 Did I press public? Is this too bright right here? I do not have time to make a prappa. It is too bright right here. I don't know. Who cares? Nina, who cares? I care. It's got me all washed out. I don't have time to make a video, but I want to let you guys know about my van. It's washed out right here. Washed out. So I'm getting a couple things over here to show you guys, because I'm trying to hurry, because I got places to go, people to meet, things to buy. All right, where's my weigh-in book? Here's my weigh-in book. I bought some stuff I was going to show you guys. Totally excited. I know I should just make a, oh my gosh. See, this is what happens when I don't style the hair, the gray. Oh, no biggie. Does anybody hair? Hi Laurie. Hi Jimmy. Hi Linda. You guys are here. Yay. I'm sorry I'm not making like a regular video, but I just don't have time to make it. And the way to see if it loads. Hi Laura. I'll talk for just a minute and then I'll show you guys my weigh-in in case anybody else wants to join us, that they're not out there with the rest of the world. I have to tell you guys something. I miss working during the holidays, because being in the hustle and the bustle with the music and the stars and everything really puts me in the mood, and I forgot how much it puts me in the mood. Oh lord. I have my dad's waves. He'd be so proud. Oh well, who cares? One thing I'm so thrilled about. Hi Teresa. Um, as I totally dropped the ball on Oliver's high-sues, I'm so glad you're here. Excuse my look. I, you know why I look like this? Let me tell you why I look like this. Because, okay, well first of all I have to tell you is I dropped the ball on Oliver's advent calendar. I don't remember if I told you that. Oh, first of all, hi Sandy. Oh well, I'll wait a minute to talk about that in case anybody else shows up. I totally dropped the ball on Oliver's advent calendar, and I have felt so guilty. My water is all the way on the other side of the counter. So I told him, I said, Nana's so sorry. I called everywhere. Nobody has them and he's like, it's okay, Nana. It's okay. I understand. Well, then this morning I gave him the ammo. This morning he says, feeling kind of weird. And this is like directly when I woke him up. He said, what's up, Bub? What, you're not feeling well? What are you feeling weird about? He says, Nana, I feel weird that I don't have an advent calendar. So I just, I gave him the ammo and he ran with it. Hi, Sandy. How's everybody doing today? Did anybody else have weigh in? Oh, so Amir, let's stick with one subject. I had to go to Ralph's to get my Olay wraps. I am so happy that I haven't formed. Hi, Michelle. Happy birthday. Way in Sunday. I need to get on the scale. It's my way in day. Oh, I'm scared. Haven't been on strict self, but I'm going to do it. That's up to you, my love. You know what? It's that time of year. I, the only reason I'm doing it, it's the only reason I'm sticking to it is because I'm too far up for me. I'm not comfortable. Lori weighed in yesterday. I was nervous about that she would have to pay. Very good. Very good. I hope it's a great day, Michelle. Thank you, Laura. Okay, so that's what I was going to tell you guys. I picked a really horrible place with really a whole, oh, this is why, okay, so he not only got one advent calendar, but he got two because that's the kind of Nana that I am. And if that's not enough, because this is how bad I felt this, that kid knows how to get to me. We have a big wood advent calendar that Santa brought home one year, you know, one of the big huge houses. Oh, Nita. You guys, this is not normally how I look when my hair isn't down. Hi, Cheryl. One of those great, I mean, like alpine, I mean, really fine made. It was like, I think it was like $150. I did not purchase it. Hi, Brenda. So not only did he get those Star Wars ones, but I got some ice cream candy, Christmas candy, and let's fill that up. That's what I get for forgetting. You're going to make yourself a nice dinner. Since it's away in the morning, I'm going to finish my Christmas shopping. Oh, I haven't told you yet. I haven't told you yet. I'm starting off so I can let up any peeps who want to come in. Steve at dinner last night, I have to preface again by telling you guys, if you guys want to give me a thumbs up, I'll take it. But if you don't, don't. I just saw the thumb up there and I don't like asking. So anyways, the job that he's on is making him very unhappy. It's the job. And he's bringing it home, and then I'm taking it personally, and I need not, not to, not to. So he's eating him and Oliver eating Oliver's hair. Steve's here. I'm here. They're eating. I'm just sitting there, minding my own business, because Oliver likes me to sit at the table with them. No, you never sit with us. They're eating with us. So I sat at the table with my water and Steve's eating right, not saying a single solitary word. And he goes, while he's taking a bite out of his burger. So what's tomorrow? I said Friday, uh, isn't it 12, 6, 19? I said, that's my understanding. He goes, well, isn't that our anniversary? I mean, he's just like trying to reel me into going, it's our anniversary. And I wasn't having it, man. I said, yeah, it is our anniversary. You want to go out to dinner tomorrow night? Sure, I'd love to. And then he was like thinking food, dinga-ding, food is the way to that man's heart, head and any other part of his body. Let's go to Don Cucko's or do you want to go out back? I'm like, we'll go wherever you want to go because you're the food man. You know me. I'm just going to order a piece of chicken and today, tomorrow, because this was last night, I'm going to order a gallon of vodka and a shot of seven up because it's just the moon I'm in. He has been a very tough man, lived with this week. I'd love him with all my heart, but I need a drink. So while I was shopping, I got this for Oliver. You guys might have seen it on Instagram because I think it's too dang cute. Now here's the real thing. I'm telling everybody it's for Oliver. I think I might keep it for myself. What's going to happen is he's going to see it. He's going to want it and then I'm going to let him use it, but you know what? It's warm and if we go to Disneyland, I'm going to need some more. I like it. What else did I get? I'll get to my way in in just a second. Yeah, Laura, exactly. I've got some Olaywraps. Thank you. Thank you. I was out of Olaywraps and I don't do well when I'm out of Olaywraps. So I got a couple of those. I looked for the cauliflower Alfredo that the twins have been talking about. I can't find it anywhere. So I got regular. You guys, this is two points for a quarter cup. I happily will take four points for half a cup or five point points if it's that wacky Weight Watcher math. At my Weight Watcher meeting, I got some oatmeal because I need some flavor in my oatmeal. I have the regular, but it was on sale. Nina, can we see it right beside us? Yes. So this is the one I make with my promo protein. My oatmeal is my strawberry and it's four smart points. What else did I get? Okay, it's not what I thought it was. I want the sprouts and I got my Boris head. I got the Aloha turkey. Have any of you guys have the Aloha turkey yet? It's delicious. If the Aloha turkey it's got a little bit of sweetness from the pineapple juice. You put, now this is what you do. Are you listening? Do you have your listening ears on like Judge Judy likes to say? Put a spicy pepper jack laughing cow on there to counteract the sweet, but then put some chunks of pineapple on there. Roll it up, eat it. You're welcome. I got some peanut butter too and chocolate and some pineapple for said wraps. Oh, thanks Michelle. I haven't been over there yet. I'll check it out. All right. So I went into my meeting and not the best mood case that's any big surprise to anybody. It's just been one of those weeks. We all have them right when our spouse is not. So then I walk in and my leader's not there. Okay. I'm that girl. I'm that girl. And for any of you guys who watch me that works for WW, you know, you have us who just, we don't, oh, and also they've changed all the chairs in our meeting room. Seesoo's good job. Not bad. Bravo sticker to you. Have they changed all the green chairs in your guys' meetings rooms? So this is the third week in a row. They've changed them. And none of us are happy about them. So nobody, everybody was sitting there just bitching and moaning about it. So I moved them all. I wanted my spot. They moved the chairs out from where I normally sit. I moved it. Oh, I forgot I had these earrings on. I'm having the best, like, uh, I need to pick up all of her looking like this. No chairs. Okay. Well, it's highly annoying. Everybody's, everybody's talking about it. How annoyed they are. And I'm like, what are they going to do? Kick us out. Let's move our chairs back to where we want them. So being in the mood I was in, I did. So I was just like, I didn't know if I wanted to stay there. My friend Lori showed up. I haven't seen her in about a month. I was happy. So she said, sit your happy ass down and stay. But my way in was, let's see. For those of you that don't know, I cut my book in half. Brenda, if you've been traveling, that's life friend. Do you know what? Go next week. You're good. Good. I cut mine in half. And this is interesting too. The girls who weigh in said, this is wonderful. They hate the big books. My girls. If you're girls that work for whitewashers, you may not. And I needed to fit in my book. So this is how I did. I wasn't thrilled. Let's not look at that page. Oh, she wrote the wrong date down. Can you see that? I lost 2.4. I was going for three, man, like a maniac. I was going for three, but I lost 2.4, which I will take. It beats a poke in the eye with a sharp stick, right? As Murray would say. Murray is my mom. So I'm back up over the 30, but I have to get to the 40, to the 45. And I know what I have to do to do that. I know I have to celebrate tonight. You know, it's you guys, it's just like, I need to get back there. I'm not happy where I am right now. Going to start the plan the day I get home. There you go. There we go. So I'll take it. I was hoping for three because I had a super duper, duper week. Now I just have to tonight when we go to dinner, since food is not green, green is good. I like green. Since food is not the be all end all for me. I'm just going to have regular a piece of grilled chicken at some veggies. Hopefully they'll have veggies I like. I admit I ain't needed J.J. Johnson. Do not care for anything other than asparagus, which is never at a restaurant. I'll eat broccoli and I like asparagus. Try it out, Michelle. See how you like it. I love it. It just puts me back in my place. I can't be let loose. Chickens around the world were screaming for any time I got anywhere near. So that's it. That's all I have to report. I have to go back out. I had to come home to feed my dog, take my dog out, report into use wells. I think I'll get a card for Steve and try to write in there. So I'll scratch something in there. See you next summer. Stay bitchin'. I'm being too hard on him right now. Just to you guys though. You guys, the systems were down. Our systems were up. They were up. Even they're down and like nothing. Is there anything else I wanted to tell you guys or show you or anything? Oh, the meeting was about, I have two bags I carry. I either carry my Innis for Nurse. He did, Suze. He remembered last night. He tried to make me pretend like I didn't remember, but I was onto his sly ways. So today I sponsored Kim and Kelly. I go back and forth between Innis for Nurse. Stay in orbit. And you got this, the twins. Oh, and here's my bingo card. They forgot to give me my stickers. And I went up there and I said, I don't want my stickers. And I want them now. See? And they said, okay, because I'm all about the charms. Okay, so there's so much crap in here. Today's weekly is get to know your zero points, which was lost on me because I don't give two fat rats about zero points. You don't eat a lot of zero points, which is why I'm on the green program. Eggs are two, chicken you weigh and you measure. You know, I know veggies and fruit, but I wonder what it's going to look like, Laura. Oh, I'm sure there's a picture of it somewhere, but I'm all about the charms. Hey man, whatever keeps you happy. Oh, you got a bingo. I've just been placing mine. Let's look at it again. I've just been placing mine randomly because I think basically, we're getting a charm for this side, not this side, aren't we? I do all these things anyway, except for, let's see, I don't go on connect. I don't go on connect. I don't do the active workout. Active. That's the first time I've said it out loud. It's supposed to sound like active. I'll have both. No problem. I go to every single stupid meeting. Well, they're not stupid, but I go. What did she say? I missed what she said. That's fabulous. Fabulous. Oh, I'm so happy for you. Isn't it the best feeling? It is. It's the best feeling. That's why when people are like, and I'm just paraphrasing, when I say stuff, you guys, I'm not thinking of anybody directly in my ear or anybody I've watched or talked to or listened to. I'm just making crap up to make a point. Have you seen my Michelle's charms? I got them all. But when I hear somebody say, oh, it's the holidays and I just had to have that cupcake, again paraphrasing. It's the holidays. I had to eat the tortellini. Tortellini's big in my house. I just had to have it. I would rather have the loss. I get more excited over the loss than the food. And it's in my hands and I can handle. I can. I'm in charge of it. Now pour me a drink and that's a whole different opera. Here's all my charms because I got to have charms. And here's my turtle because I'm a turtle. These are the new charms that if any of you guys are new to Weight Watchers, sorry, I can't do this with the hands from hell. These are they. These are all the old charms from when I made it up to 50. But I'm going to get back to 40, 45 tops. I'm not going to go for 50. It's just as much. So that be that. Oops, I got to put this back in here. I should probably plan a restaurant and plan my meal or he's going to come home and we're going to sit and waffle over it for. They totally helped motivate my friend that I was sitting with today. She's like, oh, I don't care about the charms. I'm like, I do. Has been got you a mini binder and she Lori, how did I know you're married? I don't know. Doesn't matter. A sheet protector for my WWE stuff. It was supposed to be for Hanukkah to arrive today. He couldn't wait. Oh, he's like me. I can never hold on to anything. I have to give it to you now. Happy Hanukkah to you. I think Hanukkah and Christmas are the same week this year. Yeah. Yeah, December 22nd, Michelle, I have mine in a lockbox where my important papers are because I would be brokenhearted if I lost them. Hi, Molly girl. Molly, Molly, tell them about your way in. Classically, Molly, this is her first week back on the grand program and she's going to tell you how she did. Tina, I only did 2.4, but I'll take it. It's a loss and it's going in the right direction. 2.4, 2.6, man. I'm going to take every single nano. It's four, right, you guys? Nano point that I can get 2.4. Dang it. Dang it. I really wanted three. I mean, I had my heart set, but it's okay, Nina. Don't be greedy. Greed does not become anybody. But when it comes to my weight loss, I'm a serious Joe. Now we'll see. I've got all my stuff in here. What's this? Oh, it's a Werther's. So I guess that's it. Did she post? Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't think about that. I'm sorry and I put you on the spot. Well, you guys have to go back to her video and watch it anyways. I'm sorry, honey. That was so like me. I'm so sorry. I don't think things out very well. A little too late, huh? Never say, oh, Nina, Sandy is going to you. Sandy doesn't yell at me anymore because she knows I'll just yell back. She just texted me happy birthday. It just came down on my screen. I have to text her. Thank you when I get up here. I'm sorry, Molly. That was so, oh, I'm just so happy for you. It's like when I'm happy for somebody that I love, it's like, okay, well, it's not me, but it's them. Let me put them here and let them shout from the root up. I'm sorry, Molly, but you guys have to go watch her video anyways, please. She can tell you how she did. She may not even be telling the truth here. I'm so sorry. And I have, and it's, it's, it's not, what time is it? 1015. It's not even brunch. I haven't even had any mimosas yet. Let's see. Way to go. I got to run. All right. You have a great day. Thanks for popping in. Molly has the best advent calendars. Molly, did you see that I got some advent calendars for Oliver? The Hassan at Ralph's. Oh my gosh. I was like feeling so bad. I was losing sleep. Have a great day. I didn't know if you were here when I showed you or not. And then I have to show you, Molly, when I sit down and do it, I'll Instagram you. You know what? Hang on, you guys, hang on one second. Molly, keep an eye on everybody. Don't let them leave. So I totally just had to go down my stairs to get this. What if I would have fallen down the stairs, knocked myself out, been laying down there, and you guys were all just still sitting here waiting for me to come back. The things that go, they're set wrong with my brain. I'm donating it to science with this hat. So anyways, because my kid is spoiled, because I love him so much, and it's his birthday month. Yesterday, when he got home from school, I had chicken strips from Chick-fil-A for him here. And he goes, oh, thanks, Nana. Because he was totally surprised because I never did that. And I go, it's your birthday month, Bob. He's like, oh, Nana. And he jumped up and he hugged me from behind. And I'm like, I'm going to have to pull this birthday month stuff out of my hat more often. So we have, because the little Star Wars advent calendar is ending up, we have this one with my pork finger. I'm not flipping anybody the bird. So I got that bag of candy and I'm going to fill this whole one up for him. But isn't it just lovely? Isn't it pretty, Molly? And it's got a thing on the, oh, I had it hanging on the wall a couple years and I don't know how. So I'm going to fill this up. And when he gets home today, that kid is going to go down telling everybody he had the best Nana ever. Because that is my only goal in life, to go down in history as the best grandmother. Oh, but I need to have a little chit chat with this other grandmother. I've got a little something that he told me, but that's okay. So that's what I'm going to do. That's why I copped on live instead of making a video, loading it, not loading it and all that. I want to wear these to Disneyland because it's cold down there right now. These would just be delightful. Okay. Okay, I have to go to Trader Joe's. I need to swing by Walmart. I was going to go get some Clio bars at Walmart, but I forgot. I don't have to. They sent those to me. My bar's head is totally sticking up my kitchen. Thanks, Jill. Hey, lady, what's happening? You just missed all my stories. I was just full of stories. How's your day going? What, you, what did you lose? I know you are, but what am I? Super busy. Me too. That's why I'm doing a live instead of shooting a regular video. You were, you know what? You're starting to confuse me. I thought you were going to do it on Friday with me and Molly. Hi, Tony. Okay, then I was only lost 2.4, but I'm going to take it. I should say I, I'm sorry. You're right. You guys, if Sandy hears me, she's going to give me the kibosh. I hope so, Susie. Hi, Connie. So I did 2.4. Amy, I was, I really wanted three, but can't meeting this morning. Okay, I get you. You'd have a job. You work for a living. People need you. I'm just a lowly Nana who has too much time on her hands. No, no, see Katie. Okay, Katie, forget everything you've heard me say. One pound is awesome. It's absolutely fabulous. So is 2.4. I should never have said only it was just because I was on a quest this week because I had a huge game last week. It's wonderful. Way to go. Fabulous. Good job. I'm giving you a Bravo sticker if I had one. You spilled it right, Susie. Thanks, Amy. I wanted three though. I mean, I really, I mean, I did not go. I mean, I, but it's okay. Katie, don't listen to me. It losses a loss. And, um, but you know what? I have to ask you guys, you guys are my age. Do you ever look in the mirror and like everything is, even since a week ago has shifted, it's like you look in the mirror and you're like, holy smokes. How did that happen? That was there and now it's here and pretty soon it's going to be here. And it's like, it's very, it's very disheartening. And for you younger guys like you Molly, be prepared for that. Oh, but yeah, after I took my shower and laughed. Oh, okay. And what, okay, you guys, since Amy's here, hey, I'm so glad, Amy, I'm so glad you're here. For those of you that were here last night and we were talking about if I should walk or not, because if I would have a gain or not today, does anybody remember that conversation that we had? Is anybody here that was in on the conversation? So we had that conversation and everybody said, oh no, the only thing that's going to make you gain is if you go work out at the gym and, you know, you really work it out and then you get it. Okay, good. Me ma, you go work out, you work a sweat and then your, your, your bones expand and your muscles get big and you're going to water attention and then you're going to get on the scale and you're going to gain and I'm like, well, what about if I just go for a walk and you're all a go for a walk? Nothing's going to happen. So I go for a walk. I'm minding my own business. I Instagram Amy and it's for nurse. Hi, I'm going on my walk. Aren't you proud of me? Look at how great I am. She's like, girl, I never walked the night before weighing or else I gained and I was like, I came home and I told Steve. I'm like, I shouldn't have walked. I'm like, oh my gosh. And he's like, and then he takes me seriously. He's like, well, how many steps did you get in? And I looked down and I'm like, well, for all day I got in four miles, but I just did about a mile, two miles right now. He's like, well, there's nothing you could do about it now. Quit Instagramming your friends while you're walking. It was so funny. It was funny because I was like, what are the chances that we just had this huge conversation about this? All of you, even Amy, if you're on the road, you have water? That's also what Steve said. But no, no. It was just so funny because I never have had the conversation before. I never thought to bring it up. And finally I thought, ding, ding, ding, ding, bring it up. Talk to the people. Get their votes. I got all the votes to walk. And then I have the redheaded nurse coming in and just like, pow. All right, I missed something. I'm sorry. You're right. Activity is important, Molly. That's why in the middle of the night, they make sure to roll over from one side to the other. That's my activity. That's okay, Lori. Gray is not meant for everybody. Not everybody has the color you for gray. I don't even know if it's meant for me, but I just had to. It's just my thing. You do your thing, that, and it's just, as you can tell by my mustache and my eyebrows. Keeping up cosmetically isn't hot at the top of my list. I'm just kidding. You know, I think that hot coffee because you're cold. Oh, hi. Oh man. See now, isn't watching me drink water? Uh-oh. Battery's getting low. I've been playing on my iPad while I was at my meeting. And it was plugged in. Kitty, where are you on the iPad? Oh, this is a fun thing to tell you guys. So we only have like a smidge left of Diana. A smidge left of Christmas decorating to do because we have a small home. Our home is maybe a thousand square feet, if that. So Steve was kind of daunted by the wee amount that we have left to do. So you know what I did? Does anybody want to guess what I did? Because I'm so smart. This is how smart I may not be smart in some areas, but I'm pretty dang turkey in others. I said, oh, hey honey, let me hook up my phone to the YouTube as the kids like to say, and let me show you Sandy's Christmas decorations. And let me show you Joan's point at Joan at the point of plates decorations. And I ran him all my way larger friends who are already decorated with the Bibbled houses with so much stuff. And he's like, yeah, I guess we don't have that much left to do, do we? And Molly, I'm taking bets this year on when you take the tree down, honey. I always laugh at you last year, not laughing at you, laughing with you, watching you go in. This woman is wonderful. I love her. Rode your bike 42 miles. That's fabulous. Well, you have, you're working, but you're by Michelle. Have a great day, have a great birthday, enjoy yourself, enjoy your dinner. I'm going to enjoy my dinner too. I'm going to enjoy my liquid dinner. Food doesn't float my boat. Look at it. I mean, how many people can sit here and hold this bag of candy and not even be deterred? Oh, I didn't notice there was butterfingers in there. I have Steve do that. Oh, so anyways, after Steve saw all the big houses with all the decorations, he was like, yeah, I guess we don't have that much left to do. And I'm like, nope. I was very proud of myself. I looked around, not very many people are decorated. Molly, I checked, double checked on you. I was pretty sure you still only had Amy. You didn't do a video just on your decorations. Did you? It's just incorporated in one of your other videos because I looked for yours. Who else did I look for? Maybe that was it. I was trying to remember. Don't remember. But your tree is so beautiful, Molly. It's all white and pretty. Amy's is so pretty. You need to do a video. What's going to be about? You haven't started, Mima. You know what? Hand to God, if Oliver wasn't here, feel lame. What do you feel lame about? If Oliver wasn't here, I can't honestly with a straight face say that I would have decorated. I worked at, did you say you had at Lowe's, right? I think you said I worked at Lowe's. We have good trees there. What, Amy, I need to know why you feel lame. Not about your house. Your house looks amazing. Boats to my heart to hear that. Uh-oh, what did I say? See, I'm in the opposite boat. I can't wait till there's a note. Oh, well, it might have been a little bit of a lie. I don't know because it's a hard time of year for me. I do get the seasonal blues, but then once I have it all out, I'm like, yeah, so in the years to come, if I'm like, okay, I'm not decorating, you have, you guys have full permission to be like, Nina, don't you remember how happy you get once you do it? And it looks like Santa Claus barfed in your kitchen. Don't you remember how happy that makes you? Just do it, lady. Just do it. I give you permission to tell me that. Man, Molly, that's the bummer since my best friend moved because she lived in my complex and we would go shopping together and we'd go decorate her house and decorate my house and we'd go back and forth and it was just a Christmas wonderland of love. And I, that's, thank you, Laura. That's very kind. I can't wait till we get our trees done. That's my favorite part. My favorite part. And then with my kids, you know, Amy, you're not alone. Just, I'm just, this is all I'm going to say, but Chelsea is not here right now. She's not in jail. She's okay, but she's not here. My son is in Washington. He's coming to California, but he doesn't plan swinging by to see his little mom while he's in California. So yeah, I have my stuff too and I'm just, I, I don't know, I just try to keep a a stiff upper lip with a nice little mustache. Oh, I know what I was going to say. I swear I have not, I've not been to brunch and I haven't had any mimosas. I just, when I go to the, to the market and I hear the Christmas music and everything, it just gets me jazzed. Are they not coming home at all? Amy? Are you going to see them? I don't even know. I'm sorry, you guys. Everybody has something different and it is hard. And then when you're, when you're married to a man who just, before Steve started dating me because he realized something was missing in life. And when I say something, I'm not talking about me personally, but things I can provide. He said in my cousin's house, in his bedroom, he had a TV. He had a thank you. He had a plaque on his wall with all those golf balls. He had his golf clubs. He had a blue Barklander and he had his bed that looked like it was straight out of an army barrack. I, I'm not kidding you. It had a sheet, a pillow, and a wool blanket. I'm not kidding you. Then I talked him into marrying me and that all changed. And sometimes he just sits here in his chair and looks around with his dog like, I'd really rather be back in my bedroom in my blue Barklander. Thank you, Susie. It's just, I love my kitchen like this. It's fun. Judith is decorating. No kids at home, so it's hard to get motivated. Exactly. It's, you know, we're always happy when we're done, but sometimes I feel like my upper lip is so stiff instead. Hard to keep my mouth shut when it comes to my kids. You're not alone there. The one thing we have to be careful about though is Oliver is upset that his mom's not around because she had promised him that she would be around, which we were all telling her, please don't make promises to him. Don't make any promises to him. We know you intend on keeping them, but we can't always keep our promises. And if you're not here for his birthday and Christmas, which he's not, so now that's just here, just this shovel war crap and throw it on Anita's pile and cleaning up mess after mess after my kids. I'm telling you. Yeah, it's so, so much fun, isn't it? Oh, I tried to call her. She can't talk to anybody for two weeks. I can't, I just can't think about it or else when, when are we not responsible anymore? Not that when they reach a certain age that we are responsible, right? So anyways, I'm going to go to Target. I need to get some little whites for this tree, this little tree in the window. Have you guys seen Jones pointed plate her decorations? Oh my gosh, I love all those trees she has in her house. So when Steve and I were watching it last night, I'm like looking at the screen and he's on my left. So I start looking around my house trying to take a place so I can put trees. And he's like, we don't have the room. And I'm like, they have skinny ones. They have skinny. He totally knew what I was doing. They're so pretty. They're so very pretty. Love Christmas trees when I'm decorating them always not. But wait till you guys see my ceramic trees. Thank you, Laura. It's I'm you know what? I'm doing the best I can and that's all I can do. Sometimes I feel like, but I don't know about your new house. I need to know about that later on. We are not working to take a break. You need to come on Instagram and feel me in. You know, I don't worry about my son, because I don't I mean I always worry about him, but he I don't lose sleep over him. I don't know I can't talk about this or else I'm going to I'm going to take off my hat, brush my hair, take all my ornaments down. That's too much. I don't know. I feel okay. So this is what I feel like. I feel like, don't you like I'm just pouring out my soul in the internet? Who cares? I'm grateful for the internet to have somebody to talk to. I mean, if anybody's going to judge me so be it, then I don't need them. Well, I'm happy me mom happy. But here's the thing is that I had a lot of trouble. I was a single mom with both my kids and I didn't do the greatest job. I did the best job I could. They got tons of love. They ate a lot of arco hot dogs because I didn't always have money for food and our hot dogs back then were like 25 cents. And I feel like I'm paying for that by having to do it again with Oliver, you know. But you know, my parents always had my son. So I don't know. It's he needs me and he's my pal. He's my buddy. And that's okay. No, anything about the new house. I'm just out of the loop. I need to know. Amy, is Asher, Judah, Dakota, are they coming home at all? Are you going to see them over at all? What is, what is a BV? Okay, honey. What's a BV? I can't wait to BV see the new house. Who do you think you are me? Every time I dictate on any of your guys' videos, it's like totally wrong. I shouldn't have asked. But although I'm so glad you typed it because I'm only, I'm the only one that's ever like, not even inappropriate, but just like steps outside the bounds. Sometimes it's like, I need somebody else to do it. I keep reading it and laughing. All right, well, I have my Olaywraps. I have my board's head. I'm all set, I believe. I can feel his, I'll make a video of, oh, hello, AM. You're such a bright spot in my day. I am at home, homeschool, 16 year daughters on the spectrum, right, right, right. Oh my goodness. You're so very welcome. Thank you for taking the time to say that because thank you so much because I feel like it's like, need to just make a regular video like everybody else, but sometimes I just can't. And I appreciate that. And oh my gosh, thank you so much. Happy holidays to you. It does get lonely. I, lonely is my middle word. It's my middle name, too. That's why I'm on these lives all the time. I should be facebooking my friend. I need to call her. But then when I call her and I see her face, I get all bummed out and I miss her and it's like, curses on you for moving. I have a couple hundred bucks in my well right now. I should just hop a plane and go surprise her. Her husband might not like that too much though. Well, I guess I will clean up. All I need to feed my dog. Kitty dog, are you wondering where your food is? Maybe I'll attempt to carry up all the trees from the garage by myself because my fingers are, my hands are pretty good, kind of pretty good right now. Except for this finger, this finger. I wonder if I could do it. Give it the old college try, but if I drop one I'll be so angry. So did we cover everything kids? Is there anything else we need to cover? Is there any subject that the class would like to address before we hang up? Oliver's going to be home for three weeks over the holidays. A bit of bad month to quit smoking, quit sniffing glue. Molly, they're the, you know, the old fashioned vintage trees that came, that everybody built in the 40s, 50s, 60s, and 70s in ceramics class with the little lights and everybody had them in their attics for gazillion years and then they came back into style. Well, it, we have, I've been, I collected, I, one year I got one and then I go through these phases and I had lump sum of money at the time and I bought all different kinds and they're beautiful. I mean, I got a 70s and a 40s and a 30s and, and then we have the houses that go with them that are from the 40s. They're really pretty, I really like them, but there are a lot of work to put together. Well, how would I know if there are a lot of work when Steve's the one that does all the work? That poor guy, he didn't know what he was getting into when he married me. Maybe I should get him a card, a card with some coupons, some coupons. Amy speaking of vaginal distress. I could share up his adversary for him. Lori hasn't fit her dog yet and it's 136. I know my poor little valve. Where is she? But I do have a corner I could put another tree in like Jones. You guys may need to see Jones pointed plate. Your bill bars just arrived. I can't eat bill bars, but I'm happy for you. What flavor did you get? Oh, wait, hold the line up. Shit. That's all good. Nobody got hurt in the reenactment of this video. Oh my gosh, my chipotle boar's head is like totally stinking up my refrigerator. Bye, Laura. Have a great day. Thank you. Go take care of them. Thanks for hanging out with us. I think I'll have one right now. It'd be kind of rude to eat on camera though, huh? I don't want to go to Target by myself. I don't want to build a snowman by myself, but I guess I just have to get a card. What else do I need to target the lights? Have you tried the aloha turkey at Molly? It's so good. I know I talked about it already, but it's totally stinking it up in here. I've never noticed that before. It's a girl to do. I told my meeting about the Clio bars today too, because since I had that other leader, this might come as a surprise to you guys. I have a really mean side to me when it comes to change. Assorted in the new mini almonds, something like straight from the fridge, but they're little, right? Aren't they like two points for like a little or one when the regular one's three points? I might be wrong. I don't know. All I know is so happy when I figured out that I couldn't eat them anymore. That sounds kind of strange, but it's really miserable with my hands. I mean super duper duperly duperly. That and tomatoes I can't have, and I missed the salsa from my chicken at the Mexican restaurants. But you know, I love almond. I can't eat it. Everybody's getting bill bars. You know, I have some down in my downstairs refrigerator in the garage. I wish there was somebody around here I could give them to. I don't like the flavor though. They're pina colada. Mm-hmm. I like the salted caramel. They're good. They're absolutely good. I like coconuts, my favorite. I hope so, Laurie. They're probably super duperly good. All right. I don't want to go, but I can't think of anything else to talk about. I had a 2.4 loss. They tried to sell us. Oh, this was kind of interesting. The leader was like, Ann, I got to show you this great cookbook. Blah, blah, blah, blah. This is the best cookbook in the world, and all these people were going to buy a cookbook. And this one lady goes and she grabs a cookbook and she shows everybody. This is the old smart points. If you're on purple or green, you're going to have to recalculate everything and everybody put their books back. I don't know why I think that's funny. They send me more if the drink things. If they drink things. Is that code? They send me more if the drink things. Built, send you more. I'll wait for you to fix that. All right, you guys. I'll let you, I'll let you loose in the world. Me and my hat are going to clean up this mess in here. Maybe try to bring up a few of those trees. Thank you, Judith. Thank you guys for hanging out with me. Amy, make your video. Molly, when you take a break, let me know. Built Boost. Built Boost. I don't know what Built Boost is. I can't go yet till I know what Built Boost is. I'm going to grab a water while you're typing that glory. What's a Built Boost? No, I know what Built Bars are, but what's Built Boost? What are you laughing at, Susie? I didn't know they made drinks. Did I know they made drinks? I don't think I did. Well, somebody has to tell me what they're, oh, they're flavor enhancers. Okay. Has anybody had them? Are they any good? Are they just flavor enhancers or do they put a pep in your step? That's why I get my zip fizz at Costco. So it puts a pep in your step. Has anybody here had zip fizz and Built Boost and can compare them for me and let me know? I can't. Well, Molly, do you have the Built Boost? I want to see the labels. I guess I could look them up on the line, but I can't. I'm afraid of Built Bars now just for me personally because of my hands. Hi, Sabrina, honey. Hi, hi, hi. I just my boost in the mail today, but it cut off what you said. Do you say I love them? Sabrina, I'm so happy to see you. Happy holidays, my old friend. Hey, if they're free, I'll take anything. Well, hi, kitty. I'm going to see you in just a minute. The drink, Sabrina. I'm so happy to see you, honey. I wish you'd come back, but I know you know that. No pressure. Okay, Lori. I'm wondering how they are compared to zip fizz. Zip fizz is vitamin B, isn't it, you guys? I should go and let's make a deal because I have everything in this drawer. Bloody hell. I don't have my glasses. So zip fizz is 20 calories. I can't read this thing thing. It's too small. I'll have to look it up online, but I've got zip fizzes. Does that get me in? Okay, this is the funniest thing in the world. The other night, I was cleaning off the top of the refrigerator so I could put stuff that's on my counter up there so Santa could barf some more in here. And everything that Steve has ever taken away from all of us sitting up there, there were three harmonicas, two of those clacker things, you know, where there's three things everything Steve's would take away from all of us on top of the refrigerator. Now they're in the junk drawer. Sabrina, are you doing Weight Watchers? Are you doing either any of the new programs? You know what, today's video, today's video. See, I keep coming up with things to talk about. Okay, that's what I thought. Because I just don't want to go and be alone for the rest of the day. Honestly, isn't that pathetic? Don't you guys feel sorry for me? Because if you don't, you should. So the today, today's meeting, we have a couple new girls who, like me, like to talk. But they don't know when to stop. And this is my channel. I'm sitting here. It's different. I'm different at my meetings. Shut up, Anita. Okay, so this one lady starts talking about this recipe that she makes with nutritional yeast, and tofu, and all these things that she sprinkles on top. Oh, I got a hair in my wedding ring. I'm sorry, Kitty, I'll be right there. And everybody started laughing. And I even heard a couple people grow and go, oh, I'd never eat that. And I'm thinking, you guys, that's not nice. But it was kind of funny. I didn't do anything. I just sat there straight faced, thinking about all the things I had to do. I wish I could work at Sprouts. I love the music in Sprouts. I go in there and I dance and I go around and I talk to everybody and it's just, but I think they've been watching me in the cameras too long because every time I apply, they turn me down. Here comes that lady. As she asks for an application, tell her we don't need anybody, even if we do have a huge sign in the front of the store that says, now hiring. I couldn't count out any money anyways. All right, Kitty, now come here, girl. Come on, Mama feed you. Come here. Are you cold? Oh, she's shivering. All right, guys. Have a great day. Thanks for hanging out with me. You're all the best. I sit in here and talk for almost an hour. I'm like, okay, need to just jump on, do a quick live, get your stuff done. And here I sit. Thank you guys so much for hanging out with me. For those of you who talk back with me, thank you so much. You're truly the best. Maybe I could get like a, what is this called, buffalo checkered? Maybe I could get a buffalo checkered negligee to go with this hat tonight for my anniversary. I'll see you guys later. Oh, I'm glad. Oh, Sabrina, honey, I miss you. Message me when you get a chance. Let's chat, okay? All right, love you guys. I'll see you later.