 Oh my goodness, oh my gracious, I have mascara all over my face. Is anybody around? I need to tell you guys something and I need to thank a couple of you guys. I have mascara on my face. It's Saturday. Hey, kitty, Clara. You guys are probably all out shopping and stuff, huh? Y'all shopping? I'm trying to get a good background here. I just want to pop in just for a second. Hi, Pamela. I want to thank you guys for something. And it's very important to me that I thank you. I got the camera on the wrong side. I'm looking on the wrong side. There's 10 of you guys. Hi, hi, hi. I have mascara on my face because I had some drizzling going on, which you guys know. Hi, Nancy. I'm going to talk really fast before Steve gets home because I haven't spoken to him yet. He's over at my cousin's house. Oh, Pam. I'm not going to cry. I'm not going to cry. I went and I saw my girl and she's alive and she's full of life and she's beautiful. I was afraid to see her. I was afraid she was going to be tore up. I was afraid that she was going to have teeth missing. I was afraid she wasn't going to be my beautiful girl because my girl is a beauty, you guys. Not just for my mother's love, but my girl's beautiful and she's smart and she's just had problems. And I haven't seen her in over three years. Hi, Lynn. And the place she's in is a wonderful, wonderful place. It's like Fort Knox getting in and getting out of there and seeing her and touching her. I cried all of my homes because I wouldn't cry when I talked to you guys. Thank you, Vicki. And we just touched each other, you know. And I told her, I said, I, Chelsea, I didn't think I was ever going to touch you again while you lived and breathed. I truly thought the next time I touched you was going to be holding your hand in a casket. I didn't think I would ever see you like this again. And she said, she didn't think she was going to make it to be like this again. She was in a violent relationship and the guy she was with threatened that if she left, he was going to kill her. And so that's why none of us have seen her. But she has been in and out of a couple of facilities before and that's why I didn't hold much hope. A truly amazing day, Jamie. December the 8th is, I told Chelsea when I left, I said, I took her face and I said, this is your rebirth, my girl. This is your, our rebirth. And we just looked at each other and cried. And she said some things to me that I never knew she felt that we're all good. And I told her, I just told her, I said, you know, I didn't think I would ever see you again. I kind of in my heart, you were gone. And all these wonderful people, I said, I can't take the time right now to explain to you, but there's at least a thousand people out there that have been praying for you, praying for you to come out on the other side, praying for us to come back together as a family, praying for you to come back for Oliver. And I want to thank you guys. I told her, I said, there's this group of people called Patty Whackers and she just kind of looked to cross-side funny, but she knows I'm her mother and she knows I do crazy things, not crazy. But I said, these people have been praying for us, honey. And all of those prayers have been answered right now. And it was just amazing. And I think, I think I'm still kind of like in shock. I think I'm still like when I'm in shock because I truly didn't think that I would ever hold her and touch my baby again. And I did. And I will now my next thing I have to do is go get her socks and underwear and bras and stuff because her clothes were a little tattered, putting it nicely. But I didn't care. She didn't care because you know what? She's alive and warm and full of life and her eyes were as clear as clear could be. Oh, her eyes were so clear. You know, you have to keep in mind the last few years I saw her before she was gone. I don't believe that's the name of it, Marilyn. I'm not sure though. You know, they were clouded with drugs and alcohol and depression and everything. And her eyes were as clear as they were the day I gave birth to her. And she's so beautiful. And I can't wait for you guys to meet her. Thank you for your prayers. Thank you so much for your prayers. Is this inappropriate for you too? Maybe for some people. Maybe some people will think so. But I'm not because I just want to thank you guys for your prayers. I can't wait to see you guys meet her. She's so funny. She's just so beautiful. And she's quirky. And she told me too that this really was a big thing for me that a lot of the things, values and things I told her and how she should carry herself and how she should speak and different things she said has gotten her through this. She said because a lot of people seeing her. Oh, thank you, Vicki. It made my day bright too. People would see her as a junkie and an addict and rat a tat tat living on the streets. But when she opened her mouth and she spoke, she said people would listen to her and know that she was in the grips of everything that was bad. The enemy had a hold of her and alcohol and the drugs. And she's out now. And for those of you who are familiar with recovery and addiction, I am fully aware that nothing is set in stone until the day we die. Relapses happen, things happen. Oh, but she looked good and she had meat on her bones and she just, oh, I got to touch her and I got to hold her and I got to touch my baby again. I got to touch her and hold her and I get to go back on Saturday. And the best part is this is all at Christmas time. What better Christmas could there be? There could not be any better Christmas. Nothing better than getting my daughter's life back. Kitty and Claire are looking at me like, what's up, Mama? What's going on? Why are you sitting there and trying not to drizzle? Thank you, Lord. Thank you, you guys. Thank you so much. And that's it. I just, I didn't want to record it and tell you guys and pop it up. I wanted to be on her live. And continued prayers are always welcome. Pamela, thank you. You know, it's just, I don't know what to say. I think I'm still a little bit in shock. I got to meet her counselor. I think I said that already. She's a lovely, lovely lady. Here we go. I'm not going to get that call and I'm not going to get that knock on the door. Yeah, Vicki, we're going to wait and see and talk to doctors and see how we go about doing that and how we explain to him where his mother was and handle it, you know, all the right way. And Mary Casey has been in touch with her most of this time, which explains a lot of why he hasn't had a girlfriend because he's hanging on to his old one. But she looks gay. Who looks gay? Do I look gay? Christian Hannah, I don't know you. Do I look gay? I am because I'm the happiest camper in the world right now. I guess I don't have a moderator here, do I? He doesn't. We haven't talked about it. It's okay. It's okay. There's nothing anybody could say right now that would have upset me, trust me. I'm talking on discord. I'm talking on discord. LOL. You're dictating? Are you dictating? I don't know. I love the kind of drizzle. Definitely a good drizzle. Hi Sally, darling. Tis the season to have a good drizzle, right? Thank you, Vicki. I don't know. I think it might have just been a mistake, but I don't know. Nobody can upset me right now because I held my girl's face and I kissed it and I kissed it and I kissed it and oh, I kissed it over and over and over. Sally, it couldn't have gone better. It couldn't have gone better. I've been on for nine minutes now. I'm going to have to hang up in a minute because thank you, Melissa. Thank you. Steve and I are going to do a cook with me today. We're going to do a double cook with me and we're going to make it festive and put on some festive music and enjoy life and thank God and make it, you know, it's just... I still can't believe it. I called her best friend on the drive home and I called my mom on the drive home and I said, we got Colin in underwear, bras, clothes, all those things that she needs. So thank you, you guys. I'm just going to go now because I'm not talking about anything. I just wanted to tell you guys first how it went because you all have been asking and I've gotten messages wishing me well and praying for me a true Christmas miracle, Nancy. It's a Christmas miracle. My name is Melanie. Oh, hi, Melanie, southern mama. Thank you for telling me. I like to try to remember everybody's names. It's a Christmas miracle and I don't think I've ever had a Christmas miracle before. I love you so much too, Shayna Banani. Shayna banana. Okay, well, I guess I'm going to go and Steve will be home soon. Shayna banana. Shayna banana. I'm afraid to let go of all the joy and all the all the emotion that's inside of me right now. I'm afraid if I don't sit here and encapsulate it and just hold on to it, it's going to seep away. When we all know it's not going to. I'm so glad you watched Rebecca. I have so much fun doing these silly videos. Yeah, and that's right, Lynn, because it happens to any drug addiction, alcoholism, all that stuff does not discriminate. It does not discriminate against anybody. It's the finest people and it hits the worst people. So, okay, I'm going to go. I'm going to let you guys go again. Thank you for your prayers. Thanks for checking in. Thank you for all the messages of love and everything that you guys have sent me. I I can't thank you enough. Now I'm going to go celebrate with my honey. You guys are just the bestest. The bestest. Well, it is the best Christmas present, but just between you and me and the dogs. All right. All right, kids, I'm going to peace out and I'm going to clean up my act, pack my bags, and I think we're going to go to Disneyland, the best night, and I'm going to celebrate. I love you guys so much. You're just such wonderful, wonderful people. I'll see you later.