 Happy Vlogmas guys comment below your favorite Christmas movie and or a fun to remember you'd like to start enjoy good morning guys welcome to a weekend of my life vlog if anyone would like to explain to me why my voice is always shot I travel a lot okay but not that much more than like a lot of other people maybe coffee really coffee also if anyone knows a brand that would like to collaborate on a cowboy boot with me I'm your girl me not kidding everyone I need to design a cowboy bill it is my dream this weekend it's gonna be a fun one I'm actually going to see that set I click back here and recording someone else's podcast tonight we have our big girls Christmas party which I'm excited for they have been going like over and above and I'm actually normally I don't really host you so it's actually like nice to not be hosting for once even though I like low hosting also trying my new green juice from Suja I was shaken long enough whoo it's 8 30 Dana is here she's working this morning for my house doing just a bunch of like Christmas stuff that I done random stuff I need to head to the studio in like two hours need to get some videos done I went out last night it's not like I have one drink we went to the bar but why do I keep doing this we can't remember anything also this creamer it's good all right guys I'm finally ready I did a little bit of makeup got a lot of random stuff done this morning I was quite the multi-tasker I'm wearing my Alicia Marie vlogmas merch with my UGGs like this this is like how I dressed for school in middle school so anyways we're off to the studio I'm recording the rest of this year's intros outros and ads so I think I have to get to our session then I'm recording for someone else's podcast later today I was gonna wear a cute outfit but honestly I just like couldn't be bothered today by the way bread winning housewife merch is available linked below fits this looks cute on you ooh got a nice medicine ball I've been drinking is a lot lately honestly I crave the taste but also my voice I'm back home and I got these so quickly I ordered the Jeffrey Campbell boots and I'm obsessed with I have them in cream in black as well these are a must have I'm telling you guys they're the best boots ever honestly they have a brown I might buy those as well and have them in three colors they are the best boots ever I'm not exaggerating like I will wear these forever if you buy anything I ever tell you to buy by Kindle and these boots okay we've got some presents that are now wrap life hack if you have divorced parents and then you also have like social things you go to I basically like color coordinate with my wrapping paper which house is going to so that's my mom's the other ones were friends guys I've changed into my pajamas we have a Christmas pajama party tonight I'm wearing it from daily drills doesn't like a pajama set so I'm about to wear it for this recording that starts in one minute I'm recording for the backbone and not wishbone podcast so I'm getting on right now tonight it's gonna be very exciting I'm really looking forward to today and this week and I forgot we have holiday tea on Sunday as well so like I mean oh my god busy busy girls these days busy girls also who's watching you guys watching I was just watching Danny's vlog I always watch Danielle and Brooke I feel like those like my two people that I was hi how are you do you want me to record with my mic over the audio hey guys giving you a full little outfit tonight we're doing a Christmas pajama party and this is my new Christmas pajama set from daily drills I mean love I just recorded a podcast for backbone not wishbone and like that was the best podcast I've ever recorded as a guest ever it was so good I'm literally going to be wearing these pajamas to the bars tonight like I'm gonna wear a coat over this so like if you saw me in Dallas wearing Christmas pajamas at the bar no you didn't you know besides that really ugly light I mean just how cozy does my house look right now beautiful also we need to talk about this it's like literally witchcraft this is the best product ever I've been using it the past few weeks and oh my god I used it like I think for more which was like a Sadie Hawkins dance in high school probably sophomore high school last and then Dom and I picked it up I think Halloween and I just been using it on weekends basically like when I actually get ready it is life-changing if you've never used this like I will show you before and after it is unreal all right apparently I'm a liar because because I do the like leg makeup when I'm new so couldn't show you guys before and after this makes your legs look so much more even I don't know if you can like tell on camera anyways this is my look again I'm hoping that fits looks like he's ready to go to bed so anyways it is Friday night we have to head to Presley's she's having this like insane Christmas party for the girls and they're picking us up and like I think they're like sprinter and I think they've ducked out I mean it's like literally gonna be the craziest Christmas thing ever so I will be getting clips and then I think after that we're gonna go to the bar so yes I will be at the bars my Christmas pajamas honestly you're only 24 weeks you know dedication as Jess is wrapping her first gift ever so that wasn't what I pictured I pictured you were gonna go I mean yeah but like I'm not that I'm good at this either for the record you go like this tape it and then cut more and then keep going from there so I would get it like a little bit more over like that I had double sided that would be better but I don't we have literally a Nintendo switch for white elephant from Jess so yeah and she's never wrapped a gift before in her life so here we are but honestly you're doing a pretty good job I'm heating up my bolognese and then this just came in the mail I bought it earlier this week I will let you guys know how it goes not that I'm like planning on drinking that much but it's essentially like an herbal multivitamin for drinking you take two pills with water before I'll keep you guys posted I mean like I am so bad at when I'm heating up leftovers the portion size like this is probably like three it's just loves the camera yeah one time I made her do an LROs TikTok and she wanted to murder me so oh 12 minutes away so we're going to a white elephant party my first Christmas party of the season my first Christmas party ever just kidding I'm just kidding Jess is not she's kind of like screwed this is the most like Christmas the outfit I've ever worn also I'm just wearing striped pajamas and they're mine and they're not Christmas colors they're like pink and black I think they're really supposed to be white but you know wash oh sometimes it happens it happens to the best of us I'll get a few clips I'm sure and then going I like this is my incognito look when I go to the bar after because Kenzie's going to the bar in that outfit yeah in my pajamas this is with my oaks like this is me incognito at the bars yeah like no more can I see you like um no one who's the detective like Sherlock Holmes like where's your hat what I need one no you do actually because you look like Sherlock Holmes I'm worse on my incognito that you won't notice I'm wearing pajamas yeah but it's like that what they're called I just can't believe I'm gonna be wearing I mean I just resort to wearing a bar yeah it's a dream of my fits you've got to stop mister what are you doing all over me misses him he's just crazy he loves his friends so anyways we're gonna hunt out it's gonna be a crazy crazy time how you doing okay thanks Kenzie yeah pull a sponsor brought here what I think it and all of it all for me though yep but can see in the cabinet I had my green juice last night was so fun it literally felt like I was in the Kardashian Christmas party like it was the most insane I didn't get that much footage or anything you really can't even tell on camera honestly how it was like the craziest thing it was beautiful after that we went out for like a second and then I got home probably 130 it is almost noon I made myself sleep in until 11 30 today I'm so bad at sleeping in like it's like past like 10 it's just difficult but I needed to catch up on like weeks worth of sleep I thought for breakfast I was gonna have the new magic spoon cereal but I'm out of all the milk I don't have plans until tonight and I really just want to lay around my house I want to finish my new book which is local woman missing it is actually really good I'm really enjoying it I can finish that today maybe start a new one I'm gonna start on our New York itinerary for our New Year's Eve trip I mean we just got some things to do cheers everyone me and my green juice I'm feeling really incredible I have like one drink last night and it's just love my life maybe it was those pills though because I did have like nothing other two drinks tops but like you know so I couldn't really test the pills sometimes it just sounds gross you know what I mean I'm like you wouldn't know that I wasn't drinking I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing about my you know personality but yeah we're off to read I'm actually gonna read my living room the fire is on isn't that just beautiful I just took a shower it doesn't matter what I do my skin and my lips will not stay hydrated not even the jet-lag mask can fix me at this point guys actually maybe again oh anyways I was gonna think you through a post shower routine but my bathtub is really obnoxious I finished local woman missing that was probably the best thriller I have read in a while let's chat so on the Geneva app I made some new little things we guys don't know Geneva's an app but basically with one big group chat so it's like one home and there's a bunch of different rooms so we have rooms for like books and vice products podcasts and also for cities if you guys are trying to make new friends I meet you guys out and about all the time and it's like oh my god we became friends through Geneva so I was like this is crazy so I added like Nashville, Chicago, Austin we need to add Houston there's Dallas there's a few other cities New York LA if you want more let me know and also join the group chat okay so I'm going to my what brushes downstairs and I can't be bothered 3 p.m. I need to leave here at like six something to head off to drinks and dinner tonight I would not be surprised by actually don't go out it's very rare that I don't go out but I'm honestly just so tired and honestly at this time of year it's easy to get really overwhelmed because there's so many festive things that I really want to do and like I literally think that I am Mrs. Claus what is my little plex here we go so I'm trying to like make sure I'm taking it easy at times because like obviously the holiday season is just really busy can be really overwhelming it's really expensive really exhausting I mean you can really name all but I think it's just really important to make sure you are like practicing self-compassion which is something I've been trying to work on this year and the holidays can be a very very lonely time and that's like part of the reason and one of the many reasons why I care so much about us building like a community and you guys becoming like friends with each other and not just like resting on me to join a junior but in all seriousness like it can be a lonely time it can be a time that like makes any issues that you have feel so much worse because you put a lot of pressure on yourself and there's just a lot of pressure just honestly by everyone else to like either have so much fun and be so busy be happy because it's the holidays or a lot of pressure on like being in a relationship and you're going home to family my family's not like that thankfully but I know that that is a huge thing I talk to friends about all the time and they're like honestly it's just a lot and it can be a very overwhelming time so if you are not in the best place if you're not having like the most fun in your life if it's just kind of like a subpar okay month don't feel bad about it I have had you know Christmases where I was just like really unhappy and I felt so guilty because it was Christmas so I was like oh my god I need to be happy I need to you know feel good I need to be strong of other people and all that stuff and that will come in life I think we all go through just like phases of sometimes things are really good and sometimes you're just not worried about them to be and that was okay get yourself grace all in it can be a really hard time so what is it kind of talk about the beginning of the vlogmas because it is just an important conversation but it is fine if you are not at your best self and at your happiest and surrounded by a bunch of people it is a really honestly like isolating a lonely time sometimes and you know people have family problems it's hard you can be around family sometimes but I love you we love you it is okay you don't have to have everything together and it's perfect just because it's holidays it can be a very difficult time so I know I've also been loving the way body cream gonna put this lotion on I have like three more hours of work that I want to do before I get into it and also on Monday I rented out this house that's like home alone themed but they even leave like the 20 for pizza in the what is it called were they doing the movie and why am I like the car case and I'm like trying to play it out with what I'm gonna do there I think I'm gonna keep it out a week in my life blog I personally just really like when my blogs are longer and there's a lot more happening versus me posting with a bunch of 10 minute blogs let me know what you guys think I just think that like I don't know I feel like a lot more connected with you guys when I'm posting longer videos typically so if you are feeling lonely in the holiday season it is okay Instagram is just a highlight reel I promise you if I've learned one thing about being on the internet if you think that you are going through something alone or people don't get it or everyone else is like this much better it isn't and probably most of us are feeling the exact same way I have this thing this isn't really holiday related but I used to really dread Saturdays and I don't know actually do you know why one routine and structure helps my anxiety and Saturdays really was supposedly my day off but Saturdays are the only thing that I didn't have every hour booked so when I went from life being like Monday to Friday booked from 6 a.m. to like 8 p.m. and then Sundays I 16-hour days to having nothing on Saturdays I would get a lot of anxiety and I think I was honestly just afraid of being alone with my own thoughts and like not distracting myself and not just a distracting myself from everything in my life like I didn't deal with so many issues because I just kept myself busy for so long and Saturdays just made me like so depressed I was always in a really really weird state I wasn't in a good mood obviously like my life in LA was really different but I just got really anxious about Saturdays and I didn't like life slowing down because then was saying it's like where you go there you are something like that because then I had to like look within myself really think about the things that really bother me or that I was putting off dealing with things like that it also wasn't until like May 2020 when I started going back to therapy that I started dealing with that and that was a two-year span I think also the word naturally kind of can go through phases where we're afraid of being alone being alone is a really great thing it's a very powerful thing it's something I actually really love being alone now and I have it in most parts of my life but when you're going through something or when you're just kind of overwhelmed I think sometimes it can be a lot scarier so just know that if you guys are having a hard time in the holiday season feeling lonely feeling overwhelmed just not happy or feeling depressed and anxious just know I see you and also I think this can open up a conversation for all of us because it really is such a common thing and no one talks about it so love you guys anyways I'm gonna go work in my room and just lay in bed for a while and then I'm gonna start getting ready for tonight look at this new clothing rack I got I replaced the old one this one's bigger and it rolls this corner is actually just donations not the mirror but like that stuff can just be taken away anyways well I messed up the shoes I can move it around which makes it easier for me it's bigger the other one was falling apart what I want to start doing is just planning out some outfits for the week on Sundays so maybe we will do that tomorrow I need to figure out what I want to wear actually I first off guys once and for all for myself for Christmas I'm replacing these lights I think what do I get that isn't this because it's the ugliest thing I've ever seen and I for whatever reason I always put it off you know this needs to be like legitimately thrown out there's water damage all over it but it's just so big I can't do it myself I've gone around to it alright I have a black tie event next week I'll show you guys that up that I got I just ordered this dress from Windsor it's not too expensive when I got it I thought it would for sure be like too big I would say I could fit better but it's definitely like doable especially just for one night and then I'm going to wear my these heels with them that I just got from Revolve haven't even tried these yet I mean I don't know I also got a closed-toed heel no I need to go try this on I haven't gotten this yet so this is what I will be wearing I'll give you guys a better view this right here but with heels right this is good yeah I'll link it below the material is like fine it gets not obviously insane but it's literally only $40 for like a black tie event it's not bad at all honestly if I if I wash this do I bet it shrinks a little bit for whatever reason it is literally 70 degrees in Dallas right now like I have a lot of questions oh you know I have a holiday party this week and you know what I'm finally gonna wear this dress I've recently got this vest from Zara I have been doing so much shopping I eat honestly it's because of my stylist Brittany stop everybody on Instagram she listens to really cute stuff all the time she also found this dress for me so you guys won't like style inspo follow her Instagram also just hire her she's incredible anyways I got this vest from Zara that is so cute what a good buy this dress I've had from Revolve for probably two years I think at this point and I think I'm finally gonna wear it I'm finally getting into like really high heels as of last week I decided so I like need to figure that out or whatever reason literally 70 degrees in Dallas so like what do I wear when I'm going out like I'm confused I got this dress from princess Polly that's so cute the issue is the buttons just like unbuttoned so easily my plan was to wear a skirt and boots and then a coat over it and then just like be hot I mean it's all white so like is that my smartest move I just bought the cutest all white coat off misguided I'll show you guys when it comes but like I wish I had that for tonight alright so this is what I've decided on I'm at for tonight's outfit I have my wandering coyote boots on this skirt and this white button up and I'm just gonna put this little black cardigan on you guys will see in a second I want to finish getting ready before I buy everything off because cannot wear a white top and do makeup at the same time me and a different purse don't remember my brown one I need a book honestly I need a good black like nice bag I guess I could wear my Balenciaga that'd be kind of fun with this bag I kind of like that I think that's actually what I'm gonna do tonight alright so this outfit is over because the like sweater I didn't like with it maybe if I just wore you know what if I could find my big black free people's sweater just wear that over the skirt with these boots but like the whole look it just isn't coming together as I wanted it to alright this is my outfit the dogs are playing unfortunately I can't wear a black coat with it it would look a lot better this skirt is princess Polly top is just black from forever ago it's literally kind of like pack son and then I have my new jiffy Campbell boots that I have in white that I wear all the time they're really comfortable I'm gonna wear my Balenciaga bag it's a very like fall look I'm not obsessed but like I don't really have many other options it's just so hot right now Sunday is 9 30 I just want to say these purple tree things magic I feel incredible hey Jess is on her way here we're going on a nice walk to Starbucks this morning I wanted to start off with some green juice I am the epitome of health these weekends look at me I don't even look like myself yeah my face is puffy the pills don't really do much about that but I love my skinny confidential ice roller at my mom's house and it's been horrible these are so bad once you use this can be like it's horrible once you use this skinny confidential ice roller if you've ever wondered if the skinny confidential ice roller is worth it like I've never been more sure of it than in this moment using this one again I mean it's really bad but I just wake up it doesn't matter like it I wake up every day now with my face puffy it did not use to me this way and it's not just like it's not for my one certain thing you know gotta make sure you drink all of this because it's $10 I started listening to Shannon Forrest podcast because so many of you guys have been DMing me like telling me to record with her I love her oh my god what a great show I look like a mom's going on a school field trip and I kind of am having my favorite breakfast a bacon sauerkraut hash I mean it's so good because they're like up and you're like I don't even look like myself guys my pantry right now turn the closet into a pantry I mean I just like throw things in there and I've been gone and people have been like saying you're watching it I mean it is just I mean there's no excuse I don't even know why I'm trying to make an excuse yeah oh my god oh my god oh my god and also like when I host pre-games we literally have like boxes of alcohol that's like not been used that's trust I mean it's really embarrassing so I bought those recently and I could not even tell you what I bought them for I don't remember at all so I'm gonna set a timer for 10 minutes that's my life hack set timers and you just go so much faster it is literally 70 degrees out I can't get my life but I'm wearing a skim dress and then I throw my free little sweater and then I throw on this coat because I like it and I have my new Jeffery Campbell boots but it's 70 degrees and this is what I'm wearing last night what you guys saw didn't wear that I changed jeans body suit this coat and boots like the most casual outfit I've had in forever thank God honestly but yeah here we are just very classy very rich mom but you know me I'm back from tea I forgot my vlog camera cannot believe I did that but I went to the adult fist I've logged there before it is Sunday night it is 5 p.m. I just took fits to the back to the yard and he was running outside I could literally fall asleep right now I have a lot that I need to do so I'm gonna shower really quickly I'm at least gonna plant my outfits and I'm gonna get like my work to-dos knocked out by the way I recently got this coat from shop mango I have such great outerwear I will say I got two new jackets so I ordered them from the sky to this week that I'm excited for but this water is from free people it's the best water ever this honestly everything I'm wearing is stable this dress is the skim like fits everybody just whatever it is the most flattering digital ever put on I one of my best purchases these shoes you guys already know how I feel about them I'm so tired so I'm gonna shower and do the whole like Sunday night routine finally done fits ran in the yard like quite literally two hours ago and he is wiped out I got a lot done today I was gonna like plan on outfits and stuff but honestly I was having a little bit of the Sunday scary it's 8 p.m. and I probably couldn't go on to bed at 5 I think I'm going to have my outfits laid out so I'm going to work out in the morning which I've been totally off my workout routine which is fine I just want to make sure I'm getting back to getting more movement and because I just noticed that I have a lot less energy and I need energy and I also kind of miss working out maybe a sweater it's actually cold tomorrow way too many workout clothes right now like I need to go through this it is just oh my god it's too much I don't necessarily like want to wear this in the morning but this set is super cute it's like a pink ribbed set from your bars and they have the leggings that are like the waistband you don't talk about like the ones that this they want viral and tick-tock from ari but your bars actually started it or that it's really easy I can start on the morning and then head out I'm actually gonna go work out a friend's apartment cuz her gym is great and I want to work out with someone so that I like actually work out you know what I mean fits is ready for bed I'm ready to read I'm so tired I hope you guys enjoyed this week in my life log the next vlog is going to be a week in my life long I'm getting like the home alone now I mean there's just like so much happening so I think you guys really gonna like it subscribe because I'm already I love you guys so much and I will talk to you soon bye whenever I explain what I talk about to people I'm like it's a very selfish venture because whatever I'm going through at that moment or month or whatever it is I will hone down and seek out everyone who I think can help me