 Good morning guys welcome back to another vlog. I am currently on my way to the trail. It's like 645 I have been on such a good morning routine lately So let me know if you guys want me to do an updated in detail morning routine like old school Like a morning routine that just makes me excited to get up Also, I'm having like some reaction to something because I keep itching like just how red that is today's Wednesday yesterday I was so exhausted. I basically slept the entire day I finished that book that I was reading and then I started a new one and this was the redhead's pick I read like 70% of it last night. I started honestly had I not really needed to go to sleep to wake up today I would have finished the entire thing very very good. So anyways I'm getting my Starbucks I'm gonna go to walk and then I have Pilates and then we have we have a big couple days here I'm leaving again on Friday from Fredericksburg, but tomorrow we have the Rangers game I just got invited to like a Leon Bridges after party, which is really cool. Yeah, we've got a lot to do a lot going on I had to finish writing my speech I'm giving a speech at TCU next week for thousands of people which I didn't was not aware of I was aware of speech Just not aware of how people were gonna be there and I had a nightmare about it last night I'm not nervous yet, and I don't know if I will get nervous because sometimes I just don't get nervous I kind of just like getting um basically I had a dream last night that was a nightmare about it So it's kind of like when people have like wedding nightmares, but it's like not nearly as important as your wedding actually I don't know it's a lot of people. It's not you know what I'm saying anyway So I'm gonna prep for that time that way it won't be a nightmare next week Which it won't be anyways because I literally talked for a living so it'll be fine But if you're learning here subscribe I just put oil all over my body So I can't like touch anything because it gets all over me. Anyways, I'm back from Pilates. It was so good I hadn't been in like five days. I think and It was just exactly what I needed. They have a new location to the opening over Like an opalon area. I actually want to do a class for like y'all in Dallas if you guys are there I want to do more Dallas events, especially because I'm going after Think of it but in December I'm trying to like not do any travel for work So maybe I'll be able to do more things, you know, but I do want to do a group Pilates class Anyways, I did just want to say it's so crazy because I always am like who cares people think like ignore them Whatever for the most part like I really don't hear people think but I'm really and I'm not a people loser in most ways But I'm realizing now I'm like I'm I'm being a little people pleasey right now because something happened that like really upset me Because I was like, oh my god I don't need to like think a certain thing even though it was like totally taken out of totally wrong Like there was no truth to it and now I'm just like literally I spent my entire class this morning thinking about it And I'm like, oh my god. This is not why it's just annoying Basically what I'm trying to say is that your opinion of yourself is the only one that matters I think you don't have to catastrophize because like one person doesn't like you but that's that good I was doing this morning. So You know practice what you preach not even that like obviously we're all human and we're all dealing with the same issues And like whatever not the same issues, but you know what I mean? I am not articulating this well What I'm trying to say is I let someone having an experience that like wasn't true And wasn't given enough time to like see through like really bother me and get me off my game this morning I was thinking about it the entire Pilates class, you know, and then I came to the conclusion that who cares not what cares Actually, I do care very much though And I'm definitely people I'm definitely being a people pleaser in the way of like almost getting taken advantage of honestly I'm not taking advantage of honestly just use communication that like I was not allowed to see through or whatever Um, anyways, I let it bother me like all morning and I finally was like who cares like at the end of the day I just I'm like so afraid of people Because I care so much about making people stay or like making their world bigger or like investing in other people or whatever when something goes south It really bothers me and I'm really having to realize or like to learn again like in this specific area of my life I cannot control people's opinions or like their negative perceptions or their whatever Like you can't control people at the end of the day and like sometimes things happen and that's fine And at the end of the day, like, you know who you are and leave it at that, you know what I mean? But it really bothered me this morning. I was like what am I doing right now? So I'm about to go a guest on a podcast and then I need to do the dogs with a groomer And I'm working on my speech today for TCU and then tonight. Oh, I'm gonna my solo date It's also like really hot in here. So I turn the AC on my outfit. I'm not loving it It's just like lounged up, but I will say these shoes. I'm obsessed. I got them on go like so cute I'll try to link them below. I don't know how that works. I'll see if they're available online I don't know if they are but anyways off to work. All right, I've been hearing great things about This cleanser moisturizer. I think it's oil cleansing. I've been seeing it on tiktok Um, then it came back in stock. So I ordered it just arrived. I'll keep you all posted I don't even really know how I'm supposed to use this. This is how easily influenced. I am but so anyways, I'll keep you all posted Guys, it's now 4 p.m. And I'm going to go on my solo artist date If you guys didn't watch my last week of my life vlog I'm currently doing the artist way challenge, which is a book you do 12 weeks of morning pages And then one solo artist day to week this week I wasn't gonna see a movie, but I just am not feeling a movie right now So I'm actually gonna go read and journal because I need to read the second chapter of the artist way Anyways at Leela's I do so many things along that it's hard to be like this is what my thing is gonna be But I'm gonna go do that sit outside just relax and then the dogs taking a really long time with grammar today So I'm gonna get them after also Worked a ton on my speech or TCU and I'm getting excited now I was stressed now. I'm excited and I feel really good about it. I think it's gonna be good So I also have meetings about the morning. So I feel like after that I'll be like totally set on what I'm gonna say need to go get my journal Oh, I've gone. I don't know if I told you guys this already, but I lost my Kindle away since all my birthday So I'm Monday couldn't find it anywhere still haven't found it anywhere I found figure that at 10 p.m. I ordered a new one just in case it didn't show up because then I could just return this You know so I found it So thank God I ordered a new one because I'm so dependent on my kid I literally can't go more than like 12 hours about it. So eventually I might have a second one I had to have left it at my dad's house though, but he says he hasn't found it anywhere So I feel like it's like didn't look good enough, you know So I had to get a new Kindle, but I'm telling you best money. I've ever spent it doesn't even matter to me Also, I mean I'm not supposed to reading the chapter while I do my artist. I think that's fine That's what my thing is gonna be this week Just showered and tan. I'm back home pick up the dogs. They look so cute I ordered some dinner in I'm only home for like three days this week So I didn't bother grocery shopping. I've also been listening to Celebrity Memorial Book Club. I do like this It's just like I will say not that there's any knock because it's the whole point for them Is that they're it's just like a very negative like they're funny. It's supposed to be sarcastic That's whole that's obviously the vibe but like sometimes I'm like, okay, look, I believe you know what I mean But also still a really good show. Anyways, this is what I have. I'm gonna finish my book tonight guys I have tanner all over my face right now I love Wednesday nights because I read and then it bfs my this is not the correct time by the way Bfs comes out. I started a flicker in the dark last night. I'm already at 70% I'm hoping to finish that before the podcast even starts eat my dinner Watch Bfs in peace and go to bed. That is my plan tomorrow is actually gonna be really fun day So I'm just trying to rest. Good morning guys. It is 7 30. I'm on my way to the trail Starting up my day a little bit later because I'm going straight from here to a coffee meeting with my management And then after that, I'm going to Pilates coming home tonight We have the Rangers game in a suite and then not at me We were invited by Rangers not like I didn't pay for that I would love to have a suite. We're love for that to be in my in my journey But as of right now like we're to be in my path It has to be like an invite, you know what I mean? And then tonight we have the Leon Bridges after party so actually had a lot going I need to work on my speech still finish that up. I finished a flicker on the dark last night I really really loved it I feel like part of me like knew who it was the whole time and the other party me like thought it was a Different person every other probably like 20 pages I don't I don't know like at the end of the day it was who I thought it was But I also think because I've read so many thrillers you just always know like for example They were like throwing it on Daniel for so long and like you just know that it's not Daniel because There's always gonna be like some sort of twist. It's not my first and they're not the least about actually that's not true Anyways going to get my coffee going on a walk. It's gonna be a good day I'm wearing a hat because my hair is like gross and We're just getting today going guys. Hope everyone's having a fabulous day I don't know why I'm in such a good moon today, but here we are. I also need to pack today So also a tan. Maybe that's why I'm in a good moon Got to my meeting early to work and I am somehow completely lost out of my laptop or my MacBook No, my iPad. I've never had a different passcode on this thing and I'm just completely locked out So that sucks also Merit was so full all I need to go I take my laptop and we need to do it somewhere else, but like How did that happen earlier today someone like jammed into my car really fast, and I was just standing there They didn't even say sorry. It was so rude, but they didn't see me Back again, just had a nice meeting at Foxtrot the third coffee shop I've been to and it's only 11 a.m Feeling good now. I'm gonna go to Pilates. Oh my god. It's so hot I know I'm wearing a hoodie, but I was like fine for I love the whole hat look like maybe this is gonna be my new thing Back home got my brows done ordered a bunch unboxing stuff Amazon said active y'all will see it soon I'm doing like two hours with the laundry right now So I need to eat shower and like get it together, and then we'll regroup later All right guys, so I actually didn't end up taking you through getting ready today because I practiced my speech 25 minutes long three or four times I think four so I couldn't do that cuz I was literally talking to myself I guess technically speaking every YouTube video is talking to yourself. I'm getting ready for the Rangers game and last When I went I got this hat which I'll be wearing tonight. I need to put my lipstick on also I don't like how this is I'm definitely wearing this tonight because the Rangers have under the sun their one request was to wear either Rangers colors or memorabilia and I have some because They gave me a gift card last time I was there Actually, I have Ranger stuff anyways because my dad is like such a sports guy But I've been waiting to pull this out and then after we have the Leon Bridges after-party And I think I know what I'm gonna wear. Just give me a set. I'm packing for tomorrow because tomorrow I go To Fredericksburg It's just so crazy how many dresses I have that I just like don't like at the end of the day I got this dress. It's really pretty like Pink just like drapey dress from Revolve and I think I'm gonna wear it to a wedding in October, but it's not weird I don't know. I haven't really been to that many weddings like friends. So what do I wear? It's in Tennessee, but it's not like a hot pink. It's more like a deep pink I like dresses that I'm excited to wear. I got for an antucket I don't know where that I'm until I got an antucket next week So we're gonna stick to these and then I'm gonna get a shirt I'm just gonna go for the bus and some suit stuff, you know, like we're making do ignore the laundry in the background But I just want to say I need to fix this hat so I always thought I didn't like even though I love the look on everyone else when people wear hats pull their hair behind their ears and have earrings on I always thought I didn't like it on me, but I actually do like it on me I just wasn't wearing the right earrings. So when I get to the game This is what I'll wear the only problem is I'm going to a party after and I need to change and this is gonna get my Makeup all off. So I've got to think about that I might just like throw things in my purse or something, but I like this look. This is my rangers game OOT in if you will the tank is skims, and I'm actually wearing a skims bra I really don't ever wear bras, but if I do they're always skims I just hope that everybody one so comfortable hat. I got the Rangers Stadium wait hat is for the Rangers Bag my normal like Chanel bag is gone. These jeans are some of my faves. They're the Abercrombie curve-love line They're so good, and then I'm just wearing like platform I feel like this is like perfect for the Rangers game. So Lauren and I are here. We've arrived at the Rangers game we are incredibly excited for the hot dogs as you guys know we're big hot dog fans and and and I'm margarita. So we're gonna have the best time of our lives and then We're going to the after party that we have absolutely no idea how you got invited. So uh, we're best friends You know what it might have been the T-Pain is my best friend thing in your bio I would that was it that's what we got invited, and they were like I hope can't you bring me in the email Yeah, they really can see it Lauren Yeah, T-Pain's best friend guys We went to a T-Pain concert cuz Lauren is fun fact the biggest T-Pain fan there ever has been He told them that if you're there, what did you say that you guys are all his best friends? Yeah, and then I said you should be here by or he said you should be here by I think it was me I don't know. I think it was me. I think he directly looked at my eyes and Subconsciously told me to put me in this but like Lauren thinks that they fell in love that night the man's married Do you guys feel this way about T-Pain like is there anyone out there? There's a wrong answer. I've requested we're talking about something here I have requested T-Pain on cameo. I can't tell you how many times get that man off Cameo it would have been I was trying so hard because he pushed his closet back Lauren was so sad So I was like we should get our cameo. No, you don't care or something anyways post me a take talk It's really hard being a tiktok celebrity We're gonna go in me about it. Oh, yeah, Lauren is also a tiktok celebrity I just recently went viral and then I was quickly after shadow band Tiktok is out to get me. Yeah, it really is but it seems like things are looking up. So anyways, I look like Like a ranger's wife, if you will it's wearing white something Manifested no not Rangers Do you guys know that? Statistically speaking at baseball players are the biggest cheaters most common to cheat which actually makes sense because they're seasons long as did You know that? But would it be worth it? No, okay. He's a 10, but he cheats Zero As I'm back I don't think I really vlog at the party, but I was just so tired I am either like the most outgoing person in the room. I don't shut up. I talk to everyone I know everyone or I am the biggest hermit and I'm just in the corner of the room like talking to my friends Especially when I'm with like one of my like best best friends and I really don't have to make an effort with anyone else It just depends on my vibe. You know what I mean? I'm either the most outgoing person you'll ever be in your entire life or just like very calm chill I have nothing to say that was my vibe tonight and I was just tired like I love my Thursday nights at home I really do and it was hard, but anyway, it's really fun events tonight really glad that we went The Rangers game was so much fun by the way if you guys want you can use code Kenzie you get 25% off Actually, let me give you the actual Info really quick. I'm not getting paid I don't have to share this but use promo Kinsey for 25% off for home play in outfield Applicable for all 2022 home games except for Saturday nights and games versus the Yankees So if you guys are interested Global life is obviously like so nice. It's just so much fun. So definitely check that out But anyways, it is 12 15 I need to wash my face and get in my pajamas and read my favorite part of the day doesn't matter what I'm doing There is nothing I love more see y'all in the morning when we're getting ready to leave and off to Fredericksburg for the weekend I did pack a lot today. I'm getting a lot done today Thank God because I was so anxious that I just like how to keep going to like, you know Feel fine. I'm like, you know what I mean? I'm so tired like unbelievably tired and this is what's happening Also, I had a really good Nitro espresso martini at capper just so really good nitro very cute loved it I was like a big fan. Good morning guys. Happy Friday last night was fun. I'm currently in the Starbucks drive-thru I'm about to pick up my sister. I'm on big sister duty today. Have to get us to Fredericksburg for cousin at Lisa's birthday So we look at four and a half hour drive. I was literally just in that area to a few days ago So we're getting in coffee right now. It's gonna be a long long drive guys long drive. I already got gas I feel like the mom I packed the car like I just I don't know why I think my siblings I can't do it. It's cuz they won't do anything. Actually, that's why it's like if I don't do it They're not gonna do it. So I don't really have much of a choice, you know, you gotta love them You know, if you're an older sibling, I'm actually curious like what everyone comment. What are you in like birth order? I'm the oldest which I like rings very true. Maddie's obviously middle which rings very true Little brother Cody is the baby which also rings true and then obviously like a billion steps of links But I would say for all of them Even the triplets which are obviously they're born like minutes apart all the same birth order is so interesting And it's like literally always right. I've only met like two people in my life, and I'm like that's shocking Dom I feel like doesn't fit her birth order. That's what I think actually Okay Perfect sorry, it's still loading. Oh got it Thank you. You have great eyebrows. Oh Really? Thank you. I just got them done. That's the only reason. Thank you All right guys, we are off for hours and 15 minutes in the car today Probably more than that. Love that love that so much. Hi guys. We're about Not long enough into this road trip to be feeling the way that I'm feeling We're supposed to go to a chicken express Which for whatever reason Maddie hates canes and loves chicken express. I don't understand what it's Somehow and I'm sure it's a great place, but like guys just not where we're gonna give you your toll We'll give you a little review My god amazing. I got sweet tea. We're all different Maddie keeps talking to her stuff out loud. Yeah, I'm like They won't talk to me. So I'm just kind of that's not true I don't I don't know. I'm just kind of like vibing Talking out loud when I say things to you. You just like literally look the other way That's so not sure you don't want me to shut up to listen to your stupid podcast I've never told you why would you rather listen to your podcast thing? I could list a few reasons, but I never told you to shut up No, not anything to you and then you just look the other way and then you'll have something to say to yourself And then you just talk out loud to yourself. Oh, I'm talking to you, too So no you literally just said you're talking to yourself. Oh because you weren't listening Okay, well anyways, probably doesn't do it this vlog Um, it's been a nice little no it's been a lot nice little week in my life. Um, I don't vlog other people's birthdays It was like their time, you know what I mean? Anyways, hope you guys enjoyed. I'll see you soon. Bye Y'all should try bushes chicken. You know when you're anxious, you're not even logical anymore. You've like lost the fucking plot Yeah, there's no logic you're worrying about things that haven't happened Like there's no you're not you you've like lost touch with reality and so