 I just realized I forgot to film the beginning of this. Hi, beautiful internet friends. Let's dive into rage walking. Yup, that was the wrong way. All right, there we go. I am so angry, and I am also washed out. Why am I mad, you ask? There's some great social issue I am raging against? No, I am mad for no damn reason. I've been filled with rage all morning, like to the point where I can't focus on anything, where I just wanna punch holes in walls, I just, I'm losing my mind over here. So, I've been like spinning my wheels, trying to calm the heck down, nothing is working. So, I thought I would do what people suggest to do, and get some sunlight and fresh air. I haven't taken a walk, just to take a walk. You know, in like a year and a half. So, let's see if nature is actually healing. I'm gonna go take a walk. The problem is, my knee is really hurting from using the eye walk so much. Nothing wrong with the eye walk, it's freaking amazing. Been using it for hours every day, and my knee already had an issue. I had to have knee surgery a long time ago, and so, it's just exacerbating a small problem. So, it hurt, but I am going to go for a walk anyways, because if I stay home any longer, I'm probably gonna literally punch a hole in a wall. And, you know, it costs money to fix drywall. So, let's save some money and go for a walk. And maybe also take some Advil for my knee. Have you ever been angry where like phone calls make you wanna not actually commit murder, but kinda? Like, my phone has been ringing all morning. Gotta find some shoes, or a shoe. Maybe I should clean my garage to make the situation easier. Like, my phone has been ringing all morning that just interrupts normal stuff. Guess what, phone's rang. That's okay, but when my phone is rung, I have like, screamed curse words into my empty house. There's no reason to do that. There's no reason to react that way. It's just where I am right now. So, here's to hoping some sunshine will do the trick. The funny thing is, I'm not an angry person. Like, I don't get mad, like ever. Maybe that's why I'm mad today. Let's do this. Actually, it does feel good. It's funny, I used to take my dogs walking all the time around my neighborhood, and I stopped doing that a while ago, because of obvious reasons, but I had stopped a while before that because it just hurt too much. I thought it'd be weird walking around the same neighborhood again. Like, that I would get sad because it wasn't the same or anything like that, but even though I know it's a long way away, it gives me hope to be outside and be walking on the same sidewalks I will in the future. I know that probably something's really small. In fact, I can just get back to the place where I am walking my dogs, where I can wake up at six and take my crazy puppies out with me and just get some fresh air with my own two feet. That would bring me a lot of joy. It's all I'm looking for. Everything else is kind of just icing on top, so it's nice to actually feel the stun on my skin and actually do something different. Give you some 10 minutes. The sad part is, is I am like sweating and in need of water from literally 10 or 15 minutes outside walking around, but that's like who I am. I know I've said this in another video, but I really can't wait to introduce to you like active Joe, because when I have the ability to, I do all kinds of things. I'm always out doing stuff. I'm always out hiking or hiking or walking or biking or going to Jiu Jitsu or going on some kind of little adventure or whatever that's like in my blood, and so so many months and more than just months of not being able to do much and not being able to do things I want to do in the way I want to do them has been really challenging. And even though like going for a walk isn't in the way that I wanted to go for a walk, it was still good to go for a walk. I'd go for a walk like 18 times there or three, whatever. I feel less angry. I feel like I was able to walk some of that out, kind of power walk to the first few minutes of it. Physical movement has always been a way for me to like get out of my head and deal with a lot of emotions. And I think I need to start utilizing that a little bit more. I'm a roller coaster of emotions right now. And sometimes I feel like my entire life is on hold and like I can't do anything, but that is not true. There are still things I can accomplish. There are still things I can move forward on in life. And so I'm gonna try to do that. So I'm gonna drink some water and continue with my day. Thanks for going for a walk with me guys. It was great to get outside. If you have the ability to even just open up a window or sit outside for a few minutes today, maybe give it a shot. It definitely helped me. It's not a cure-all. I'm not one of those people who is like, if you're sad, go outside. It'll fix everything. That's crap. It's really cool to get outside by myself to go for a walk for the first time without a leg. I also thought I'd feel weird, like self-conscious around neighbors, but no neighbors were out. So yay. Thank you guys. Thank you to all my patrons as always. I really appreciate you guys. I love you all. Thing interview soon in the next video. Bye guys.