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Thank you for holding it down. Good to see everyone Facebook family. Good to see you as well, too Sister Tiffany welcome over here on Facebook family Bobby brother Bobby. What's going on, bro? What's happening, man? Raymond Dale to make a ward Richard Merrick when good to see you all hit that like button over there on the Facebook side let people know where y'all at and share it also on your on your page Quite a few people over in the YouTube family But let's just go through a few Brother David good to see you my brother. Of course the missus is always here and in president accounted for Let's see who was brother Daniel. Good to see you man. Good to see you. Good to see you. Good to see you Let's see XX 20 is back. What's going on brother good to see you man, but the Freddy. What's happening, bro? Yeah, listen pray for pray for the missus man pray for this kind only comes out by fastening in prayer. Oh Man, but yeah, let's see who else who else we have here Just going through the list real quick. Let's go into the list Okay, you see brother Rudy Okay, see Rudy here Let's see who else going through this is sister Hilary. Good to see you ma'am And sister Leah good to see you She says hello from Tulsa. Good to see Nala on the show. Yes. She's trying to become a regular y'all She needed to get her own channel She needs to get her own channel. That's what I think Uh, let's see. What's going on brother Raymond. It's bobby. Good to see you There there's there's your auntie right there. You hopefully she sees her in the green room Sister michelle Yes, she is uh, I think brother David I mentioned maybe uh testament Yeah, bobby dean was guy was good, bro. What's good was good was good I know, huh? You said the youtube lives are always better than facebook. Yeah Yeah, y'all need to come on over man. Y'all need to go ahead and transition over To the uh, to the utd's youtube streets Brother steve. We're good to see you man. All right. So again just wanted to um Just wanted to acknowledge a few people and um, thank you all for joining again Let's hit the like button we have so far 45 here right right now watching 19 likes let's get the likes up if you don't mind We really appreciate it gets the algorithm going and helps us to be More recognized and and help us to get the content out as well too Uh, we got three thumbs down people don't even like the video. We haven't even said anything yet Ain't that something It's probably because of me I think that's what it is. It doesn't matter what I say. I can say jesus saves jesus saves and jesus loves you I probably will stick it a thumbs down, but it's all good though. It is all to the good so Uh, let me just do one more thing make sure that people know that we are here I just want to get this together here. All right, so I think we should be good to go. All right. So anyway Um, thank you for those of you who are joining. Um, as you see on the thumbnail I have uh another special guest very very very Special guest She's waiting in the green room as you saw the thumbnail. We're going to have a good conversation Good conversation. It is unscripted Um, I don't know what the answer is going to be I pray that the answers would be something that I would like but we'll find out We'll find out we'll we'll we'll see if she's going to uh If she's going to represent well, I mean she she wanted to be here. I didn't force her I did not force my child to be here. She is here of her own free will She's here. No one put a gun to her head. Nobody threatened to take her new car And hold it ransom until she finishes the live or nothing So, uh, what I don't need further do want to bring in, uh, my wife's twin Y'all know her as snoopy nose. Y'all know her as the one who was famous for Saving that video from the uh, what was that the four black guys? I think it was a four or I think it was a four black guys or maybe it was a five. I don't know But anyway, she was the one that saved the day And so she's known She's known here in the association media streets for uh, For holding it down for us. And so she's one of uh one of our six children Love her to death Appreciate her Thank god for her as well as our other children as well too and all of our children I have have their own their own lanes and their own way of Of communicating and this one here you about to find out in just a moment But why any further do I introduce to some and reprimarize to others Miss Nala Korea Woods aka snoopy nose. There she is right there I'm gonna give you a little applause hold on There she is. All right, how you doing ma'am? Good Good. All right. Good to see you. Good to see you. Good to see you. I just saw you just for dinner a minute ago But everybody's here people are greeting you in the uh in the in the chat not sure if you can see it on your end But um, so we're gonna have a good conversation. Uh, yes Okay, we'll find out. All right then no problem All right, here we go y'all here we go. So We're gonna we're gonna get it started right quick and uh, so let people know Who you are? Of course, they know your last name and but but tell the audience there's some people who may not know About you. So tell the uh the viewers and your and hopefully your friends are watching Did you tell your friends you about to be famous? See if you was on if I bet you was at it Anyway, what's that harlow boy name? Anyway, we'll we'll talk about that later. We're gonna talk about that later y'all we we're gonna never get in about that one In a minute, but I told them I told I shared it on my story both of them Okay And then I said I shared it's like four other of my friends. So all right Well, let the let the audience let the people know the viewers know uh a little bit about yourself and uh And we'll get this conversation going go ahead Like what? She does that else if she does that as well too y'all very annoying when she does that like what I mean That's her little trademark. Her and her mother do that a lot. But anyway take two Action go ahead I mean, I'm y'all's daughter I'm 19 I'm single. I'm single um upon review I have a job um I have Try to count all my siblings. I have five siblings. Um That's it. I go to school. I'm I'm going to Lone Star right now first year They're not that bad, but yeah That's it. All right. So uh, yeah, so mr. Uh, mr. Danny. He said remember no boys Exactly we told her that too stay focused No boys. I want a man. That's that's it. But you don't need a man right now. We'll talk about that later We'll talk about that later. You don't need a man right now You don't need a man. Nope. Nope not yet And that's and that's one of the questions I'm going to ask her as well too. Oh, bro You already know I got I'm look pistol grip and all that bro pistol grip and all they know what's up So, uh liberated truths want to know what are you studying? What are you studying? Um, I'm studying nursing right now, but right now I'm doing my basics So after my two years are done at Lone Star, then I will transfer to whatever College I desire and then Yeah, all right. All right. So, um, so let's let's let's start a little bit. Let's get a little bit of uh, some basic You know Questions and things matter of fact. Okay. And yeah, yeah, y'all keep the y'all keep the questions Coming as well too. So uh, he asked what are your hobbies? Besides being nosy I told her she needs to listen. I told her she needs to be she needs to be a private investigator y'all This girl loves being people's business. I mean She'll she'll find stuff that we don't even know anything about but anyway I told her that she's she didn't want to she didn't want to get that money But hopefully she'll change your mind. That'd be another hustle for but anyway. Yeah, what are your hobbies? online shopping If I'm not at work, I'm at school I don't really do Like much I'll read, you know every once in a while something I want to read, of course And I'll be on my phone a lot Um, you want to talk of course? Uh, let's see Um, I'll hang out with my friends if I'm free If I'm not free Then I'm at work All right. All right. So, um, let's let people know a little bit about um, you know You're a christian You save Okay Let's tell that to tell the audience tell the people how you became a christian ma'am Myra forced it on me So myra was the one that scared the hell out of you well I remember we were and we were at the old house. I was seven years old. So by the way, I've been saved for let me do the math Was that 12 years 12 almost 13? Yeah um I remember we were sitting at the house food house and myra was like, okay. It's time to get Nila saved I was like, wait, what and then you were saying how It's not about us forcing on nila. She has to wear one it for herself and then um What else was it? I remember you were asking me like all these questions. You're like, what do you know so far? Like what do you believe? Um, that do you believe that you used to out across your sins? Um, have you repented all that and of course like in my seven year old mind I was just like, of course. Yes. Because at the time I was already like crying because I was like, okay this is serious and then I remember like you were holding me and you were like rocking me And we were praying over each other and stuff and then that's what happened. Wow. Wow Okay, so, um Let me let me do y'all remember this this is off topic But it's kind of uh, since we talked about, you know, how you became a christian You remember remember what happened when when when kaley bear we call it kaley bear by the name is katelyn Uh, how's she how she got saved you remember that? I think it was on resurrection sunday. I think we were like watching Something in the game room. Was it was it 2020? We had to lock down what it was doing. Kobe wasn't it? We was upstairs. I know that We're still watching church online. So yeah, I was doing And I remember we were watching you played a video or something about like what resurrection sunday like means Yeah, and I remember we were asking can like do you want to be a christian? And like we were like asking the same question like do you know what it means? And she like of course and she was just when she was praying I could hear like the sincerity in her heart like she was like she knew that She was in sin and like how would you use down the cross for her and how she wanted to be His child and then we were all crying with her. So yeah, man I'm kind of getting teary-eyed now because I remember one of the words that she said I mean we we was snotting and everything too boy It was uh, I remember it was something because of course always upstairs in our room Your mother sits on the right She was sitting in the middle and I was sitting on my side on the on the left and then you and my I would be on the other side of the room and not and Madeline would be across from you from you guys So we were kind of like being in a U shape But anyways, I remember uh when she had prayed because this is what we didn't do We didn't tell her to repeat after me and this teaches on you know It's this best and sincerity once hard of course, but we um We just told her to talk to the Lord herself and um And what she said was you know, of course, she said, you know, Lord, you know, I know I'm a sinner and And and I know that your son Jesus dollar across my sins and And and Lord, I want to be saved and if and if you and she and I think she said either If you wouldn't mind or if you wouldn't mind giving me showing me I mean, I just broke when she said that man I said, oh lord, I mean I was gone I mean it man it was it was like the whole the whole family was just crying man. So But yeah, so it was uh, it was a wonderful It was a wonderful experience and so But yeah, so let me let me ask you this so You have four sisters. I mean, well three sisters four of you are The personalities, how do you how do you all work with each other? You know in your personality up matter of fact, do you think y'all's personalities are different? What what is it about, you know, uh, the woods sisters that makes y'all unique and and somewhat, uh, kooky Myra Myra is crazy like I say she's crazy is like She's tough, but it's also She's tough, but she also knows one to be like soft, which is rare and you'll hear it's rare If you'll ever catch her crying or upset and that's something really bad happen Um But she's my big sister. So like I know she's always gonna be down for me and stuff Malin She's clumsy She will it's like even if you're like in a bad mood or she'll know that she like pisses me off or whatever she'll say Like or say some or make like a facial expression or whatever and she'll just make me smile Even I don't want to admit that's her. That's what she does. Didn't she didn't she do a video in your room? Or someone you did and she's weird. Do you have it? Yes, I have it. Can you can you show No Okay, so She was weird and like kailyn um Kailyn's a mix. So like she's mad. She's malin and myra like combined, but she's um What is it? She's more so like Mom though when it comes to the gentle side um kailyn she does not Do not mistake her for being someone she can be like messed around with she is not the one to play with at all um I'm saying this from experience because she bit me one time and she was old enough to know what she did But oh, wow I didn't know about that. What I did to her by remember. I told her I think I told on her something like when because she was supposed to be drinking something I told mom and next thing I know she comes to my room and she just like bites me and I'm like Okay Right you hearted that she's like just nothing out knowing you No, she bit me She bit me. Well, how long ago was this because I don't remember that she would have got a woman She was I don't remember. I think she did but I think it's the time that she bit malin because she's she was a biter But oh my god, okay Yeah, well y'all you also say that she has dark humor. What what what what do y'all mean by that? I remember one time me and malin we made her upset and She said it like in a spooky voice She was like and I hope your sleep demon comes and paralyzes you I'm like Okay, yeah And then she says something I think I think y'all said something about this last year Can I still remember it but I was I was I wasn't here I think one of y'all was asking about somebody she said Somebody asked her who ate something that belonged one of y'all Or something in effect and she said I think she said I did or something like that And then you know, I forgot how it went But she said she admitted that she ate it and she said if you want it back It it'll be it'll be Give her about 20 minutes or something I think man y'all And then I think she said one about a green card I don't know if I want to repeat you even repeat that. What did she say about the green card? I mean her her humor is like it's it's unexpected And it's just like man, okay I just shake my head some time because it doesn't come out of nowhere I mean just out of nowhere. So but everybody has different personalities and that and that's and that's the thing that you know I don't think there's ever a day that Somebody's not laughing unless there's you know a tragedy or death or something sad something like that, but um How would you how would you rate your home as far as you know, uh peace and Safety or tranquility. I mean is it a place that you that you you know Enjoy looking forward coming home too because of course there are people your age that don't have that So, I mean when you when you think about that or have you thought about that, you know, when you're driving, you know In your new car talk about it in a minute What what what things come to your mind? I mean when you're when you're heading home from from work or coming from, you know Uh from an event or You know hanging with friends or something like that. What goes to your mind when you're when you're heading home What do you think about as far as home? What is home to you? My bed Yeah, the one behind you, right? Yeah, yeah At the time I when I thought of home. I thought of apollos um and then seeing Malin and kaylan because like they would always like greet me or whatever After I came home, especially if it was like late Um, and then like you and mom, of course, um, if y'all weren't like sleeping or whatever I would just like tiptoeing y'all's room to see what y'all were doing So it's a little you you would knock right? I think so you think so I remember like sometimes I would knock and I have like this rule But y'all don't like it when I do this if someone just went in your room and they'll close the door It was like five ten seconds. I'll open the door right back. I'm not gonna knock in five seconds because you're not doing anything Wow Okay, y'all hear that, right? This is somebody Yes, I know careful without knocking. Yeah. Yeah, so but um, okay, so Home, um, you know Peace and things of that nature um What is it like being a preacher's kid? I know y'all don't really care for but just for the record. What is it like? I mean, what's what's y'all's experience? you know What are some of the burdens and the and the weights and responsibilities that that goes with that Are adults on this channel? Yeah Okay Yeah the number one Um stereotype that I always get Is that preachers daughters are the worst ones or they're the freakiest ones and I'm like, what are y'all talking about? Because like they'll say it to me at work and I'm like no, I'm not like that and so because they'll be surprised by Because like they'll talk about like relationships or dating or whatever and they're like you never dating when I'm like, nope they're like For real. I'm like, yeah, and they're like, so what are you supposed to be doing like when you get married and stuff? I'm like wait They're like, no, that's not gonna happen. I'm like it is and then when I find that on preachers kids, they're like Oh Yeah, y'all gonna be like the worst ones. I'm like, no, we're not we're not all like that. So I was raised right so um, it wasn't like not bad Like how it was When we were like younger, I didn't really pay much attention to it. Um, I just knew that there was a certain What is the word a certain way we're supposed to like carry ourselves expectation Yeah, there was like expectation Now it's like me and myra older particularly me and myra. Um, I always gotta be careful About what we post what we like How we dress Stuff like that, you know, that was always in back on my mind before but it's like now it's um What is the word it's worse than m daddy, what is it modesty? No, it's now like it's magnified. Oh, okay. Okay. Hi as the older we get so it's like, um It's more of a Not a struggle I would say but it's more so I have to keep that in my mind of like who I represent And that there are always people watching me and yeah Yeah, and most importantly god is watching, you know, so yeah Um What about let's talk about your last time you came on, you know, we didn't have good connection But the last time you came on, uh, we were trying to discuss and talk about your experience, uh, with chick filet You know, how how has that been since you? Decided to quit you were not fired You decided to resign. Um, but now you are you work for Best Buy Yeah So which one is best which one do best? Which one do you like the most? I mean, um, you know, I Both were experiences for you, of course, but you know, um, what are some things that you that you liked about both About both, you know job experiences and and which one do you like now and why? um when it comes to Friendships or whatever Um, chick filet has that one beat more so because I still have friends That I got out of the job that I had Um, and still talk to to this day Um, and they were my age. Well, some of them were um at the time they were my age Um Best Buy it's more so like an adult setting so I can look the part and be the part at the same time so Because when people especially like customers will ask me like how old are you and they'll they'll be shocked when they find out Oh, you're 19. You don't look 19 I'm like if I was in a chick filet, you know from y'all would never have said that because it's like I think it's like the The um the dynamic and like the way your job is presented that makes it seem like okay. This is for kids This is for this is for adults But if I really had to choose I would say Best Buy is the best job I have had So far Yeah Um, and so you basically so you had that how long you've been working at Best Buy? Um Since like two weeks ago. I think I hit five months. Wow five months. Okay. Um, and basically the the uh Yeah perks things like that You enjoy the perks You got your new business card too, didn't you? Yeah, I that came in the mail. Uh, yes Yesterday. Okay. Good. Good. All right. So You now, um, you had your first vehicle, uh, that was a Nissan Centra. Correct? Was that a Centra? Yes, yeah Nissan Centra and, um You had per you matter of fact you purchased that with your own money, didn't you? Mm-hmm worked hard for saved up for an entire year and some in some in some uh weeks Uh, you had a goal you had a goal Um, and I guess how did it feel? Um getting Being able to buy, you know, uh, your your first vehicle. I mean to save up for it. Is it is it different? Uh being able to to buy a vehicle that you know that you worked hard for versus someone just giving it to you as a gift Yeah, but like the first two it was it was different because like the first one It was good But it was also like a bittersweet because at the time I wasn't like I was happy that I was getting my car at the same time. I was kind of like sad Because that's when the whole school thing had happened. So I was kind of like how am I supposed to be happy about this? And this part of my life is like a mess. Um And it was also because it was good for me because yeah mom was the co-signer So that since it was I kind of felt like Yeah, I did it by myself But it was also like she had to be there just to like help me because I might have to get my first car and I didn't have credit and stuff like that. Um Second time I got my new car. I did that one on my own like my name's on the papers like I signed everything So it's like my name's the only one that's on that paper. So that means I'm now in charge of it So that one's a little bit different because One it's a brand new it's not like pre-owned And I know I've been the only one that drove it so And how and how does that feel? You know just being able to go into a dealership I mean you you and like I said, we're not we're not gonna go through the figures because there ain't nobody's business But but but nonetheless you saved up quite a quite a piece of change Um, and that's one of the things I would just publicly say I'm proud of you For is because you you made it you made you had a goal You met that goal And you're still you're still crushing and still meeting goals and exceeding it by God's grace and so Um, you know the first time you got the car, you know, I mean you you were happy about the car that you had But but you were just having issues with so tell tell the audience a little bit What were the issues that you had with the car that made them basically Take it back and give you your money back Okay Thank you. Ms. Natasha. Um What was it? So I sent that car back four times four times Now I went to car max Mom was the one who picked out the car I was well this time I was because I said I'm tired of looking for one Obviously because you're she was always finding something out of the cars that I picked something was wrong with it And I'm like, okay So mom I said mom go ahead and pick the car and just show me a picture of it and you test drive it whatever so I'm at work at the time. I'm at work at Chick-fil-A and um She sends me a picture of the car. I'm like, okay. It's not ugly. I said you test drive it. She's like, yeah I was like, okay. How was it? She said it was nice. I said, okay Take me pick take pictures of it. I want to see the inside and I was like, what year is it? She said 2016 I was like Okay Because I said we gotta be used car. I said I want it between 2018 to now my time is 2022 I said, okay And I was okay, you know at 2016 it had low miles on it But it was also like low miles. It's 2016 car something has to be wrong with it. She said she test drove it It was fine. I was like, okay, perfect. So she said the following week we go pick the car up I picked the car up. I drove it home. It was fine. You didn't have any problem with it um Me and Myra took it on 99 And she drove it and I heard an noise on the side of the window and I was like, what is that? I was like, I don't know. Maybe it's just like the wind or something and I kept hearing it And I was like, what is that noise? And it's like this loud whistle and it would not shut up and I was like, oh my gosh And so I told mom and I told you because I was like, okay, I'm not crazy. Me and Myra heard it Alan Kallen heard it. Y'all are gonna hear this noise And that wasn't even the only thing that was wrong with it at the time That was the remaining problem But like when we first got the car the front panel kept popping out. I keep pushing it back in that's the first thing second thing was The air conditioning was off third was the window Nor the side of the window. I don't know and then I think the fourth one was my What is it my rp? What is that thing called? That makes me am Yeah, that was moving too fast for the car and I wasn't even like speeding or anything like that So they had to get that fixed um, they fixed those three problems and the only one that was not remain fixed was The window or the side of the mirror or whatever. So during the time I was still working and I couldn't take time off to let ghosts in the car backs I was okay. We're just going to fix it during August I was like, okay So sent the car back gave me a rental. It was good rentals, too. If they gave me I got like a Volkswagen I had another Nissan those were good And I was driving those for about like two three. I think the longest one I have is the Volkswagen and um They said okay, we're gonna fix it. They said the only thing that's wrong when you should replace the side the side door I'm like, okay, I'll do that And so they I didn't I didn't pay for nothing because it was all under warranty. It's also looking perfect Just do what you do. Just fix the noise brought the car back Mom test drove it It was still making the same noise I'll say, okay I'm gonna be patient with you guys here because I know you're just trying to like make sure it's all working and stuff Send it back a third time. I was like, okay, which I whatever y'all did did not work You know when y'all replace the window you're a place mirror. It did not work and so They did it was a third time. They kept the car This time they put they fixed the window seal or whatever My window pane or whatever and They removed it. They put tape on it. They said, okay, just don't take it off until afterwards I'm like, okay at the time it was raining and I was like paint the tape was just flying off Anyway, it was all okay. I'm just gonna remove it and so I remember when I got the car back You said to just wait but I'm like I don't want to because I was like, I just want to figure out if it's done already But then when I drove at home, I heard the noise and I was like so upset I was like y'all have all this tape on here and so like that I was like, okay Maybe it's making this noise because you should dry or something whatever and then finally when you brought the car back the Mechanics to drove it and they're like, we didn't even have to go five minutes out We could already hear the noise and we were like, we can see how annoying that noise is for you And they're like, do y'all want to still fix it and I was like, nope Nope, I want money back. And so I remember I turned the car in with mom You got my money back and then she was like, okay They say you can do two options. You either get your money back You can put it towards another car at car max. You can just get the whole car Get your whole money back entirely and you'll just be like the car never happened I'm like, okay I want that because I was like, I'm not doing any more used cars. I want a new car This car is going to last me up until I finish my nursing career. I want a new car So Um, that's what we did and now I have my brand new Honda Civic 2023 sport So Yes, you do and uh, that was it. That was an interesting experience and you you made you made sure that I was there to um To be a part of this particular transaction at the time I was working, you know I was truck driving Uh, when you had the first vehicle and basically time was kind of like of the essence because you needed You needed a vehicle. Um, you know, I was going on your mother was um, I think she was just coming back home But uh, your sister was also, you know, working and needed a car. So She was using our vehicle, but um The interesting thing about that was you said no this time that you're coming with me You you come with me and mom We're going we're going to go to the dealership and we're going to uh look at this car Matter of fact, you and your mother had already Uh scoped out the car that you had wanted and so I said, okay Well, let me you know, let me check it out. And so we we did we went to the dealership Uh, we was there for how many hours like three hours? Or four hours. Okay. We got to that afternoon. I work around five a little bit after five I think it was like 430 or whatever Yeah, we didn't come home like 830. I'm not a clock. Yes. Yeah matter of fact 825 and I know it was 825 because When I recorded you getting in the car and I looked at the timestamp. It said, um, it said, um 2025 or something like that and it was Yeah, so 200 hours is it's eight o'clock. But anyway, so I remember that and um, I also remember when we were talking with the, uh, the the dealer, uh They were giving us figures And I will look at it And I looked at you I said now we've already discussed this. I said now look You're gonna be responsible for paying for this. It's your responsibility I said, but as your parents, we want to make sure that you're comfortable with these, you know With these payments because at the end of the day, it's gonna be your car And so, um, and so they were trying to tell us. Yeah, you know, she'll have this she'll have this We're like, okay. That's great. That's great. That's fine. And so We went back to the back of the room into the you know to the back office You know where they now have to drop the paperwork and everything up and I remember the lady, uh, I forgot her name But she was a spanish lady. Nice. She was very nice. But then when she asked to let us the the the contract I said, oh no No, no, no Because we were almost there And I know I know you was like You was you was already for it Huh? She repeating everything back up back to us and then I remember she I remember when she told me the total she said I think she said 527 I was like, huh I said, no, we didn't agree to that And I was like, how did you put this all the way in the back room? And you didn't even say that that was the number that we agreed on Right. And so So light Yeah, so I said, no, we I said no, I said that I said that never no We're not we're not paying that's the weakness. We're gonna be paying we're gonna be paying for this amount And this amount only and so, um And so she she couldn't do anything about it. So I say what so she brought they brought in the manager Uh black guy do it had on tight pants Like come on y'all come on man So he coming up in there. I mean do was not he was a nice guy, you know saying but then he was like Uh, yes, I heard that this uh, you know, I heard you I talked with so and so and so and this is not the you know This was not the figure that y'all looking for I said, no, it's not matter of fact. I made sure you didn't say anything else And your mother even told you she said no, let let let let daddy deal with it. Let daddy deal with it So I we I sat there I said now I said we were already I said we we had in our mind This is the amount and this is the figure that we had we were told that we would be able to pay for For this for this like a time and so the guy was like, yeah, well, you know, I don't know if we can probably do that I said, I'll tell you what when y'all can let us know And I got ready. I mean, I said, let's go and and I know you was kind of like But I said no, I said no, let's go. I said because uh, I said we I said my daughter came before that And you could have but then at the point the point was this was the amount we wanted We want you to be comfortable paying and that's it period. And so they had uh, so the guy said he said, uh, mr. Woods He said i'm pretty sure If you leave you probably won't be coming back on I said no, I probably won't I just like that said no, I won't I said because you know We already said what we're gonna be what we wanted to pay for and I said that My daughter my daughter cannot cannot afford to pay that and neither would I even if we could I wouldn't let her pay that And he said so we'll tell you what he said, let me let me let me crunch some other numbers together and this and that And so I said fine. I said no problem Isn't a problem. So we sat down. I sat there and waited They came back with maybe like 30 minutes give or take came back He said, yeah, I guess we can work this one out here This is this should be the amount that you uh, are you okay with this amount? And I said, uh, I looked at you. I said, yeah, we can I say you can do that She said, yeah, we can do that. I can do that. I said, sure. He said, yeah, I can do that I said, all right. And so that's how we did that now interestingly Because I know how these people are now. I'm not being a chauvinist I'm not trying to say that women can't you know negotiate nothing like that But it's different when a man deals with another man It just it just is ladies when you when you are with your husband or if you have daughters And these dealers, they know how they can get over on on women emotionally and all this other kind of stuff Especially young young ladies and young adults like my daughter and stuff. And so we I just made sure now we're not I'm not playing them games. You're not gonna you're not gonna get over on us for no they ain't gonna profit And I told him I say this is what we're gonna pay for My daughter's not gonna I said we want this this and this and it's different when you when you have the money Versus you begging like a popper and saying please I will show love to drive your car sir I was no I forget that no no we don't have to do that and so we didn't and so my daughter She was able to drive the vehicle that she wanted and um and I have a surprise for you now Have a surprise for you. Yeah I have a surprise for you. I want the people to see how things how you were in your and your vehicle at the dealership check this out Oh my god Harlow 2.0 mom Harlow 2.0 What? I named my car after jack harlow What? I named my car after jack harlow since it was revoked by that lemon that they sold me. This is now jack harlow 2.0 Okay All right You say so I think it's gonna work with this mom It's gonna work out Please So I just calling 2.0. I want you to call it jack harlow because that's what the person was called But I mean I can't revoke it because like This is now an upgrade This is a car that is seven new seven years older than the one I had previously So you have a brand new car like brand like spanking new like fresh new car smell nobody else has been no one has been in it But you You know you ain't listening to no gospel It wasn't a thing. I didn't do it. Yeah, no exactly. It was on here. How you put your serious in here I have to um do it once I Where's your car? Back that way to your left. You got back up See how you look how clean your screen is Use your mirrors and your screen remember? And this car has a speed now that it's a sports car To your left Yeah, you're right here now This is now backing in her new car for the first time Of course, she's nervous because she don't want to tear up her car And she's doing good bring it to your right there you go straight Come on There you go. Come on Straight back straight back Come on Come on Got it Or if you watch your items Don't bump nothing You did it now First time look at her No, let's talk about it. Let's talk about that that drive home. How did it feel being able to drive and not hearing any? How did that feel It felt nice now, of course mom's always on me because like I always want to put the car in sports When I'm driving because she thinks I'm always speeding, but I wonder where you get that from What speeding? Yeah It's mom exactly notice ladies, you know, I mean You the one that taught me how to drive. Yes, but I didn't teach her how to speed Yeah So let the record reflect and show any future tickets will be passed down From her to her mama. So see I'm not the speeder and they want to complain about my driving But I'm not I listen. I'm not I ain't trying to get no tickets But she's the one her her and her mother They like this matter of fact her her mother and myra. They both speed They both They both speed and uh Talk about me that doesn't make any sense That's about what the three of you how about that? Sorry, the three of you talk about me like I'm the worst driver, but like I don't I'm not well. I'm not gonna say about the worst driver. Um The worst driver when you when you say worst driver Yeah Now why would you say your mother's the worst driver now? Why why would you say your mother's the worst driver? She's the worst driver because Literally when she was driving my car today to get go to the car wash. She was All up on this truck's bumper and then I was like, are you gonna stop and then she was like nila I got I was like, no mom You don't got it because literally daddy tells you this all the time when you don't leave space And then when I do it and when y'all see me turn out of the Neighborhood, I don't be like all wild or nothing. It's just that's how I drive But what you say so so you notice your mother too On people's back Yes, but I notice when we drive the church together because like anytime when she used to drive And she was in her car I me and mark would also see it. She does not know how to stay in her lane Or she's like on the edge of the white line. I'm like, you're supposed to be in the center So and I watch because I'm I'm driving right behind you. So I know how you drive So you straight down me your mama out right now you putting them out. Yeah, see people like tell them I'm just saying business. Look. Hey Confession is good for the soul Y'all y'all need y'all need to put y'all need to hold my wife accountable for her driving Somebody hold her accountable She can't park and She cannot Drive correctly You say she can't park or drive correctly Now you only been driving less than a year Daddy, but literally you've seen how she backs up into the car backs up her car into the um garage. I'm saying Like she doesn't do it right You know, you know, she's gonna get you after this live is over with you're gonna be on somebody's new card She I give her things so oh, okay. Okay. So but but okay. So now um, we talk about so we're talking about the uh The driving uh, uh, what what are some things I guess I'll just ask you this. Um Why did you call this car jack harlow 2.0? You said it in the in the video, but but jack harlow Well, okay, it's not jack harlow. It's just harlow 2.0. I'm sorry harlow 2.0. Okay. So what what's what's the harlow 2.0 because that's his last name It's not a right to call a car. It's not right to call a car jack like how often do you hear A car's name is harlow um Okay, I mean, I've heard a general lee heard the general lee. I heard a kid You know, but harlow 2.0 You know, that's that's that's not me. But anyway, I just I just wanted to know. Um, okay. So let's talk about Let's talk about uh life, um and and the things that We all have to deal with in our in our lives and we've had experiences with that How do you deal with death and disappointment and you you've you've had those experiences? Uh, So far, uh, one of the disappointments that you had was was with college. Um, not be able to go to Uh hbu But I think correct me from wrong That was a blessing in disguise later on. Am I correct or am I Mistaking that You want to talk about that a little bit because that that was I mean, we we we were like, you know I mean you was like, okay. Look That's what I wanted to go. We wanted you to go there is to go there too But I guess godness providence didn't didn't see it that way But in the in the end it ended up working itself out But during that time during that time you were at a very very low Uh low place. So let's let's let's talk about that Um, I mean After I came back from my orientation From hbu They told us the cost for like the financial situation and in my mind I thought The money that I received from the scholarships and grants and stuff like that. I thought it was going to be enough Apparently they separated in all the four years that I was going there um and The payments for each semester Was five grand and I was like Okay um In my mind I could already see how this was going because I wasn't like letting you try to like affect me but mom was like, okay We there's still time to like still apply for scholarships stuff like that and I'm like Applying for scholarships is nice, but it's kind of like It's an endless rabbit hole. You're always going to keep applying to them You never know if you're going to be the person to get them stuff like that. Um Ultimately when you and mom Had told me I can't go It was Like It was like the life was being like sucked out of me because it was like that was my dream school And I did all this stuff. I enrolled in my classes. I took my school ID I went to the campus. I slept at the campus. I met cool people that I wanted to be in contact with And all that just for me to like not go all that was just like pulled from under me and In my mind, I was questioning everything. I was like god. Why did you let me get this far? Just for it all to just Not happen and I remember I was talking to kiaire And he was like you need a pick like you have to pick He was like and kiaire my brother. He was like, um You need a pick. Do you want to go to school more? Do you want your car more? He I think if I'm I was thinking he was telling me choose school Like put my money to our school and I was like even if I put money to our school I would not even cover The first year and I was gonna have to quit my job anyway because I was gonna be living on campus And I can't be driving back and forth and I was and I didn't have a car anyway so um All this stuff I had to keep thinking about if I wanted to do loans or not if I wanted to Change schools if I wanted to go a loan star instead And then of course loan star was like in the back of my mind But when I got accepted hbu and where I got all these scholarships rolling in it was like, okay Loan starts not not really gonna happen then. Okay fine. So I remember um when Y'all told me I couldn't go It was like I wouldn't say I was I'm yeah, I would say I was depressed um And I feel like everyone in that house even Jamar and Kieran when they weren't in the house They all saw it. They they knew What was going on? um When I was still working at the time like I would come home Not say anything. I'll be in my room I would leave without announcing if I was leaving. I would just say, okay. I'm here I'll be short and I'll be like short tempered. I wouldn't want to talk to anyone I just want to keep my distance because in my mind I was bitter Towards y'all for not being able to let me go And then I was also angry at god because like what did I do? What did I do? I did all this stuff and you chose to not let me go and It was just like the worst time in my life because I was like how am I supposed to be happy about this car? and I can't go to school and Seeing everyone and wearing the gear and And just making friends and getting my getting the actual college experience. That's what I wanted You know, I didn't get that and so I was like And I think the thing that made me more upset is because it happened to Myra and I didn't expect it to happen to me So when it happened to me and I was like you let this happen two times and I was like What It's just college y'all try and like not let us go to college. I know What is it? So I'm like I'm not I was not the type of person I knew I was like when I graduated I knew I was going to be the person to continue my education Anyway, because I wanted to be a nurse and I still do and so I was like um Okay At that time Everything was all a mess. My mind was everywhere I didn't want to go to long start because I was not mentally prepared And I was like, okay, august is coming up. That's when school starts You're already on the brink of like wanting to Literally destroy everything that god set up for you and I remember during this period um That's what like what I don't like looking back at my like pictures and stuff Because of during that time and it's almost coming up to that period like may And then like june during that whole entire time Even in august that whole period was just when I had the worst possible like attitude and like um towards y'all towards god towards everything because it was like god was trying to show me something And I wasn't listening like I was being um You're um arrogant. I was being bitter I was being like selfish because I in that moment. I only cared about me me going to school Me getting in my car, me getting everything I ever wanted and every ever dreamed of and I didn't care What was gonna stop me? And so um ultimately when august came around um I was time for to go back to school and the Frustration kept coming back because I was like, okay now the school's starting You're gonna see everyone like go off to the dorm room and stuff like that And I was like, okay, you're gonna be fine. It's okay You're gonna focus on working and keep getting your money up. You're gonna be good And that was a plan. It was working out great And and that time I was okay I feel like god just wants you to use this time take a semester off and keep getting your and keep, you know Getting money Like keep working keep doing that focus on that and then in spring semester. That's we'll try again for long star so that whole entire time that was like It was like funny, you know, but it was also like god was trying to teach me something because I remember every time He kept going to church. There's always a sermon after another keep talking about my very situation and I was like Okay And wasn't that interesting wasn't that wasn't that interesting though? I mean every every week the law was dealing with one of us in the family particularly y'all or whatever But yeah, go ahead And I remember and I remember I think Madeline Came my room and she was like Dang, what was the sermon gonna relate to me? And I was like when you have something going on in your life is very drastic and bad And so because I was like you don't want a sermon to resonate with you in a bad way You know, it's resonating to the battle means you need to do something to change it and um I remember We had a family meeting about like what we need to do and stuff like that and I feel like And I believe so like I feel like this is actually like what helped what helped me During that time like during summer I feel like that was the pivotal moment in my life where I needed to address my Move swings my emotions how to control them because I was always like that when I started being like a teenager but I feel like during that season in my life that's what took a turn for the worst and I was needing to know how to Fix that and how to be better because I remember mom was telling me I think you were telling me this too. You're like you're not gonna get no man You know man is gonna want to be with you if you can't control your attitude can control your emotions and I feel like Even though it's only april I feel like in this new year I feel like i'm getting better at like learning how to control My emotions especially at work because like Someone's always going to watch you when you don't know that they're watching you and like you never know So I feel like that's been Something that I learned from that whole experience just learn what's new and things don't go your way And how to control it and you know just learn from it How did uh during this whole during that whole season or a deal of disappointment You know, you had the sermons that were given to you and we were going to church And we'll talk about the church situation later in this in this talk, but um during that season, you know, we had a lot of uh A lot of I think I would say confirmations through the word of God that was being preached Uh, and it was a rainbow word. It was like a right now Your your situation what you're dealing with. I mean my sides were being were being, you know Soar because your mother would would would be ripped out and be like Hmm. Okay now Oh You can't hear or me and myra can't see her especially when she thinks the summer's talking about us So i'm like this applies to you too, man like What what does she do what what does she do? You see y'all be hearing her in the church? Yes Yes, and kaylan's head is not that big because I can see what she's looking at you Like see if you're gonna react or something to whatever the pastor would say So I was like, okay Where are you getting where you going with this? So do you remember um the conversation that Ms. Natasha had with you that was that helpful? It was it really was because Um, the nursing program I know it's hard to get into because even though you get your basics done So you still have to take the actual test and actually enroll to get into the nursing program I know that is the next step of in of itself and um Even though i'm only in my first year still Figuring out where I want to go Still is a decision I need to make because I don't know if I want to continue it at lonestar four years doing it there Or if I want to go somewhere else and continue it because everyone has a good nursing program It's just the fact of money wise how far it's going to be And if I'm willing to like make that effort to like do that But like when I was talking to miss attach even when I went to her um Was it her her seminar thing? I think it was about one or two years ago I was in and even though I wasn't even um done with high school yet I just wanted to see what it was about and I took screenshots I still have them on my computer about like what the topics were going to be about and I was forward to it because like I've had like different career changes in my life, but When it came to like after coveted happened and stuff like that um It was more so like I want I knew that that was like my spiritual gift because I always knew like I was good to like um I was good at helping people and stuff but When it was time for me to like actually decide like what I wanted to do like out of a career I knew that like being a nurse is something that I wanted to do Because I just like helping people and I want to be able to know that I can make a difference in like Making someone else's life better. So wow, okay um, someone had someone had asked a question and they wanted to know um Stevie he said, how did you get the name snoopy nose? Oh Um Well, I didn't come up with it. I didn't like of course. I didn't come up with it It was given to me by my mother Now I didn't know that this was uh a name until I asked like what is our amazon password? And then that happened and I was like, who's that and then she was like, that's you and I was like No, it's not and then apparently I get it because I'm nosy and um They think I snoop I don't snoop. I don't have to snoop unless you tell me something. I let you don't tell me something I want to know I'm asking for just simple information simple facts If you don't give me the facts and it's up to me to do it myself No harm no foul Yeah, okay, so number one. Thank god I changed the password because you just told the entire world what our amazon password was Doesn't I'm just I'm just saying just you you know, you see look look exactly exactly progress 17 It's definitely it's done already. Trust me. Thank god. I did. Thank god. I did good lord Right Anyway, so but yeah, so she got the name basically because I mean it is it is clicked I mean it just clicks you say, you know, you know snoopy nose and I mean and it just fits her perfectly perfectly. All right, so um We had we had a uh, you know recent, you know death in our family Uh, apollos and you know during that time. Well, it's only been a week, right? Been just over a week now um I think that has been that was a very That was a very hard Very hard. I think experience for us as a family all together. I think we're still, you know We're still working through it in the process and if we just received his paw print Uh today, um, they told me they they called me money. They called me monday And told me that we were able to pick it up and so I just waited Told her I just waited and um And I said, well, let me just go ahead and um, you know, your mother said two weeks now. It's been two weeks Yeah, it'll be two weeks. Yeah the 13th. Yeah the 13th will make two weeks. So he passed on the 13th. Uh, but anyway, so And I'll say this it's not the same, you know, I'm saying it's not the same. It's different Um, you know, you look at certain parts of the house. It's the like that, you know um But as a family member, you know, you would hear people you would hear people talk About, you know, losing a pet and losing, you know, um I love animal and things like that Until you actually experience it. It's a different thing. So, um, how how how are you? How have you been able to, you know, work through it and you know, can maybe somebody else will be watching this video And um, and it may need that helping that support and encouragement or two I know one of the things that helps me as family is is is being able to, you know Be with you be with y'all and and um and then talk about it at times But I think that first week man, it was like We didn't mean we didn't mean we were talking about the first situation because we never tried to go to me But nonetheless, it was just hard. It was it was a very hard thing a very hard time um during that week it was like the worst because The day it happened I was supposed to go to work Yeah, and I was like, hey, I'll be fine when I was like when I was, um sitting next to mom And Myra was like in the other room. Yeah with um with you and all I could hear Like it was like a moment of silence and all I could hear was Myra let out like um a big Yelp because I knew that that's when it happened so During that week I knew Like that day I knew like I couldn't go to work Because like I actually I had to like come to terms with like the fact that he's gone and The stuff that I used to take for granted like him barking him whining for no reason I miss that now because I don't get to see him when I come home Or like And I feel for Katelyn because when it happened Like all they remember all the Malin and Katelyn members when they last saw him when he was in the kitchen so it's like when I think about like Katelyn it's kind of like, um That was literally like her best friend because she didn't really talk to anybody like she was because like she's homeschools Like really Apollos was like everything to her so When that happened That's when I felt like I don't know how I'm gonna be able to like do this. I can't go to work um And so I text my boss and I was like, I'm so sorry like I can't come to work right now I didn't know like what happened and he was like I totally understand like take the time you need to like agree with your family and I took the time And my friends are like so sweet like they stopped by like they checked up on me and it was it was so sweet But it was also like the next day. I knew I had to go to work And so in the morning it's before like everyone always gets there. So like in the morning I was trying to go And like when you're sitting in the car by yourself Your thoughts you're just like in your mind all the time and so, um When that happened I was just driving to work and I was trying to like not cry and I just kept thinking about him because it was still so like fresh in my mind and um It was thank god it was sunny that sunny that day because like I was I didn't want to Walk in to see her and have everyone seen me crying And so I put on my shades. I just walked in and I was like, okay I almost go look at me. I'm just gonna keep my shades on and not say anything And so, um, of course everyone knew what happened because they're like, I'm so sorry and I'm like, thank you and so I'm trying I know I'm gonna be fine when someone asks me like What happened and I can tell them the story without Me crying right and right now like it's still it still like hurts of course because I loved him and we only had him for like five years. He wasn't even great yet. So I was imagining still having him Up until like I was 20 something and he was gonna be all gray and I was still gonna come home and sleep and see him And so it's like the fact when I come down. I couldn't even like go downstairs because His kennel wasn't there anymore His bed wasn't there. His toys weren't there So it's like it's like a constant reminder that like he's not here anymore and It comes and goes It does I just have to keep like, you know focusing on I know he's not in pain anymore right and he was like My first pet and I appreciated him for the time that he was that he was here. Yeah, so yeah It was um, it was hard for all of us. I know, you know, when we got home That first day your mother had gathered all his stuff up, you know Then I had to I had to disassemble the kennel Had to gather the bed had to, you know, take all the stuff and the toys and it happened on a thursday. So, you know trash day was friday, so when we saw him You know that last day I knew pretty much everything was over when when the trash truck had came and gathered all his stuff. So I mean, this is the first time since the you know that week That he wasn't going that I've been been okay but You know it comes and goes um, I was able to uh talk to Uh, mr. Cesar you he was helpful mm-hmm he was very helpful and uh He had told me he said man, uh We had to I had to put, you know our dog down because he was you know He was sick as well too and stuff, but you know, it was a freak accident It nobody in our family knew that this would have happened I mean we as a matter of fact you had got lunch for us that day Wednesday and stuff and then you know then the accident had happened. He uh It was it was nerve damage for people may have wanted to know He suffered nerve damage And uh, it would have taken a lot of care For us to try to uh afford to keep him. We just couldn't and so, uh He was basically limping And couldn't walk uh anymore on his uh left hind legs. So, you know, so we Made the decision as a family to uh To go ahead and put him to sleep And so, you know as a family we had to you had made that decision And we was hard, but you know by God's grace. We but uh We made dealing with it. Okay, so but uh I wish I had a commercial break This is this is one of the times you go to the commercial, but you know, this is uh, this is, you know One of these real conversations and so it happens, but um Let's talk about let's talk about your your independent but pet peeves What are some things that you don't like? I mean the things that you know either either that I do Your mother does your sisters do, you know, your brothers. What what are some? What are some You see Here's she is right here. This one here. Look y'all wait wait. You're gonna see it in the comments No chill at all. Yeah, I'm gonna need y'all to wrap this segment up Yeah, I know how I am see. Yeah, so anyway. Yeah, so what what are some pet peeves? Um, you know as a as a as a young lady Um, what are some things that you that you that you can't stand? People do whether in the house or outside of the house. What are some things that you basically uh, Can't stand now. I know I know I got some pet peeves for y'all, but you know, what are your What what are your pet peeves? I'll start like the family. Okay. Um I hate I hate when malin She'll walk in my room And it's like I know she's bored out of her mind, but if she sees i'm clearly doing something she'll like pop her head in like the freaking movie from like the mask or whatever and just be like What are you doing? and I care and he'll just be like, um She'll just be like, are you busy? I'm like, no, man. I'm just typing up something like what do you want? And she'll just be like, can you take me somewhere? I hate it. That's nothing. I hate it when they malin and kaylin They'll ask me. Can you take me somewhere? And i'm like But at first you had a problem you first got your car now. I mean come on now I always had a problem because I always wanted to conserve my gas now, of course I didn't have a problem when it involved me not spending any money Oh Wait a minute. Wait, wait. Hold on. Hold on. Wait a minute. So so so now you can Not a man No, no, ma'am. No, ma'am. So now you are conservative But at first when it was our money and on our dime, y'all were a little socialist Daddy, I have been using my money myself for like the past year and a half. I know i'm just saying I'm just saying but it but now it hits different doesn't it? It's always a different I'm asking for you and mom's for stuff. I don't like asking. I'm no no no no no. No, I'm not talking about that I'm still saying it hits different when you have to pay for Yeah, like case in point. Let's let's just talk about your older sister for a second Let's talk about the scratch on the rim that she put on the car. Oh my gosh I thought I thought we was gonna have to separate them that somebody had to move Talk about that for a second. I was gonna freaking kill her. She takes my car to work She takes my car to work and I'm in the car with her at the time It was during like summer vacation. I didn't have to go to work till like 11. So she had to be like at nine. I'm like, okay um, she drives the car and she I can I can she has the camera she's got the backup camera and I can see I'm on the other side and I could see where she's going And I'm like, hey Meyer backing up and I can I can see how she's lining the car up and I'm like Meyer you're gonna hit the you're gonna hit the curb. She's like, no, I'm not I hear us I'm like Meyer I step out the car and I'm like she's and she knows she steps out the car She's like, no, I didn't even hit it and I'm like Meyer I just hurt the tire and so I come home. I back the car in the garage and I look at it And I turn the lights on come on. Maybe that's just like some dirt. I'll like wipe it off I can feel The metal like like um going against my finger right which is very dangerous I turn my flash on She scratched up my rim and I I called mom. I remember she was still at work and I called her and I was like mom Meyer scratched up my rim. She was like, what are you talking about? I said look at what I just sent you And she's like she did that. I'm like, yeah, she did that you think I did it Well, I frame her So I was like She's she's going to pay for this and so it definitely she ended up she did it because the car already had enough problems as it was I didn't really care, but like in my mind It is what happened Meyer. You are such a liar. It is you I was not paying dramatic It was you It was you because you don't know how to back up and you talk about me Like no Anyway I remember that when you get your car. I remember that I'm gonna take your car and I'm gonna just do something I'm just do a minor minor infraction. Okay. I'm gonna do that Anyway, I don't like it when Mom wants to take my car I don't like that Because she already has a car and she wants to take my car But she don't worry that she don't really take your car. I mean, I mean, where does she go? No, I remember one time like I was two weeks after I had my car She asked can I take your car and I'm like you already got the key So I don't know why you're asking you're just gonna take it. Anyway, like I can tell you no Oh, it's a nothing bring them to us My mom she will text me or she'll ask me and Meyer for something and She'll be like no pressure No pressure There is always pressure when it comes from her Oh, you don't love me. Don't do you She manipulates me. She manipulates me. My mother ain't manipulating y'all Your mother ain't trying to manipulate y'all Yes, she does Literally, yo, she got mad at me because I didn't massage her last week and she like Do you know, do you know what the pain I gave you? Exactly. Do you know what I'm saying? I was tired that day. Do you understand that your mother gave y'all life And life more abundantly. Do y'all understand that? I'm very appreciative of that. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah She she she had to go through to get y'all here, you know what I'm saying? So she's a little a little back massage ain't what was going to kill y'all to give me You were Christmas you were Christmas, baby. Yes, you were Christmas, baby and uh, uh One of the things that was that was that was very Significant about this one was that she did not cry loud I thought something was wrong with her. I did. I mean she did she when she would cry Huh? Layland doesn't do Yeah, our grand my grandson. Love that boy. We have two grandsons, uh, legend and layland But yeah, so she would she would cry, but it would not be like you like And I told she I was just saying what is wrong. Is she okay? She's like, yeah, baby. I think just that's how she cries But then when she when she would really be scared about something she opened her mouth She'd do that but normally Normally, she would normally cry She would basically silent cry Uh, but yeah, but anyway, so so any other pet peeves you have make you seem to be on a roll Is that it? Oh, when you make a corny joke, I don't like it when you hit me first of all my What because I'm gonna make sure y'all got it. What's the problem? No Because it'll be like a 10 seconds of air of like nose of like silence and then you'll be like That's very corny My joke my jokes be hitting y'all y'all doesn't recognize talent, but don't worry about it. Don't worry about it Don't worry about it. It's okay. It's all right. So okay pet peeves you got that, uh We kind of we already kind of talked about college college life a little bit, right? I mean did you um What I guess what is college life like for you as a christian me? Yeah, you're going to you're going to uh, Lone Star, um, you had a turn in the turn paper and you want to tell the people the turn paper was about a little bit It was about should transgender women be banned from competing in women's sports And I of course said yes Um, I had to give a five page essay about it provide information um and sources um Now all the big about it is it's an argumentative paper So it has to come from a standpoint of like from something from your opinion And it has to also have like a rebuttal. It's like something that you know someone will agree with So Oh, yeah five page. It wasn't bad. Trust me when you got like a lot of information and you know what you're writing about It's it really just like breezes through but um Yeah, I turned it in it was due on monday. Yeah, I turned it in And she's still grading it. I think I that was like one of the best papers I did she said I'm one of her best students. So I think I'm good, but um What else? Um Yeah, so that paper it wasn't really that one wasn't really of me having to bring in my um Beliefs it was more. So I think the first paper I did that with um, I think of when she was like a get to know me paper So she wants to know everything like about me and um Yes, I can do that for you, but I take money. I don't do skittles. I don't really like skittles that much, but um Yeah, so I she wanted to know like everything about me. So I said like I'm a christian Oh one paper what it was is what do you look for in a um future mate or like why is it so? um hard to find a mate in modern time And so I had to give up like list of reasons why and um how and stuff like that and I said because morals and standards and stuff like that. So of course, I incorporated my beliefs with the paper so okay um Let's talk about me for a second But you always talk about you. Yeah, I know behind my back and everything. Yeah, you're sure I do. Yep. Yeah, I sure do Yeah, yep. Yep. Um Do you believe I am protective or overprotective? Why or why not? I think it's You're overprotective but like this makes it you're a protective but like in a Christianity sense and a christianity In a in a in a christianity. What is a christianity sense? What is what does that mean? Yeah, break that one down, please So like if someone were to be like, oh What's your dad like or whatever? I'll be like, oh, he's um, we should like your dad's protective I'm like, yeah, he's protective like what are some things you want to let you do literally It's the little stuff like a guy will ask me Hey, you want to go get something to eat? I'll be like who's coming with they're like, what are you talking about? I'm like, I can't go With you by myself. They're like, what do you mean? I'm like, I'm not allowed to go with guys by myself And they're like, aren't you grown? I'm like, you're correct. But I also have a father who will kill me So I'm here like when he's not here. I'm like, yes, but I know Therefore I can't do that and so It's like no one really believes like I have a conscience or anything So it's like if they don't know or y'all don't know what will it hurt But it's like in the day. I know what happened and I'm gonna feel guilty about it Then I'm gonna have to say it and I always know I can't keep a secret. Especially if it's about me. I'm about to tell someone so Yeah, when it comes to like Not with a guy by yourself when it comes to Going out at night, you don't like it when we do that Um, even if we say we'll be right back you want to know Where we're going Yeah, it's like little stuff Mm-hmm Like slave of Christ said he said if a guy responds like that now run shows no respect for your I'm waiting for that one dude to be like, you know I want to take you out mom and then they want to be like, oh, I'll check with your father first No one's ever gonna do that. I feel like I have to like if I had to lead you there, then that's not It's too much work. I don't feel like now there's somebody out there. You just you just have to wait Just have to wait Yeah, and and and actually all of us are in a waiting period I mean our family is definitely in a waiting in a holding pattern with a lot of things your mother and I are Y'all are uh, we appreciate, you know, you and your sister's being patient with us because you know, we know God is doing some things in our lives Um, but one of the things that I agree would be great. Uh, bm. He said he said do not rush He said do not rush because I'm telling you I did a sermon on when we refused to wait on God And that's one of the worst things we can ever do is uh, try to push God's hand And because sometimes he'll give us what we want and it's really the consequences because we didn't wait and so, um But I do know I do know that, you know waiting and and being patient You know, uh, it's one of the byproducts of the uh of the spirit, you know patients is and so again That's why I believe that you know conversations like these are important because it it helps It helps your generation and it also helps our generation because you know, we still look back on our lives And uh, we want to teach people to you know, learn on what not to do Um As well, so I think slave of Christ said he says speaking of which say go What is your opinion on marquis marquis houston in the age gap with his wife say if they are both were christians? Um, I saw a little bit of that. What was what was about marquis houston? What was um His how old it was his is his wife 19 His wife is 19 and he's what like 40 or something he's Is he 30 something he's 30 something so about 11 by 11 12 year old 12 you're different something like that 19 So the dirt the girl is 19 and he's probably what 30. Yeah, um, he said like he said he never he said they never had like, um um Talked to each other until she was of age According to him. No, I wouldn't do that. Nope I mean, first of all, if you gotta wait for a 19 year old in the book I mean, what would you what would you have in common? What he's so he's 40 And that's 21. Man boy. If you don't get out of here, please Get get out of here. You ought to be her dang on uncle. What the heck you talking about? But anyway, so no, I mean it's uh That's no, uh, no, absolutely not absolutely not But I think that's where that's where the the the covering Comes in and the authority because again, if you trust your parents Um judgment then it would be helpful. It's not that we know everything. That's not it But we've been on this planet long enough. We're we're we're much more longer in the tooth than you all are Um and age should should count for some kind of experience. Um, and that's why you know There's a difference between the younger and the older Because of the experience that we that we do have but um So, yeah, so let's let's talk about this. Um, we are spiritual vagabonds Your mother and I we we you know, we basically have just come to the realization and the And come to grips with that. What is your what is your outlook on christianity? Do you think things are getting better in christianity or worse? Um And why? Definitely worse Okay, why why do you think things are getting worse? Because everything's up for debate now like is tongues biblical or having apostles apostles apostles Having apostles in the church biblical like Women preachers women pastors I think Um, everything didn't you have a friend then you have a friend that that uh, who's pastor was a woman. Was that you? Mm-hmm And how did that conversation go? I mean it was kind of like We laughed about it. But at the same time they knew that I was serious Like they were like really you don't believe in women preachers. I was like no not really Because I asked a question. I was like how can A woman lead a man and they couldn't answer it for me. They're like, oh t-shirt. I was like, wow Wow And that's another thing that is so annoying all this stuff All this stuff you have to think about when it comes to dating someone you have to think about political views I think about with our background in the church all this stuff You have to ask all these questions. There is just no Right answer. Oh, I like you that you like me. Let's date You have to ask all these background questions And then if they have one wrong answer that is a non-negotiable then you got to kick them to the curb That's why I said arrange marriage may not be such a bad idea Now you're the only one that cares for that they'll have that's not uh, that doesn't Disagree or doesn't you know Contest that type of relationship that type of setup your sister's don't your sister's don't care for your sister's don't care for it But you don't have a problem with it Well, because I say I don't have a problem with it because one their desire is different from mine My desire is to be a mother and a wife the day having a nursing job is great But if I can be a wife and a mother that's something I really want to do I know it comes with a shock of some people but I Seeing how mom was with like us and even with janisha and stuff like that. I realized that's something I want to do I want to be a mother like Bearing a child raising him with your husband loving them stuff like that. I want to be a mother and a wife So that's why I'm Against it because I know that's my end goal Okay, all right. Um, so let's let's talk about this Um, our church experience we we have not Been able to We show me first they I find mine first, okay Um So so our church our church situation has not been favorable We thought we were at a good place and uh, matter of fact, I'll just ask you Mm-hmm. Were you were are you looking forward to going to church? Um, when we were attending uh impact Yeah Why Like what did you like about what what did you like about impact church? What did you what did you care? I mean, what was that that that kind of like was the draw for you? Um, the worship of course looks like being at the time when it was allowed I'm just being moved by like the Holy Spirit and stuff and I can't like My I said I was safe when I was seven years old But I actually started like taking my walk with Christ seriously. So I was like 13 so I'm that during that period to where I am now that's like six years going on almost seven I'm at the point where I'm not afraid to like have my hands up. I'm not afraid to like, um you know being You know vulnerable in front of someone and just praising the matter who's watching. So for me That's one thing I was looking forward to. I mean the sermons were good, but it was It works. There's something to me that resonated with me. She said After a couple weeks like it was before we ended up like stop going there She said the sermons started getting a little bit more dry or like a little bit more My coastal or whatever like more crazy or whatever and I was like, huh, you're right because like before it was just um It was just like it was awesome. I always love going there even when I had like the guest speakers on so like that like that was awesome but then when It got down to like the last bit when we started like noticing a little stuff. That's when I was like, um Oh, no So now let's just talk about because I know the the the the word in on on the uh on the wood streets was That it's always daddy's, you know, daddy's too hard He's too, you know, too judgmental when it comes to finding a church like dang that you're not gonna We're not gonna always find a perfect church. I mean, what is it that you know, what are you looking for? Y'all be very frustrated with me because we would go somewhere Think that it was legit think that it was on point Get ready to join and what would happen? Who's who who would be who would be the one trippin? Tell me go ahead For the for the for the record who would be the one that would be trippin say, you know what okay me or the preachers It was the preachers Or the church as a whole but yeah The leadership, right? Do you so do you recall? Can you recall what was some of the significant things that caused us to leave certain churches? Because some people may not know so so What are your what are your non-negotiables, you know for you as a young lady? Hopefully as you see what what you know I did and what I do and what I look for in the church But you know, what were some of the things that you knew that y'all just knew? Oh, yeah, we out We are I knew this thing. We ain't gonna be here long. What were some of those things if you can recall? um First one I can remember was about repentance um The way that we've been brought up It's not all hyper grace or whatever. It's always there has to be um A confession You have to acknowledge what you did, you know We're repentance that part of like, you know doing your best to not make that same sin happen again So it's like when they're at the time when the church differed on how to handle that certain those certain issues I was like I remember I told my I was like this is not gonna go over well So you knew that you knew that Yeah, because like even though it was another situation that happened with us I was like this ties into how they how they are as a church because I was like you can't um shepherd like a flock Like that if that's like your foundation when it comes to um Repentance and when it comes especially if someone sins against you and you don't have to Repent or you don't have to like, you know, apologize or whatever like that. Like that's not cool. Like you just want to be like um Let bygones be bygones and just let it go. That's not how it works. And so that was one thing and then second one was The pastor saying You can basically have a free meal ticket to do whatever you want Um, regardless if you're a Christian and I remember the analogy he used which was so stupid Um, you remember it? Yes. I remember it. I remember he said a 12 year old boy got saved. Yeah And they were an adult And they became an atheist afterwards. Yep. And so he was talking about now that boy died And he I think he was actually like a rhetorical question or whatever He was like you believe that that boy is still like in heaven Um went to heaven and I'm like, I mean, I would hope no because unless he made it, right I was like, um, there's no way because if you're an atheist means you deny the existence of God and um I remember my mouth. I don't remember if my mouth actually dropped or my head was about to explode when he said That's exactly what I'm saying. I was like You're joking, right? I was like, oh my gosh. And I remember me and Myra. We looked at each other. We're like I'm like, yeah, this is the last time we're coming here And I'm surprised that we didn't actually storm out and I'm like the respectful thing We actually let the dude finish but I was like, no No, because that's really like a heaven or hell issue. You think a person if that's the case, thank you Jesus We're never heard down the cross. That's stupid. And so If you were saying that a person can have free reign to do whatever that means any person could be a homosexual Or turn to homosexuals to go to um go to heaven and you want to could still Um think being transgender is okay. So go to heaven. Like it's all this stuff and it's not about Um, every sin is different. No a sin is a sin And so I'm like at the end of the day when I taught when he was said that I was like What made you say that? Yeah, like we're getting and I think the thing was is that he went to he was in Ephesians 2 Yeah, he was in Ephesians 2 and one of my favorite texts and I yeah, y'all should be proud of your dad Y'all should have been proud of me Listen, I'll pat my own son with a back on this one because I man I I think I purposely sat there because I wanted to hear everything he said Because when I wrote him back he tried to question my credentials. I got the His name his name is bob. As a matter of fact, his name is bob reed From side life church here in cypress texas If you go to that church, you don't need to go there anymore because in other words, they teach Antinomianism. That's what it's called antinomianism Anti means against know my means law and against the law of god They believe he preaches and teach Teaches that you can basically sin do whatever you want and still make it happen. He said that in the sermon As a matter of fact, y'all saw some of the clips I had put up there before Um a few weeks ago about that but yeah, so that was that was um I guess for me now that's that's um That's good that you all at least know what as your father I won't tolerate because again, I wouldn't want to allow you all to sit under that kind of thing And believe or think that that's okay because now i'm setting a precedent for you all to take that type of mentality That type of theology that type of belief Into relationships with other people and then you set up for some joker That his beliefs is worse than the guys that you might you may have already heard. So that was one What about any other churches any other beliefs that we may have uh that you may have uh, you know heard He's like, yep, we out. I noticed that this is this is gonna be a pretty much, you know Peace out Besides in fact with the whole frets and fraternity and like the sorority thing Now like I know we talked about it like a little bit in the past about like how it is But fraternities and how they're like demonic and stuff. I still haven't finished it. But I remember when you sent me pastor frets For a price doing it. Yeah. I was listening to while I was at school secretly Um, I had it in my ear and I was listening to it And I remember he put up the sign for like um, like he put up these images and he was talking like star trek And so I was like, oh my gosh really that all makes sense now And so it was interesting because I was like I didn't know that all this stuff was um Resonated or like like came from that and I was like, okay But besides that one that we knew the only three churches. I can remember those like yeah was like last one That we went to and now we're back to the church and we left to go to Yeah, which was a bad like it's not bad. Yeah. Yeah. It's not a bad one. Like you said It's just we were just looking for more. I mean we wanted we wanted to have kind of like, you know Worship now It's like a placeholder and it's fine. But it's just like I know like you have to be surrounded by Saints and stuff because like when you're not charged or whatever like your battery drains and it dies So it's kind of like when we're in the house, we're not actually like With other believers it I kind of feel like the ripple effect of what happens when it's not The same but there's nothing wrong with the church right now. It's just more so like, um It's just different They're very hospitable. I mean they're not they're not standoffish or nothing like that. I mean, you know, the preacher He's not dry Yeah, exactly, he's very expressive and so we we we were just looking for something different But at least we think we thank god that we're able we were able to go back to a place and just to attend So we have not joined any fellowship. We were we were in the process of joining Impact until they did the whole sorority and fraternity thing and parade that around and then come to find out They had a reform jude is a reform jew Who uh supports the lgbt their church, you know married their first quote-unquote, you know, uh, Sotomight couple and so I'm like it just it just was uh, it was very disappointing to say at least in other And other families had been affected by that as well too. So, um, we weren't the only ones So, let me let me ask you this question now. What, um What would what what? What's next vanilla? What's what's what's next for you? What are your plans? Lord willing? What are some things that you want the lord? That you've been asking for the lord to do Uh for you. I mean, you know in your life I know Disappointments disappointments aside and things of that nature But you know, you still pray you still, you know are asking for the lord to do do some things in your life, right? Yeah, yeah, what are some things that you what you got going on? What's next for you? Um, of course, like I want to I would like to graduate Early like or still like be within my same class in 2026. Um, so I want to finish up Uh, lone star like a little bit early. Um I was talking to michelle about this last night, I believe um about I'm When I'm wanting or I'm praying that god will allow me to be content in the season that I am as far as like waiting for Um, a husband and not just settling for like the bare minimum Um, I know the desire was placed on my heart for my heart for a reason And I know with everything going on my life right now having a god to occupy me or whatever wouldn't really be um Up thord What's the word? It's not Very reasonable right now. Like it wouldn't be logical. Um, so I'm praying that I I still want that is like this desire to still be fulfilled But I feel like for right now I'm praying that it would just be placed on the back burner for right now Not just the forefront of my mind. Um And I'm praying that everything with our family like gets situated. Um, of course like Yeah, of course like with, um school and you know, even with my are like getting her car I know that's coming up pretty soon. Um, I want to make sure that like I'm not a burden And I want to make sure I'm doing everything that I can To help the family any way I can Physically or financially possible. Well, I can tell you this for the record. Um, you know, I appreciate everything you And um, your sister is doing um, and and and I think that's one of the one of the things that we strive and we've always pushed As a family is that we take care of each other as much as possible I mean we can only do a week what we can do That's the first thing right so if you can't do something you just can't do it And there should be nobody to make you feel, you know guilty if you're not able to do something but We we we have this other belief as a family that when The bible says and ecclesiasties that two are better than one because they have you have a reward For for their labor. So when you are able to come alongside and support, you know, your family and others as well It just makes the burden less To be to be uh to be buried and so that's one of the blessings that i'm you know I'm thankful uh to the lord for and because also at the same time the lord in this sovereignty in this province has allowed You all to be able to uh To to help support and help you know come alongside the family and you know, and uh, I mean working for yourself making your own money You know, that's that's that's been a huge, you know blessing for us because now you're able to you know Take care of some things for yourself and learn responsibility and and learn what it means to to to uh conserve and and and also like you mentioned about, you know Now you see that now you see life in a in a in a different way That policies matter politics matter, you know, uh, who you put in office or or or who you support You know, if you decide to vote all those things mean uh something because it affects you as well too So, you know, those things are um, those things are are important So, you know, I'm just grateful that the lord has uh has you have you all in my life You know, of course, I'm gonna do everything I can your mother and I both to make sure y'all have the best Is is the lord will provide But at the end of the day, we know that we live by faith and not by sight and it's a blessing to be able to uh To have a family And all of y'all are healthy. There's nobody that's you know dealing with any type of, you know, uh Physical maladies or issues and things like that, you know, and and every time I come home Well, I'm I'm home now But if anytime I would leave for a moment and come back out I just look at my house, you know, uh, because there's a lot of things I don't deserve and and one Is uh, it's salvation. I don't deserve there's nothing that I did to be saved There's nothing that you did to be saved None of us did to be saved But God and His mercy chose to save us and that's and that's enough right then and there of itself Of course, you know, it takes money to do ministry. It takes money to to uh to exist here in this earth, but It's nothing like it's nothing like family and then if you have the favor of God then that beats Anything that you would have in your pocket because if God gives you favor then everything else falls into into place and so Um, I'm grateful uh to the lord, you know for for that and for my for my sons and and my daughters and uh Those who have come alongside our family and support us as well too. Mr. Proverbs said this now He says how hard is it not to respond to those that attack your father? Wow So hard. Oh my gosh, literally last week. I asked him for permission to just say one thing It wasn't even disrespectful. It wasn't I just wanted to say something and I said can I say it? Uh It's not it's not gonna be something you gotta repent for is it? No, okay You gotta mention the name don't mention the name you gotta mention the name but you can say what you have to say Go ahead. It's what you call them I What do I call people now? I'm kind of nervous what you know? Called the people who came against you The mob Yes, okay I said, oh if it isn't the mob I say can I say that he's like, absolutely not. I'm like, how is that disrespectful? I don't know. I I thought she was gonna say something else. I'm sorry. I thought was something else. She was gonna say I'm sorry Like I wanted to direct towards those individuals in that chat. I was like, well lucky here if it isn't the mob like Literally, it's so hard because I know that my dad is a grown man I know that but it's also like and I never said this but like anything that happens to him It affects me too and I don't show it It's just when I see Stuff that happens towards him Even if it's online or whatever because y'all got your internet bullies or whatever. That's fine But it's like where I see it directed at him or even towards my mom or whoever it's I take that personally Yeah, um, there was a recent situation that just occurred before we got on this live I just got off the phone with a young lady, uh, sister I'll go and mention the name because she just she just did a video about me saying that I threatened her Didn't threaten her Didn't threaten her at all got the receipt to prove it I don't want to see her So what I want to see her We we you say you want to see her. What do you mean you want to see her not like that? Okay, well, yes, we got clarified. We got clarified these industries Yeah, we didn't try to see nobody Yeah, but but I mean, yeah, so she did a video Uh, miss furlough speaks is there is her name? Um, and she's been making videos about me And went on went on video and said that I called John MacArthur a pedophile a pedophile and I never said that And so I wasn't gonna let that ride and so I Inbox her because somebody had texted me or somebody had tagged me rather and I'm like, what is this group? What does this woman want now? and um She's getting at me because I don't talk about Larry read what Larry read is not in my it's not in my in my in my Focal point. He's he's nothing to me. I he's a non-factor to me. That's low hanging fruit I don't care nothing about these people my focus at the time and right now is just dealing with John MacArthur And and the influence and the damage that he's been he's been, um, you know Doing in the body of Christ with these with women and children, right, you know by protecting Um by protecting pedophiles and white beaters and stuff. And so yeah, Larry read is awful I mean, I but I could say I was saying for me, you know, that's not my that that's not my, um That's not my circle Is this not I mean I was on his I was on his uh broadcast a couple years ago dealing with g Craig Lewis And um and that was the only reason I hadn't spoken to that man in in in a couple of years now And so whatever he's doing. I don't care. There's a lot of people that that's out here And in the charismatic community that I don't really focus my attention on because that's not my that's not my issue That's not my mission And so she did a whole video talking about why I come here and talk about Larry He he was on Larry's program and I'm like women it's okay and And so I called her and I had to check her I said you got to Sunday to make this right Or else my representatives you'll be you'll be hearing from them. Don't be threatening me. You don't threaten I said I'm not threatening you. I said my I don't threat. I don't throw I don't throw threats I don't make threats trust and believe I'm not making no threats at all I said you got to Sunday to get to deal with this issue I said you made accusations and slanders accusations against me and my ministry and my character I said I'm not putting up with that I'm not putting up with that at all and so she said well it sounded like it sounded like You you were you were saying that that my God. I said no sounded like and what I said are two different things I said now you sound like a fool I said you sound like a straight up fool problem in 1813. I said you making statements and you don't know the facts She said well, what did my god to do what did my god? I said if you have to ask me what he did And then you making videos I said that clearly shows that you don't know what you're talking about and you haven't done your research I said you but you got to Sunday I said you got to Sunday to make this right. I said because if not I said you will be hearing from my you I'm trying to throw an attorney. I said look I said ma'am. Let me tell you something. I'm not throwing anything I'm saying I'm telling you right now You will be hearing from my representatives if you don't handle this situation and retract them statement that you made about me On your channel And I mean every word I said I wasn't playing with her and so So suppose she did some video today to my sega would sega was threats and I'm like, okay, he's still live daddy She came and spelled your name right? I know I know I know but that's okay But anyway, so that so that's so so to answer your question Mr. Provers are talking about you know, you deal with these kind of stuff all the time I pick and choose my battles depending on, you know, what what it is and what it may be Because again, you know, you you have this social media age Today where people can put stuff out about you And if you're not if you're not careful You have a whole bunch of stuff out there and you can't even you know You can't even begin to respond to all of this stuff. So for me people can handle it how they want to handle it But if I believe or if I feel I need to respond to something or someone It's this is what it's going to be. It's going to be just like that Because I take seriously what God has called me to do And so I know that this this social media age and these internet streets show no love for people when When lies are being thrown and not everybody's a brand not everybody has discernment And so you see these kind of things go down and then it goes unchecked and untouched And then there lies the problem. So but anyway Uh one more question ma'am one more question. I think uh someone I think I saw the comment. Was it was it up here? Uh, let's see Oh, yes, any more questions y'all can ask me freely Yes, if you have any questions If you ask have any questions feel free to ask and put them in the in the chat If I can see uh if I can see them before we uh wrap it up okay, so um Any any words of encouragement any final words of encouragement, you know knowledge that you would have for you know Maybe your audience who may be watching or for people who are um You know who may be um in need of a of a word. I mean, what would you say? I mean, especially now in this sign in this day and time we see what goes on um The evil in our world wicked corrupt leadership The church is basically the shot The visible church that is the invisible church is still still going strong by God's grace, but if you had to Uh for next few moments, if you had to just give some people some words of encouragement or words of of, you know, wisdom Exhortation even even warning. I mean, you know guys allowed you to see What you see now in this world Not for the reason for you to keep it to yourself But maybe for hopefully to help other people as well, especially your generation Especially your generation somebody said Jesus. Uh loves has a question. I'll get to it in just a minute. Okay, go ahead What no I would say Just be in your word like always no matter how busy your life may get I feel like it's always important to stay grounded. Um I feel like There's time especially like in my life where I will Um fail to even pick up my bible for like a moment and even if I just read on my phone I still feel like I need to actually have it physically like in front of me like the paper itself Because there's nothing that I want more than to actually like have a deeper knowledge and understanding of the word um I want to say No matter what Even though like if no one ever um until like it comes about or whatever I want to say I make sure that you stay on your ground and know like your morals and stuff um and the difference between What sin and what isn't like people's preference and other people's um like facts and preferences um Because I know the stuff that happened with me Uh last year of like a chick flayer or whatever That was partial to it because everyone was always focused about um everyone's other everyone's opinion instead of listening to like the facts um and I don't I think that's it Okay, okay. Well, someone had asked the question and now I'll put our populated here Huh, I saw like three questions. Yeah, so jesus loves you He asked you said do you plan on getting the concealed care permit and hang on while you turn 21? Well, what Texas now is an open carry. So, um, she just She's had it, but she she's gone to the gun range. As a matter of fact, how did you like going to the gun range? You know for I think just I liked it from my 17th birthday. I think I went yeah. Yeah It was nice. I took pictures and everything I took I took videos. I always take videos of them going to So what what did you think about the pistol grip? It was nice. Now the shotgun that one has some kick to it. Like yeah, that's the pistol grip Oh It's a it's a pistol grip pump. That was a it was a pistol grip pump. I keep it on my lap at all times I was not expecting that but my hands were first for like shaking. I remember when I saw the video I think I posted it. Um, when I first held mom's, um Was it like a nine millimeter or something? What is she gonna? Yeah, she's a nine too. Yeah Uh, I remember I first held it. I shot first I hit I think I hit the head But I got shaking at first and I remember I put the gun down I was like trying like like breathe and I remember I was telling me she's like just breathe Oh, okay. So I did it and that just kept firing. I was like, oh, ain't cool But if I were like to carry one Not really maybe some pepper spray, but like I'm gonna get you a gun and get you a gun If my man is a gun, I'm good like I don't mind guns. I love them or respect them, but like I don't Me personally, I don't really I'm me, you know, if y'all know me. I'm I'm nyla, you know, I don't Yeah, we we're gonna make sure she's protected. Okay, she we're gonna make sure she's protected and keep her Keep her protected. You gonna learn how to shoot and continue to learn how to shoot rather But just in case, you know, making sure that you're that you always, uh, Always protected and covered someone else had another question. Um Raymond, you had the yeah Just just real briefly you can answer that question again now because we we had you had already answered I think Raymond may have came in Yeah, um, it's not bad. It's has it's like ups and downs But like I just learned that I've always been being the public eye And I try my very best to remind myself of who I am representing um Okay Oh my goodness and he ain't playing either But yeah, um, it just has ups and downs But like I feel like I don't mind it as much as I did like no one's little but like if anything I just know like everyone's always gonna be watching me no matter what So it's just a matter of presenting myself in a way that's um bringing glory and honor. Yeah Uh, and then I think niki said that she has a serious question for me. Okay. What's what's your question niki? Um What's your what's your question? I have a serious question for you. Say, what's the what's the question and I'm seeing anybody else. Um I like these questions. These are fun any more questions people I just whisper for anything. Uh, let's see Oh at the range. Okay, I guess. Yeah. Yeah Yeah, niki if you if you if you have a question go ahead and uh, you can post it in the in the chat And I'll I'll try to populate it But anyway, those who are just joining us, um, we about to wrap up, but this is my second, uh, oldest daughter nila and She has no problem coming on on camera to uh, she kind of like speaks for the rest of the rest of her siblings or sister. So Um, but but yeah, we were talking about her life talking about our family things that's been going on in our world and and uh and things of that nature. So it's been uh, It's been a very, uh very Very insightful discussion. Uh, you said do you think when a pastor can miss a dog you should the church note? Yes Yes um, because I mean How else were they? I mean because things can always come back and there'd be a problem. So yes, I mean absolutely Absolutely Uh, let's see next time Oh, yeah Yeah, um Oh, your favorite color. What was I I just said nila. What was it pink? Oh, david act with my favorite colors. It's pink. Yeah pink I see I wasn't doing no pink background y'all. I was like, this is my life. I can't No, no, no, can't do no pink. I gave her closest purple and she said she can work with that. So But anyway, I think that is it ladies and gentlemen don't want to take too much of everyone's time. Uh, I do think, uh, Let me see, uh Yeah, well, I think you need to You need to take it to the church if uh, if he's under if he's under church leadership. Absolutely Absolutely um That's funny. Yeah so, but anyway, that's um That's our time ladies and gentlemen again. I do wanted to thank you those of you for joining 505 people are watching live right now 54 watching on on youtube and um 55 likes. Wow interesting. That's that's a first 55 likes and 54 watching in on youtube. That is a first I'll take that. I will take that. Thank you very much. Those who have been watching Um, we do appreciate that. Um tomorrow lord willing, uh, we'll be back uh tomorrow at seven o'clock I'm going to respond. It looks like I'm going to have to respond to miss uh furlough Um, and also I'm going to do make another reaction or response video Um on friday a little willing as well too, but anyway I think that is it now. I think we're One more thing I did forget about this I I got one more thing to show you now that one I wanted to get your thoughts about this I might as well just get it might as well just get your thoughts about it Because uh, uh, it is a question. I wanted to ask you as a young lady So that way you can you can you know, tell me Hold on. Hold on. Mr. Zeke's had a question. I want to answer this one Did your dad ever dislike a guy you wanted to date and your thoughts? Okay, go ahead Now I really wanted to date more so when he found out the age of the guy. He was like, oh heck no So, yeah, yes, I put sugar on my grits, but it's rare that I eat them You what? I read these these comments. Okay. I'm getting them late. Oh, yeah. Yeah. Do you like Yeah, she's another she's another she's another pitiful. So She's another pitiful. So pray for her as well to pray for her as well to um But yeah, I wanted to go ahead. What do you say? The age it was mrs. Eric's was 25 Yeah, heck no I'm trying to be nice. I'm trying to stay safe. Why y'all playing? But no, let me let me I almost forgot to show this one to you But um, I wanted to I wanted to put this up here and get your reaction because um, nobody I don't think anybody ever ever heard your your vocal reaction To this to this statement. So here we go Would you go to gray's community church if eileen gray was your daughter would I go to gray's community church? Well, it was see that's why you can't answer a question because that would affect me personally now I've got some skin in the game It's like the guy that jumped on my daughter or did something violate my daughter Um, could could could I could I sit on the on the bus right beside him? No, could you? Yes, why? See what we do sometimes is we break we want to make the emotional argument and then that governs That would be hard for me. I mean, I let's not treat my I look at my daughters as though they're gold Now do I do I look at your daughter's the same way I look at my daughter? No There's a there's four billion other daughters on the planet. I don't look at them the same way I look at mine Okay You're you're aware of the eileen gray situation, correct? Okay What what what is your thoughts? What are your response to? mr. Corey's statement With all due respect. Yes. I'll do respect That is a cop out statement And why is that? Because the only reason Why he's now responding like this. I believe is because Mom is behind him and that's not from something that you told me nothing I've just noticed because you know, I don't say anything publicly or whatever like that. I still watch and I observe and Even though y'all my parents y'all please be protecting me and it's the other way around or whatever like that I still and what I'm mindful and I watch who has y'alls back and who does not And who's going to be writing for y'all who doesn't and so I'm watching the constant like this one um I can even see like how the statement got switched up like he was how all for it Back last year or whatever and this statement. Oh my daughter. That's not my daughter. I don't have any skin in the game as a man and as a father even if you aren't a father as a man in general If you know that someone is being abused in a church and you have all the facts You know everything you know what went on inside that church regardless if you were there or not you know what happened And it was fact checked multiple times and you still say I don't have any skin in that's not my daughter That doesn't really sound like uh That's not really an answer you're saying something without giving an answer because you don't want to make it seem like You're picking a side. It's a yes or no answer. Would you or would you not it's not about if your daughter goes to church It's about right or wrong if it's a sin then then just say that but if you're just thinking Oh, I don't want to offend nobody. It's not about offending anyone. It's about making a statement and standing for truth And when you have the facts when you have um People who are being misrepresented And that woman is now scarred whatever And I just think about the fact that you had the chance to answer that question open and I'll say you have more He has more followers than you do that and that's just That doesn't make sense because The fact of the matter is you have the opportunity to actually make a statement and make it known that This man Let this stuff happen in his church and you should have said no, I would not let my daughter throw this church You could have just said I would take it right out of there anyway But he didn't even say any of that it was just like I don't have any skin in the game If my daughter was there then it'd be a different conversation but since I'm not my daughter I don't know what to say Yours was point blank period if that was my daughter I wouldn't let her go or I would have done something about it Mary What would you would you sit under if if if If mr. Corey where you're past and you heard him say that how would how would you feel? No I'm sorry. No, what I would not I would not serve it You and I what? I would not sit under that I would not sit under That teaching or preaching whatever Wow Well, I mean that's that was one of the that was one of the questions that I wanted to ask you about that and of course, you know people will say That The response videos that I made were We're in attack against him. Did you did you do you take that as that? I mean, I know you're my daughter So I'm not asking for you to be Bias and the people who try to cue just being that but um, you can think for yourself about God's grace, but I would say How did did you watch the reaction videos that I made? You did Do you think it was an attack? What about the what about the rest of the the video that me and mr. Tarwin had? What were your thoughts about that? I had a problem with eyewin. Um, if anything it was very informative because mr. Tarwin is a lawyer And he can know something from like a different standpoint. So Um, I didn't see it as like an attack. I didn't see it as anything like I didn't see it as it being personal You're just doing what you do with anyone must say like mr. Corey is like a false teacher Nothing like that, but like you always sound the alarm when it comes to things that need to be have Raised for attention or like raised for awareness or whatever and I feel like that statement that mr. Corey made it was It raised like a lot of red flags because You did a complete You know 180 When the stuff got brought up at first you were on The fact that John MacArthur Was insane or or the fact that this happened and he knew about it and he covered it up And now you're about oh, I don't think he should step down stuff like that. So I just feel like It's a total It's not an attack on him. It's not something personal. You're just doing what God has called you to do Wow, so when people would say and try to accuse me of attacking him or or doing something like this Accusations these are not accusations. This is false accusations It's not your fight and they're not they're like they're not the ones doing it God called you doing stuff like anyone who has like an opinion about it It came up or shut up Okay, I gotta give it to you. Here we go. Here we go. Here we go There it is. It's a challenge It's not that hard to do like You can have your opinion about stuff, but You can have an opinion about something and not Make it seem like we should be doing it this way. You should be doing it. It's not yours This is not some this stay in your lane stay in your lane It's like it was this is something that God called you to do then back off and I say that with all seriousness because I am tired of hearing People texting you or people calling you or even the comments that come up about Seiko you should just let this go or you shouldn't be Um thinking about this right now y'all. She's coming into agreement. It's not all on you Mr. Corey has part in this too and he didn't say anything And you coming up with clarification videos that didn't clear up anything if anything It just calls up more questions because I was confused and I watched his reaction video or confirmation or whatever Because I was like you didn't answer anybody's question So for me, it's kind of like It's you you gotta have something Coming back and right now It doesn't look like a good look for mr. Corey because like for other people they think okay He's fine. He's he's entitled to change his mind, but it's not Good when you're changing your mind And you have the facts yet you're still going for the opposing side when you know that this man did something wrong All right. Well, I think um, I think we've answered and You know shared our thoughts regarding, you know regarding this whole issue. I believe And again, my my heart and my attitude is not to where I'm trying to destroy anyone Anyone's reputation or character if anything I'm trying to make sure that people have the truth And make sure that we are able to make right decisions With the information that we are to receive which supposed to be Of the truth if Jesus saved us and told us to to be sanctified in the truth because his word is true Then we should be people of the truth. So That's where I stand with that. But no, no, thank you so so much For your time. I know this will not be the last time we do A lot and maybe maybe next time your your older sister will join you and we can have another I know we'll see what we'll pray about it. We'll see if she does because I know she's not You know that type of person she loves taking pictures though, but don't want to came up I don't get it. But anyway But no, that's it For those of you who have been blessed by this feel free To send a word of encouragement To her she's on instagram But uh, that's basically it. Don't don't try to shoot no shots because we see her comments. Don't even play Don't play I will come see you put it like that. No, but anyway, um, none of thank you so much And uh, I guess I'll see you once I get off the live upstairs All right. Love you All right, y'all so anyway That is it ladies and gentlemen. Um, that is the interview. 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Uh, it's always somebody y'all wonder why I respond Y'all wonder why I keep doing the things that I do because of people like this but anyway No love loss. No anger. No hate. Just got to do what God has called me to do and continue to uh Go and find out of him. But anyway, you guys have a great night Um, have a great evening. Get you some rest. I know I will y'all know the drill Whatever you do do I'll take what's going on. God. God bless. Thank you for sharing this night God bless you. Good night