 I got that perfectionist spirit, got that bully in my brain, and I do be at my neck every time I be in the hotel room just going over the whole show, you know what I'm saying? It's like having a toxic coach, you know what I'm saying? It's always in your head and it's like, but it's me, you know? So I had to get to the point where it's like, bro, you gotta stop doing that, man. Because it, it robbed me, it like, it hijacked my ability to appreciate what I accomplished despite that, you know? And I started getting really frustrated about a lot of things and I had to realize, well, the reason why you're frustrated is because you feel like you're not really accomplished, you know? You feel like you're not really getting, you know, good work done, you don't feel like people, you know, really see you for, you know, what you, what you, you know, are getting done. And it's like, because you're not getting the feet, the specific feedback and really is because you're not getting the specific feedback from specific people.