 it feels great to put it behind me it was definitely something to think about but I knew that I got called up for a reason so I just stuck to my game plan and you know talked to some guys about you know down in AAA Brian Weber gave me some advice when I went back out there so I took some advice you know focused on my breathing and was able to get the job done next two times. How much confidence are you gaining just based on the last two outings alone? Yeah it feels really good it feels like you know playing baseball again instead of that first initial build-up and with the nerves and everything so it's been really good. Greg, what's it like to be up there and have to face Shohei Otani? You know you got to you got to respect the guy because you know he's he can send one out at any time so you just got to pick your spots where you're gonna be aggressive and you know try to get him to chase something. When you're in a game like this when you have someone like Shohei and you know your teammate Aaron Judge who are really bidding for this MVP you know game and you pitching a game like this what is that like as a rookie? It's awesome you get to watch these guys play then you know judges he's unbelievable I've only been here for a short time but getting to watch him play is pretty impressive. Did Brian Weber call you the night after or how did that work out that you got the advice from him? We were just texting back and forth you know this he's a pretty good friend of my now so yeah we were just texting a little bit and he gave me some good pointers so yeah just no just you know settling in and getting those initial nerves out. Did that first one feel like it sped up on you a little bit? Is that what it was like? Yeah for sure I think it was a lot of anticipation a lot of build-up into that first debut after all the time in the minors and stuff like that so it definitely sped up on me a little bit but I was able to step back and you know take a look at it objectively and kind of went into the next one with a different mindset. What piece of tell us that your family is here and that they didn't only get to see an Oakland they also got to see you today? Just my wife is here so we'll take it. Are you still feeling nervous and you can over go quickly? I think I'm past that stage now I feel a lot more comfortable just playing the game. First major league win for you do you get any kind of keepsake for that? Yeah I got the ball. What are you going to do with it? Probably put it somewhere in my house I don't know what to do with it really but yeah.