 Where is she being? Serena? And who am I? That's a secret I'll never tell. XOXO. Gossip Girl. Guys, it's Tilly, and damn it I was supposed to be a gossip girl. Um, anyway, uh, where have I been? Because some of you guys might have noticed I have been pretty absent across all of my social media and there is a good reason for it. Well, several good reasons because for the last few months I have been like, so busy. These stress levels are through the roof and just like everything that could go wrong went wrong. But then again, not all of it was wrong. A lot of good things happened as well and it was all just a really time-consuming last few months. But I am back and I'm here with more videos. Hopefully I should get into a routine and I'll be bringing new ones to you guys all the time. I'm actually going to start doing recaption videos, so say a book in a series, um, a new one comes out and you are like me and completely forget what has happened recently in the books, then you can simply watch a video that if I have uploaded it. I'll tell you guys all that story and what part it's up to before you guys can start the newly released book. So that is really exciting and hopefully I'll do it justice. And I'll probably just do my book review videos, top 10 and all that stuff. Now as for other things, um, I am a workaholic person. I have two jobs. Um, my first one, which is I work at a stock feeders, which is basically all like animal products, like farm animal food. It's like a great job and everything like that. We actually moved business premises, so like it was like the most hectic two weeks of moving everything. And like there was so much stuff, it was crazy. So that completely just ruined me. It was like stress levels and everyone was arguing and it was just so hectic, but everything is all settled in and the new place is way better and I'm very happy there. And I also get to do a lot more reading because there's a counter that I can sit behind and hide from customers. So it's like, yes. I was had a little misfortune with my animals. I have two animals that were severely sick, um, over those two months. First one was Lila, the goat who you guys know. She got a stomach infection and she was really ill. Um, I had to go to the vets like four times over the space of like three days, but she's totally fine now. She's all better, cause in trouble and make it a mess. And the other one is my chicken who I have now nicknamed Hots. Um, she almost like seven her toe. Um, so not only have I have to like be treating that, um, I've been like trying to stop infection and all this other crazy stuff. She is like mostly on the mend. Like she still has a wound after a month, but like it should all be cleared up soon. And so yes, all my animals are still living and happy and my chickens and my ducks and my geese are all on eggs at that moment. So soon there's going to be like little babies running around everywhere and it's going to be so cute. I have also not been in the best like mental space recently, basically with everything that's been happening. I've been a bit like down and stressed out, but I'm pretty much like back to normal. I have made a decision to buy my dream car even though I have like a little money at the moment, but I basically had an opportunity to buy it at a really cheap price and I could not say no because what is self-control? You know, it's, it's nothing. It's out of here. So I'll show you guys that. So this is my new beast. So it's a Ford Ranger. Basically it's like way taller than me and it's my dream car and I've been wanting it for ages and um, yeah, that's it. So it's pretty cute and um, I can't wait to like add a bunch of extras to it. But basically because like I have all my animals and stuff, I um, have to have a big car plus with my horse float because I got to take them places and I need a car that can tow huge animals though. It's the perfect car for me. So I'm pretty happy with that. I like almost totally forgot to tell you guys the most important reason why I haven't been doing videos is because I broke my absolutely beloved laptop. I was um, sitting down and I thought hey, let me just like edit some videos, try and do some writing and um, so I put it on the couch and I grabbed my charger and the charger box thing just went bang straight to the middle of the screen and cracked it completely. So I recently also got this sticker put on um, from my lovely key stats, I'm pretty sure it's called and that is now gone because they had to replace the entire monitor but I now have it back for 12 hours now and I'm so happy to have it back because I've missed my laptop so much. And for the last piece of good news that came out of this, I also finished a first draft of the story that I'm currently writing so I'm very happy about that. Um, I am now in a reading and writing slump though so I'm just kind of like walking through like a zombie just trying to figure out life. So there you guys have where I have been, what I have been doing and all the stuff that's been going on in my life for the last few months but that is not important because I'm back to it. I'm back to doing these book videos and we can all rejoice because pretty much you guys will be watching these next few videos and going immediately to go and buy a bunch of books. I hope you guys enjoyed watching this and hopefully I'll be back again soon and until then I hope you guys have a lovely bookish day and I have no idea what that sounded like then. Anyway, thank you for watching and uh, yes, bye. The Chronicles of Narnia by B.S. Lewis