 Bro I'm so tired man it's not even funny trying to take care of four dogs my girlfriend on top of trying to make videos every single day for you guys is beyond stressful but honestly I wouldn't change any of that for the world the joy I get out of making videos for you guys is beyond me I love my girlfriend to death I will always take care no matter what so don't take any of this as complaining and I love all my dogs even though three of them aren't mine I love all of them so none of this is complaining I just want you guys to understand how tired I really am but what's going on if in the family if you guys are new to the channel make sure you guys hit that subscribe button turn on your post notification about leave a positive comment down below for a chance to get a post notification shout out at the end of today's video as you guys can see I am driving right now we are on the way to shop right I just left my mom so I had to take care of the dogs over there but we're on our way to shop right right now your boy has to go pick up some groceries and stuff because there's really nothing in the house and for some reason Janice has been really really craving Jello I think they gave her they did give her Jello they gave her Jello at the hospital all of a sudden it's like her favorite snack so we got to go pick some Jello up along with some other household items and snacks so I'll see you guys when I get to shop right so Janice actually made me a list of all the stuff I got to get and I already got one of them which is bananas so I'm just gonna hit this whole list and I'll show you guys as I'm doing it finally made it back out that was freaking horrible I never want to do that ever again in my life I'm sure you guys can tell who does the food shopping in the relationship I should have grabbed the cart instead I grabbed the basket so I was just hauling that everywhere it got really heavy then on top of that I don't do food shopping so I didn't know where anything was so I'm going back and forth back and forth when I could have grabbed like multiple items in like one aisle babe if you're watching this I'm sorry if I take your food shopping skills for granted I won't ever do that ever again that was absolutely horrible and I wouldn't want my worst enemy to do that but we're on the way back home now finally so Janice has not seen her body meaning her incisions at Austin surgery I have because I had to like wipe her down keep her clean and stuff like that but she's actually able to take a bath or take a shower I should say she's actually able to take a shower today so she's going to be seeing her incisions for the first time so I really wanted to get that on camera so I made her promise me since when she got out of surgery that she is not to be looking at her incisions because I want to catch her reaction on camera now she thought she was supposed to be getting a c-section scar or c-section incision that is not what happened but I'll let you guys see exactly what she had done when we get to that point so if you guys are ready to see her reaction make sure you guys smash that thumbs up button all right comment down below sign positive because Janice is not happy about having scars but I told her over time the scars will probably not be visible but you know trying to convince a girl about something like that isn't too easy but I completely understand where she's coming from but either way let's see how she reacts when we get to that point all right guys so I just got back from shop right babe are you ready to finally see your body your incisions for the first time so you can take a shower okay you ready all right let's get you up all right squeeze me squeeze me thank you how do you feel tired how tired like more tired than yesterday a little bit oh I really don't want to talk about I'm kind of traumatized why because there's a reason why I don't do the food shopping in a relationship let me hold you back up first all right ready one two three bring this leg up there you go looks like you get stronger by the day you're right okay your balance you don't need me to hold you okay so I already told them that I seen your incisions because I'm the one who has to wipe you down and all that but I made you promise that you can't be looking at your incisions and you kept that promise right okay so you haven't seen your incisions at all okay all right so what I want to have you do is I'm gonna adjust the camera too so they can see the mirror and all that I basically just want you to lift up your shirt you know just so to see your stomach and you will be able to see your incisions for the first time I think that you're gonna take it pretty well I don't think that it's gonna be as bad as you thought it was I hope I worded that right but you ready okay so wait before let me adjust the camera actually you know what let me grab it off the tripod I'm gonna open these blinds too so the lighting is good you ready to see your incisions go ahead I think because you're nervous and I know you're nervous I think you're gonna take it rather well it's not as bad as you thought it was gonna be I promise I will bring your pants up a little bit that's what I told you you thought that you were gonna have a C-section scar right where I was gonna go across your whole stomach yeah I mean I kind of felt that it wasn't there because I can feel this but I can't feel the top I didn't know that it was going to be this high yeah so what I've seen from when I was wiping you down is that you have five incisions you have one two one in your belly button and then you have two more on the other side but I think that's better than having a whole line across your stomach that's just my opinion I think you'll be good because you can't even see the scar from your rhinoplasty anymore that scar is like not even visible so I feel like if you use the same cream you should be fine well you're a little swollen well yeah I'm swollen but like like I always had like such a big bulge here that was all your bloating but he said that was because of the cyst when he came down and talked to me he told me that you were so bloated because of how big your cysts were and basically everything else in there was swollen yeah jerks how do you feel now how do you feel now how do you feel overall though about like the incisions the surgery how everything went yeah yeah okay we got you comfortable right you're comfortable okay cool so go ahead tell them how you feel about the incisions how do you feel about your body the surgery the whole nine I felt like you know everything happens for a reason right and I was so worried about my image for a little while it was just like to the point where it was consuming me because it was just frustrating that like so many people were calling me fat and you know my whole life I always took what everybody said about me to the heart and whenever anybody will comment on like my appearance it would stick with me for a long long time and now I just feel like this sense of freedom because I try so hard to be perfect and I'm not and nobody is perfect and I feel like this experience alone just made me appreciate the body that I was born in and like not cared to change it you know for like appearance wise but like it helped me realize that like I have scars now like it's gonna be visible to everybody and that to me back then was like a big deal I never wanted to have any marks any scars any imperfections especially on the area that was so into care about which is my stomach and I just feel so free if I'm being honest like I don't care what anybody has to say about me anymore I don't care about people's opinions like I'm just I finally feel like okay like happy in my own skin that's what I'm talking about and if I didn't go through this experience I don't think I would feel that way so good little emotional well you took the surgery like a champ all right I'm very proud of you for doing that I already told you that millions of times but um I'm happy that you're finally happy now so whenever you're finally healed and all that we can get back to a regular daily life I guess you know I know you're like addicted to the gym and it probably kills you that you can't go to the gym right now but it's for a good reason girl I'm going to get you to run a mile in like three minutes okay no but overall seriously I'm happy that you're happy now I'm happy that you're happy in the body that you're in and you realize that you're not perfect nobody is and you shouldn't be struggling to try to perfect this image that other people want you to have you're trying to fulfill other people's image of you when honestly you should just look within and be happy with what you have overall how would you rate this whole experience from beginning to end right now it's technically I I don't want to say the end because you're still recovering but we're damn near there babe we're right at the finish line yeah but I mean like all that's left now is just to recover and your doctor you want to tell them the news that your doctor called you about this morning or should we save that for another video I still have another video you want to do another video okay we're gonna drag this out but um anything else you want to tell them just be happy with be grateful for the body that you have amen all right guys so that's pretty much gonna wrap it up for today's video the biggest challenge of today was going to shop right I'm never doing that again oh my god only honestly if it's needed like in circumstances like this will I do it if you willing just be like baby oh can you go to shop right and you're like completely healed and all that I'm gonna tell you hell no I'll pay you to go and do it oh my gosh that's why we have to order I can't do shop right bro I what I'm not even gonna explain it all I did get you a bunch of jello I got you a shit ton of jello I got you so much jello that it'll last you until like next year type thing now that's that's dramatic but I got you a lot of jello yeah guys jello's kind of the only thing that's well you got a lot and they saw it I took a bunch of boxes of it all right for the fam we're gonna close it out right there today's post notification shout out goes out to Nas Pierce thank you so much for your love and support if you guys want to post a notification shout out all you guys got to do is thank comment share and subscribe and turn your post notification bells on so you know when everyone post a video that is right guys with all that being said I'm probably gonna go edit this video right now and we're probably gonna watch some halloween movies and show