it a massage? Oh, yeah, he got a massage a couple of days ago and I was like This ninja went to go get a massage. I'm the one that got the titties taken down some because I got problems Which by the way, I'm still going to have to make appointments with my chiropractor because the issue My back doesn't hurt, but I still need corrective. Does that make sense? So he was like, oh, okay, but yeah, he ignores me. This man ignores my ass That's how he's able to handle me But he came back later on that day because he was gone for hours. I mean, what? Oh, he came back with bottles of wine. He went to um Trader Joe's Trader Joe's has good cheap wine. Um a good table house wine shouldn't cost you no more than 10 bucks But Trader Joe's they have it for four or five bucks. I'm not going out there Anyway, four or five bucks and um, he got me some chocolate. So we got a girl We have we've been having bottles But I've been having like a glass every every night with our dinner because I'm in cooking almost every night. Um But to me that's a lot because I only have a glass like every other week or so But it's okay. Tonight. We're gonna be having some champagne since his father stayed Actually, I'm making mimosas. Um This is just a tip for some of my younger ladies out there when you're about to cook For your family forever even for yourself clean first because it'll just make it easy as you can see here I'm doing my dishes. I'm wiping down. I'm gonna wipe down my um sink with bleach I'm gonna wipe my um pots and pans down Clean up my stove clean just wipe everything down Then one of the things that one of my aunts taught me old school girl Was to continue cleaning as you are cooking