"I'm so glad that you're finally official with Blaine," Mercedes said with a roll on her eyes.
Kurt snorted. "You're one to talk. For how long did you like Sam without doing anything about it?"
Mercedes laughed. "Okay, okay. I give up."
Kurt smiled. They were catching up in Kurt's room. Kurt was supposed to leave for Dalton in an hour and did not waste time to spend that hour with Mercedes. She was after all his best friend.
"I just can't believe that I never saw it. You and Sam. Wow."
"I can't believe it's true. I never thought Sam of all people would fall for someone like me!" Mercedes made a face of disbelief and threw her hands up.
"That's exactly how I feel about Blaine. He's so amazing, and smart, and beautiful, and I'm just, well, me." Kurt reflected Mercedes' motion.
"Wow, we really need to learn how to love ourselves," Mercedes laughed.
"What are you talking about? We know we're the hottest divas around here. We're just confused by love," Kurt said with a laugh.
"Correct, as always." Mercedes winked at him.
"Be careful, Sam might get jealous," Kurt said.
"Nah, he knows that you're the number one man in my life."
"And of course you're the number one woman in mine." Kurt squeezed her hand. "And the best part is, I can say that without having trouble with Blaine!"
Mercedes rolled her eyes. "Like he'd get mad, he know I'd cut him."
Kurt grinned. He really loved this girl.
"So, how far have you and Blaine gone?" Mercedes asked after a while.
Kurt blushed. "Mercedes!" he squealed.
"What? It's natural for me to wonder. You never know how fast some couples go."
"Well, for your information, the closest I've been to sleeping with Blaine was that one time when we accidentally fell asleep on his bed before we even got together," Kurt said quickly.
Mercedes raised an eyebrow. "You mean that you're sharing a room and you haven't even slept on the same bed?"
"Blaine respects me. He knows I'm not quite ready yet, so he doesn't push it. Plus, we know that letting us share room means that we have to be responsible. I know that we'll probably take advantage of our room some day," Kurt blushed as Mercedes smirked at him, "but for the moment, we're taking it slow. Really slow. I'm talking months."
Mercedes nodded. "I'm proud of you, Kurt. And I must say, I'm impressed with Blaine as well. Not every guy respects your boundaries."
"That's true. But talking about respecting boundaries, is Sam respecting yours?"
"Yes, he is. We've talked about it and decided that we should wait for a while. Sex isn't everything after all."
Kurt nodded. "We've never really talked about it, but we haven't been dating that long. I'm so not looking forward to the day when it's brought up though."
"Kurt, I'm pretty sure you'll be seeing sex differently now that you have a boyfriend. I know you've always been uncomfortable talking about it, but talking about it with me is a big development. You're body is catching up with your age." Mercedes grinned at Kurt's horrified face.
"I-I mean-I've never-I won't-just-" He sighed in frustration. "I've noticed that," he said in surrender. "And I can't say it doesn't scare me, because it does. It actually pops into my mind more often than ever. It's weird."
"You're a teenager, your hormones are raging. It's perfectly normal."
"Don't you feel weird talking about it with me?" Kurt said as he looked around the room in search for a distraction.
"No, you're my friend. You're supposed to talk to friends about stuff like these. Stuff that worries you or stuff you just have to get out." Mercedes patted his hand. "But I can see that this conversation will probably be one-sided from now on, so let's just change subject."
Kurt exhaled and gave her a grateful look. Sex really wasn't his favourite topic, but now that Mercedes mentioned it, he couldn't stop thinking about it. How would it feel like with Blaine? How would Blaine taste like? How would Blaine sound? How would Blaine look? He groaned in frustration as he stopped at a red light on his way back to school. Would these thoughts continue to haunt him now? How was he supposed to look at Blaine without having these images popping up? Or more importantly, how was he supposed to sleep in the same room as Blaine without wanting to rip his clothes off?
So this ep pretty much wrote itself. I never intended for Kurt and Mercedes to have this kind of conversation.
But I really like the idea of Kurt having fantasies about Blaine.
What would you like to see in this story? Give me some ideas and I might write them =)
Btw, it's my mom's b-day today! Happy birthday mommy! xx